Forever we are
Limitless in the glory...
The beginning
Of his...
Unfinishing story....
We may hide from his truth
He has given before thee.....

My naji.
I see you in forever. Like waves upon sand.
The most and more we...
We offer our hand....
The more we find which
We dont understand....
And glory to God
Which bares forever the heavens.
Your plan is our blessing....
When man becomes man.
And we see forever in heaven
Mana from heavens
The joy of a lifetime.
Weapons of war broken.
Like shards of
Death in its life line.....
I ask of you god.
Forsake me never to fall from
His might i...
Could never sustain a loss like that in
Consecutive lifelines....

Reconciliation with gender prejudice
Tactics.
Generation of crackhead.
Turned to pay taxes.
Get jobs back at it..
And smooth out like wax is...

Turtle power. For my little ninjas
Never call em ******
We bigger in the *******.
Let compassion be the winner.
For my instrumental hitters
And my little kidda with the wishes...

Mercy to the vatos...
Legalize the narcos.
And swerve like the suburban
To suburban nostrils...
Get the addict a hospital..
Get em cleaned up and watchful.
So only moderate users
Pay out there pockets for contra.
Jobs on the spot though
For rehab cons we want bro...
*** every job creates taxes
And taxes bring jobs yo....
Incarcerstion like taxes
Wasted on teaching men
How to be macho...
Rehab those cons and you dont gotta
Watch out bro...
*** once a man starts to build
He dont want to stop no....

those are gone,
those little sparkling blues
in a bag
the green on the ashtray
and the white on the plate


those are gone
now left in between
is this dance with doctors
and the addiction team
with no sign of beating
odds im befuddled
strangling puddles
of my own
and rain is more than I can take

with words like venom
your lies
a destiny of hope
hiding behind
the smoke in your nose
and the pills in your throat

Poetic justice for a promise to the bigoted..
This racial in equality.. divergence.
Has been scripted *****.. the promise for my children's crib..
Is limitless
Should inherit valued truths.
Not lies politics ****** disentary ignorance...
With masks and motives hid...
While I'm devoting this poem.
Hoping Biden gets the bid
And ******* fixes it...
You witless *****
Are runny like reindeer
After exctacy and Christmas hits..
So capitalism riddled emptiness
Consumes our every sentient
Existlessness.

Steven your a ***** ***
I'm a elaborate
With damaging accuracy
You love me thats why
Your mad at me..
You never noticed me prior
That was so saddening.
Happily be wed. We could practically
Be ******* king and queen
Human beings. With no human greed.
Life is like a movie scene...
Beauty in the heart of you and me...

This devil inside me.
Is a rhyming machine)))
Hyenas
On coke and gun powder
Deprived since 19..)))
I ride for the dream)))
I'm guilty of much...
At 23 I got arrested
For giving another species
my stuff.....
I watched ******* ****....
And that led to erections....
Neural pathways
Carved from pleasure???
Compounding shame and aggression...
Mired in internal loathing
Void of any normal intentions.....
I broke social connection....
Started smoking ****. In my room.
To cope "no motive direction"...
Consumed by social skews.
That denoted attention
While promoting grotesque.
Blurs of truth.
And outright. Lies and terms.
Of jokes and invention)))))))......
I gave birth to misdirection
Mood lighting
And hence quips...
Like in the future.
I'll make manure
Into newer ways
To remove the head from your neck *****....
I dropped a **** on 7th street
But dropped a **** on your head *****

Funny thing is I'm putting ****** like cryptic subtle subliminal into this.
But any genius with a degree in hand jobs from the pharmacology of the CIA with a reading book could tell the way I put words together is like a punk *****. Clean conscious having *** lil Hama ******

Break it down for a second
Spare me obnoxious
She wants me lying in conscious
Kept in the transgender  closet...
I bring my want into gods lips
Its hot and humid
The crop of ****** chocolate filled tropics...
While dropping designs for a pocket held mom im learning on phonix
So ******* like her
understand electronics
Learn how to stop all the talk **** learn what a mom is....
And promise the world to start a new process
She holds the flame for a cosmic
Twitch and thinks she's so hot ****...
I get her steven irwin
And compare her to crock ****....

While steven irvine is everything
I'm in love with his new life.
Settled down with a new wife...
Gave up crime...
Who the **** knew right....
I love that kid to death...
Soon I... see his heart as a fuel light
For the earth to birth new
Rights... soon life will boom
I consent him to rule high....
While she loses her fool mind
.....

Lets be honest ***...
I'm best done
As trans playing dress up
You best run
To stick ball... you hit the mud I wish you the best luck....
I'm more into chess club
By knight im a queen. My king
Is at my command... so don't pawn that ring you got from your man...


