Weapons with black grips.
Average life of a massacre.
Twenty to 25
The wallet reflects on the
Passenger.
With ammunition not
For beginners or amateurs.
Steven. The meat cleaver wielding
Man with a mask.
And a savage urge...
But I'm transexual. If this the show
You been asking for...
I glitterize the fan fiction writers. With a parallel universe.
Staring at the ceiling revealing
Scary words.
I say so the demons dont carry hurt
While they share my words.
Like I'm barely searched.
I rarely turn.
To tearing up my stomach.
Prayers for me.
Tear my dreams.
Into a vital heart that cant keep pumping.....
**** assumptions.
Barely clean. A dairy cream
That turns to vomet. In my stomach.

I dont know the finer details
But got the main components
So beautiful and chosen.
You were gods objection of devotion.
But imperfections to logic
Which you would not know of
You thought God was flawless
As you shown yourself
In many golden moments
Make creation in your perfection
Overthrow the deception
In gods most intelligent osmosis
Lead an overthrow the creators broken was the  slogan
You charged a troop. Of once honored guards.
To slaughter God. *** his awesome flaws...
Not knowing wisdom.
Is balance driven...
You hid the plot. In Crystal vision...
He saw the system.
And violent rising...
You called this battle a fox in hiding...
In a still leg running plot of
Shaking little hit men
And In the night when all was calm
The palm of sweat
Swept from calm to psalm.
The war was on. And for a lifetime.
You were defeated pure...
To be re seeded to a heater that burns beneath the earth...
You were beastly marred...
And made a demon God...
What once was perfection
Now grieved and Flawed
Because you don't believe in God....
You make hate your gospel.
And your meanings lost.
You spent seasons. On a sheet of frost
Appealing to the creed of clothes
That pay heed to your demon flaws..
And we see that your beast and
Wrong...
Go to hell and be to rot...
Because your way to clean for god

Touching the sky
A moment of heavenly cry
For joy
For love
For what dwells in the celler inside
Tell em that which you hide
That which is detrumental to mind.
I'll support you just know
It's important we ride.
Modern day bonny and clyde.
No speaking
Equals the demons
Extortion of pride.
So reach out. Speak
The core of your mind.
Believe you'll be open
To hope and devotion you find
It's a formula supported
By a life of debt.
To the Angel's who hide in your corner
Regret is blood loss.
Without being a donor.
Give out of love.
Fear not what was or will be.
But throw down the death
And enjoy mercy with me.

Ripping lines in celebration.
Hey babe its just dntertainment.
Touch the high your craving
And fuvk that guys who's famous...
While blazing furnace flames.
In a ****** range.
Like turn the bang up
Chop it....
I'm determined like a slave.
Freedom from
This human being conscious....
Only thing thats breathing
Is this freedom cotton...
I'm a demon to some people.
Please tell those people stop it....
I've been peeped as pie in
Math as almonds is to chocolate...
Best chopped up...minus
The brain chemicals
*** they always feel awesome....
one secret is all I keep
In this secret closet......
I'll reveal all of it...
Like Steven wallace...
In a graffiti tag with the police
Chase. *** the grievance
Costed...
We need this reaching God speed.
Dream to beat all it
Reach for all
A place of genius conscience
But we can't be in between
Conflicts.
Toxic feelings.
And just being awesome...
*** were to. Deep in apocalypse
To reach for god man....
God don't want a few
He ******* wants us all man....

Universal dis involvement
I'f that's the polished term
I could solve the problem
Of my self involvement
But you'd all crawl like worms
I make modesty a job.
But im at a loss
For all your worth...
The opposite of perfect
But we've evolved from
Common dirt...
You always rock my world
Like a concert played in cello
Accapello silhoute.
A shadow of the longest yard
Walking with bert Reynolds..
Stage is so exquisite.
Like a wonder weapon upgrade...
And I say common sense
Is more adequate than dollars
In a mud grave
Heaven is not judgrment
Its not luxury deluxe made.
Its lust for simple things
While giving all your love way....
Like a long awaited journey
Pack your bags
Its going to be a fun day...
Shaving points off of a Monday...
Like my razor blade
Won't be doing someday

Keep track
Deep rap
Need that
I'm a meaningful
Indespensible
Weapon of a never ending spirit of a mental condition
In a dream match
With sickness dripped in lyrics
Stripped of greed to
RIP your ******* a new entrance
And an exit
I know you ******* need that
While the big guy
Puts a beginning and an end
To all existence
Like a never ending sentence that delivers.
Every breath
In a never ending connection
It's a network
Death first
In a red Hurst
While the best birth
Wouldbeconception
Of a genius
Work of science fiction
With a silent auction
Pop quizzes test first.
Like a coffin
Lined in lead fur
Hope my life becomes
A med nurse
I need medication.
Inspiration
God. And love because
The rest hurts

