Medicine in sexusl practice...
Eventually passion...
Levels of incredible...
  sensual attachment
Like places or people...
Attraction to superb interaction.
Set the stage.
******. Maximum.. the fatal reaction
Switching crashing into madness..
For landing massive backflips
Like you have *** for practice...
In a carnivores mattress...

Let my ego persuade.
Turn waves
Into calm seas
Deride. The prom queen
And contrive my style
Unlike dre with the palm trees.
Get some bomb beats.
Or crash like markets.
Spark. Recession.
Never ending pretending
My past was a mob scene
Funding research
Money network
Text words
To get curvy. Letters.
In a curtain call with death first.
My neck hurts.
I can network?
See first.
*** first?
Check work?
Like my message was a blank cheque
That bounced
Vus I'm in debt worse.
**** the med nurse

Masked massacre.
Blue bandana savage.
Crippled by anxiety.
Society can't understand it.
Olanzapine.
Divalproex.
And half a tab of Xanax.
Hit so many native chicks.
*** i got a taste for
Moose meat tea and banook
Got a tear tattoo.
On my *******.
*** i killed my ****. Had enough
One day and stabbed it.
Savage.

Slowly in this roll.
The feature is the night life.
Teacher of the hype rhymes.
I speak like leaking
Popular diets on prime time
And call em pseudo science.
So that you run to me and buy mine.
Fine guy.
Celebrate destruction.
Disgusting flow like construction
Sewage pumps at lunchtime.
Greatest in the game
You get punch drunk
Coming with these punch lines

The song shattered on impact
Broken backbone
Disk brakes
And a little bit of ammonia
With hydrogen erotica
The way fixated **** tastes
Suffocating thought
Like trying to asphyxiate
A victim with a no frills bag.
Got blood rags
Blood stains
And drunk memories
Swerving from nowhere to
Crush like highway bugs
Against the grill plates in a big way
Diamond stud name.
Not sure if god approves
But I'm never going
To go dumb
And **** fate
So I can fill my boots with mud
And live with
Visions of a dying earth
Like worms picked for breakfast
To feed  birds eggs
I'd rather break my entire existence
And live in gods vision
Than determine my own fate
And have not a *** to **** in
Gods my witness this rhyme *****
And I got
***** language for a christian

My bad bro.
My message. A second in suspense
The head suspended
By one thread.
Kept undead.
Left unsaid
Spoken in a word that voices choices
In a war not endeavoured yet
Of light and breath.
Against. The stench of death
And letting go.
With wholesome gifts with in a heart.
In blessed protection of a lesser tension.
Heaven. Of an endless story.
Period end of sentence.
Let's begin with getting headless
As I'm meant to face my fears
Menace every second
*** I fear I'm not accepted.
But its false I'm like American express.
Accepted everywhere and just in case
They dont accept it I'm also cash and credit....
When I get to heaven. I'll determine my application as  either a lover or a weapon. *** I'm definitely not defenceless... pretend for a second
I'm pretending. And meant for less than.
I'll be satisfied with my intentions to bless every woman child and men with. My imagination. Emotions. Thought and intelligence.
Its good to try your best and develope mental stamina to dig deep when things get hellish quick.
Relish it.
I've developed this
And bask in it like I've been telling you
I'm meant for heaven in hope of never selling an imbellishment

I may have done miscalculation..
Equation
Divide two legs n
*******
Multiplacation
Insemination
Just one egg its placed in..


My nesting....
Nurtured safely by my ******* when..
.
I invest in God creation.
Exit testament of next gen...
Into pregnant intervention
Turn a clever pen
Into a blessed
Mighty weapon

Messages of heeding believing
Recollection
For the best men

Cutting lanes on wise matters
Than solve the attitude
Of battered molested
Femmine.. and defenseless
Unprotected
Men when


Weaker *** get abducted
And just hi collateral
Inception left in
Till I call the crossbow
Into question
Should violence
Be deterrent...
No question its not to solve
Your mortal contamination
Of corrections...
So I appeal to every lesson
Without using mortal weapons


Calling rialkl has a haphazard
Sign of warning than and
You snap at her...
He's the man after
Justice when you attack at her...
**** it hear my man's laughter.
Crafted feeling bad your why her
Dreams were in your hand shattered
Captured and made
Plastic waste and bad matters...
You can't have her
If your bad for her
Like what the ducks the matter....
There will be no wrath or rapture
But the judge must
Have your answer....

