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59 · Dec 2019
Untitled
Break into this. Addiction center.
Filled with pills to get better.
And increAse my pleasure.
Give me nasty weather
To quit smoking all together..
**** thor. Imagine Loki
Dancing backwards. In asanta sweater
Tricks and hoes.
Tan the leather with a glow of metal
And inscribe my eyes with the stenciled letters.
Of healing vision. And a life of feathers.
Like **** my cold.
Hope my hearts together.
And drip my letter with ink.
Stained. And virtue spelled.
The shell that cracks.
Andi get a smell.
God Allah the creator someone help
Like yelped.
The tell.
Is my. Voice In pieces
My daughter learned to teach
It meaning.
So ring
And rip. And gorge on flesh.
My bodies mess
And your regret
I hope it works.
The pain is nada
I live for death. If this stops
Stop tryna save me
Dont even bother
Grotesque awareness of a deeper sadness.
Emotions wrapped in freezer plastic.
Burned so deep my deep tissue
Meat. Is completely eaten.
By a disease.
They call the demons madness...

I pray I sleep. I dont lose Jesus.
And he saves me from.
My weakness in my deep disastisfaction

I run in circles.
Taking shape electing nerves to volunteer for damage

In freestyle pattern
Blood and broken bones.
Injury with freezing feet detachment

Rcmp detachment
Though I'm freaky bad *****
Jesus sees i matter.
completely reaching into my
Entire being.
Till I've excreted all the demons.
My entire  ***** matter...

This flow is patented.
Like easy flow toilets.
Or a period pamper
I'm the ****.
Don't ****** say it
You can smell it when I wipe your *** and appear. To wreak of laughter

Your direction like a detective
With a single bias.
Waving all your way. God might just save me
Crazy ***** you think its modern science...
My diet is chicken breast
Bacon grits.
Vision longterm science
My *******
Have enlarged six sizes

Naturally occurring hormones.
From this problem reliance
Monster kindness
You think genius comes in
Shades of grey.
For gay dudes. Straight chjcks and
The common minded
Try being more accepting
You ******* ****.
Racist *****.
Trump you obnoxious tyrant.
You started selling bleach ingestion
As disease prevention
And the public wants it.
Hope you like your women squeeling.
You ******* pig.
*** we won't march in silence
Blacks. Immigrants. Lgbtq. And the common minded.
Rising up like Phoenix from a firey grave.
Display. More common findings.
Than a tie die shirt. Goes with a hippy.
And coffee. Goes with last nights ******* ***** diet
Sweeten the ***. Smooth as cream.
A dream the next guy offers.
And we all stop and buy it
Politicians will  never come through as
Honest.
Lets just not pretend.
So we all know we've exited the closet.
My mary is the only girl
With eyes of sparkle
Unrivaled by the likes
Of rihanna.. beyonce or Megan Markle...
Steven starts my car... I fall apart
He holds my heart...
From any part of uncharted darkness...
Less Michael's shadow be the Sargeant...
Of eternal darkness...
He's the hardest armored demon in the farthest reaching  *******...
For his balmy tropic mama
With a lacey undergarment...
He gets hard as demons
Be alarming... when he warns
My screaming might leave me starving...
*** Michael's shadow may be prince of darkness... Satan..  part of reason
Why we teach narcissism
To the perfect kids
Armed with mommy's black card
And daddys Xanax pharmacist
For nervousness
To judge the brown kids
In the park with worn down
Kicks and partly ripped
Armless tank top.. body kicks
Tattoos so you can start some ****
At parent interviews
*** your daughter isn't warming it
Up to other ethnic guarded kids
There should be
culture club...
Oh wait she ******* started it...
Thats awesome kid....
Throw them pharma script
Out the garbage pit.
And mix with yellow brown
And dark skinned kids...
You might find out you want this ****
58 · Mar 2020
Untitled
Watching patterns in a storm of randomness.
****** in pants. Tailored
For a man.
When my inner strength.
Is female handling.
Obstacles. Thinking
Boxless like tearing chocolates
Out the cardboard box
And dismantle conventional
Practices of packaging.
An instrument of god.
Who solves the wolves
That lurk
Like shadows. In the city
Under man made suns
That light up.
Sidewalks
Where bodies lined in chalk
Make Benjamin bratt
Batman.
Marishka hargitay
All deploy tactics
To evolve the plot of miss piggie
Fooling mom about the sweet allure
Of my want for the awesomeness of
The cookie mob.
Is watching every ounce of
Imported chocolate
Controlling product
*** dad hated gangsta rap
So that's the way my life
I was crazy to model it.
Drakes the top. Of tyranny
He wants my body
For a swallow of his hot chocolate
So I swallow it
And roll in modesty.
While sarcastically
Talking of obnoxiousness
Like the same box I do not think in.
*** drakes box.
Is toxicly stocked with ****.
And ***. And love.
The total. Sum. Of love and chocolate
Like I'm filled with humour
Haunted by a want
That's as noxious as a ****
Choking other every other
Thought
That grows in the garden
Of my consciousness
So as the watchmen
Drop clues
So do I want me to swallow this
It's like slavery
13 states wanted it
Half of the people fought to abolish it
America. Your awesome
But half your population is intolerant
The times have changed you votedtrump
Your dumb as ****
You scare me with your complete
Abandon of moral competence
So I've gotten my response
From god
He said you lost in Vietnam
The dudes who wanted it
Were haunted by a political ideal.
Your rich sons never fought in it.
Hate me for every stitch my Jean's rap the sacred cloth that swaddled my body in.
That's slot of talk
That Jordan's a false prophet
And hesgodless and monstrous
Prominent talk of Christians acting like gods. Trump followers. And ignorant fallen angel followers and lots of intolerance
In the empty corners of an office crawling
With spiders. Inside my eyes. Drawn inside a web that entangled every bug and crawler.
In my bedside drawer.
Tell me horrors. I cant stop
So say goodbye.
Admire my broken jaw
My spoken song.
My matching eyes.
And watch me die
58 · Oct 2020
Timely.....
Listen to the timely fashion
Of rhyming antics
My mind has packaged
In synapse
Of time
Ravelling in slap stream fashion
The ******* romance
Of my deprived
And unwise actions
I'm just a man
In female transit
That speaks this fine.
But seems mismanaged


