Waiting for God.
Elapsed seconds. And fever thoughts.
Buying for time
car at a
Parking spot meter box......
These are thoughts.
That creep alot
Like bugs 6 feet deep
In a cedar box........
The plot you don't see alot.
My dad.
My family deaths.
You mean alot.
I really mean you mean alot.

Ripping in an endless Cypher.
Night time Cryer.
Like the tears stain my genetic
Fiber
I pray to let it. Be collected
By a heaven higher.
Never tired.
Cleverness is endless
Have you met my direct
Connect supplier.
I rip pages from a gospel.
And set this place on fire.

I have a viral psychological infection.
Diagnosis. Mostly detachment.
On emotional basis.
Frozen in space with a growing harassment.
Dope to cope situations
Blown gasket. Focused blast

Towards realities deception
*** voices attack the lobes. Controlling. Threat detection.
And death perception
Till I fear not he'll death or heaven but only losing position.
As a woman. In love with.
God. Eminem And
The thought that I'm pregnant
*** when my system talks my body properly listens.
Like systemic racism.
Gotta walk to win it.
Protest. Know yes.
That change is merely.
Beginning.
Of a friend evolving into dreams.
Being solved with all of every
Waking second.
God my best friend.
Jesus .
Amen
Walk with them
Amen amen amen.
Love you lord.
Even though I do wrong.
I'm full of flaws.
I truly am.
But my heart is true.