Logic is. Small but its.
In acknowledgement. Of how
I swallow it.
I follow it. Like dominoes.
Falling like the walls around.
All of my accomplishments.
I watch this talk like 60 minutes.
Cocky ****** crowding politics
Gone in 60 seconds
From this cage of bigotry
Hate and intolerance
Your obnoxiousness
Is rotten. And your bigotry
Is polished with.
A type of solvent that makes chrome
Shine sparkly when
That black cotton rag has to polish it.
Us white folks up in parliament
Fought the south to abolish it
You fought to keep those
"*******" under lock and key.
And pick the fields and build your children all white colleges.
So you can worship god but its.
Not for afro awesomeness.
*** you've forgotten this.
That every man. Is perfect as a child
Unless you preach the gospel
Of  hate to man.
You rotten *****. That's ******* godlessness.
I could demolish every bit of your awesome hot blooded white supremacy. From consciousness.
But honestly you cant decide if I'm the devil. Or I'm a forbidden want you dare not. Mention.
Talk or bother to acknowledge it.
When the walls come down
I'm sure I'll be ok with all my principles.
*** the devil makes his bread and spreads disease with you sick.
Twisted individuals

Time to start the loss for thought..
I started panic in a micro round...
Mic is loud. Reciting
Lines from grease. Like Sandra dee
Is hype and she might
Fight me now....

Corrosive talk of destruction
Wearing phone lines down
To higher ground...
Wired for.. impairment
But admiring a siren sound...

Depth of faith and openess
The moment when you open this
Verge of emotions on explosion
The projection of devotion
In a home for
Acceptance. Graduation caps
Lack of motionless and hoprlessness
*** future is a voice thats best heard
With beats as dope as this
Micro doses. Of the potent fix.
And a world I know he'll fix....
Here goes hoping ****...

Product of a service tech
Have you met your service rep
They call him nervous Jeff
His hands are made to surf the web
But hes here to perv your neck
Instead.
Your surely dead.
And curtains. Close.
And nurse brings meds
Adrena chrome. And nervous
Mess
Approach. You. Smoke you.
Like a perm with dreads.
Your body burns
Wheres the furnace check
You squirm in bed.
A ****** debt.
Somebody keeps your words in head
Like there learning them
You encourage them
Like your perfect and
You feel the universe
Like fate transpired
This time you ******* earned your bed....
When you wake up.
Pray you learned from this.
And deserve every day
Your on this earth to live

Unloaded ammunition
Heavy chested.
Tiny breast's which
Sum up my attraction
To equipment in the weight
Of 8 inches
So thick that its 15 lbs of dickage.
Rummage through the wreckage
*** I'm dripping
With liquid that paints
My hairy saggy skin
Too lazy to accomplish
A complex to change that ****
Fuvk where's Popeyes spinach
Hold my coke straw for a second.

Back for my intentions
Suspension in this prison
My bodys mortal sadness
Slipping
Into madness
With addiction counting minutes
AND shattered pain
Like obliterated slivered  glass and
The hourglass is sand
In abyss of stillness In my hand" its
Crammed in my subconscious
*** I'm at the finish lap.
Figured out the silly laugh
Pretending I'm accepting that
When my insides
Scream jo your still a man
And I can't shake that fact.
God breaks my back.
My face is cracked
My shape is racked
And God makes me his lady and.
Part of me was clueless.
While playing rain man
Mister braniac.
Its a shady act
My feet are big.
Like Shaq. How is God
Going to change all that
Without collapsing from
The pain and that....
**** sakes.
I made that crop can't take it back
Thank God for that
*** id chicken out
No escape. Was a safety plan
Oh **** let's get it than

Here I stand.
Love for the soul. To touch one
My eyes like dice. They need secret
Keep in gods house..
The sleep of sightless flight
As birds chirp and cheep.
Teaching the life left in me

That more becomes a man
When god returns what's his
To your willfull ownership
For it is far more his will
Than should anyman
Possess.
And may I be stripped of these blessings should I grow arrogant
In self will
That's the storm of
Tears cried of the heaven
That keeps me humble in the sun
That nourishes the seeds that I've planted.
And only to feel important
Is my flaw.
When so much love is given how could I not reciprocate.
The love of s world in trial of times
Unbecoming.
in bad need of redemption repair and salvation
So much good exists here
As long as we have each other. May god bless you on your journey friend
Praise the song of god bless
You

