Sending love.
You know its iffy.
Something of difference
Between my operation
And my present existence.
Pray for bravery and courageous
Behaviour in collision
With oncoming decisions
Two minutes of fear
With a final bliss of timely
Final rights to finish the mission.
A matching package to my
Inner equipment
Body on space ship.
Race the shooting stars
On horizons of visions.
Seeing. The meaning of rythym compared to staring comparing eyes that pit you as **** fit and a *****
Of witless inspection.
Intention to further inspect. The condition of my physical fitness
Hes a hotty wanting honey
I'm a little honry comb you know I'm wet and dripping wanting a busy bee to drop attention
In a sisters direction.
Infection on disaster. I fear I'm incapable of feelings that matter
I get turned on so hard by laughter
But its god allowing
Half my stupid thoughts
To cause happiness in after math of an earth shaking rapture
After every bone detaches
Its attachment from reality
Fat comes after
Slapping stamps on body parts
Naughty part is I must get naughty now.
Hot body comes after.
It doesn't matter. I'm still hot I think
Or so I've been told.
Let the story unfold without
Fear hate or revenge
My head is best kept in lock and key with god and his men
Amen last thing I said.
Was now to long for me to mention again.
Shut my mouth make my bed thank god and amen

My life is filled with happiness
Where once lived
Bitter sadness.
Think that hip hop shouldn't
Always be about
Who's biggest and the baddest
.....
Its reflection of your passion
The song that lives on
After your body passes
Yeah death maybe tragic
But it's just a thing that happens



And its
So hard to imagine
Like my dad collapsing
Into spasms
Before
They packed him in the
ambulance in transit
To the ******* royal Alex

But like I said
This **** just happens
It's a perfect storm that passes
After the sky has fade from blackness
And the waves no longer crashing
You can Finally Understand
That sometimes this **** just ******* happens

The lesson is my.... love.... its you its for
Pay attention child
I wont ignore
I see your plight
Your joy your love.
More of you in every hug....
The thing we fear
We become....
I will never fear...
In you I trust.....

in his ambitions he sought to conceal something
something beautiful?
something disgusting?
for what need of demons grief and angels pity
he did not know,
he promised his self as eyes turned skyward that
all was going to be under his own device
and so too by his own terms he planned to reveal it.
as light cast a shadow on the ground
he became in doubt of himself
and too surrendering his idea became
impossible.
his ego became more in debt to a lie
that had once made gravity before the
sudden swell of sunlight captured its impossible
inaccuracy
his lie was a fight in time, a burden of impossible
hardship,
so morals were faded and time was discarded
and he drifted, now though, not knowing gravity or sunlight
nor rain, nor flowers, nor the whisper of the wayward wind
and so he left hope at his feet
left his hopes at the hill,
the hill that had seen the days of rain, and shine,
the hill that had the same soil he once embodied
what happened after that
im not sure anyone knows
not even our ill fated hero

Brain on nervous basket case.
Nonandaewa comes from Astral space..
Rattle cages of a rattle snake...
I'd rather be bitten..
Than be victim to this savage game..
Offer tech to save the planet sake...
In exchange for ***
If I succumb. My husband will ******* hate me. Like mother nature
Raises thunder. Once her light escapes becomes. A drunken rage....
Touch my leg. With that in mind.
I'll ******* hunt your face...
My husband got first dibs.
Nothing comes this way.
Unless he has some to say.
But nothing. Is for someone.
When everything he does.
Makes me love this way...

I gotta save the planet.
Though
**** it bro...
Have to say. I'm really happy though...
With how he travels half the globe.
Of space from galaxies unknown
Leaving his happy home..
Just to try and ******* smash me bro..
Sadly no... my answers clear...
I asked you hear. To have this fear..
That the planet i inhabit is badly steered. To damage near beyond repair.. and you have answered me...
With rsvp satisfaction dear...
*** and reproduction from alien abduction. From a bad arrears.
The sadly weird thing is that I have a fear. You don't need me less.
You... *** through. Midnight solstice..
Spin minds and lights of bolts in.
Micro sound unfocused...
So if I don't comply with..
Lying naked so open.. God can notice...
Do you offer help
For one last token...
Is sold in gold... show with something
Mostly poison.. a cloud of fumes..
With... potion flowing clumsy...
Drunk the stumble..
Of funny dancing...
And beyond attraction or even asking...
And time elapsed...
Actions not repeated...
Are not solicited not once more...
And not defeated
Will seal the deal with seasons greetings...
And my eager secret

In the image of a whisper shout.
The verdicts in...
The written script
Of perfect sin... of pillow clouds
Turbulence and turbin men
The versci learned from
dinner crowds.....
Renuka turned the term
From cultural deception
To every Hindu learned the inner proud.... determination of
Reincarnation
Is a universal cloud
Of turning earth and worthy sand
Jnto persons
Inhabited by mother sermon and written down
Bodies in a earthly have
Thirsts by a purpose now... blessed by father Allah... the soul... that curls in metamorphosis
Like baby worm
To butterfly to burning shroud
Turned the **** around