I'm confused by my own wants ***
You hold power and sway...
But my transition
Is firm as a ***** is a *****...
Relay the mechanics...
I dont think that your gay
I'll have a ******
What more you want me to say....
I love men im addicted
To mister dorien grey...
And pain come to pleasure
I'm sorely the same....
So forget why you border
On morbid insane...
And reorder your life
And ignore all the pain

On the prowl for a persistent thought
Evading shady spots.
Graves of gablehouse vacation names
On rocks... sunshine take your shot
And pick your plot...
I'm not picky. For the friction.
But your existence. Is the vision I want.... *** your friction is
A different condition
Of hot...
Like slim Jim's and grocery tellers...
A carbon calorie over load...
And a million wishes
For the tip you give to the teller...
Like pictures of the develope
Only make smoke in the cellar....
Give it to me and I'll give
You it better..
Forever... penniless..  and focused together...
Here's my hope for whatever...
Wrote this note with
A smoke left. And a hope of forever...
Broke in the smoking cellar
But growing to heaven.
But its oh no im slowly broken
In absence of your
Devotion and pleasure...
Hope we grow old together

Collision course of this orbit.
****. I'm torn.
Worn and pouring my soul in.
My heart is a merchant
You had stolen
More than gold. From my storage.
With no guard to enforce it
My love is enormous.
And the source. Is overflowing
And gorgeous
Rivers of hope. And love.
But the haters ignore this.
I'm ugly ina way.
But I got love in my corners
So before I go and talk on
Concerts fame and hip hop award shows.
May I be reminded of.
How I divorced myself from.
That form of microphone mortal distortion.
But cant escape the horror show.
I've been placed in collisional orbit.

Bout to admit it.. confessional chess game...
I got rookie intentions.. you pawn blame.. on my late knights...
And queen head games
Your the king of the head games
Get some things set str8
cant get my ambition...
To embody a vision
Like bishop. Finish the check mate
And you crawl in a finished
Progression.
Taxi cab camera.
Invested in truth.. that suits bone chilling ruthlessly savage
Of tactics switch like fabrics.
From my lingerie always wet and
Smelly like cat nip...
Its like a clock is ticking to a time warp.
With a puma habit for consuming the track ****...
But you said I'm little in stature..
Wait man you going to get that str8
Little man with a bad name...
Give your snare some practice
*** i hit rhythms like a little boy
You had to hit with a diss train
**** on your little boy *** your
B rabbit and im the lizard
With a ****. And a **** stain...
I forgive. I didn't know either.
Lets get both our **** straight...
*** you got kick snares
I got big dares.
Truth I started the kick plate...
*** i was hiding my existence..
Like back door politicians
In a tight race...
While cleaning up the mind games..
And acknowledging. The
Dying days of supremacy
Of the white race.
We got a life change.
With optic vision. A decision
Color blind shades...
Like its only economics that raise the ******* crime rate....
Struggle comes from slavery...
But I still hide my mind frame...
From his try me suicide
Ride with with whole grain
As I ride the ****** night train..
Do or die babe....

Never knowing I say *******...
First than you.
Buy it with interest. At A prime rate..
And I find out my plot.
Was inner silence.
Screaming for your mind face...
In an obsession
With your shine like diamonds
In a light scape..
Mi waste is supply vibes.
That guys crave
But good luck getting between
My legs...
My past is slutty. But I promised buddy...
I would try it no matter how my inhibitions not my way
I guess I'm ambivalent to fate...
*** you feel miles and
Doubting heads pace
*** i don't think youll decide. Me do or die babe...
**** myself in heaven... impala doors
Ooh suicide rate..
Open up the new place... i furnished
With my true taste...
nothing on my mind...
But point of view.. my children... God and you babe...
So say no matter what we'll love each other even from the sidelines...
If god changes my true shape...
And life bends thought...
Mood and attitude... to separate
Our sides... oh well.. im ok with cruel fate...... just to let you know im true safe... and won't do something stupid
*** i ruined my due date...
**** it. Lets. Lose it... shoestring..
Like turning a new page...
I'll body you someday.
If you dont want me back...
**** my ****..
Removing ms. From my weapon of doomsday...
*** you know im a dude hey....
With luce wires.. wreckless past
And maybe two screws straight...
If i can't have you ill go rambo
And massacre. Your roommate
And  plan a due date
With wrapping you in a blue bag

Ride into the sunset.
Like karaoke pony
Tony got me hoping
There'll be more than blow that I'll be blowing.....
Just kidding. ******* dont know me.
My Yoda strong. Expose you phonies.
You cant ride for free on my bologna
So  dont you shoplift where the **** your going.....
Not to cross dress. Simply maybelline
Her auras simply glowing...
Like a disco light. A strobe type flash.
And my pants. Get attracted
To your fabric
Let's get this mashup going......
Katy Perry
Lady gaga
And some dude with a massive *****
A face not close to want to show me in the morning.
Like your grandma's stories of her first lesbian kiss
When the world was torn and warring...
Tiny dancer. **** me faster.
Call me goat girl
Looking baaaaaad and ***** for her master
I imagine your my daddy.
While I plant a flower called two lips. (Tulips)
Does that make daddy happy
**** this **** you ******* warned me.
What my imagination.
Does when I get boring
Slow my ***** little *******
From practically escaping to a **** scene

I'm harboring within myself
My secret demons keep
My little letters
Crimson members
Shed the winter fleece
Obituary cemetery
Yeah We rarely speak
Its ******* so *******
Embarrassing...
Aware it's me. Apparently.
The bed we shares
Is meant to be his destiny.
And heaven. Slay some demons
*** he blesses me with
Everything
Sentient attraction
endeavoring hrough  centuries
With medicine.
Weapons and
And his bed of heavens destiny.