Hella beat call the time sheet
To find me
Underneath the scoreboard
War lord. With Michael jordans
Foot pressing on the floorboards
Crunch time in the land of rhapsody
Four more seconds than its no more....
Ima move it like a pound of porridge
In the mother ******* old folks home.... broke bones
And artforms coming universal
Who you March for
Target defeat racism or take part.. in March for... everyone or wait for God storm..
58 · Oct 2020
End of time... not...
Taboo subject.. end of the concept
Packaging time
I ask dad if it's wise...
And he actually replies....
No asking its actually time...
Sike kid... damage your eyes...
Elapsed ****.. collapsed in a matter of retractable spines
that back the
Matter of mind until
Inception of collateral action
Sadly applies....


I'm like **** son this crazy as **** and...
Mother loving mud mucking truck of a subject.... I love your corruption of discussion but I won't touch this
Much detention of budget....
I'm supposed to plummet corruption
And raise consumption of loving
But something had me..
Crunching my stomach....
**** it... slum love sees me ghetto
And I admit I untouchably love it...
Like sons to a summit
Peaking like ridges of country pines
Extending from mud pits .. in the numbness
Of winter and the crumbs of son to the mother to son in...
A witness of love at the summit...
Till food prices plummet
And the poor is full in the stomach
Something of a drunkness
The world is end of discussion....
58 · Mar 2020
Oh god
Preceeding self fulfillment
Was a wasted land
The makings of a safe hand
To raise the heavens
From a place of self deprivation
Deprication and deliverance
From a slipping time
Wishing lies
Would lose the definition
Of words to fit
Emotions in a gifted mind
The light becomes
A different split
That rips existence
Into Jean's that fit my thighs
And twist my *** too look like
Michelle. That **** little
Hotty fox
Your my oxygen in a misty fog
With ****** softness in your body's
Blind.
The water of a drop that stops
The flow of Carter to a halter top
Like falters not
An option
When you rock with god
He frees you all
To beat the odds
Feeds you all
And believes you all
He loves the life you possess
He seen it all.
Like believe me y'all
Do you believe in god?
Or Do you dream at all.
I'm not swallowing
This intolerance with out you
Seeing all the love
With in
A sea of loss
And still needing god to grieve your loss...
I'm his *****. And I believe it all.
What once was demonly involved
And seemingly self involved
Mental health a fleeting thought
In lots of drugs
And disconnection from the human
Law. A meaning
Of connection feeding all
A seamless logic that sees every angle
Untill it reads em all
The very script against the bleeding
Words written on the christmas wall.
Not finished all...
I've controlled every aspect.
Of perceivable existence
Untill this prison
Seems so distant from conviction
Of a different law
I'm more in witsec. Hiding
My self from criminals
That all live in similar walls
I'm sick of my intentions
I need some different walls
Or either in a prison
Meant for ****** thoughts
There not
Their really hot
I need **** alot
Oh **** that little thought
58 · Jun 2020
sick bro
Lets be real. For just a millisecond.
I'm wolverine one second
In the xmen
The next a  nasferatu.
With no reflection
Wheres my perception

Society pariah def
Kind of game to menace
Ten seconds left
And im ******* pregnant
With God's greatest weapon

This can't be deception
Though im mentally ill
I know my head is
Sick but eventually will
Regain perception
Of this lesson
And ingest this heavrnly pill
I see life in meadowy hills
With a blessing
So incredibly real.
That even my future husband
Will find inevitably sealed
58 · Oct 2020
God bless
Tactical mi God is
Render you unconscious
Polish television nobs
To channel light through
Disco vinyl clothes yeah
. Light shed
Information with no real substantial knowledge...
You consume the information
Entertaining ill acknowledge...
But gods in need of dire reconciensed
Bodies to bring the world a currency of God son... in command of earths inheritance.. the sailor gardener and goth kid... as my call remains my angel michael rests with God bless....
58 · May 2020
armour
God is my Armour.
My promise and my protector.
My father.
Teacher. Redeemer.
And genius inventor.
Mentor. Selector .
Embracing my soul.
In his forever.
With one word.
I earn back. Terms
He made me to endeavor.
But I better never.
I remember.