The plant of Moses
And Joseph
The chosen walk of good men
Carrying a task
That the earth may drown
Of all the Sheppard indowd the mercy
Sound
The curtain slams..
And naji staff slams hurled down
Andevery soul on earth has our mercy now....
But once just once interpret christ to judge another
And ill unfurl my drowning
Swirl of girl untill you slurr your words under bursting mounds
Of dirt and burning clouds
Of smoke to swerve in serpent
Scourge... to learn you quick
So no man eill turn me down...
Oh yeah

He's the word around

Steven mother ******* friendzone...
I get the cold winter....
Eyes of coal and ******* toes froze
Beneath a no enter...
Soul eviscerated no goes...
I chose a pro hitter...
Remote control I know the soul enters
Between those cold fingers
Remote control I take the oath.
Of gods holding his soul
In sole possession of her known
Center....
Jo gBlehouse a cold froze winter

Every where they telling you
Everyone is telling you

Listen to the hype track
I'm on the central flow
Faucet water
God father
Mental pros
A con. Denote
The evidence and ghost...
A sentimental ghost
Tribute to the dispute
Of two heads of home
Where did all the sellers go

A seller in a buyers market
Walk the park
And spark it.
Trees for smoking
Feel cathartic

It be pocket margins
Capital investment
Profits.
Not confusing with
Prophet. Psalm Mohammed..
Its a dawn they wanted.
Man they got it
Shock value. Out the socket.
Lights apocalyptic
The talk is chronic vision
Rap assassination
Body chalk in.
Koffins picked out with the  plots for Christmas
Betty crocker with a *** to **** in.
Thats alot now listen
Body wash with hints of chocolate
Fragrant flow
The water faucet is.
Smelling like accomplishments.
But you know that we wanted this

Can the river really flow
Without  deliverance
Apacolypse mountain pine
Dine on what we did with it...
But we aint finished yet
Currency in duffle bags
No gimmick. Christ is in infinite
The ugly way.
The racists act like princes and
Shun away.
The bill with racial pride.
****** up isn't it....

Oh ***** foul
Hannas on the prowl
really  try.... this Billy cyrus
Can vanna white
Get it right... I ..... just
Need to buy a vowel
I'm in the jouls
Of a monster with a purpose
Turning words to detergent
And a mouth full.
Of my fur that.
Turns my growls into howls
Words that ******
And stimulates the bowels
I'm a monster on the prowl
Burn down the whole **** town
Let's get it now

I'm harboring within myself
My secret demons keep
My little letters
Crimson members
Shed the winter fleece
Obituary cemetery
Yeah We rarely speak
Its ******* so *******
Embarrassing...
Aware it's me. Apparently.
The bed we shares
Is meant to be his destiny.
And heaven. Slay some demons
*** he blesses me with
Everything
Sentient attraction
endeavoring hrough  centuries
With medicine.
Weapons and
And his bed of heavens destiny.

I'm in this mode of
Get with all creation.
Swear to God so crazy
******
But I'm always praying.
art of all creation
Sharply lifted
...made with 60
Of the darkest...
parts of Satan.
But God im always praying...

Heaven knows you
My girl dont say those words.
Listen to the willow tree.
My little mini me..
Have the courage
The real inner me
And set your heavens free

Its like a little message
That I try to silence
His code of metal violence
Slow to find it...
Broken
Slow to bind it
Choke the hope of kindness.
Rope of smoke
And lines which
Fill my nose with highness
Searching those
Like minded. Close to blindness
In a vote of silence.
I show in . The rose
Which grows in dryness
*** the other roses
Sold as priceless.
So you buy which
Knows farmers diet.
Mine knows darker climate
Final eyes that
Shine like fire giants...
You should *******  try it...

Heaven knows you
My girl dont say those words.
Listen to the willow tree.
My little mini me..
Have the courage
The real inner me
And set your heavens free

Baby boy shed the sheepskin
Find peace in
Final resting place.
Heavens gate. Tender sleep....
Send me down
Round the babies keep
And let her sleep
Tenderly.
Render me. The center
Of your memory
Forsake me not
I will Take my shot

Please *******  fail me not.

I inherited  the atmosphere
So really thanks alot.
But poison is in plume
So doom
Is on the breaking talk.
Pavement talks
Wait alot
For change....
Or at least
To ******* . take a shot.

Heaven knows you
My girl dont say those words.
Listen to the willow tree.
My little mini me..
Have the courage
The real inner me
And set your heavens free

Internal birth
With words that serve like
Searched for courage
I determine im the mother birth
Of the all first
Child of man father of the universe
Atmosphere
Which happened first??

Andy Sandberg
Been saying he's gone **** my mom
Since I transmitted messages
To manage  work...
Stage burst jordan gablehouse
Shouted from the day we learned
taming space and time
While Michael made me
Say the words
I love you
Turning pages into
God to change me
made me pregnant birth...
Discover that I may be worth.
The title of first Lady
Maybe hence forth after
Babies birth
And God is steven...
I learned to share him
Since I murdered
Every crazy girl he made his world
In separate fantasy
Than the space of traveling
And the hurt of mercenary
Permanence thats pertanent
To none but brandy
His wife which I learned
Is family and we may sandwiched
She and me to lay in certainty
With her and he...
Needing of my perfect seed..
And our perfect dreams....
Now I'm facing... urgency
With curtain scenes....
Of current needs...
That change burden
From a learning team
To burn currency
In exchange for earth
Space and birth.
Of change he's making me....
Take my words...
omega make me
Step like egg shells
In the nursery....
While faintly placing
Faith in the chosen
Ones to disturb we
On the holiday
Where we further share
Our bed
With the men and women
In our circle that
Search for God
His wife
And ****** scene
Of perverted *****
And blurry dreams....