Arms extended
I reach
The heavens um blessed in
Like umbrellas in wetness
Sweet reprieve from
The trials of existence
Mountains
Valleys. Rivers bending.
Never ending my passion
Mend my bed sheets
To have me
Ask me should a sun
Lose mass when collapsing
Filling space with a magnet
Attraction
Or is my quiet distraction
A change so drastic
Need damage control my soul
Managed to grab the hole
And tangle its core in your
Solar empathic crash with.
My pocket calculator
And psuedo intellectual glasses.
I want you bad yep.
But theres more untold
Before you crash land in the blackness
Of abyss my tragic yet passionate
Madness

If rumours.
Yeah rumours were my evidence
Than you were.
Nothing short of seconds
In my memory.
Knew her.
It was droplets on my everything
I've come to fall. Like. Kings of old.
And wars forgotten by the centuries.

Hey. Can you stand to truth.
Hey who's the first to shoot.
Can you love. Him though
Not knowing of.
Any thing other than.
Anything other than
He's a nother man.


If lies were all you knew.
Would you hunt.
And seek whatz true?
In your dreams.
A love so few.
Have from a nother man
Knowing nothing other than
Me and you.

Maybe I become my insecurities.
Uncertainty is hurting me.
Firstly uncle roberts
Was my greatest fear.
Of rejecting family
For fame and stardom.
With no inter generation courtesy
I thought he rocked
I watched him nervously.
But surfacing.
His selfish lifestyle.
Earning him a curse word
And a ******* eye smile
I'm a ******* wild child...
Criminal intent
Possession of a lethal
Mile high club rival
Named Barry smiles
He prepares guys
To meet the maker
In  a **** me off in high style
With a universal high five
To a stylish guy pile.
Just unorthodox.
The supporting thouhht
Is a marathon mile
******* style.
With jordan styles
Reporting mile high club guy pile
With the ******* wild child
If ******* mes a crime
Than get ready for
A ******* line up

I've been sticking with god
Because of the sickening odds.
Practically
Impossible. Solo means inventions.
Direction. And protection is gone.
Alone I am frail.
And sick as a dog.
So I trudge the path that was asked all along
And satisfaction brings
Family. Friends.
And the family dog
Lucifer's madness
I asked him begone.
It's my angel. And me. Becoming.strong as family bonds.
Birth of my baby
As the world catches strong
The love in bask
In the heart
Of the one sent from god

Jessie Reyes you mentioned.
He's got love for me.
Is this real.
The way I feel. Confessional.
Is I have. Thoughts.
Hopes its eventually real
That the devil himself. In best
Attire. Couldn't dress up as incredibly
well.
As the masking machine. Monster
I made to hide.
My ****** tells. Heart swells
I'm like ****. I'm in motion. Of chemical. Grief...... Tell em
When my weapon. Of war.
Is a heavenly peace. .......Let um
I feel his smell and its sweet.
My hopes are rejected.
But inside I'm crying
Why am I seeing.
Stan.
In my pathetic reflection.
I get it. I see it. But I don't know
What the mental illness
Projected.
Voices and people
dripping wax over
The coals of smoke. Blowing
Holes in my head ex direction
While my brain.
Is directed. In detective mode
No shred of unbiased
Investment
Twenty seconds. Into my
Match of inter dimensional.
Tetris.
I see slim by the window.
Pitching up a Jimmy necked tent n
The sky turns dead
And his tents getting wet.
So I crept in the entrance.
Asked him a question.
My mind became. A black sky
With gastro swelling
And negative pressure. In my I lower intestine.
Like a puff from the dragon.
Selling me seconds.
In an abandoned fan lit.
Gas fueled. Combustion.
So fast not even my stomach.
Had a chance to react
It just happened.
Dance with my last name
A fast removal. Of credit.
*** balloon heads are
For the newly dead.
And your such a beautiful
Couple

Anatomy confusing
From a little child.
My little smile
On minimal size.
Pride and intimate mind.
Shows. No one knows
Im different inside.
Recognition.
Trails and beginnings of lies
The decision to hide.
What once was innocent cries.
Becoming criminal type.
Focused on finishing highs.
Of cryptic type spliff.
Trails of smoke in riffs in the skies.
Eviction from core values.
More malice in a
Challenge. To savage.
To manage inside.
And as that blinds and binds
I learned a man cannot cry.
So I'm ****** if I find
Shadows or ghastly
Traces of the trans panic
A girl posing manly
With a mask for a mind.