Thats how you feel.
Incarcerated
In an artist space

*** calm is great
But commas just punctuate
A tomach ache.
Period
My functions fluctuate.
Like oil prices
When Saudi floods
The markets
In a number race.
Consumption
Of an ugly fate.
And destruction at a stunning pace

Something In an endless sea
Of red.
I mean. The hungers fed.
The younger men
Don't know. Like toddlers.
Repeating something said.
To teachers.
Thinking its above their head.
I've been stumped again.
**** it man.
I'm becoming something
My mom  
Would Facebook click unfriend

Dramatic progression of
A terminal diagnosis
Prognosis
Is mostly hopeless
Condition critical
Like pesticide to locust
Or a moon swollen
With out attention
To reflect the light of the sun
Its frozen
Never knowing of devotion
Jesus I'm hopeless need you so bad
But I'm closed to love
And happiness
Knowing only tragic
Emotions
Only cactus grows
Until god showed up
Ima rose now
But my toes drown
In the flowing lake of sadness
Devastated by the regret encapsulated
In my sanctum of madness
Like a prison guard
Keeping watch on me as I stroll along the polished pad. Mug of swollen pride
And toes so cold there frozen
Like my dad is.
I pray jesus comes back and
Knows immostly sorry for those habits
Divorcing from devotion I supported so religiously will be magic to manage without your hand in.
I'm a woman I think. My mind is lost
Pointing in directions
Placed in foreign spots
Storms so calm
My emotions are positively so opposite
I ignore my thoughts
Logically made perfect
Throwing pebbles in a shore of rocks
My body is in constant thought
That no guy will ever find me hot
I know I'm not. A top notch model
Or a goddess yet.
But sooner than
I hope to make my fate less gloomy
Lift mymood
And finally choose a man.
Doom and ******.
The foolish cant.
I tried so hard
You knew that.
I'm so foolish that I truly cant
So ***** me man
I'm doomed and ******.
Tulips planted on your **** in june we plant.. you ******* knew we cant

Rise above.
Rise above your fears.
Face everything.
Dont cut and run.
They have the habit of chasing you
Battle your demons
Be comfortable with loneliness
Dont be mad or bitter
The world owes you nothing
You owe the world a great debt
And it is your duty to carry
The seed of fertility.
To birth knowledge.
Planting it in even the darkest corners
Where sunlight rarely blesses.
Carry on your best intentions.
And see the work you've started to completion.
Push yourself to break.
Than heal and break again.
But dont forget compassion
Where flaws exist. Insecurities flourish
Where insecurities live.
Fear consumes
Where fear exists there can be no love
So make sure to bandage your flaws with love.
Water your seeds with optimism
In Hope's they will bloom.
Even in the darkest corners.
God does not remember your sins
But rather your bravery
In repentance.
You are his child.
Believe in yourself and others will soon follow.
For an idea becomes a motive a motive becomes a plan.

A plan becomes a deed.
But first the idea must be sparked than the flames fanned and watched carefully to avoid a wildfire of mishaps.
As good intentions sometimes become.
If left unchecked.
Consider the feelings of others
But care not what they think of you.
It's easy to get consumed in head games.
So remember nobodies perfect
And magnifying your flaws does not make them invisible.

Living in a deadly sin.
With purpose set to self affliction.
But strange investment.
In your chest.
And every breath that's in it.
Your the best decision.
Like a bed made.
On deaths percession.
With
February getting scary.
Cemetery
Near the federal prison.


Life sentence.
Chained in passion. And love as wide as  space in this galaxy.
But let's wake and face reality.
Its a major break in sanity.
*** you hate me like you make.
Me angry.
And that maybe alot.
Like take your shot.
Or gutter ball. *** you strike me as hot.
Not street thot
**** what he thought.
I'm as sweet as. Diabetes.
Till he's deceased or at least
Getting teeth rot.
Ghetto beats.
Ain't for the poet
But im bleeding.
Heat from. My living breathing beat box.

I've created an image.
My decision. To present its beautiful
Virtue.
My head with
Intentions. To end it. Than mend it
But
First gotta hurt you.