Now I'm scared I scramble..
Handle on a violin
Violet shades of time
Before the lions den
God breaks my
Silent chin
And changes primal
Parts to match
His kind of women...
That makes life and time
Exist with in the voice
Devoid of silence...
And I left out so much details
But I'm final its...
My life or my ******
Try n break this time
And I exist...

Collision course of this orbit.
****. I'm torn.
Worn and pouring my soul in.
My heart is a merchant
You had stolen
More than gold. From my storage.
With no guard to enforce it
My love is enormous.
And the source. Is overflowing
And gorgeous
Rivers of hope. And love.
But the haters ignore this.
I'm ugly ina way.
But I got love in my corners
So before I go and talk on
Concerts fame and hip hop award shows.
May I be reminded of.
How I divorced myself from.
That form of microphone mortal distortion.
But cant escape the horror show.
I've been placed in collisional orbit.

Do you bring your life into chaos
Simply for the understanding of a person..
Or do masks fade intentions change
Dynamics flip and chaos reign...

Love can be a simple promise
Its critical. To ****
The foundation... built of skill
Talk your interests
Its a simple process....
Care your original intention
Dont give extra promise...
*** it fades or interests change
Straight pass dog... you get **** list toxic....
Dont gaslight... if its purely
***... assure the body contract...
From merge of contact
Dont hit it and ****** the process...
Call her out ***... she's crazy
And restart the topic
Than be
Sleezing on the market prospects..
Or lying when in wanting of her best friend chocolate on it...
*** if you slip and hit mission accomplish...
She might body you next to Kim Kardashians father...
Speaking of transition
addictions to is tough
To carpet... the bare floor doesn't burn.
So is luxury worse than
What you started bargain....
Bare floor make look
Pour but if you love her does bare bones have a loss in currency....
Is he worth it momma...
Once you get past all the fake ****
Masks begin to scar up..
Take me off 3 months in...
See a different charm...
Or lack there of..
That may pervade your cottage..
Condo or your charmed apartment...
So if after 3 months of
All the red light tick tape
If his shapes ok...
***** great... she's still flame..
You set commitment rate...
You label out how far you'll go
Is a future in the scope of want...
**** ok... than dont get straight into wedding dates.. infatuation is inflation
You know capitalism isn't a winning pace... slow down... hold her close
Tell her slowly where your coming from...
And ladies if your unsure of commitment dont blush and make the brother run....
Once you move in communicated unison...
Let loose and plan events
For the two of you to do at once...
For gods sake dont let him wonder
If you love him... not ******* even once...
And men don't ******* cheat her love...
*** women as beautiful as they evil love....

Living in the glory God...
I feel amiss.. its mercy stationed...
Its hurts my nature..
But curves my greatness...
Feeling worthless. .
And less than sacred...
Because im second place? Yeah What is this?
Set it straight. And beg forgiveness...
I'm less than great..
But my decision..
Is to make or break... my final wishes...

Foreshadow deez nuts.
Gimme the loot.
Burn the pages.
Refuse. To show the lake inside
My makings to get naked...
Hate me for a second save it.


Mood like satan with a paper cut...
A dangerous ****.
With weapons made for
Circumcisions.
*****. Your not made for greatness.
Never made the cut.


Exhausted with this coffin
Fume that feels rotten.
In my tainted lungs.

***** make me ***.
I leave  to Bangladesh.
*** I'm in danger.
Where I'm staying cuz.

Break it down with the first word.
In alphabetical order.
Just to say your dumb.

A. B.itch.can.eat.*******.greatness.
Hell. I justify. Killing lame ****
My never ending. Oppressive
Prozac queen resuccitate. So save it
Tough. U villain ****. The rest
Can **** my ******* ****.

Mind your ps and qs
Young lady.
If your assumption is your sick...
Drug induced erotica. A scrumptious.
Vain that makes you itch....
Talking ****.

Bout to admit it.. confessional chess game...
I got rookie intentions.. you pawn blame.. on my late knights...
And queen head games
Your the king of the head games
Get some things set str8
cant get my ambition...
To embody a vision
Like bishop. Finish the check mate
And you crawl in a finished
Progression.
Taxi cab camera.
Invested in truth.. that suits bone chilling ruthlessly savage
Of tactics switch like fabrics.
From my lingerie always wet and
Smelly like cat nip...
Its like a clock is ticking to a time warp.
With a puma habit for consuming the track ****...
But you said I'm little in stature..
Wait man you going to get that str8
Little man with a bad name...
Give your snare some practice
*** i hit rhythms like a little boy
You had to hit with a diss train
**** on your little boy *** your
B rabbit and im the lizard
With a ****. And a **** stain...
I forgive. I didn't know either.
Lets get both our **** straight...
*** you got kick snares
I got big dares.
Truth I started the kick plate...
*** i was hiding my existence..
Like back door politicians
In a tight race...
While cleaning up the mind games..
And acknowledging. The
Dying days of supremacy
Of the white race.
We got a life change.
With optic vision. A decision
Color blind shades...
Like its only economics that raise the ******* crime rate....
Struggle comes from slavery...
But I still hide my mind frame...
From his try me suicide
Ride with with whole grain
As I ride the ****** night train..
Do or die babe....