To be the image of perfection
Immaculate conception
I was split. Between
The earth.
The devil and the heavens.
Jesus blessed and conquered death.
So we could have forgiveness.
The intent. Of every opposing view.
Is for accument of power.
Its your wishes.
Your ambition.
That you hunger to devour.
The devil wants his vanity.
God wishes we had sanity.
And Jesus just wants us to get along
A planetary  family.
Is that conceivable of happening?
Nations want assertion
Into dominance and wealth.
Selecting men who represent.
Them. But don't care about their health.
Kids just want acceptance.
Play and fun nothing else.
And narcissists just want perfection.
Intentions but only help themsrlves

**** the voices.
**** my decisions
Choices to be a fake ****
Trying to be a female
I was him
Remember use to date one...
Can't run from fate
Just *** your perpetually afraid son
Look into your female DNA
Get real face it and embrace love...
You never run from
Great love.
Just *** all you know is
Fake love.
Like hanging with a genius
And I front of everybody
Play dumb...
You made some
Incremental advances
Fate is a game done
Best when strategy ain't lame son
Investing in your chances
Take a risk
And change what hangs
Between your legs mon

It seems my life can be chalked up.
To not understanding opposite sides.....
I get it I'm the worst in history.
I was going to post an poem about how my uncle cookie was on the same **** I was for two months before he peed it out. That was where he got the bad tastes from my mind. Although I've never met him.  That's just me imagining. They must give this stuff to not only trans but closet gays as well. Anyway. I dont know what to do. Fall out boy basically made it seem like people with my condition lick ***. We think were so ******* great. I know every ******* word in thanks for the mmrs by f.o.b is about people through my struggle.
I legitimately was  scared to go blind. So I purposely never wore safety glasses. I thought I should be an escort for a while just like the song says
Collecting pay cheques lovers.
The crystal ball is supposed to show me my long term thinking and maybe I'll start receiving some of the foreshadowing I've been putting out. But than I know myself if I worry over something too much it won't come true. So some things are better left to happenstance.... listen guys PSA. I'm just as scared and frightened as you guys. I'm scared to admit I was wrong. Scared to be right. Scared of people. Scared of god.scared and embarrassed.
Barely a human being at times but I gave it my all projecting my thoughts and feelings to the world for that amount of time. At first I couldn't focus on even the smallest thing while I was doing it. Than it became second nature. I wanted to help people to whatever best I could. All the funny stuff was me lol. The really good stuff well that was god. He loves you. All of you. Hell never stop. I've tried to do everything right to turn into a girl. But when I foreshadowed the complexes built in my left brain it was a lot easier to create them in that momentary glimpse ahead. But not so easy as of rn. Anyway whatever happens know I love you guys. So deep. I left my mark. Maybe never told in a history book.but something definitely magical happened. You guys got to know me. And I figured out what the **** was so funny. Lol and hollllleeeee **** it was funny. I heard a man outside my house say I hope he doesn't play guitar. And I figured that was the next stage by fall out boy saying worst you got better put your fingers back to the keys... but I had bad juju when I was young. I sold my soul or as I believed it. To play guitar. For 10 years i was under the impression that should i learn guitar. I would lose my soul.
Put clearly if you guys want me to just go to the program i will

Orientation was a confusing subject
In school
I refused to touch it
Gay was taboo.
And gender change unproven
But I knew I loved it.
My memory a cemetery.
Who's who of the dudes I'm *******.

In fantasy.
But Reality was a different tune.
Burned my arms
Abusing substances in middle school
******* leaving little clues.
So blurred a false persona
Like I killed a dude.
That ******* isn't true.
I lied for all my life.
I hope the truth doesn't get to you

Hi I'm addicted trying to attain.
A level of fame.
Seduced in lessons.
With a mentor in pain.
Clueless moves.
Doing laps around a loop
Of losing with shame.
Sike. I'm not gruesome yet.
But I knew these delusions
Were sane
I'm so genius. Wheres the proof.
The futures shades.
Of black and grey.
With hues of blue in my veins..
Like puddle of mud.
She ******* hates me.
I do too in a way....
Step up to the base kid.
Your a base head. Nah uh
Why you blue in the face?
Tie your shoes.
You penny pouch.
Before you take two cents to you
Grave.
Ah huh.
You ******* knew what I'd say.
Brutal.
hoping.
Humans
will be less than
A dangerous race.
Now hit the ******* ball.
And get your tooth decay away from my face

Who has bros.
Like the monopoly creator
I dont.
Constantly. In scrutiny.
Probably wager.
My closets
convict tailored.....
My life is chalked in failure.
As long as I don't talk of
Haters.  Gave it up

I'm in an episode of the Brady bunch.
But he
Go ham between my buns.
Just ******* making lunch
It's crazy stuff.
Head on lettuce
Its wet yep
crispy tasty crunch

Mental capacity. On full presentation.
I levitate. In a centered state.
With full meditation.