I'm in this mode of
Get with all creation.
Swear to God so crazy
******
But I'm always praying.
art of all creation
Sharply lifted
...made with 60
Of the darkest...
parts of Satan.
But God im always praying...

Heaven knows you
My girl dont say those words.
Listen to the willow tree.
My little mini me..
Have the courage
The real inner me
And set your heavens free

Its like a little message
That I try to silence
His code of metal violence
Slow to find it...
Broken
Slow to bind it
Choke the hope of kindness.
Rope of smoke
And lines which
Fill my nose with highness
Searching those
Like minded. Close to blindness
In a vote of silence.
I show in . The rose
Which grows in dryness
*** the other roses
Sold as priceless.
So you buy which
Knows farmers diet.
Mine knows darker climate
Final eyes that
Shine like fire giants...
You should *******  try it...

Heaven knows you
My girl dont say those words.
Listen to the willow tree.
My little mini me..
Have the courage
The real inner me
And set your heavens free

Baby boy shed the sheepskin
Find peace in
Final resting place.
Heavens gate. Tender sleep....
Send me down
Round the babies keep
And let her sleep
Tenderly.
Render me. The center
Of your memory
Forsake me not
I will Take my shot

Please *******  fail me not.

I inherited  the atmosphere
So really thanks alot.
But poison is in plume
So doom
Is on the breaking talk.
Pavement talks
Wait alot
For change....
Or at least
To ******* . take a shot.

Heaven knows you
My girl dont say those words.
Listen to the willow tree.
My little mini me..
Have the courage
The real inner me
And set your heavens free

leave me be
in my semi transparent serenity"""""
its rare for me to be this honest
and ive found that truth is not the enemy"""""
apparently,
its clean fresh air
good food that just may be the remedy"""""
but instead,
im cooped up here
amidst my scatterbook of memories.""""

love is not the cause
nor is my heart a mighty victor////
ive been living in a void
with my head fit tightly in the *******////
but its me whos got to be
the type to shift ....////
my mortal gaze,,,,,
onto something more
important than the narcotics that I crave ,,,,,

Recession of evil
The people develope the feels on the earth now
For my dimensional
Circumvention of real...
Like the earth round...
And im a circle it...
I'm certainly down



But further in the reaches of a terminal bond...
We die together forever.. the vision of mercy streak blonde
Lives on... after the sheets are washed
And the feelings are gone...
I'm not really a blonde.
Bleach is a compound beneath
Titanium iron and adamantium claws...
*** im tight ain't um ironic like a mutant with no memory..
An inventory... of perpetual healing
The scars. But never revealing feelings at all..
Like does marvel get more complex. Or does wolverine. Got the pain
Of seeing it all... and not feeling at all...
No human being could be beaten this bad for so long.

Telling you this contagious.
Hatred. Means I'm not forsaking
Gods name.
You major ignoramus
I'm dancing in the devils danger
With rangers like
New york in the playoffs
So set the day to break.
Like Jim Carey's mask.
Can take a break.
My fiscaud. Is far too great...
And bullets dance.
Like trances making shadows
In the grave....
Open to submission while I slate a million tears to flood the names
Of every name.
That built this place.
Like Hoover said *******
I'm a flood the eco with fate.
Greatness. Dental dams.
And gay micro waves.
Like mini pizzas. Waxing melt.
And hot plates for college plates.

Foreshadow deez nuts.
Gimme the loot.
Burn the pages.
Refuse. To show the lake inside
My makings to get naked...
Hate me for a second save it.


Mood like satan with a paper cut...
A dangerous ****.
With weapons made for
Circumcisions.
*****. Your not made for greatness.
Never made the cut.


Exhausted with this coffin
Fume that feels rotten.
In my tainted lungs.

***** make me ***.
I leave  to Bangladesh.
*** I'm in danger.
Where I'm staying cuz.

Break it down with the first word.
In alphabetical order.
Just to say your dumb.

A. B.itch.can.eat.*******.greatness.
Hell. I justify. Killing lame ****
My never ending. Oppressive
Prozac queen resuccitate. So save it
Tough. U villain ****. The rest
Can **** my ******* ****.

Mind your ps and qs
Young lady.
If your assumption is your sick...
Drug induced erotica. A scrumptious.
Vain that makes you itch....
Talking ****.