May
Mercy immerse you.
In a surface breaking .
Surge creating.
Re emergence of passion

Deep within  my fear of losing
Him.
Sleep is the enemy confusing
It.
For free will
I might be losing it...


to the theater
Of thought
And staging different actors
I only want one in the picture
One that matters
My son
My family and all else comes after
God as my witness
I pattern the question
To make certain of answers.
Like a play on disaster
But its perfect after
Like supper
Desert after.
And determined laughter.
*** your all that matters....

Requesting invitation
To an open form event
Like i can get some mental fortitude
With a war inside my head.

More in dread of failure.
But failures in my goodbooks
If failing is female essence
When your in the steps that I took...
You wouldn't fathom
Just how it has good  looks.
When all that ever passed you was eyes
And judgement *** you "looked good"

Imagine creation in the parameters
Of exactly having zero
Parameters
Quantify that with advanced math
And scratch your
Head until God slaps you there
For fear of being alone
Or the only developed specimen
Within the galaxy
Isn't half as weird
As conceptualizing
Science. As a diet. For spiritual
Amateurs.
It appears my math is weird
Oh **** I'm acting superior
Man that **** happens here
But at least my ego
Can appeal to my heart
Consisting of the blood that beats
Blood until it crash landed near
A plant that burns
Fossilized plant matter
Dinosaur bones
Releasing gasses in the atmosphere
It's bad habit here
**** I see

Hungry for life
No throwing up stomach bile.
**** it let's run a mile.
Make it 8
Say my name
Sun child
Shady. Umbrella time

Rain
Sweat.
Pain... death. In the summer time
Way to step.
In the wake of a grave
Slept

Am I supposed to be positive.
I was the opposite?
Calibrate my consciousness
To reflect the God. In all of us.
I watch.
Sleeping slumber. Under
Watch from God. And he wants
Me to stay positive.
So solve it.
*** I'm sick of walking.
In a constant. Sleep.
Non stop. Cranial labotomist.
I want all of it.
But God predicts.
I must always follow it.
I thought all this ****
And exhibited intolerance.
But what if it existed
*** we wanted it.
Hope I get my promises

Deadly with method man.
My sentence a weapon man.
Destined with ninja presence.
Sega Genesus
Metal brand.
Like Sega and sonic.
Rocking pride. Like its upped
Its level and. Got colors
From wells.
That swell. With acceptance
For every man. And that ***** social intelligence.
Not just for privileged folks.
But the existence. Of different folks.
I crave hope in a sacred note
Sighed from my little mouth
As I let it close.
My mind is a rhyme. The antidote.
The back and forth.
Like the senators tennis coach.
I may relish the rest I wrote.
And develope a social scheme.
But mostly I'm developed.
Like chess matches. Between
Beethoven. And poetry
With explosion. On kettle black.
But the ***
Says its nose is clean.
Reproach. Is a roach.
That might survive. Post apocalypse.
So before we explode
Could I take my mask off
And craft some
Actual poetry

Creative equation with space for attraction.
Like satisfaction ain't coming
And I paint it to blackness
Its a way of maintaining
A comfort with sadness
Like kids graduating
Amid the quarantine madness
Ain't even wearing a grad dress
Or a ******. No detox
Just a beat box and a mattress.
Fill my cup of coffee
And be thankful
That I actually have this

Slowly in my mind
Unravelling and turn like drips of water
Slew like confusion. Muddy tolerance
To my only son and daughter
You hated person
Save your crooked ways to meet the judge... your honour
I took precautions to have you stand up right. She took away my love your honour...
My kids become a bargain chip.
And watch her use my son and daughter.....
Here we go let's actually foreshadow
And let it fall out harder...


Close my eyes
My daughters timeless face
Of glowing sun and moon collisions
Circumstance of groomed provisions
*** her mother ******* knew no different..
My son a heart that beats with love.
Drumming up a song. Unsung.
They both possess an Angel's laughter
They're my kin that's all that matters...
I love my family.
Well have christmas after.
And **** the ones that fill their head with spiteful chatter
You spineless *******.

Way behind the force of measure
Of course his timings
So much better.
Distance is an attribute
regret to inform this letter.
But wait you warn me of
Something worse.
Tormenting me.
I'm torn at birth.
Performance is a major issue
In this forecasted vision
Is true. We got things to get through

But **** it. Theres no need to fix you
Its me the ***** who has
Major issues
I'm
Ll always love you and same love accept you.
No matter what they say against you.
Unless God says
Break these chains they sent you.
Freedom
Chases. Golden fields
Stallions truth and Galliant deals
In talk of peace. And value sealed
Deceased revealed
Last shadows real

Psyke interjection.