Never knowing I say *******...
First than you.
Buy it with interest. At A prime rate..
And I find out my plot.
Was inner silence.
Screaming for your mind face...
In an obsession
With your shine like diamonds
In a light scape..
Mi waste is supply vibes.
That guys crave
But good luck getting between
My legs...
My past is slutty. But I promised buddy...
I would try it no matter how my inhibitions not my way
I guess I'm ambivalent to fate...
*** you feel miles and
Doubting heads pace
*** i don't think youll decide. Me do or die babe...
**** myself in heaven... impala doors
Ooh suicide rate..
Open up the new place... i furnished
With my true taste...
nothing on my mind...
But point of view.. my children... God and you babe...
So say no matter what we'll love each other even from the sidelines...
If god changes my true shape...
And life bends thought...
Mood and attitude... to separate
Our sides... oh well.. im ok with cruel fate...... just to let you know im true safe... and won't do something stupid
*** i ruined my due date...
**** it. Lets. Lose it... shoestring..
Like turning a new page...
I'll body you someday.
If you dont want me back...
**** my ****..
Removing ms. From my weapon of doomsday...
*** you know im a dude hey....
With luce wires.. wreckless past
And maybe two screws straight...
If i can't have you ill go rambo
And massacre. Your roommate
And  plan a due date
With wrapping you in a blue bag

Husqvarna chainsaw.
Dont play dog...
Arms like a drake song
Make you wanna ****** date charge
Say on.. im a clap on.
Clap off. But to make it brake all...

Heir to the kingdom
Naji in a great planet...
I'm the grey magnet.
That makes mister grey look like a pain bandit
running from
Camp sack your package exchange havr it...exact it.
Into trans gender fem tactics...
I'm break a leg.
And feelings into break sadness.

those are gone,
those little sparkling blues
in a bag
the green on the ashtray
and the white on the plate


those are gone
now left in between
is this dance with doctors
and the addiction team
with no sign of beating
odds im befuddled
strangling puddles
of my own
and rain is more than I can take

with words like venom
your lies
a destiny of hope
hiding behind
the smoke in your nose
and the pills in your throat

Reconciliation with gender prejudice
Tactics.
Generation of crackhead.
Turned to pay taxes.
Get jobs back at it..
And smooth out like wax is...

Turtle power. For my little ninjas
Never call em ******
We bigger in the *******.
Let compassion be the winner.
For my instrumental hitters
And my little kidda with the wishes...

Mercy to the vatos...
Legalize the narcos.
And swerve like the suburban
To suburban nostrils...
Get the addict a hospital..
Get em cleaned up and watchful.
So only moderate users
Pay out there pockets for contra.
Jobs on the spot though
For rehab cons we want bro...
*** every job creates taxes
And taxes bring jobs yo....
Incarcerstion like taxes
Wasted on teaching men
How to be macho...
Rehab those cons and you dont gotta
Watch out bro...
*** once a man starts to build
He dont want to stop no....

Freeze hell... we well... see me fail...
Ima be free will... like three cons that never see jail...
Break down the deception for a free scale... of gabriel... the safety claim of dream vale...
Towak scripted in the living of a shadow with a clean pale...
We need shay to save three braids from Anglo Saxon... racist radical fashion... grab life in imagination and recycle sadness for happiness
In a planet of bat ****....

the voices they ring inside of me
tiny voices
droplets collecting on spiders weaves

little voices
like howls in war or dancing snares
little voices
of loved ones,,,,  gone that are always there
little motion
of poetry that speaks to me
i guess you know that
its beyond the things the eye can see

when all else fails
i turn to love

still dont know why in hell
i shove myself into a tiny locker
when im mad dont know
why the **** i bother

thiis is hell
the song i hear but cannot touch
taste and smell
the ******* feeling that i cant give up
mine as well
be victim to its frozen clutch
this end i say
this end i say its,,,,  to much,,,,, enough

Last moral discussion
For the devotion of my angels
Is soltero... the soul of hembero
Invero.. the stair of my swear form
Eyes that glare in
Raining... star glare in warfare...
For acceptance of a partnership
With Satan..  angel Olsen...
Willow star staring... beauty....
Eclipse... impart to tear.. the destruction
Down of cosmic heirarch its a  start
Where...  we must start there
Darkness is to linger
Understood not judged..
My angel Olsen child of dark mare
Must be safe... to vibrate on wavelengths... me not all share...
But I'm the woman of her birth
And I love her heart bare..
Raw and leading up
To raw emotion scars and hard glares
From false Christians
In my sons image
Like his hearts there
And not tying heart tears...
In cosmic arms carrying the load
Of fallen arms bared
By once love comrades
Of the gods flare
Were all scared
But people look beyond
Our human ambush
******* start there