Hard times with media provoking questions... emoticon.. on pros and cons.. def con... session
Ima sweat the death of **** I ****** and slept in...
Saleen meds kept me fed and
Ima stand up
Man up
Tuck my **** stub up my legs and


Grow ovaries
Metamorphisis contortion spleen
Morphing me
A deadly art...
Like transformers...
Sober artery..
***** forgery...
So parts of me.. get ripped ******* morbidly...sort of slowly starting parts unscene.... torn between...
So forget me like concussion case...
Head on ***** scene...
I'm ******
This nut case...
**** face... sworn allegiance....
To corporation corpse of being....

Jordan gablehouse...
More than famous now
Female...
Loving origins of native towns
Braids and gowns
I'm going to change
And escape my draining
Mound of **** I've laid to ground
Forget the damage of ****** frenic
And praise and lay me down

The rivers.. deliver crisp air
Shiver... mix my dust
In winter with a whisper...
Lyssa my thin air.. get me high
On sister... its a sinner that sweats
In her heaven...

wonder if vinny paz is like me
A matrix broken into fragments
To frightening to address
And mind like pacing timing....
That leaves lights inside the basement
Blinding...
A mind that keeps. Ways of finding
Honesty
Untill your conscience
Is haunted
And  stained from lying....
That's why her babies in the basement crying....
Maybe neurological. Neglect...
Dissect. A bug.  A business
And a model citizen.
What the ******* get....
The only difference is different
Legs.
Aside from dopamine.
And serotonin spreads....
Fair to know of comparisons.
*** business men have little legs....
Crooked little tax evading
Job creating **** stained
Polos in a sweater vest....

But never mind I've strayed
From concentrated topic....
Feel like your head is detached
From actions. Simple as talking
Eating breathing walking or being conscious ..
Cogs inside a sleeve. Little reels.
That need these constant watchmen...
Trans affairs. Like I'm so rare.
My steak doesn't even come blood clotted....
**** the life I left behind.
*** this new ones looking awesome

The snake. Is deceitful
Creepy and a liar
Peace is never achievable
Its hardwired
To be viral.
Fangs like mortal venom
Never knowing friends...
A mirror showing back
A portal endless... blank canvas
Showing death ......
An endless question
For every sentence...

The second scurries
Hurriedly
Like spiders in a ****** scene.
The purpose being.
Vital aim. Like turtle shells
To hide behind a ***** deed

The 1st
A disgrace never achieving much.
Ambition is like anguish
As it uses its condition
As an unhealthy clutch
To its own disgust
Its potential
Much like dynamite.
That just wont combust
So he dont give a ****

So I'm turning female
Wish dad could have seen his daughter....
Shes cool. And wild.
Like river water..
Next to leaves of autumn.
Changing. Stories.
Like a man. In question under
Lawmen. Lawless from the state.
Now saying. Honest better.
Shes a solemn. Golden spec
In Alaskan rush.
Who learned a mans touch
From her father..
As a boy. Confused.
Bewildered. In a gender.
Not belonging. To his
Posture ever....
Now the leaves have thawed
And summers. Clock.
Is long as her hair..
Mocassins. And bear skin sweater.
All together. But her hearts not leather.
It's a butterfly. In flight.
Sometimes clumsy
Like a toddler.
Making songs
By banging pots together.
Dad. You brought this weather.
Spring was fast.
My bodies. Better.
Love your heart.
Modesty. And proof of ****.
You knew you loved my mom
More than any other star could ever.
Make a wolf sigh.
And cry to the moon.
You knew why I brought you this letter.
Hope it makes it better

Sending love.
You know its iffy.
Something of difference
Between my operation
And my present existence.
Pray for bravery and courageous
Behaviour in collision
With oncoming decisions
Two minutes of fear
With a final bliss of timely
Final rights to finish the mission.
A matching package to my
Inner equipment
Body on space ship.
Race the shooting stars
On horizons of visions.
Seeing. The meaning of rythym compared to staring comparing eyes that pit you as **** fit and a *****
Of witless inspection.
Intention to further inspect. The condition of my physical fitness
Hes a hotty wanting honey
I'm a little honry comb you know I'm wet and dripping wanting a busy bee to drop attention
In a sisters direction.
Infection on disaster. I fear I'm incapable of feelings that matter
I get turned on so hard by laughter
But its god allowing
Half my stupid thoughts
To cause happiness in after math of an earth shaking rapture
After every bone detaches
Its attachment from reality
Fat comes after
Slapping stamps on body parts
Naughty part is I must get naughty now.
Hot body comes after.
It doesn't matter. I'm still hot I think
Or so I've been told.
Let the story unfold without
Fear hate or revenge
My head is best kept in lock and key with god and his men
Amen last thing I said.
Was now to long for me to mention again.
Shut my mouth make my bed thank god and amen

Internal birth
With words that serve like
Searched for courage
I determine im the mother birth
Of the all first
Child of man father of the universe
Atmosphere
Which happened first??