Created for greatness.
Shaped in stages of changes.
I place value on people.
Not the sum of their wages.
Place faith in creation.
And pray for safety from Satan.
Making days count.
Instead of counting days that I've wasted.
Examination. An autopsy.
Of my body of work.
Displays. Courage.
Strength and hope.
Under  all of the dirt.

I'm sorry I was racist.
I'll promptly admit it.
Every one gets fed ****.
As young little children.

Perception is everything.
Surroundings are biased.
Equation spells racist.
Overcame it as giants
our generation
Made it. Celebrate triumph
As a break in the cycle.
And racial tolerance minded
The states is not trying.
For hate crimes and violence.
The racism must stop.
And vote mister Satan goodbye *****.
I'm sorry for saying some ****
In the face of the times that
Provoked hatred and violence
But I've been feeling the hate
From every ******* blaming the African race for the riot.

The world knows everything.

Hey its me.
Tried to set this up.
Whatever ***.
It doesn't settle up.
Like sediment
In the desert does
But if it ever was.
Id never lust
A nother rush. Blush
Like heaven does
When loving us
I fell in love
For
A thing that never was.


I'm like a massive flame.
Burning in the thirst of night.
Turn me on.
Nocturnal urges.
We always go to work at night

Selection is a crazy *****
Think first sight is just a mercy fight
Till love is like a bird.
Learning why the first times
Nervous flight
Until you find the words to fly

Everything else on earth.
Is just distraction from your lullaby
A nursery rhyme. For this
Thing that never was and I.

Equation on impossible.
Solving riddles in a little scheme.
To evolve like
Pillow clouds into little things you see
Like mental freedom.
In a different dream.
My existence. Is a different beast.
Its a wish you well.
Masterpiece the people are envisioning...
From disaster. Much persuading
Needed to create
An image worth remembering.
Not by hate you will dimish me.
But isolation is the only hate
That withers me
And can ever really finish me
I hope I live on and created
A vision the world
Was picturing

The scale on fishing boats
And keys of white
Grand piano major

Incase we got a catch
Named eminem
No!!!
Ok any other takers.
Prepare the future dander
Head and shoulders
On his *****
Looking like a genius.
When he flakes
And leaves me stuck on venus.
With corporate leaches
Pocketbooks and receipts
From Marshall's.
Reitman's
And Victoria's secret
Said the stitches heal in time
So does pockets of the rich
Greedy ******.
Determined sickness
Of the one percent to make us sick.
Evict the Rothschild
Marshall laws.
And roast marsh mellows on the fire
You martians look like
Mars is hard.
Like Martha Stewart's
Walk the yard inspired
You tards are playing cards
With a shark that has no teeth
**** Mars I'm stuck on venus
And your heart is hard and weak
Scarred and bleak
Marshall doc come save me
Shady was a place to sit away from son.
When I thought
Father hates me.
Bought me into slavery
Sold me into freedom
Venus cant have a mosoleum
Its Jason sudakeus favorite saying
Is italy is worth seeing
Shooting dice for souls
With the one percent.
with myself and god and satan.
Break the habit.
Lash back at me
I asked for the explosion
Controlling every moment
Of a toneless emotional implosion.
No that's not the proper moment to
Define it.
Implosion. Is internal mind. Erosion.
Before a solar hole opens
And your soul window
Closes and you feel so hopeless. Know your fine! Wait so am I.
Wait **** we both will die.
Oh **** if I
Get scared I find I might go blind.
I'm a joke. The punchlines.
I'm a girl I'm dumb
And I come from behind