Hostile violence.
Thoughtless and  childish

Immoral times that.
I felt no guidance.
Surviving blinded.
In a spine.
Of dry rivers.
For every hidden crying.
Maybe minding more of
Your acceptance.
And selling perception
To the mindless.
Society disguised as.
A lie *** I hide that
Which is cloaked
In my inner innocence.
Now the whole thing
Brought to light shed.
My soul becomes awoke.
With poetry
Devotion music
And new kindness.
As he spoke it.
My time diminished.
And I'm reminded
Of his every thought
As I was blinded
And misguided
In my silence
58 · Oct 2020
Goddess
As they judge
Miss Ashley judd...
Do eth onto some
Judith doesn't use
Judas love or Jewish tongue
I knew thy son...
Hebrew beauty in a blue eyed
Tomb concluding
He truly proved my son
Was sacrifice...until
The dawn of kay what
Kayla gambles
Using gabertils gun
Like Underhill was hobbit
Talk for a hill
To climb and earth to love
So John's fore vision
Of long term mercy love
Has mountains
Seas and values ******
So valentine
Sees omuercas slumber sprung
As supposed God jehovah
Watches numbers come
From under suns
You can't discover ***...
Your under an umbrella
Of cloud cover...
Gabriella with Jenny
Mother love
Jade the ice
Justice of the mother tongue...
That runs a river
Sliver in a country run
Discovery
Of able bodied
Plumbers ***
The fox of Terry
Tears of Tierney
Swift fox that runs...
Like faucet *** the water
Flow like my goddess tongue
The water ****
As children of
Detox from
Poison discovery of oxen blood...
The oxygen in surface..
Embryo of toxic tongue...
Call Michael he's still the hottest
Blood being... with a ****
Oh God he's hung
But I'm glad he's found
His love...
She's lucky... so I'm positive
Hes got his son
Should he watch with love her body
Curves.. and talk her love
I bless his koffin
With all the love in
Gods keep he has awesome come
And 3 6 9 like stone cold Austin
Drunk....
Thats Steve..  repeat... dont sleep
On product of the watchful dumb
58 · Jul 2020
still havent drank
Gravity is immense.
Still im
suspended in weightlessness...
Unfriended the image of God
Because you don't
Like this realm in the way it is......
I trust in benevolence.
But develope some pity
For rapists. Mercenaries and Satanists...
Its love that echoes. Eternal shapes.
In the motherly keep.
Of a weightless opaque tinge. Of vacant spaces and emptyness
Creation swirling in majesty
Till human travesty.
Tragically came from space...
And trashed up. And ran with
Hate ful ness
And created racism.
Slavery.. corporations
And ceo benefits
And brainwashed through screens.
Instead of educating
On how to change the ****** way it is
Its time to man up
And ask his grace....
Every man in existence what day is it
Can you answer. Your destiny.
When the damage is wasting
Half of this place at a rabbit pace
With weapons. Disaster.
Gravitate. To a sadness shape...
But **** it lets go to ahappy place...
I gotta get rid of
This devils dance. Its a habit I have to break...
Say **** it for habits sake.
57 · May 2020
Standing arrows
Where do you stand.
Does your presence devide them
Do you lie
And decide. To not stand close holding on right
Beside them.
Uniting is difficult
Decide. Is everything you believe.
Is more than a line between
The people who
Remind you. Of hate. Or why.
Everything is always what you believe
57 · Jul 2020
time for god.
Time has changed me
Like stones along the waters edge
Thats what God said.
I will not head
For cover when the clock ends
On my identity.
There's been alot said
Thats what God said
We should watch than
For every bodies top best....
56 · Jul 2020
in my head
All my life I thought I'd never make it...
now I strive for mental patience..
*** time and grind make.
Friction
Sparks and  greatness...
If heart is made to take the weight
Of loss and break it
Reach
The after life
While present in this realm of sanitation...
Cleaning  up of my hazard mind...
In slashing prices as advertised
Causing
Panic buys...
*** new lows... is the actual advantage
Of a masked up van that rides
With
janitorial masterminds...
And its 7 man masking time....
Ask God is he precious dude....
Let us have it... arrest me in my tennis shoes....
Mental deception weapons
The menace who...
Created cognition dissension
Me I invented you....
I made the hospital my second residence....
The emergency
My second room
And worked when the cable
Auto loans and rent was due...
But eventually. Settled on
A check for my mental *****
I cant function. At one thing.
But
Excel at a level of melody in  truth....
Like eventual distortion
Is not an inevidible doom
As long as the premises. Is genesis
I wont sag a bit.. unless
Your telling me to
Surrounded by hell...
Alphabet heaven. I sent a letter to you
C I m breathing.
And I'm never with you..

Whatever I do...
So **** genesis..
Lets make exodus... a letter to you
Just a mess. In my head
Messaging you
56 · Jun 2020
Change all my titles
Settle in a point of peace.
Anoint your sleep
Free from demons.
Sleep with hope and dreams.
The noise you breathe
The closing motion scenes
Where once was voiceless screams.
Poisoned streams.
And emotion bleeds.
Uou show your feet
With slow defeat
Your lies will
Grow like weeds
If you can't grow
With flowing peace
Releasing truths
You mostly keep
As burdens in your golden fleece.
And show your feats
Your broken feet.
That roses grow on concrete
Streets
Moses leaped like toads
And locust
With devotion
At the unknowing keep
Of sacred souls
And ***** so deep
The same way
You must free yourself
From poison speech
Believe in thrones
Of Joseph's sheep
I dont know if I'm going to deep
I try to know what the Bible teach
But im scared I'm worthless
My lies are deep.
Inside they creep.
Like flies to feast.
My child just smile and rise to feet.
You cry at least.
And try to beat
The miles between.
Your pride and meek
Its your time to speak
Praise higher power
Its raising lives
The final hour.
And ifs not time to weep
56 · Dec 2019
Fuck my life 2
Crisp 20 dollar bill
To snort my white magic
Turn a screen into an empty canvas
And make poetry dance
In **** fashion...
Text me for the answers
I clearly got a few.
Nearly clueless in truth.
*** I'm witless just like you...