For heavens sake I know your the wisest
Climbing smile with rose pedal eyelids
Christ is timeless
Mind set slightly warped
By transgender morphing mom of course.
Thats ok. I know I'm dwarfed.
I support your heart
With all my flaws and warts.
I saw your heart.
Uncharted glory.
The next dimension boarding
Take the rest before me.
I only want you for a while
My rose pedaled eyelid
Starry child
With God in heart
And an artist smile

Cardiac arrest. Death of a milli second.
Passing through infinity
With diligent intelligence
The bodies militant.
Like America. And 911
It's an inside job.
Thats ******* evident
Did I rock your melon
Blame the president.
I had a change of.
Every second.
Until the heavens
Made me limitless
Now only God x
Can finish this

Scar tissue. Healing hands. And open wounds.
The things of my mortal affliction.
To hold on tight.
When one should release.
I hold with dear passion
To be perfection. Until perfection
Is chaotic and masterful mayhem.
Than its
The giving up. For giving sake.
And when difference of reality
Is a quarrel.
A fight with the monsters within.
Re.ember
My truth is perception of what only
I can say I have seen of the world.
And my humanly experience.
And the differing logics
Thoughts. Feelings and beliefs.
That I have is smaller
Than the truth that binds us all.
And my truth has been shared
By millions.
Of conscious understanding.
And only one has universal truth
That is he the all knowing
So why would I want my perception be at quams with yours.
I am not eternal
But he is!!!! The
Connectivity to
Each person.
Sharing a version of themselves
For someone else to discover.
To interpret.  To love.
In a never ending sequence of
Souls uniting.
Seeing. Being. And living
Through space and time.
In color. Prayer. And shared in peace

Demolishing politics.
With less effort than satan buying a Ford....
Save it *** I get just bought a make I can safely afford...
I know your anaconda wants a Honda size of momma
Sir mix alot
Just take the accord
I'll present the award.
Menace on the television...
Its dodge the father...
Suicide
intelligent doors...
Ram the daughter
Thats better
More precious than gold....
I'm medically in Tacoma...
*** im
in a heavenly mold....
But this never comes
I'm getting old
God set me straight..
Quit telling me no..

That last one sounded border line
Crafted out of cocky ness
But God is full of confidence
As long as you stock the cellars
Of his populace.
Moderate the hate
Drop politician nonsense
down to moderate.
Stop consuming products
Marketed for tossing in
A garbage bin
not usable in practical return
Like second term
Is to a pregnant impoverished
Multicultural college kid
With out a scholarship
Profit says
Denote the common sense
And sell the hope
To the blind majority
As peaceful ways
To keep their promises
Handed next
To toddlers
Who will swallow up corporate sponsorship
And dump em like
A crock of ****.
Like ray Kroc
And McDonald's did
Wrong kid. They selling
Obesity. Without labeling
The consequence
Modest diet.
Fat reduction
And diet harm reduction consciousness
Or coca cola diabetes
dreams
That leave you haunted
Underneath a coffin lid
Cigarettes
Are toxic. Whats the cost
Of coughing up
An *****
But I smoke along
*** its to strong to quit.
So all the while
I smile and drink
My coke.
Eat my hopes
With a whisp of smoke
To wash down all of it
My *******
Hippie economist
Intolerance
Man **** swallow this

My burden is a higher cause.
You cannot hide your loss.
Its written in the script
Of systematic oppression
Beneath the ****** clause
Separation of identities.
In a country. With.
Such determined flaws.
Slavery was abolished.
But society didn't learn at all.
*** certain groups.
Make fears turn into laws
And put a person behind prison bars
Incarcerate the spirit.
Spreading hate you don't deserve
At all.

Equality ain't secondary.
Courtroom secretary
Hope you heard it all.
I hope my words
Encourage you.
And your marches will
Be worth it all!!!
Won't stop till your respected
But remember nothings perfect
Yall.

Genius in the atmosphere..
Approaching full insanity...
Managing my past its weird...
Altering external happenings
Like an addict taking head coach position. Terms of head re managing
Shake free from labels and chemical slavery....
Once a head on Dayton Street
Now playing the game
And beating Satan's team...
Persistence with mental preparation
Culmination of a sacred scheme
To make a scream
In space fill a vase with a rose a shade
Of dreams..
And re arrange the way he thinks
So last minute he breaks the vase
Like matrix lady...
Neo realizes.. it was the way she seen
It break. And he gets all gay and leaves...
Like *** its me.
I'm the chosen one to play on villas team....
Like im a villain scream..
In a little echo...
Shoot some rock kid. Let's go....
Before the killer screams
And my little schemes
Turn into building dreams
Oh my God..
This middle me is killing me....
Get grown or revert to
The little kid in me....