Satisfaction contain
Thirst to be quenched
Drenched in rain
My pain hence
No common thread
But thinking
Get my head set
Pulse check yep
No pain
No aches
No brakes
No not dead yet
But I haven't settled this debt yet
Might be kept in attic space
Fanatic chase
Of gravity
In the system storm
Of death yes
Get my meds checked
Heck yes
Its drastic plastic
Alteration
Will I get *******
Or a wrecked neck
*** hips lips
And ****
Are most def
On my check list
Heck yes
Testify
Whether I
Protest or reserve regrets
Your birth is perfect
I'm the best blessed
Hope I'm not
Just in my head mess
Reality
Gravity
Saturate my past tense
Give me up
My name is rain
My soul is not of death
Not interested in first breaths
But God bless
A babies cry is the best yes
Hope I'm not delusional
Or bound to lose you
Over foolish pride
Ruined lives
Or a moral compass death wish
If it's in my head than
An illusion
I won't forget than
I will hang my head high
And live no regrets man
But if your real
Im beyond blessed
Love you to death
No questions left
Bless your every breath
My life my gift my treasure.
The word to earth
From eternal heavens
To maternal me in presence

Stuck in this. Cascading fading starlight
Escaping from the vacant space.
Like super nova heart ache.
In a car length .
Arms length.
Measure from a heart break.
While I marginalize my scars babe.
So contrast. Just for charms sake.
Looks like a bomb next to a small flame.

For God's sake. Get my heart out of harms way.
Switch like finger stances on a keyboard.
Do you want to have me more.
I need more reassurance
With an urgent label.
It'll mean more.
Speed warp your real warmth.
Into my esteem source
*** I bleed more like rivers.
In the free North.
Free form. I'm a sleep more.
In the streets of floating
Consciousness.
Properties of skinner yeah I get to Seymour.
******* liberate my mental structure
Call it going free form

Let it ******* take me
Tune into this sunset
No dude I ain't done yet.
Haven't started
With the fun yet...
Your so hot. I bet you
Get the sun wet...
See the sun sweat....
Now im done with fun
Am I looking dumb yet

God don't let my ego get me.
Or recipe for **** up
Fix my blunders dummy mix up
Quick ****. I dont need a husband with no dixk ******
On my list of angry kids
For me to fist bump.
Forgive this sinful
Chin up.
As I raise my kids to swim
Club. My tongue is like
A switch blade.
Don't pretend wii playing
And don't switch ****. .
I hit your mouth like its a stick up
***** shoots you
If you lip off
Zipper like a train derailed
I'll track you down.
If im ticked off
Minute clock
And tick tock
Seconds until the train of thought
Evades the brain
And untangled from a slip knot
No stranger to escaping your spit job
Just to perform a jigsaw. Massacre
Of all 3 passengers with lip gloss.
Asking for a friend
I'm tired of teasing like
There's more than just a bit wrong
You guys think that I'm a genius
Or I'm ****. But your ***** wrong
I cant even turn into female form
If i was dead women at Robert pick tons pig farm

Life is such a multi verse
Directions with a wider truth
Who's deciding who
Rides for truth deception
Pride or you.
Whats inside of you.
My lies are tried but true.
I repent collide with
Minor dues.
And bruises from a time or two.

Heaven is a far off journey
Trying we all must make it
Sacred. Blessed and angry
We face challenges
And battle dragons
Escape our cages.
Lose our masters
Find our freedom in the angels
Strangle demons
Believe in Jesus
*** his forgiveness is our way up
Time like steel
Teeth like Satan.
Metal minds and profits for the pay out
Here's your chance make evil profit
Or be a prophet.
God uses as a tool of truth
Using you to lay out...

Corruption.
A deadly virus.
Readily available
incredibly mistakeable
For sellers and buyers.
I try
My eyes ions.
No sapphires.
Weapons of men in escape
Product of greed. Profit for liars
Adrenaline shakes
Peddlers of weapons of fire
And men who desire
An empire peasants admire.
But bent in heaven
We fly like birds on a wire
With message. Direction
And inventions free from deception
Of tyrants. Dictators. And liars.

My past is scattered ashes
And I find tragic truth.
Do you have a clue
What does it matter dude.

I rose when in defeat.
I smoke and go to sleep.
My beauty hides inside.
No peep
I know the oceans deep.
Emotions running over
*** nobody noticed me.
Tormenting over me.
Hurricane enormity.
Making tears form into poetry.
I know I got this blessing
Step into the devils head
And learn your ******* lesson...