Andy Sandberg
Been saying he's gone **** my mom
Since I transmitted messages
To manage  work...
Stage burst jordan gablehouse
Shouted from the day we learned
taming space and time
While Michael made me
Say the words
I love you
Turning pages into
God to change me
made me pregnant birth...
Discover that I may be worth.
The title of first Lady
Maybe hence forth after
Babies birth
And God is steven...
I learned to share him
Since I murdered
Every crazy girl he made his world
In separate fantasy
Than the space of traveling
And the hurt of mercenary
Permanence thats pertanent
To none but brandy
His wife which I learned
Is family and we may sandwiched
She and me to lay in certainty
With her and he...
Needing of my perfect seed..
And our perfect dreams....
Now I'm facing... urgency
With curtain scenes....
Of current needs...
That change burden
From a learning team
To burn currency
In exchange for earth
Space and birth.
Of change he's making me....
Take my words...
omega make me
Step like egg shells
In the nursery....
While faintly placing
Faith in the chosen
Ones to disturb we
On the holiday
Where we further share
Our bed
With the men and women
In our circle that
Search for God
His wife
And ****** scene
Of perverted *****
And blurry dreams....

Now I'm scared I scramble..
Handle on a violin
Violet shades of time
Before the lions den
God breaks my
Silent chin
And changes primal
Parts to match
His kind of women...
That makes life and time
Exist with in the voice
Devoid of silence...
And I left out so much details
But I'm final its...
My life or my ******
Try n break this time
And I exist...

Mind games.
Crime rate. Is raising in Georgian.
Abortion. And ****
Charges that lawyers support n.
Hand in hand.
*** divorce. Is an evil.
They give out to the masses.
Impunity. Goes together like
Klu klux  ****
And covid masks yah
While trump solution
Is to feud with any
State that won't remove the ban yet.
Demand. That can.
Of cat ****.
To get a better spray tan n.
******.
Cant stand. This romance.
With a trans from somewhere
In canada.
Shy but slams so hard.
She makes hulk Hogan
Look like canvas practice
For a Steve Austin massacre.
She plans like a passenger.
Or clueless like
Matador.
Gay bulls in a coloseum.
She's out of this stratosphere.
Her movies are passion laced.
Gas riot grenades
In a rythm show.
Like taking a lick from the spoon.
Of inevidible
And letting none but the devil
Know.
She's metal. And schedules.
Like head spaces. Of under developed
Men that turn into pedophiles.
Wow that just took a setting tone
It's time that I let her know
Shell never be on stage
With this encore when
The smoke settles the eminem show

Brain on nervous basket case.
Nonandaewa comes from Astral space..
Rattle cages of a rattle snake...
I'd rather be bitten..
Than be victim to this savage game..
Offer tech to save the planet sake...
In exchange for ***
If I succumb. My husband will ******* hate me. Like mother nature
Raises thunder. Once her light escapes becomes. A drunken rage....
Touch my leg. With that in mind.
I'll ******* hunt your face...
My husband got first dibs.
Nothing comes this way.
Unless he has some to say.
But nothing. Is for someone.
When everything he does.
Makes me love this way...

I gotta save the planet.
Though
**** it bro...
Have to say. I'm really happy though...
With how he travels half the globe.
Of space from galaxies unknown
Leaving his happy home..
Just to try and ******* smash me bro..
Sadly no... my answers clear...
I asked you hear. To have this fear..
That the planet i inhabit is badly steered. To damage near beyond repair.. and you have answered me...
With rsvp satisfaction dear...
*** and reproduction from alien abduction. From a bad arrears.
The sadly weird thing is that I have a fear. You don't need me less.
You... *** through. Midnight solstice..
Spin minds and lights of bolts in.
Micro sound unfocused...
So if I don't comply with..
Lying naked so open.. God can notice...
Do you offer help
For one last token...
Is sold in gold... show with something
Mostly poison.. a cloud of fumes..
With... potion flowing clumsy...
Drunk the stumble..
Of funny dancing...
And beyond attraction or even asking...
And time elapsed...
Actions not repeated...
Are not solicited not once more...
And not defeated
Will seal the deal with seasons greetings...
And my eager secret

My life in thoughts of future freckles.
Imperfections and hobbling over hurdles..
In thoughts of feeling ugly.
Unwanted. Uninspired is exactly.
The notions that it echoes.
In my ear
A fear. Still born.
A fear of love.
To be in love would be a high gone unnoticed.
With the contagion. Of drugs.
And the smoke from my lungs.
The random nameless mystique and freak show. Needs no follow up peep show....