Moments gone.. the motion stops
The train halts
And greatness in the making
Changes to a new thought
That you don't remember
The blessings that you got
Till your on track with reinvention
Evolution and a new song
*** you know you want your true plot
Even if my *** gets chewed lots
*** **** it dude.
That ***** too hot...
Like maneur in the summer.
Maneuver sewer
Fumes.. as ninja turtles
With a poo shell...
Like your the **** thats how you smell
I knew well...
See through your true self.
And make your boots melt
A feat from standing in heat
I'm hot as blue flame
Or walking through true hell...
Don't turtle up in your smooth shell
I see the kid. On the school field
Who had more scars
Than my grandfathers carpenter tool belt....
A story I listened through school bells
Tunes that I knew well..
**** it dude
The two of us knew he'll...
I hope we do well

Lecture Hannibals letter...
Nectar of a cannibal
To eat my words
By handful as an answer full
To the planet full
Of answers... left to answer all...
I seek it
Teach it.... breathe... in random hands
We plant a planet full...
Seeds the creeping feeling
That we planned it all....
But we see...
Contamination... reprocreation...
Salvation... save the planet in this stages face the brave and raise your guard. Like nature reclaims your slated soul.. jordan gablehouse can say it all... but we all take the fate of action we can save it all... and raise the hunger for enchantment of a planet. In danger of a fateful fall....

Alleviate these urges.
I'm certain of one thing
Something hurts me.
And its more than money
****** urgency
But its numbing.
Something
Is coming
And it hunts me
Like juan in the drug store
my picture on a
touch screen...
Silenced pistol.
Plastic wrap. And bleach.
To keep his truck clean.
He wants me.
Mercy like rehearsal.
With the big show
Never coming.
Wrestlemania
The big show certainly coming
But its Caine that runs
These veins.
My nasal passage. Humming.
Like a bird.
My stomach buzzing.
Bee the reason.
I make an impact. Hit hard
Like its a drum beat.
Dragon breath
My inferno  clumsy
Stumbling and
Dropping heat
Like fireball
To a drunk teen
Switch blade kinda change the flow.
It's funny how I play the role.
Like God is waiting patient
Just to break my nose
And turn my baby clothes
Into lady clothes.
Only shady knows.
Oh save it ***

Pregnant with a science equation
The saviour in waits
To save my child from satan
Damnation
Faces theripplingwaves
Of a god of great creation
Made of  fear and love
To break the truth from lies that leak
The tainted tears that knew
Gods way was meant to
Make my bed the safest place
In all creation.
Envy like acolour
Green like rumours of a blackened hatred.
Sacred eyes that match gods fear
His love
And drift away
To grace that saves so many innocent
From satan.
Dripping fangs
And tail wagging
Sagging jaw
Waving temptation
To every soul regardless
Of race. Preference. Ability. Status.
And any other possible discrimination
Nations claiming borders
Based on races.
Religion. And historical migration
Governments at war.
Spreading gospels.
Of indoctrination
Bias. And hatred. Meant to **** with.
Like aman craving.
Power. Taking a sacred woman god made to grow old have babies
And see times change
Like reading braille.
When touch is smoke
And the god you find in
Despair. Is faceless.
But he waits for you to save you from
The despair. You dare to face alone because you stare into
The date he created you
With blank expression
Like he made you
To be vacant

Devil in a midnight mass
Tinted slivered glass.
Is drips of winter... criminal invention
Wither fast...
You enter and its slipping ******
In quicker sand...
With in her plan...
She slips with in her hands...
The sinner and the ******* whiskey flask...
That lingers drinking liquor fast....
combustion consumption..
In addictions past...
To fix this man within her grasp...
She slips her chance
To safely pass with little plan
Into devils land... and crafts a little time lapsed bitter antidote into his glass.... and sets him into drifters land...
To sift the winters drifted Christmas lamb into a sober dinner
With her  better man... and stray herself to wake
Like mary had a little lamb...
A little hand... an empty flask
And Christmas winter plans....