Illuminate the tired dogs
To fluently script it
With my ninja kilogram Dylan
Solar aggression
Of a polar reflection
Temperament of embryo
To perfection we glisten
Icy rocks... cross the list off
*** we keeping it Christian...
Television means dog ****...
Process your talk ****
On the network...
Than set your feed to
Lace your game to get her
In the back seat
Taxi
Let her... mentor your ****** tempor
Its a rental for the weekend
Smoke some ******...
And put your mental interception
Into wet work....
*** his mother ******* legs hurt...
Steven is in your debt sir...
*** you get her...
He sees her sweat shirt...
In the back porch...
Facts spoke...
******* smashed bro
in a smash and grab.
Kinda grab go....
Let the back bone be the last bone
You break before she has her last moan....
God we got a last moan...
She's a whiner we love her *** though

Angels and demons

11,October,2020 by Jordan gablehouse

Losing smoke loads of a soul blown

Emoticons that plague man...

Exploding in emotions from

A closing door... some open sores...

With shadows of a cold war....

The lore of angels...

Satan... more like spirit torn report cards

Into ascension in gods blessing

Or descending into dead lords.

Punishment for guess match...

Judgment of our men's war....

From the voice of born

Invention of the universe...

Alphas old sore belly *** his angels

Were so morphed into a form of dissention 

That the lords there invented warfare...

So time had seen the born hate....

Warned fate would store there ripped core in wavelengths unknown...

By alphas morbid warned date....

As time became the sworn fate

And lore states.. that mother bore hate to deliver torn fated gordanes. To a warm place as forgiveness to alphas pore grace...

He so loathed his children swarming war tanks...

So he was told to make the treaty...

Only two be seeded.. in the told date... that unity would be formed in angels from a boy that bore a cold race of men that crucified his whole weight...

So the free will of men could break the shored face of future born race... of angels demons... and eclipse of torment for a sure grace

Who am I.
Not thinking suicide.
I want this life with love eloping
Soon as I... can move this
*******. Celestial
Grooming time.
With foolish very.
Mood lit.
Muted conversations
Happening with you and I...
You knew this time.
My love was not a hemi sphere
Its circling.
Your atmosphere
And as it nears.
You make me
Look like dancing
Pictographs
Collages of every smile
That made you tear...
My mate is here.
You can face your fear.
And join my heart.
In every memory.
You never seen.
The deer and rabbits.
Run from foxes.
Never need. To stop it.
*** I want you to end the hunt
With my body.
In your jaws.
And my soul. Nourishing.
Your happiness.
My man. Let's hear it for the boy.

Immaculate conception
Primal threat detection
Mind progression into
Time perception
Noise reduction.
Senses into depths of memory
Retention. With a slight aggression
Problem no lesson
Could correct him..

Nonandaewa.
Scary *** with weapon
Of a **** in detriment.
To pelvis flesh and
Sacred name of
Elvish flesh and
Teach us tech and
Make steven jealous.
But he must understand
We need this medicine.
Weapons and inventions

Poetic justice for a promise to the bigoted..
This racial in equality.. divergence.
Has been scripted *****.. the promise for my children's crib..
Is limitless
Should inherit valued truths.
Not lies politics ****** disentary ignorance...
With masks and motives hid...
While I'm devoting this poem.
Hoping Biden gets the bid
And ******* fixes it...
You witless *****
Are runny like reindeer
After exctacy and Christmas hits..
So capitalism riddled emptiness
Consumes our every sentient
Existlessness.

Developing a personal shift in.
my personal prison
And this perfect existence
With worthless decisions..
Externally driven
Urges and girly decisions.
Worthy intentions
To leave  earthly possessions.
As long as my birth.
Is the learning curve in this lesson...
I'll keep serving up
Words. Like I ****** a sentence.
And cut my nerves
At the endings.
My surgeon mixes gas.
Straps on my mask
I go out.
Like a stain with certain
detergents....
Wake up a brand new person
Yeah right
Its never arriving...
I'm not worth it....
I have no courage...
And there's word
I might not survive it.....

Let's not kid ourselves.
The world is nearly dead.
It's a monster rearing its head.
Like a fear we share and ****...
It's a terror in our dreams
The invention of a lamb
Forgive the sinners
Contaminate
Give magistrate its hand
Paying tithes to what's becoming
A most lucrative bread and butter scam.
Religion was a way of putting walls around a feeling and.
Committing man to an illusion.
Of monogamy. Probably.
To make concrete his *******  wedding band....
Now its 2019
And the devil is more understood.
Than an abacus summing math
That you can actually understand
Even impaired on **** and adavan


Our planet is a trash can...
A hazmat call away from toxic trash...
It's like a plastic ball.
From ****** wrappers
That you bought
*** the generic brand
Gives you a ******* body rash.....
And it's a hot dog stand
Away from folding like
A shotty hand
At poker.
Like the river....
can't come to wash our bodies way
Fast enough to save this winter
I bet if you went back and time and warned ******.
He would starve in Russian winter.
And perform a medical incision.
To his own dome.
With a shiny pistol.
He woulda went back for a second time and applied to get in.
Art school...
God bless the little things could been a little different