Chorus....
When this lullaby hits you.
Touch goodbye baby girl because I miss you.
Had to fix few.... Things.
*** there's issues with my mood ring
Dads becoming mommy.
Quite alarming.
But inside its not a new thing.
Noone truly knew me
Gotta keep on moving.
Baby daddys gone.
But mommy is the new me.....


My parents loved me always
Though not a perfect home.
Drugs. Self medicate.
And chaos.
Some ******* major holes.
Started smoking cigarettes
Just after 8 years old.
My body was an alien
It made me gag and choke.
Selling dope
At twelve years old.
Crazy way to cope.
We always stayed afloat.
Adulthood brought bags of coke.
The pain I crave the most.
At the same time.... hate addiction.
Came out as transgender.
To my kids st Christmas.
As God my only witness.
Never felt that full dimish.
Couldn't fix a single sentence.
My ex clipped out family visits.
The grinch just cancelled Christmas.
*** my gender switch.
The ***** can eat a bag of *****.
I'm ******* sick of this ****....


Chorus...
Baby when the lullaby hits you.
Touch goodbye baby girl *** I miss you.
Had to fix few... things
Issues with my mood ring....
Your dads becoming mommy
Quite alarming
But inside its not a new thing.
You gotta keep on moving.
Some times
You gotta find yourself.
But first you have to lose things.
Daddy may be dead.
But mommy is the new me....

Testimony of a man. That molds unnoticed poems
Shapes created out of focus.
Over flowing like the Jordan.
Most my motion is off point
But well rounded. Like my shape
In round three of coma.
My persona flown from
Unknown
Shown I've known
So gone
My face and heavy bones.
That mend like.
Fishing nets. As the river flows.
I shiver cold.
My liver folds.
My drip from little Saleen
Like a minute bowl
Of rice
That keeps my
Appetite minimal
As my little bones
Feel a different home
Of skin.
And thin veil
Hope that glistens like
Sun shimmers
In a river boat.
As minutes float.
I little know.
My glitter hopes.
Are little votes
For confidence
Change.  No pain.
A little though.
But better go.
Into the setting sun
Like let it go.
The force of life.
Has you with him now

Flip inside out.
It's never going to start.
The twisted mouth
Of a ***** to fall about
The art of war. A heart
At siege
When walls come down
And guns come out.
Without a doubt.
My ***** should wish
About.
Some that matters.
Stead of having habits
Like a dragon's house.
Things undone he runs his mouth
And brags about
Till his tongue comes out.
And I slit his pouch
Yes it has a mouth.
Plot inevitable yet preventable
Like briar rose. Passing out.
16 years after.
The prophecy
Of a witch.
In black that laughed out loud.
I'm screaming let it be.
The laugh of evil beings.
While I'm passing out.
With massive doubts
I cant solve the math
I'm out
I cant cash this sum
Without blacking from
A blackened sun. Collapsing
In darkness.
Rapped in blood
My ***** the ****
That has me dumb
Cease his tongue. I'll have it done.
Let's have some fun

Chronic thoughts that talk like laughing oceans.
The sky a vengeful father.
The dosage of a medicine.
Packaged bought and sold to slaughter.
Noses with a dusty coat.
An icy *****
And ***** tastes like water.
Life parameters
In sweet chalk
Enormous tolerance.
Shape shift from creations default.
And we want
a tempered
Reality. We sought.
We thought.
Like the running rivers of a wilderness.
We thought
Wed be tought.
A freedom . Need not.
Face ******* prison innocence.
Indifference. Ignorance.
*** we need peace talks.
With our free thoughts


Trade mark jordan gablehouse

Fight me like flames do.
Licking air against the great moon.
I shed peace.
Speak truth.
Tight like wearing a hang noose

If you speak out of passion.
And master the art.
You speak to the fashion
That shares who you are.
Not just fabric.
Or a garment you garner
You wear it impart
As a token
So nobody ******* tears you apart.

You have chances to conquer
And pride to remember.
Tender compassion with honor
Makes your garment so clever
It'll never be tattered
I'll love you forever

Delusional. Rumors
Stalking the night moon.
Like who's in the white dress.
Black heart. And a white groom.
Mind like a mild flue.
Sick but not gonna die soon.
I'm fed up like a fat kid.
That just ate out of the drive through.
Sick of this ****.
Can't get well no matter how much I try to.
**** the rumours.
**** the night moon.
**** the tux.
This ***** say goodbye groom

Collision of a different thought
With vision fraught
With different wants.
Hes the criminal
Of my inner wants.
Evolution in little spots
From prison walls
To big girl drawers.
Its just a vision plot
Maybe God invents
A  different plot
But for now
Its what he wants
I fricken
**** you not....