Heres a hit song I wrote to make some fun. I bet I make a beat and hide my face. Anonymous goes number 1

Diamonds are forever!!!!
Kanye rest in peace
Shout out tucci
Not changing.
Mic drop I'm out
.
56 · May 2020
Asking
Metal with poison.
Fill in the blanks.
Foreshadow something
OK here goes hold your nose if it stanks

Rhythm corrupting little pockets of air
Breathing on bird
Flight response on prepared.
Scared and torn staring
At the stars.
Bizarre. And charged like Mars.
And scars secrets from Venus
If eclipses were hereditary
Would I still have a *****
Supernova on magnet
Can genius be secret
Asking for a friend
Say my dad had to see this
Eminem is the reason
It promised me everything
Dreaming scarcely compared
To lucidity
Stupidity fluently
wearing fear like
Its  scary and weird.
Apparently I believed
My gender was cleared
Discussion of subject
I believed dear truth was the logic
No matter the cost
Of rocking the opposite

So I want it to stop it
And come out the closet.
I'm not a rock star
Or a monster. But
I will be a goddess.
If all of me wants it
I'm married to God.
And the world watched me constant
Seen my small ******* top less.
Yeah trump was a topic
Forget political talks when
I'm just steady in complex
Its inevitable knockout
Clocks up
Talks off
Whats it got.
*** I've stopped
Talking off the cuff.
I don't know but I want to see what it gots
56 · Jul 2019
she lives inside
Find within, the devil
Guarding her keep with
Contempt
Ever concealing
Never revealing
Eluding even the microscope
Of your impressive insight

Find her within the whisps of smoke
That plume from a fire within
Her fortress built
From a need unnoticed
A love unrequited
A spirit in need
That grew dark with time,,, devoid of attention

Make peace with that unsightly ghoul
The truth is her mis shapen face
Was once that of a child
A child in need of love
In need of reassurance
Make light be her song once again
No matter what the mindless ears
Will hear
56 · Jun 2020
Chorus
Every breath
Every step.
Every single second spent in your head.
Like love.
Like death.
The more I spend. The more I get in message

I bless ya. Find me like heaven does.
In the entrance of.
The devils cut.

Find me living. Girl. Seconds minutes in your play ground.
Did I mention its best in forever
**** what you heard.
What you say now
56 · Jun 2020
untitled love
Naji. I apologize. I haven't been the greatest.
*******. Delayed departures. And train of thought that never made it.
I hate *******.
I love the smell.
I'm a slave but you may never hear me say it.
I hope uou make it.
Your so sacred.
God gave me zero cravings for alcohol.
I stumble fall. And raise.
I hope you hear this all.
*** I'm not what I appear at all.