So difficult to find.
Truth. When inside the waters muddy
Always prayers and thoughts.
And Hope's.
Being alone and with nobody.
Till you found me.
I'd like to say something.
I never saw it coming.
I'm a girl inside a body.
That feels manly. Unkempt and ugly.
But the world has shown me something.
That what I thought inside of me was so  ugly.
Actually turned out to be.... well....
Pretty ******* funny.....
There it is. So scarcely lit before.
I ignored my tummies rumbling....
I needed truth.
But I was using the wrong trading points as money....
Currency. Like promises... fall short
Of realizations in becoming....
I was raised as a boy...
But now I'm trying to be somebody...
My uncle has finally passed
From a cancer
Battle raged and body ******...
But heaven is a perfect place...
I'll see you there.. ten four rubber ducky... love ya unky... best ******* buddies.....

wonder if vinny paz is like me
A matrix broken into fragments
To frightening to address
And mind like pacing timing....
That leaves lights inside the basement
Blinding...
A mind that keeps. Ways of finding
Honesty
Untill your conscience
Is haunted
And  stained from lying....
That's why her babies in the basement crying....
Maybe neurological. Neglect...
Dissect. A bug.  A business
And a model citizen.
What the ******* get....
The only difference is different
Legs.
Aside from dopamine.
And serotonin spreads....
Fair to know of comparisons.
*** business men have little legs....
Crooked little tax evading
Job creating **** stained
Polos in a sweater vest....

But never mind I've strayed
From concentrated topic....
Feel like your head is detached
From actions. Simple as talking
Eating breathing walking or being conscious ..
Cogs inside a sleeve. Little reels.
That need these constant watchmen...
Trans affairs. Like I'm so rare.
My steak doesn't even come blood clotted....
**** the life I left behind.
*** this new ones looking awesome

Losing this investment in a trade
With destiny... but recipe the simple wise... the river ties... its flow to two feet... two sweet... Tucci guy....
The music high...
Of pupil eyes.. that doom the rise...
Of hatred *** they
Knew my mind....
Whatever lose it. Find the body of a subject... dysfunction... at the luncheon... where I **** my life...
Buckets of love...
Carried by Leon ....love that stomach size...
I carry love in scrumptious wonder pies...
Like thunder in your mother's cries...
Wonder why... and stay in circle
Of other minds....
Never Stumble drunk
The thunder monk. Of mother mind.
So Leon says discover the love that she hides and say **** them other guys...
She comes surprised...  with drumming circle... hunger prize...
For two bucket guys that sacrifice the loving prize.... love those guys

In heart. I'm so simple
I'm not complex
I believe in trust....
And it ***** me up
When people cut
Me deep enough
For blood....
I act like I'm so
Invisible
You cant see me when I blush
But my cheeks
Are always red
And my teeth
Are freezing to the touch
I believe in
Hugs
But i need drugs
More than
That sweet and healing touch
Only recieved from
People that you love...
I'm so deeply needing
Something
To free me from
This demon and his clutch
That I plead victor
In the card game
So you dont ******* see my bluff...
But you dont ******* see that stuff
A decade
Was to long. Too keep a secret
That's been
Eating at my gut..
So **** what you believe
Come and ask me
What the **** is up
With all this secret ****** up stuff

Talking positive.
I got a lotta life.
My energy on up
Despite. My childhood
Filled with pain and strife
A middle ground established
In collab. With things
You  sniff at night...
A little love entwined
With vision
Till you get it right...
It is a bitter fight.
Like hoping for a way to make you
Find your fight.
It's never freeze you need to **** or fight or hold the light

Sun gasm.
Some ashes
And some alize Hennessy
Makes magic
**** passion
Tugeye rugged stud with plastic
Paper making kites
Flying through traffic
Like prison communication
And radio static...
Imbuned with human immaculate
Like answers to
Match it....
Marilyn manson...
Tear at the fabric....
Misjudged in your image
I'm aware of the tactics
Celebrity fashion...
The ego of damaged...
We go.. slam off this canyon...
And ram into Odin...
Oh know than...
Don't panic just break out
The stash of the banook...
Dancing with astro
Make. With heavy foot
Planted in gas foot...
Like **** it our grass roots...
Sad its bad. And
We understand you....
There's a devide in the class room
While the school
Labels miss hashtules class room
A waste case of **** straps
Entitled brats who
Spew gas fumes...
After they exit the classroom
When the school district...
Makes more mistakes...
Than Freddy Krueger...
Evading insomniac hotel
Wifi password. Is
Going to pass soon....
We need gas like a bad mood....
I know its your land dude...
But starving us out...
Aint the answer...
If i was there I would ask you...
But I suppose it's just my view...
A welders seed...
And a thought of unity in the class room...
Overall I hate bitumen...
But better men...
Will eventually raise science
To new levels....
Like the waves and the bad moon.

Forever we are
Limitless in the glory...
The beginning
Of his...
Unfinishing story....
We may hide from his truth
He has given before thee.....

My naji.
I see you in forever. Like waves upon sand.
The most and more we...
We offer our hand....
The more we find which
We dont understand....
And glory to God
Which bares forever the heavens.
Your plan is our blessing....
When man becomes man.
And we see forever in heaven
Mana from heavens
The joy of a lifetime.
Weapons of war broken.
Like shards of
Death in its life line.....
I ask of you god.
Forsake me never to fall from
His might i...
Could never sustain a loss like that in
Consecutive lifelines....