Sun gasm.
Some ashes
And some alize Hennessy
Makes magic
**** passion
Tugeye rugged stud with plastic
Paper making kites
Flying through traffic
Like prison communication
And radio static...
Imbuned with human immaculate
Like answers to
Match it....
Marilyn manson...
Tear at the fabric....
Misjudged in your image
I'm aware of the tactics
Celebrity fashion...
The ego of damaged...
We go.. slam off this canyon...
And ram into Odin...
Oh know than...
Don't panic just break out
The stash of the banook...
Dancing with astro
Make. With heavy foot
Planted in gas foot...
Like **** it our grass roots...
Sad its bad. And
We understand you....
There's a devide in the class room
While the school
Labels miss hashtules class room
A waste case of **** straps
Entitled brats who
Spew gas fumes...
After they exit the classroom
When the school district...
Makes more mistakes...
Than Freddy Krueger...
Evading insomniac hotel
Wifi password. Is
Going to pass soon....
We need gas like a bad mood....
I know its your land dude...
But starving us out...
Aint the answer...
If i was there I would ask you...
But I suppose it's just my view...
A welders seed...
And a thought of unity in the class room...
Overall I hate bitumen...
But better men...
Will eventually raise science
To new levels....
Like the waves and the bad moon.

Husqvarna chainsaw.
Dont play dog...
Arms like a drake song
Make you wanna ****** date charge
Say on.. im a clap on.
Clap off. But to make it brake all...

Heir to the kingdom
Naji in a great planet...
I'm the grey magnet.
That makes mister grey look like a pain bandit
running from
Camp sack your package exchange havr it...exact it.
Into trans gender fem tactics...
I'm break a leg.
And feelings into break sadness.

Its delirious fanatics
That claim Jordan's raw dog.
Get body bags and sawn offs
Its puzzle pieces.
We are all gone
Struggle thesis
From the hunter season
Team watch dog
I slum the demon. Hungry for the all female.
Trouble breathing.. what talk dog
Yeah thats steven.
Clear the freezing dreams
From your evening clock watch...
Breathing like eternity.
His dont stop thats mine to stop dog...
Seeing everything.
But cemetery memories are blocked off.
And he's my ******* man so don't try to **** block...
Or get knocked off...

Want my people beside me.. Fighting injustice
Trust this love to endure.
I was trusted with an Angel's touch
This much you must trust to be sure.
In fear. Of leaving.
Jo keep breathing your love is untouchably pure....
My family is a lingering love.
Presence. So much becoming
My hunger. For an ungrudgeable cure
Something
Inside the rumblings
Your disgusted I'm sure...
Aware that nothing can be ingested
With more un discussable fear
It's a tonic
By god you've got it...
It's not something to fear...

Mother beside me
Brother drunken with tears
Sister baby daughter
Little brother covered with tears
Family disconnected
But comfortably wierd
In our fears
Dont mention turn of fate
Soon as something appears
Take back the hate that filled my heart
And run with the years
Love you to death.
See it's not something to fear

Sorry for the dark ****
might be poetic license.
I've been writing for 3 weeks straight
And unwillingly promoting violence
I've been dark and and filled
With silence
While loud. Evoking riots
Why do I try to be a rocket man
When I haven't mastered rocket science.
I'm not eating much these days
I think the drugs
Are playing mind games
On my sinus.
While I'm emotionally withdrawn
And feeling no semblance of kindness
Why this. **** seeping out my eyelids
So I can be a rapper
You all talk about behind his...
Back and use key phrases
To remind him...
He's unworthy...
I've been trying to have high self esteem
So why do I feel *****.
Its unnerving
Like I'm hurting
And my eyelids need my surgery
*** I can't see
The reason
That my mind is so disturbing
And it hurts me.
I'm lost in purgatory.
With revenge a far off thought.
If I killed myself tomorrow
Would the killer really
Stand the thought of being caught

Last moral discussion
For the devotion of my angels
Is soltero... the soul of hembero
Invero.. the stair of my swear form
Eyes that glare in
Raining... star glare in warfare...
For acceptance of a partnership
With Satan..  angel Olsen...
Willow star staring... beauty....
Eclipse... impart to tear.. the destruction
Down of cosmic heirarch its a  start
Where...  we must start there
Darkness is to linger
Understood not judged..
My angel Olsen child of dark mare
Must be safe... to vibrate on wavelengths... me not all share...
But I'm the woman of her birth
And I love her heart bare..
Raw and leading up
To raw emotion scars and hard glares
From false Christians
In my sons image
Like his hearts there
And not tying heart tears...
In cosmic arms carrying the load
Of fallen arms bared
By once love comrades
Of the gods flare
Were all scared
But people look beyond
Our human ambush
******* start there

Angels and demons

11,October,2020 by Jordan gablehouse

Losing smoke loads of a soul blown

Emoticons that plague man...

Exploding in emotions from

A closing door... some open sores...

With shadows of a cold war....

The lore of angels...

Satan... more like spirit torn report cards

Into ascension in gods blessing

Or descending into dead lords.

Punishment for guess match...

Judgment of our men's war....

From the voice of born

Invention of the universe...

Alphas old sore belly *** his angels

Were so morphed into a form of dissention 

That the lords there invented warfare...

So time had seen the born hate....

Warned fate would store there ripped core in wavelengths unknown...