Morphing in its purest form.
The cure is warm
Like hemoglobin surging for.
A feeling of a perfect
Form
But God searches for your purest
Form
So be warned you may not find exactly what your searching for.
I'm learning more.
A curve of sorts.
Nothing that I've learned before.
I'm sure if I return this
Poem
You'll read this and return it home.
Burning in your
Cozy dorm is fire burning keep you warm.
And cool you with a surgeons nose
You breathe eat sleep
And dream spirits truest form
Spread wings accept your worth in gold.
And learn of certain search in soul.
I pray when you return this poem.
You've grown wings.
And learned to grow.
And my mom has learned of courage bro... spread wings and yearn
For more in hopes.

the person that I learned the most.
I love you naji
Your perfect poem.
Before you i felt worthless
Now im certain
I'll find a perfect home.

Hit home like a comet
Astronaut
Of missing pieces
Rest of me is.
Shadow. Like a battle
Slaying demons
Grave so deep
I brace my dreams
For destruction
Means of seering heat. Than apocalyptic freezing
*** aj keeps the keys.
On lock down
Stop screaming.
Its not the season to be hot and cold
Just stop dreaming
Watch the reason
Seems I'm challenged
Or something
Being subject.  
Damage lit with liquid
Cancer
Eternal battle
Tried and blackened
With stains of greatness
On my saddled.
Stallion.
I'm not average I'm savage
Hope I have it
Inside to beat this challenge
And make balance
From disease. Disorder
My morality damage

Incarceration on a vacant spaceship
My empty cell is blood count
Anti vaccination
Like egyptian hyroglyphs deemed by early humans sacred.

Meaning this horus (  ***** is)
Taking ra gods raw dogs
Naked. Loving space ****
this prison is the greatest
Facialize the false gods
*** prophecy illuminates
A date with God
And ill be waiting...
******* tucked on vessel
Nestled up both nasal
Passenges in case I get impatient
Sabotage the spaceship.
On board lazers
Made of ether dust.
Made it to the pod crafts.
Out the gate
Disconnect
All the seeing stuff.
So no one digitally
Creeps and sees
My ***** ******* stealing stuff
Like angel wings
Pencil shavings
Angel dust and ****** fuzz
I left the orbit.
In a mod craft.
Received in the farthest reaches
Of a need for drugs.
Orbiting venus
In between intervenius drugs
Not wanting pain
Like vanes and blood
the ******* needle does.
Or ****. They love.
But to me its ******.
I escape the fate of drugs.
Only if I change
Into a demon ****
With cleavage stuffed
And the meanest ****.
Eyes like ***** brooms
Better be cleaning stuff...
Her hair is always clean enough.
Her curves are too
Windy just to speed it up
Stay on track jordan
Thats me you wanna beat it up
Don't freestyle its me you want
Yep you just told the internet
I got your ***** up
Its a split personality.
Pit versus gainst.
Either one of us they
Teach this stuff.
I think its me they love.
But you can chris brown
Rihanna. Ba ba beat it up

Heal me. Seal me. In your light.
Reveal the real me.
Concealed in the concrete prison.
I must leave behind
This dream of mine
Of jesus kind.
That frees my mind
And leaves me blind
To feel the light with only shadows
Seen
Yet faith enough to believe your shine
Leave behind the need to find
A leach to feed off my genius mind
To teach it rhymes
And deal it signs to feel like
Braille
The genius type of reading blind
Seize the night
And breathe in jesus light
Of greases sandra dees
*** appeal and danny v
That's his name
Oh shitit may be actually
Tyson what's up big man
My fam
You sext handsome man
Can you handle this
I'm prepared to ignite
A fuse and blast you to a planet
Unknown by any telescope that's known by man.
Hope you make it back in tact after I disintegrate your manhood in a gravity defying act of tantric practice
Not yet mastered nor in practice
But built for NASA
On track for blast off right after
The aftermath.
Of nuclear disaster
Decimation of my sanity
Appearance
Mental focus and my outer parts might match
Than I'll scratch your back.
Look back and laugh
Oh **** my ***
I **** at that
But I got a lot of love to grab
Love you man

Pain like mercy
Firstly say I'm blessed
Nerves like chicken legs
Kept for birthing eggs
But that's my worth oh yes
I never wanted not deserved
It yes
But I'm first to guess
My terms aren't correct
I might be worth no less
And that hurts me best

As ****** up as my persona got.
I never lost my inner meaning
Being of a stolen freedom
Seeing demons.
In the depth of dark sky.
Breathing in a narc high.
Like why is thoughts with baby momma.
Equal upto dark eyes.
My family substance over wreckage.
I seen  in them as smart guys.
Sparse time.
To start rhymes about my hard time.