I need your light. My sweet surrender.
I remember where
My center was.
Had so much *** for pleasure.
But the men were
Self centered *****.
I make every love your mentor ***.
I sense your the best ever
Mentor that has ever come.
Your only filled with
Depth of love.
I'm in the clutches of a tethered grip.
Mental prison.
But my love for you is endless its
A hold that I won't ever slip.
I love you im just sorry
Your mother's
Such a selfish *****
56 · Aug 2020
greatness.
Miniscule little wishes...
That fit within this cage of silence...
I love his little fingertips..
the mind i find as safe and priceless...
With hard as sin. To forgive
But hes the greatest triumph...
With satans violence..
At bay and making shaking blindness
He stakes love as the greatest
Kindness...
The praise of making. Ways of binding...
The legs of justice
The face of lions...
Hunger for a saviour timeless.
Like grapes of whine..
The date behind us....
With waits of fate the makings of a major shining
55 · Jun 2020
bad words
Avoid crack *******.
Cooking its lethally destructive.
These aren't peanut butter
Cookies in this mother *******
Oven.
Jordan gablehouse.
Name stunted.
Just jordan I'm discussing
Cause the most famous
Go by one name
Like Shakira. J lo.
Britney and mclovin
But im writing such ******* dumb ****.
The assumption is.
My brain is on dysfunction.
*******.
No name bologna.
AND A bunch of bananas
In my lunch kit.
When I wake from this
Corruption.
Hope I realize the love I gave to someone was enough
To make me sacred and special.
Enough to love it
55 · Mar 2020
Wordly
I actually thought this ****
Voices were encouragement
Deserving it
That flourishes
With nurturance
And purposeness
A worthless word discourages
But jesus returns the world from
Murderous
Destruction
Of governments
Corrupted greed
And people without words to fit.
The urgent times
That emerge from surface looks
And ownership of
Currency
You think determines it
You still feel worthlessness
No matter earnings
Or status. Terms of searching
Left unfollowed
Untill your emptiness resurfaces
Its head is like an urchin
With a body of a life built on
Self esteem determined by purchases
Never returning love
To those who've truly earned that ****.
I speak as if I'm perfectness
In fact I'm pre determined
To emerge as being
Neither perfect
Nervous. Entitled or worthless
In a sea of certain defeat
I emerge a beast.
The mirror image of
Plural need.
My girls a freak.
My boys a beast.
In between is dreams.
Of worldly peace.
In earthly scenes that shoot like solar flares as time and space unfurls
Against a blackened sky
That hides its hurling mass into a further speed.
So free and in her perfect dream
54 · May 2020
famous
I wanted to be famous.
Among a menagerie of other things.
I thought that my creative
Gifts. Would bless. But something
Truly Puzzles me.
It
Muzzles me. Befuddles me.
Its my own ******* fuckery.
I'm a diamond in the rough
But no one has discovered me.
So **** it.
Let's keep trucking.
Till I **** at what
I thought would bring me luxury
54 · Oct 2020
Karmin and riley
Riley is a cosmic touch
Karmin is the beauty mind
Remove the clueless
Fool who fathered them
Their mother is the two intwined
To sign of mother eyes
The two of blue
One glued of white
To shoot her moon as white
When moves Riley
In a cooling fire... while karmin
Schools behind..
Learning
Flow with all..
Dont learn aggression
Pettiness or beauty lies....
*** beauty truly lies
In cupids mind...
Strewn the fine
Keys of music
For a few Devine
Movie ties
And you've outdone
The cumbersome
Noose
They use to tie
Fame
***
Holly wood is suicide
You two will rule behind
Your parent
Do me true my child
Your soon to rise
The few we truly pride
54 · Jun 2020
broken arrows
Hey this is stupid
Wheres cupid.
Show me the hopeful broken arrows
Mood is beautiful
Cave is doomed but
The entrance soon won't be so narrow
If you swoon
And make me move
Debonair with flair ...be oh so careful
Bruises on your shaft
Because the stupid
Gold is overflowing from your barrel
Told you better to be
Foolish
End up with two kids
Than be careful and end up with
Half a barrel
Buy a stairway upto heaven
Hazard pay in devil stairwell.
Peril path abandon
Gold. I warned you to be careful
54 · Oct 2020
First woman....
Critiquing all my crafted words
Is the universe...
Found out alpha man omga
Is doing worse
With the girl he was ******* first...
So I chewed the words
And loosened verbs
To move to lucifer...
But I won't do that surely
I can be the mary ******
Only loosing words
On my birth reunion
To chosen fertile
Practice for a twirly whirl
With reproduction
**** ***** men
And be a girly girl
****.. to birth my courage..
Pearl....
54 · Jun 2020
coooo
Massacre the thrown of Satan.
Stature dwarfed
Form .....grown misshapen
Horns and eyes
Of coal from slaveships
Sore and drown.
course
torn from holy pages

Beware this war is more
Than waged by
The lord and angels.
God and scores of
Sacred saints that
Give blows that boor the
Blood of Satan
In forty places.
From boredom
Waiting. Ahead by forty paces
On the shores of states land.
To boarding shores of
Hellions wasteland.
And sacred statements
Made by supporting
Creation
Mean currency
Reward for wars forged
From
Heavens door to satan
54 · May 2020
Katie holmes
Secrets in my cave of darkness
Leave discarded.... the meek.
Weak. Or faint of heart its.
Mis shapen parts.
A rose or two.
In the shade of autumn scarlett
The darkness looms. The moons
My poetry. And the stars
Are far off artists
The two. Produce. A famous fragrance
Like Katie plays parts with.
Top gun. Mission odds
Impossible. Like winning cards
Against the prince of darkness

Katie's not the smartest.
But she's brave. And guarded
Her holmes
A safety net and. Hates that
Tom can cruise too days uncharted. Disregard
The evidence.
That he's disected. Her.
Heart. In some experiment
Like students. Largely but they
Just target froggies.
Science smock.
Shiny goggles.
*** scientology. Is best observed
Alive in katies. Body.
Scientology.
Satan's progeny.
And I think I've rambled off
Too long.
I started pacing. In dishonesty
I hate it **** it.
54 · May 2020
Trans
Transgender is my label.
Its remembering anatomy
While managing
Identity
Freed collaterally
Exchange of parts
For sanity.
I'm a be so genius
You'll give props although your mad at me.
Has to be.
Sandwich meat.
Shred like lettuce. Going ham
Cheesy dance scenes.
In a single plastic packaging.
Trans queen.
In a grand scheme.
While I demand equality.
For every one.
There ever was.
Forever ***.
We better love
Each other and develope love
Through touch. Hugs. Vibes
Smiles and better trust.
Wild **** my smile up
In the center of.
Your memory.
To remember me
Forever ***.
I get your love
And never run
Even till the death of love
And the devil comes.
**** that I'll single handedly mask up.
And sacrifice my eyes taking blindness
Over  feeling death in heart.
That tyrant. Deceptive ****.
Can leverage none.
He better come.
God has me under love.
I'll be under trust.
And safe as banks. And corporations
When the end of days
Come undone.
54 · Jun 2019
hello cutie country song
her story
is a magic book
like fairytales
giving enchanted looks
she grew up not expecting much
but what she had
was more than any man could tell her

she was a six gun shooter with a mouth
seeing stars when i go down
*** she always knocks me out
im in love with her
and it doesnt get any better
shes just got that intelligent kind of brain
and im dumb enough to let her

her story
might be hard to navigate
but it starts in lower class
and a cheque book running late