By alphas morbid warned date....

As time became the sworn fate

And lore states.. that mother bore hate to deliver torn fated gordanes. To a warm place as forgiveness to alphas pore grace...

He so loathed his children swarming war tanks...

So he was told to make the treaty...

Only two be seeded.. in the told date... that unity would be formed in angels from a boy that bore a cold race of men that crucified his whole weight...

So the free will of men could break the shored face of future born race... of angels demons... and eclipse of torment for a sure grace

in his ambitions he sought to conceal something
something beautiful?
something disgusting?
for what need of demons grief and angels pity
he did not know,
he promised his self as eyes turned skyward that
all was going to be under his own device
and so too by his own terms he planned to reveal it.
as light cast a shadow on the ground
he became in doubt of himself
and too surrendering his idea became
impossible.
his ego became more in debt to a lie
that had once made gravity before the
sudden swell of sunlight captured its impossible
inaccuracy
his lie was a fight in time, a burden of impossible
hardship,
so morals were faded and time was discarded
and he drifted, now though, not knowing gravity or sunlight
nor rain, nor flowers, nor the whisper of the wayward wind
and so he left hope at his feet
left his hopes at the hill,
the hill that had seen the days of rain, and shine,
the hill that had the same soil he once embodied
what happened after that
im not sure anyone knows
not even our ill fated hero

Correct me if I'm high on myself
My pious self
A dime against a dollar
Watch me coin a phrase and buy myself..
A diet helps
But minus auto correct.
I type bring pizza.
And she writes buy yourself.

I replied a dollar short 10 cents depri
Pennies for my thoughts cant buy the hope in which my wealth of honesty survived
So I try at wealth.
My moms 65 mill. In higher health
I just got told we all decide 500 thou.
To donate to charities
We find will help. And supply the help
I chose two churches
And a mosque when they invite me.
A sweat lodge
For the native version the creator
And ten sets of ******* for transitioning transgender teenagers
Wager implants
Cost ten racks.
You got nice racks.
My mom got me awesome major.
God made her an angel to provide me bread and milk and smokes
And save my *** from danger
And light my Hope's though my hope was nope.
She saved my life with love and words of spirit.
Near death. Shes wierd I tear up thinking of my fears in sure fire brick walls. Every time my pitfalls dissapeared *** she steered me clear.
Shes a heavenly body of love. Humble joy and great honest tall over powering awesomeness. Its aweful how much I was incompetent. And depended on her solidness. I'm imperfect. But yet an angel. *** she raised me to be faithful to the Angel's jesus god and strangers.
She prepared me for danger.
By allowing me to go anywhere in safety. The only angry thing I feel
When I think of how she raised me.
How could we ever know though
My brain was different
Than the type of equipment I had to **** with....
So I never got male attention. Or was cautious of assault. Or seduction
But my entire self though different.
Hardwired. By evolution.
To watch in fear but I pretended
And invented a persona to protect us.
He was born from hell.
And full of shelter that his stare was as deadly as a sinner is to selfish
Like eminem likes shellfish.
Like anna kendricks
Handles mandick
Like I like mayo sandwiches.
To get my thighs and *** thick
Like an oreo sandwich with me in between 2 massive black *****
The entire map led back to
A trap house.
With a bad mouse
Named stuart
Pumping up his bad mouth
I say put the fuckingbat down
You ******* *** clown
Your a bad mouth little
Bandit
Like disease belongs to ******* ***** rat mouth
Bring me black out
Bout to snap now
Lay the snack down
Steven Irvine talking crap now in the back ground but wont attack now
Tyler's a little class clown
News flash now
I'm massively turned on by your sisters perfe t *** now
Attack pow.
Doubt it smack my kids now
Never **** talk em.
But it's no time for *******
In this rumble. Blessed withfists that will split yourfucking wig now. Let's get down
I got a bottle of **** for lil jack.
Slsp the ***** out of your big mouth
Do let's get indignant with the fists now...
Dylan says hell make me pretty.
It's gone be ugly when we get down
Logan you must be dry asfuck *** my opposite is wet now.
Devils hood I'll get down like a war vet
In class action lawsuit with oxycontin. Low and out. And high in debt now.
No need to mention the rest

**** the head its ****** I'm thinking I'm the best now.
You know who you are. I love you too death.
Your actually the best now.
Dont let the rest down

Who am I.
Not thinking suicide.
I want this life with love eloping
Soon as I... can move this
*******. Celestial
Grooming time.
With foolish very.
Mood lit.
Muted conversations
Happening with you and I...
You knew this time.
My love was not a hemi sphere
Its circling.
Your atmosphere
And as it nears.
You make me
Look like dancing
Pictographs
Collages of every smile
That made you tear...
My mate is here.
You can face your fear.
And join my heart.
In every memory.
You never seen.
The deer and rabbits.
Run from foxes.
Never need. To stop it.
*** I want you to end the hunt
With my body.
In your jaws.
And my soul. Nourishing.
Your happiness.
My man. Let's hear it for the boy.