I'm over the way I lie.
Deception is an icy debt.
I seem bent.
On life with your voice
Inside my head.
Its like I've bled.
And wept over things you've said
Kept untrue

A debt I've spent.
Tears never shed yet soon.
The bed your meant
To spend precious seconds.
After *** next to you
My ******* for you.
My neck and the rest
Invest in the clues
Is meant to detect.
Your every ****** move
In a fever of forever
Not yet but potentially soon

Shaylen Allen in the alley way
The night of care... cali kush
And Sally may... you have
The saddened days
Of native family's fade...
She prays the braids
Of residential Graves
Dont choke the youth
She stays in tragedy for
Two micro days
And braids the manly pain
In three ways
We stay in cry full howls
Wolves of sanity
For free change
And the plan we make...
Till alcohol abuse
Narcotics. Create
Atmosphere for happy change
By conversation
Of recreation
Addiction making plain
Language
Of damnation rate...
She's my angel of a native face
With grace of weapon.
Saved from raiding plates
Of food
Of children *** abuse is rank

The song shattered on impact
Broken backbone
Disk brakes
And a little bit of ammonia
With hydrogen erotica
The way fixated **** tastes
Suffocating thought
Like trying to asphyxiate
A victim with a no frills bag.
Got blood rags
Blood stains
And drunk memories
Swerving from nowhere to
Crush like highway bugs
Against the grill plates in a big way
Diamond stud name.
Not sure if god approves
But I'm never going
To go dumb
And **** fate
So I can fill my boots with mud
And live with
Visions of a dying earth
Like worms picked for breakfast
To feed  birds eggs
I'd rather break my entire existence
And live in gods vision
Than determine my own fate
And have not a *** to **** in
Gods my witness this rhyme *****
And I got
***** language for a christian

Imagine a big picture.
Only gods laughter could fathom
While mantra
And montage show what matters
In a microscopic pattern.
I'm in slasher flicks.
My *****. Like eric banas
Anger
While ******* has fangs.
To my super human
Reproductive
Splatter
Seed of
Father. Jehovah. And the beginning
To infinite here after.
Love the status of all man
No discrimination
Of intimidation
From the system
Or the peers that never mattered.
Where ambition.
Keeps me blinded.
Slanted glasses show my tantrums
*** I'm not a woman
Or a man
Exhibit a my manners.

Let my ego persuade.
Turn waves
Into calm seas
Deride. The prom queen
And contrive my style
Unlike dre with the palm trees.
Get some bomb beats.
Or crash like markets.
Spark. Recession.
Never ending pretending
My past was a mob scene
Funding research
Money network
Text words
To get curvy. Letters.
In a curtain call with death first.
My neck hurts.
I can network?
See first.
*** first?
Check work?
Like my message was a blank cheque
That bounced
Vus I'm in debt worse.
**** the med nurse

Masked massacre.
Blue bandana savage.
Crippled by anxiety.
Society can't understand it.
Olanzapine.
Divalproex.
And half a tab of Xanax.
Hit so many native chicks.
*** i got a taste for
Moose meat tea and banook
Got a tear tattoo.
On my *******.
*** i killed my ****. Had enough
One day and stabbed it.
Savage.

Slowly in this roll.
The feature is the night life.
Teacher of the hype rhymes.
I speak like leaking
Popular diets on prime time
And call em pseudo science.
So that you run to me and buy mine.
Fine guy.
Celebrate destruction.
Disgusting flow like construction
Sewage pumps at lunchtime.
Greatest in the game
You get punch drunk
Coming with these punch lines

I may have done miscalculation..
Equation
Divide two legs n
*******
Multiplacation
Insemination
Just one egg its placed in..


My nesting....
Nurtured safely by my ******* when..
.
I invest in God creation.
Exit testament of next gen...
Into pregnant intervention
Turn a clever pen
Into a blessed
Mighty weapon

Messages of heeding believing
Recollection
For the best men

Cutting lanes on wise matters
Than solve the attitude
Of battered molested
Femmine.. and defenseless
Unprotected
Men when


Weaker *** get abducted
And just hi collateral
Inception left in
Till I call the crossbow
Into question
Should violence
Be deterrent...
No question its not to solve
Your mortal contamination
Of corrections...
So I appeal to every lesson
Without using mortal weapons


Calling rialkl has a haphazard
Sign of warning than and
You snap at her...
He's the man after
Justice when you attack at her...
**** it hear my man's laughter.
Crafted feeling bad your why her
Dreams were in your hand shattered
Captured and made
Plastic waste and bad matters...
You can't have her
If your bad for her
Like what the ducks the matter....
There will be no wrath or rapture
But the judge must
Have your answer....