her parents werent the kindest
maybe one was kind of mean
but she grew up so *******
caring, its a thing you wont believe


now in her story
i wasnt quite prince charming
and the truth is
i took part in a few things quite alarming
it was two drinks
down before we left the bar
than i winked at some girl at her car
and she slapped me so **** hard
54 · Oct 2020
Myboyze
Bozos is a mirror man
Samcro2 of a tearful ******
Appearing sacred
I fear he clearly has
My ultimate devotion
For steering man
Into the fearless plan
Of collaboration
Drifted mix with labor
Feeding present past and yet to be created man
We made this man
The safety hand of my well natured
Breath to save the land
From destruction and create amazing
Image of our great love in hand
The toll of bloodshed is done
Once you love this man
His chest
Is nature..  further compass
Into worthy draft
Of furniture recrafted
Refurbished to be inherited
For comfort ***...
As Trump learns fast...
The term of ****** has to be dirt
To worms to feed
The seeds we plant
In fertile earth
To learn these man ways
Deluded and re turned to burning plants
Like time in courage
With Ariel in earth
Of gravity
Search for bezos in space
He will save the earth of man
Or I will burn this ******
Determined...
Half cooked earthly scam
Of platta over pluomo
Mercury... steady Freddy
In your Celsius smell
The birth of famine
Till collapse of military
Has been handed to the aid
Of Africa..  to build further
Grants
So aids is curbed... like side street
Concrete... here's the
Further stance
Of earth one chance
Bezos making pesos.
If you fuckaround with
Him ill burn my Freddy hands
And turn dreams into
Facing Jason with machete mask
That concludes
Elm street night mares...
Now give Jeff his chance
And ill let him **** me
I'm already Cummings in
My slutty pants
53 · Jun 2020
mentality shift
Mentality on eternal dwelling
Is this the life I got
Or the world im smelling
First rhyme ****** felony
With a merk like smirk
I give courage to many.
It hurts sometimes
Your not a goof your
Good just gotta rework my spelling
Auto correct.
Is a perfect envy
Green and learning everything.
Techno massacre.
Lets go passengers.
last call for earth its ending
Naji its worth your blessing
I search. Terms
Of burning embers
Met with deadlines
From an inferno burning
But the green lights turning
See might
We might. Be learning something
Think the earth is less than dirt
Or other people
Deserve to hurt somebody.
Than we've really mastered nothing than. A search for  purposelessness
Turbulence in the
Word of trust me.
Fly high like winds of change.
The life of second chance
Is a fervent term for blood is re arranging.
Re framing pain.
Disservice words you keep on saying
Come to earth.
I love you first
Your the worst but the most im perfect person
Saved me
Every last one on earth
I give my word.
I'll change your worth
*** i think your worth raising
**** I'm trying to make sense of this
Verse
But my head hurts
And this nurse
Just slurred the words
Hes human first
Second word he's crazy
**** ill ******
Someone for a cigarette
Howd you learn im crazy
53 · Jul 2020
present tense
Omission in story telling
Warning the little kids...
I'm surviving
Made of several precious instruments
Surviving weather.
Whether its incredible sky's
Life threatening.
Death in the skys...
Or meh whatever its fine. Well weather it
Well weather our life....
And strive like.
Together weaving a better life
It gets better in time
Sands of time for past sake
left in memory's mind
Evolving into potentially
Theres only telling with time
Thats how you develope a mind...
Present tense the only gift
That will ever be mine...
So build for tomorrow
And don't fret whats left in
The past tense.
Hence you accepted it
And left it behind
Sight is only vision for the
Present memory of life...
And that gets me
Every time.....
Like a wine gets better with time...
52 · Jul 2020
Alternste ending
Living in heaven. Evidently in bliss... *** im living with angels... a different shade of wish...
*** this place still exists.. between mister gray and a black  slave suit
Misbehave and get whipped..
Yeah ******* the ****....
But im wanting more of a pain
If thats possible ways to inflict....
But you read the heaven line and stopped
When I said cause pain in this *****....
*** your taught that
Love and hate can't be friends
Think its hot now just wait till the end..
When the sun stains
Hues of red on your neck...
Like global warming makes me *****
I want better men in my bed
But bitumen. Is never red...
Like the rent unpaid and in debt....
Alberta I love ya.. but there's a better
Way to make rent...
Just escape with a tent.
And make the best of amen.
Save oil money. For creating spaces
For all man to. Create changes to tech.
And invent eco harmony.
With our brain and our land
Or get your *** chained to the bed
And my slave.
Now say amen
Before I break this chain on your chest
And give you the greatest
Brain...You'll be pained to forget