I know you love me so
Lets focus on the bigger scope.
I love Marshall the man.
His fam. So dope collaboration
With interscope.
Of course I want *******.
But innermost.
Anticipatiom
Waiting for awake and refreshment.
My aching body was pregnant
Said my body retracting.
Made mistakes.
But kept track.
Of my passion and the love
Every body gave back n.
Different distinction
From my inner voices of sadness.
Collapsible hammock
Bout as bad as invention.
Since the **** who made
Non recyclable plastic.

I was surrounded. By homophobic peers.
A nostalgic fear. That's wierd.
Is I'm trans. But im
Taken for a ******  or a queer...
Romantic thoughts of my buddy.
And **** near.
Thinking have my *** after this beer.
Masking damaging emotions.
And mis packaging them as wierd..
Causing. Diligence. For sabotage.
And nothing is as it appears.
I made stories. In fantasy
That tragically randomly appeared
While masking
Kindness. Becoming blinded.
To manage trans queer
Fears to answering my peers.
I lost sight of vital
Answers.
Reverted back to tears.
I craved submission
But my position as a man
Was damagingly clear.
**** Yoda dont read instructions
I can handle it from here.
**** my raps I'll say it twice.
I'm a man and skins elastic
The body is actually not half as bad
As it appears...

You want the truth is.
Down to the ugly core
I suffer from
Something
You had no prior assumptions
Towards. Before
Unless truth is fall out boy won.
A lifetime
country award.
My memories.
Not worth treasuring.
But my kids are something I adore
Precious I mean best kids award
I want some more.
But I need a change of life so dramatic.
That I'm practically
On hells kitchens ******* cutting board.
I stomach so much garbage.
That love is all
That I have time to rummage for
In the heap of rubble for
Trouble is I'm stumbling
Through death like.
Mother earth.
Is the one who has to suffer more.
God I love you
He screams no you ***
I ******* luv you more.
I did nothing more important.
Than absorb. ND LEAVE MY tragedy...
My misinformed entanglement
And interaction. With vanity.
And get my fingers off the
mother board
Jordan gable house.
You ran from truth so much
You've forgotten what your
Running for

I need to be dominated
Close to mom.
Sheswatching moves her daughter makes and
I'm teeny but I wanna date
A tom
Stanley
Mark or Dayton.
Talk like dad. Was opposite
The closet
Was my pre school box to play in
My bra was stuffed.
With every time I scoffed
At god for making me
The way he just had to
Create ****.
I hated it.
My toxic diabetic sweet tooth.
Dreaming of a *****
With a straight injection
Of a sweet fluid...
Needing Male attention
Neglecting truth
Like rejection. Is a dead move.
Watching on your crotch.
With peripherals
So hard never do a neck move.
Seeing. God incolour
But it's a sin
If you dont have *******
Or female parts
And you wanna *** dudes.
So you hang your head
Repress your sexmoods
And dread social text
*** you think every second
Your alive is approaching
Death soon.
Best chance.
Red hands
Of god. Eliminate. Your fighting fears.
The type of tears. That collide
With years of mentored best class.
Weapons that.
Leave dents. Inside your moral code
That leaks and pours
In wet lands.
At second glance.
The first look
Is best and forever only gods glance.
I'm a dead man. If not in gods hands
That's my best chance

Difference in molecular levels
Flames licking tongue.
Burning intelligent embers
At a respectable level
Till your flame meets
My accelerate pleasure
And it mixes together
A forever was.
That held together forever ***.
A measure of
The you inside.
That hides. And needs better love.
Like mailboxes need love letters
*** his entire
Genius was never ever clever enough.
To hide the terrible stuff.
He endeavoured
I'm pathetic as ****
With this confession of love.
But whatever the ****. Ev3r
Pretend you don't touch
My heart with your incredible love.


Forever remembered
In a sky that lights
With feathers of smoke.
Eyes like devils in a fiery center.
Who am I
Oh yeah I just remembered
The smoldering choke of
Hydrogen
Before the burning fire is dismembered.
And the tinder severed from
The head
Of a passionate ember.
*** once something
Gets hot.
You remember
It can't burn forever

Seeking help to find.
Whats deep inside.
Though not knowing
No more. Than
What I see are lies.