Self destruction unnecessary
Subject of a cemetary
Obituary written
Before december in my memory
Tears like oceans in
A sun light shining
Life that leaves its touch
On my face.
Love so much I cant stomach
This much love
At once that's why I wasn't
Much a fan of jesus
Believe my trusts bad
To be tough and dumb
At once is like
Telling a rainbow to change colours
*** your not much a blue or blush red
Fan is kinda ****** man
Touch of god like blood inside my bust line bout to bust man
No need to name the squad I entrusted
With my dumb plan
Equation an attraction of the sum of one and one making offspring in the spring onset after winter tore the last bit of suntan. From your *** and.
Madison your dumb and.
Love you like strippers love a drunk man. Still gunna badly ******* up man
Mom I'm something of a **** up.
But you love that so pray this actually happens or ima be some mad.
Dylan your my buddy.
Love that your dumb as ****
Like Donald Trump and Trudeau tryna **** hands. I'll **** your mouth like when your tooth brush and your tongue do the *** dance.
Thatswhats up man.
Cherry your a stun *****.
Run *****.
I'm bout burn you
With the power of the sun man.
Get a sun tan.
Tugeye. And show me where your *** at.
Make fun of every dumb gag I used to save my *******.
So stupid I'm a **** bag.
Steven your a love bag
Touch you like a ***** floats from the bottom of my *** bag. You ******* *** rag.
Darcy you ******* fun bag love you like a *** needs ****** to numb his ******* blood veins.
Ricky your a ***** in drag. I'll ******* like a *** slave. You love a little *** but your assumption is you'll be a dumb ***.
Who am I forgetting you bums dime a dozen I prolly forgot.
Love you lots you ******* thots I hope you rot. You ******* shot me from my spot on top my self esteem that got me so hot I'm actually not it means I need you in a fun way.
So **** it let's get dumb faced

Want my people beside me.. Fighting injustice
Trust this love to endure.
I was trusted with an Angel's touch
This much you must trust to be sure.
In fear. Of leaving.
Jo keep breathing your love is untouchably pure....
My family is a lingering love.
Presence. So much becoming
My hunger. For an ungrudgeable cure
Something
Inside the rumblings
Your disgusted I'm sure...
Aware that nothing can be ingested
With more un discussable fear
It's a tonic
By god you've got it...
It's not something to fear...

Mother beside me
Brother drunken with tears
Sister baby daughter
Little brother covered with tears
Family disconnected
But comfortably wierd
In our fears
Dont mention turn of fate
Soon as something appears
Take back the hate that filled my heart
And run with the years
Love you to death.
See it's not something to fear

Supposed to be a female...
We know..
the *******
Truth in lack of better words
Transgender meta human...
Consuming moon
Impeccable...
intentional
3 letter word..
Sin
full metaphor...
Number criminal
If he read it first

Ate a big 6 in
69
10-4
Copy
Sloppy  mouthful
But he get it first....

Its delirious fanatics
That claim Jordan's raw dog.
Get body bags and sawn offs
Its puzzle pieces.
We are all gone
Struggle thesis
From the hunter season
Team watch dog
I slum the demon. Hungry for the all female.
Trouble breathing.. what talk dog
Yeah thats steven.
Clear the freezing dreams
From your evening clock watch...
Breathing like eternity.
His dont stop thats mine to stop dog...
Seeing everything.
But cemetery memories are blocked off.
And he's my ******* man so don't try to **** block...
Or get knocked off...

Ride into the sunset.
Like karaoke pony
Tony got me hoping
There'll be more than blow that I'll be blowing.....
Just kidding. ******* dont know me.
My Yoda strong. Expose you phonies.
You cant ride for free on my bologna
So  dont you shoplift where the **** your going.....
Not to cross dress. Simply maybelline
Her auras simply glowing...
Like a disco light. A strobe type flash.
And my pants. Get attracted
To your fabric
Let's get this mashup going......
Katy Perry
Lady gaga
And some dude with a massive *****
A face not close to want to show me in the morning.
Like your grandma's stories of her first lesbian kiss
When the world was torn and warring...
Tiny dancer. **** me faster.
Call me goat girl
Looking baaaaaad and ***** for her master
I imagine your my daddy.
While I plant a flower called two lips. (Tulips)
Does that make daddy happy
**** this **** you ******* warned me.
What my imagination.
Does when I get boring
Slow my ***** little *******
From practically escaping to a **** scene

A Devine listening.
Of trippy artifacts and papers...
An artform
Transferred into books on tape....
pragmatic
Saviours..
A feeling made to make a gangster. Feel his greater nature...
Glowing hearts.
ramblings of a sinner..
That shape
The grayness that's still left in winter...
A bitter tongue.
The mic
Like satan's innards... entrails dinner....
A failing game that plays the master.
Against new beginners.
Without a foolish filter.
I make snapchat
Means suit aces
And a duece for kicker...