Seriously alberta at the same time save your money we can't rely on oil... get investment into our economy. And make this prosper. We're not big shots...
We humbly move forward
52 · Jul 2020
Come places
Don't ever get complacent
In this game of hurricanes
Doctor dres... half dollars...
m and ms
  two chocolate stains
I sampled recordings
As youth of rockets in space
Like aftermath of tupacalypse
Day
With lambs to slaughter like
I'm lion (lying) I'm not closeted gay
Nor trans nor angry constantly
I just like my Walkman ok....
So get lost. I'm mapping out my plot to escape....
Smoking chronic with logic..
To not acknowledge the weight....
Take me to the doctor im always in pain....
**** the palms sweaty
Trees ready. Like a tropical place
Spaghetti stains
Doctor dre tell my mom.
I eat this way *** im obnoxious ok....
If i wasn't so high.
I'd probably vomet
But this chocolate is great...
Can't eat it at all...
**** the closeted brain.....
51 · Sep 2020
Untitled
Wrapped in a sarcastic manner
I'm in retraction from Reward
Death. Sin and rapture...
With the maker in my name sake banner...
False is not in my vocabulary..
Vernacular  or grammer...
With the greatness weighted on a sacred banner..
We halt in a light of mantra song..
Psalm and thank her...
51 · Jun 2020
em and his queen
So I've accepted the fate ahead
And. No regrets.
Not even in the slightest
I want to make my bed
And pray to heaven
With messages inside us..
Eminems my only love right now.
Frightening slash
Massively excited.
Apparently I'm some transgender.
Queen.
Beyond imaginations finest...
Angelic with a prophecy
Evolving all the people
Here beside us.
Saving lost forgotten children
From the ******
Highness of hate and violence.
Anyway hes spineless.
I found God to get sobriety.
But ended up
With kindness. And a love
for everyone inside of me...
I'm going to get this surgery.
Be everything I find in me...
With God's highest guidance.
By my side.
No evil plot can ******. Trick
Or silence me....
I know i love you em congrats
on 13 years of sobriety
I hope when I'm asleep
You come to find me in a quiet sleep.
And we build a higher dynasty
Ps. Thanks for all the chocolate you been buying me.
51 · Dec 2019
Karmin riley. My babies
My daughters clever.
My sons the moon
And never shy.
From right in action.
Clever guy
They catch my heart
And keep it captive.
To knew or lie.
Never rumored minds
My truth inside.
The moonlit glow that knew his eyes.
Were a letter.
Clever like his baby sister.
List the minutes.
Left. For little minds.
Who grew like vines
To run away.
Like fabric. Come unravelled.
From my knitting knives.
But never mind.
It's never why.
I made mine into a better life.
Left drugs aside.
My breathe inside. A testify.
My hope like **** is my.
Last vocation.
Till exctacy. Corrects my spine.
And next its finally  **** guys.
Keep a secret.
Recipe. Is greedy.
Feed my chest.
*** ******* are Robin hood.
But not as good.
And my arms are her majesty.
Come forth my maker
Take me.
Have me. Break my body.
Savagely. Asking you to ravage me.
Damage is my scale. To weigh.
My attraction.
To a class of man.
Or god that tells me
Beauty is a complex.
Only witless
Women seem to manage.
God bless now **** me up
Give me ****.
I'm actually asking
But just in case it doesn't happen.
Bless my mind.
I'll understand.
Still happy. You have me.
Can I get at least one like on this one. Like come on. You guys read my ****. It's good. Pleaseshowsome support. I'm part of this world. I'm sorry I dont read yours. Forgive me I will
51 · May 2020
We get everything
Of course it is.
Disproportionate
Reports from torso
want enormous ****
My pore sore hips.
Should be enormousness
And lips full
Like ******* in Georgia
Ain't aborting it
Not supporting it
But listen for a wave length
Think the statesmen
Makes sense
After claiming scripture
As a fixture for hatred
Maybe God loves babies
But I know he hates it
When those babies
Get neglected or put in placement
Of the states ship
*** the ****** dad who made it
Can't take it
Blame the man who made it
But enough about the hatred back
To what I was saying
Yeah this language is a game
And I'm more dangerous than Satan.
Back pain is a minor strain
While the game. Is drain the blood cells till you change shape
And break away.
Like chains in escape of
Body genocide
And re arrange the structure
Of frame and DNA
Everything will change or so they so
Hope my rhymes are the only thing that stays the same.
But they'll prolly2 be ******* lame
You guys don't comment anyway
Maybe if I'm out the race
I'll know why my
Brain is always pulsating this way
50 · Apr 2020
Delusional
I'm delusional.
But in the depths of mycalamity.
I'm sleuth in who
I trust to root through. The damaging
To make proof
Of my insanity. Dramatic vanity.
Class suit.
Education is justice of  suitable vernacular for a rhapsody.
Trust in my outward
Insecurity to do.
Exactly what my inner fabric
Has to be.
A tearing seem.
Like my tattered Jean's.
And its maddening.
Creating a complex.
In my brain.
That s patterning
After a savage dream
Of eminem becoming my
Mister "has to be"
And voices laughter
Make ask believe.
If I concieve christ is in my belly
And it's actually happening.
While my opinions are like.
Al gores rythm
Blue skys. Distressing
What's reality
While a pattern emerges
Of me never really mattering.
Like my mom.
Developing a bank account with
8 figure salary.
From a lotto ticket.
Placed in my path
screaming.
Of my brothers incapacity.
To hide his body language.
God having  the audacity.
To listen to fall out boy.
Build complexes.
****** voices to
Enrapture me
In absolute insanity
color becomes
Black and white ... contrast.
Between my opinions
And the facts I see.
Eminem. Christ. Lotto winnings
Basically is what
I believe are happening.
Want this weapon...
Haunt oppression
Racist men get slapped
For question
Grab the planets death
And plant
A seed of message...