Its coming i believe.
In something
So great.
Maybe thanks.
Is my peace of mind

Reaching in the distance.
Can't ever seem to reach his highs.
I'm like drugs. Since I was juvenile
To keep me high

But forever **** that.
I want my life to be amazing
Every second changing
Rearranging colors daily

Lord save me
I'm chained. And I need
Some feeling.
Some people.
Who believe in me to shape me
*** its a day away from slavery
God made me
Devil enslaved me
And Jesus is the only one who can save me

Ripping in an endless Cypher.
Night time Cryer.
Like the tears stain my genetic
Fiber
I pray to let it. Be collected
By a heaven higher.
Never tired.
Cleverness is endless
Have you met my direct
Connect supplier.
I rip pages from a gospel.
And set this place on fire.

Sam your not a little thought
Your inner self is beauty
Truly your a light
A prospect in a slew of
Other dudes less worthy.
Your worthwhile. Your duty
Is to move your self to mountains
And valleys that include you in
There view of beauty
**** the people who dont include you
Remove who.
Act like nooses. There a nuisance
Your the proof that god is restless
In virtue. Bless your mood like
I love movies where jonny Depp
Gets ****** crazy ****** and
Ruins the plot by screwingup
The treasure hes pursuing
Thought worth chewing
Your fate is better left to god
Mohammed jesus
Or all the angels that love your dramatic type of recruiting
Of attributes attached that actually
Establish the essence of your beauty
There magically just used to
You knew the few
Who talk ****
That's the blues clues
**** the world.
I refuse to
Light my fuse and burn so stupid
I end up deemed unusable or
as a hazard to
The public neither a weapon nor as useful like a cue tip
To think your not dope as smuggled cargo cross the border.
Is a bogus thought. Best left to be recorded by a foreign reporter like so many bogus people in your life
Become focused on you once
You overcome your hurdles
Once a hater now a supporter.
I like your language now behave at
Stations at the border
Or I'll have to order praise from up north. Canada the soldier

Resonance with in my soul
With waters of the swarming storm
Making waves upon
The morning shores.
I see so.
Maybe nothing more
Though I know not
What the language of.
Nature of a racist
All this hatred in your wagging tongue
A bleeding sore
Left needing more.
Like leaches draining blood. I say for some.
J blame trump.
It takes a ******* major ****
To say shady **** the ****** way he does.

Humbled by your strong back.
Long arms.
And your smiling face.
Eternity is all it takes.
For my love of you
To finally fade.

It won't die away.
Like magnets.
Opposites in action.
Gods  science great.
But its just a diet.
Of a chemist taste
Like bi ******
Head
We exchange
And give it many ways
The love pups.
To buy us seconds.
In a precious pregnant state.
Together forever
Stepping to heavens gates.
So don't step this way.
With petty hate.
You ******* square.
I'll round your fate
If judgement awaits.
*** I'm not curvy enough.
To be a femmy shape.
Wanna draw to conclusions
At least get it straight.
Or dot your pious eyes.
Period I'm not meant to wait.

Counting every blessing.
Babe.. and go make some more
Crazy flow.
Clean and fresh
Like new born baby toes.
I fit in this game
Like a grown man.
Sporting  baby clothes.
Transgender.
Remember
Me
*** i don't pretend.
Like yellow belly actors taking gangsta roles.
I get into your face like a fist about to brake your nose.
Epitamy. Of friction. Heat and tension.
Make this major blow.
Like Jonny depp.
In real life before he made that show.
*******
In the 80s bro.
Is there naked dixks in gay *******.
Don't lie even straight guys know

I have a viral psychological infection.
Diagnosis. Mostly detachment.
On emotional basis.
Frozen in space with a growing harassment.
Dope to cope situations
Blown gasket. Focused blast

Towards realities deception
*** voices attack the lobes. Controlling. Threat detection.
And death perception
Till I fear not he'll death or heaven but only losing position.
As a woman. In love with.
God. Eminem And
The thought that I'm pregnant
*** when my system talks my body properly listens.
Like systemic racism.
Gotta walk to win it.
Protest. Know yes.
That change is merely.
Beginning.
Of a friend evolving into dreams.
Being solved with all of every
Waking second.
God my best friend.
Jesus .
Amen
Walk with them
Amen amen amen.
Love you lord.
Even though I do wrong.
I'm full of flaws.
I truly am.
But my heart is true.