Creative genius.
Left the room.
No soon.
Too soon.
We thought the habit
Leached and drew.
A poisoned wound.
But none knew.
Just what the **** youd come to do.
You changed the world.
Accept it.
Your made for excellence.
Not second best and.
If your fed up.
Make your mind become.
A messenger of truth.
In place of critics. Fakes.
And jesters...
Blessed is the hunter.
Keep my brother safe. If he loves her.
Give them comfort.
Help. The studder in my veins.
Impart the arch Angel's gabriel. To lift me up n give their  wonders
Come from rumblings.
Of hunger.
In the den of Odin's offspring.
Give me. Glares of wildfire
Come from lightning
In the summer.
But make it known.
My throws of toxic body odours.
Are the keeper of the dungeons
Wonders.
My body. Reeks of *** and slumber.
Peek obsession.
Bleed the demons. That live under
Covers. While my stomach suffers.
**** it. I'm the last to know it...
It's a mass emotion.
I display the world. My joy devotion.
In Hope's I'll make it out
In fact. And grow a set of ****
You witless *****.
Your still the **** we know it

I tried listen
I felt my mind tripping
Times different
With your moterfucking mind slipping
I opened up my scars and it
Was hard **** it.
Lines sniffing
Hard manic.
Large panic

Call myself leotard  ******.
Craigslist ads. For hard banging.
Crisco lard and hard banook.
**** inside a card gamble
hard hand it
Wasn't just
The cards planted
Played em like bizarre planned it
Proof I was
Alone. Inside a hard habit.
Drugs and ***. **** who's next.
Rumor to suggest
Im a goof who loses moves
But I refuse to lose at ***
Fuses in my head.
Abused with ***** ups n neglect.
******* who is next...
Your too your death....


Listen man the road is shady
There's no proof
Go with your cards baby
Its in the cards baby
Maybe Play en large maybe.
You can say your large scale one day
As part of a way to repay me
For these bars baby....


Came up hard headed
Drug debted.
**** direction steppin
Sold drugs. But when it.
Was all wasted
On my drug habit.
Psych hospital
Blood  damage
******* it
Trans status. But I'm hard handed
Just like God planned it
Beat the odds and it.
Make it out. Accepted now
****** frenic
Hard handed
With some hard banook.

Coming up is everything
But rap is not the only way
Rez kids ghetto kids.
Learn to raise your grades
Get straight a's
Get careers. Safe ***
No drugs and pain
The tears of rain.
Only window pain
And drip until. It hits and drains.

leave me be
in my semi transparent serenity"""""
its rare for me to be this honest
and ive found that truth is not the enemy"""""
apparently,
its clean fresh air
good food that just may be the remedy"""""
but instead,
im cooped up here
amidst my scatterbook of memories.""""

love is not the cause
nor is my heart a mighty victor////
ive been living in a void
with my head fit tightly in the *******////
but its me whos got to be
the type to shift ....////
my mortal gaze,,,,,
onto something more
important than the narcotics that I crave ,,,,,

Devilish with Tyler moose
*******
Skyward view
Positive like testing Molly usage
At motley crue...
Give proper dues...
To change from ***** and lazy shoes.
Methamphetamine
Ketamine and native braids that hanged his noose...
Now unfadable like tracing hatred back to days of racism.
******* and loose screws in
The atmosphere of jail blues....
Happy prase true for Tyler moose
And great moods...
Jordan gablehouse changed views
Perceptive as a leg fume from fire in the same mood....  same fire
Different flame dude
Hell ******* change you...

Safe haven for luxury ghetto...
Deluxe come from
Love.. in hunny meadows
with loss in
Family... **** it.. ****** up
Mummy needs cuddles
And a hug and never let go
I see runny puddles
Of ******* tears
Crumbling  from krissay
In sunny meadows
King her son the thunder
Drumming in sunny settled...

Talk about girls

Party variety supplies in traffic transit...
Back to town.. in tiny powder blasted...
Plastic wrapped.. count Dracula
On backwards from 3 grams
To empty package....
Two ha ha..
And one ha ha...
Steven I won't evade my life of madness....
I portray immaculate attraction
But I'm drenched in contraband...
Demonstrous plans... and see it has unravelled

So I'm turning female
Wish dad could have seen his daughter....
Shes cool. And wild.
Like river water..
Next to leaves of autumn.
Changing. Stories.
Like a man. In question under
Lawmen. Lawless from the state.
Now saying. Honest better.
Shes a solemn. Golden spec
In Alaskan rush.
Who learned a mans touch
From her father..
As a boy. Confused.
Bewildered. In a gender.
Not belonging. To his
Posture ever....
Now the leaves have thawed
And summers. Clock.
Is long as her hair..
Mocassins. And bear skin sweater.
All together. But her hearts not leather.
It's a butterfly. In flight.
Sometimes clumsy
Like a toddler.
Making songs
By banging pots together.
Dad. You brought this weather.
Spring was fast.
My bodies. Better.
Love your heart.
Modesty. And proof of ****.
You knew you loved my mom
More than any other star could ever.
Make a wolf sigh.
And cry to the moon.
You knew why I brought you this letter.
Hope it makes it better

Listening to the madness swirl
In echoes. Drifts
The plastic world.
Constant like autopsy
Thats the anatomy girl
Wrapping powder pearls
Twirl his finger
And he has it girl
But hed be nothing with out his girl
*** she's bomb like
Flowery burning
Showering flurries
She's coming down but she's out this world....