Do you heed.. appeal
Or face aggression
In the face of racist
Death.. a planets lessons...
*** control... is smoldered
Fumes
And you choke to death in...
A cloak of social
Acceptance... for attacking
Cultural practice..
Women... or gender preference..
Race religion or profession...
When one staff drop
Of a messianic
Sheppard
Can decode.. your best deception
In eyes of righteous
Sermon
Worms of judgment
Crawl from capitalism
Scram like vandals
Micro
Picture message
While the sentence lessons...
For acceptance of our mortal
Offenses...
So support can orbit
Into rehab forms
Of sentence
Detention
Supported
By taxable labor
Incarceration payed on wages
Of the parties
Harm to gods nature...
Legalize narcotics
Free the jail bird natured...
Break bread as make work
Labor pays for mi Familia.
In the south equator....
50 · May 2020
snakes do
Changing skin like snakes do.
You know I say some
**** that ain't true.
But here's the plain truth
U live in trumps America
If your different
They just hate you.
Diversity is necessary.
But it's rallies
They spread hate through
And claiming that
Its fake news.
While gay dudes
Get choked out
By all the straight dudes
******* hate fumes.
And he can **** you
Get away
By saying that **** ain't true
Black joggers
Get slaughtered.
Black injustice
Finally makes news.
The pandemic
Cure is lysol
Everybody this is
******* great news.
While trump
Goes after China
For re election
Fuckjng great move.
Cold War
Inscription ready.
Flee to Canada.
Well keep you safe dude.
Till than stay tuned
To a wavelength
That I slay througj
50 · Jun 2020
gouda
I'm always trying to write my best poem.
Best vocab
Best rhymes
Most heart.
**** it.
**** it

I want that **** like venom needs
A parasite
A healthy host to feed
My needs. Like trophies in storage
Since you ghosted me.
Dusty and more expensive
Then just a storage fee.

I'm enormously
Neurotic.
Talk sick
In case you haven't been watching me
I'm that mental projection
Distortion
Border nostradaumus prophecy
I cause clocks.
To turn back years.
In talks of. Sharing bonds.
And stocks in an economy run properly.
And cooperation
Of all social scopes
But the racists need labotomies.
Cooperation isn't just for some.
Its how me March
Into our prospering.
And foster healthy dialog.
Between the darkness
We've been harboring
And enlarging
Love to overwhelm
The hearts to rid us of
Everything disheartening
50 · Sep 2020
hell yeah
Little hades is a heart break
dark hellscape
But all the men who enter ******* smell great.
Returning from a paradox...
With flames and michaels ******* she'll crates
But here's the cells fate...
Of replicating. The devastation
From my pelvis break...
Like well great..
Leon and le hi. Since he was
Swell pales. Knee high.
Water break and naji.
Exits with his cell mate...
Surprise we all arrive from hells gates
Like devils waits in danger...
The dead return..
The men still smell faint...
50 · Jul 2020
Meta phor what for
Intelligence and underrated.....
Switchblade kind of
Metaphors...
But figurative speech is the
Literal term
For metaphor... its just better form
Metaphor is like
His head was a devils war...
While analogy cause
Letter wars...
Like s.t.i.. *** im ******* sick in this letter ****.....
50 · Jul 2020
so fast opposite sushi
Sarcastic exemption
of a flaky perception
Based from confession
of realitys active. Ambition
In the pond of natural living
With ripples from
Instrumentals and pencil shavings
Making a difference
I make war paint from a lead base.
Head case...
Metal taste.. no ammunition gets silenced...
I'll talk violent for a second...
*** i get primal in consecutive sentences in rhyming...
I **** silence like whiskey
And speak my mind for a living
Seeing for blind ness...
And leaving Jesus on my chest peace
*** i really hate violence
No wishing.. you get it...
Apprehension is fatal...
Defy the great depression
In fact *** you pray to the bible
Dollars dont add up...
Its just a paper you make the American Bible...
Like dare to stand against dead presidents...
Like I dont care which ******* terror mode I go
I'm sure my soul will get heaven...
If God shows me to find home
*** i **** nothing but whiskey...
Mister... had so many sins
family dried when my eyes out
Cry till its cried out
And got protected by harder pressure
Than process of diamonds.
From coal. Like the..
Empty soul of the devil
Better get mind blown
And my boys rose pedal eyelids
And rhymes of a child's soul
I know this wise whiskey spoke
I heard a note.
I see I speak from seeing
Only what I know....
Thats my poem...
Hope you like it bro
50 · Jul 2020
Want you bad babe
Venom is an understatement
haunt me to the stark core
Penetrate with razor wit and
wanting you alot more
I'm under razors maybe its
What my hearts for
Throwing me  at you
Like im a mother loving dart board....
Your my golf course
And thats what we're on par 4
A very hot bed hot
*** that borders *******.....
Like more than sinking
69 into your score card......
I want you like simba
Wants the boneyard......
Lion if I said I didn't
Want you so hard.....
I would roll over
Like tires on a go kart....
I give you good head
Because I'm so smart.....
I like you
But i need god alot more...
If its you he wants more
I'm effin on board.
Like the first score.
With the worst form...
Thats my worst poem....
49 · Jul 2020
My naji
I'm at a loss of words.
Seriously traumatic...
I thought I lost courage
All i lost was habit..
If I lost your birth
couldn't  stand it on this planet....
I'd be killing myself
With hurt. And deserving
Of my panic....
I judge but not condemn
Ramblings of a man that...
Compared himself to christ
And juggled compulsory madness
To be saddened
By an evil drop of
Gravity
As challenging as death is
I'd rather do it
Than you abandon me
I was scared to lose you
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