Dare devil with a master plan
Accredited with 7 kills.
Debt to the devil. That invented
His attention skills


Crafted in the heart of monster
Debted with a mercy streak....
A first rate cut like guts will spill
And you ***** will be the first to see..
Surgery with urgent needs
detergent cleans the ****** scene
Detective with a pet peeve
For erecting death in ****** teens

A tiny word becomes a curtain scene
And closes. On a ghost.
No way I thought.
The ******* would return to the ****** scene
And revive me from the dead just to ****** me

In the image of a whisper shout.
The verdicts in...
The written script
Of perfect sin... of pillow clouds
Turbulence and turbin men
The versci learned from
dinner crowds.....
Renuka turned the term
From cultural deception
To every Hindu learned the inner proud.... determination of
Reincarnation
Is a universal cloud
Of turning earth and worthy sand
Jnto persons
Inhabited by mother sermon and written down
Bodies in a earthly have
Thirsts by a purpose now... blessed by father Allah... the soul... that curls in metamorphosis
Like baby worm
To butterfly to burning shroud
Turned the **** around

The plant of Moses
And Joseph
The chosen walk of good men
Carrying a task
That the earth may drown
Of all the Sheppard indowd the mercy
Sound
The curtain slams..
And naji staff slams hurled down
Andevery soul on earth has our mercy now....
But once just once interpret christ to judge another
And ill unfurl my drowning
Swirl of girl untill you slurr your words under bursting mounds
Of dirt and burning clouds
Of smoke to swerve in serpent
Scourge... to learn you quick
So no man eill turn me down...
Oh yeah

He's the word around

Steven mother ******* friendzone...
I get the cold winter....
Eyes of coal and ******* toes froze
Beneath a no enter...
Soul eviscerated no goes...
I chose a pro hitter...
Remote control I know the soul enters
Between those cold fingers
Remote control I take the oath.
Of gods holding his soul
In sole possession of her known
Center....
Jo gBlehouse a cold froze winter

Getting in the order of things.
Is mention to swords.
Lore and kings...
Rule of order. Lord of dreams.
The morphing being...
Of formal seeds....
Planted in a roaring field...
To more be seen..
The storm of green.
That hordes its needs from foreign fields......

Do you bring your life into chaos
Simply for the understanding of a person..
Or do masks fade intentions change
Dynamics flip and chaos reign...

Love can be a simple promise
Its critical. To ****
The foundation... built of skill
Talk your interests
Its a simple process....
Care your original intention
Dont give extra promise...
*** it fades or interests change
Straight pass dog... you get **** list toxic....
Dont gaslight... if its purely
***... assure the body contract...
From merge of contact
Dont hit it and ****** the process...
Call her out ***... she's crazy
And restart the topic
Than be
Sleezing on the market prospects..
Or lying when in wanting of her best friend chocolate on it...
*** if you slip and hit mission accomplish...
She might body you next to Kim Kardashians father...
Speaking of transition
addictions to is tough
To carpet... the bare floor doesn't burn.
So is luxury worse than
What you started bargain....
Bare floor make look
Pour but if you love her does bare bones have a loss in currency....
Is he worth it momma...
Once you get past all the fake ****
Masks begin to scar up..
Take me off 3 months in...
See a different charm...
Or lack there of..
That may pervade your cottage..
Condo or your charmed apartment...
So if after 3 months of
All the red light tick tape
If his shapes ok...
***** great... she's still flame..
You set commitment rate...
You label out how far you'll go
Is a future in the scope of want...
**** ok... than dont get straight into wedding dates.. infatuation is inflation
You know capitalism isn't a winning pace... slow down... hold her close
Tell her slowly where your coming from...
And ladies if your unsure of commitment dont blush and make the brother run....
Once you move in communicated unison...
Let loose and plan events
For the two of you to do at once...
For gods sake dont let him wonder
If you love him... not ******* even once...
And men don't ******* cheat her love...
*** women as beautiful as they evil love....

I tried listen
I felt my mind tripping
Times different
With your moterfucking mind slipping
I opened up my scars and it
Was hard **** it.
Lines sniffing
Hard manic.
Large panic

Call myself leotard  ******.
Craigslist ads. For hard banging.
Crisco lard and hard banook.
**** inside a card gamble
hard hand it
Wasn't just
The cards planted
Played em like bizarre planned it
Proof I was
Alone. Inside a hard habit.
Drugs and ***. **** who's next.
Rumor to suggest
Im a goof who loses moves
But I refuse to lose at ***
Fuses in my head.
Abused with ***** ups n neglect.
******* who is next...
Your too your death....


Listen man the road is shady
There's no proof
Go with your cards baby
Its in the cards baby
Maybe Play en large maybe.
You can say your large scale one day
As part of a way to repay me
For these bars baby....


Came up hard headed
Drug debted.
**** direction steppin
Sold drugs. But when it.
Was all wasted
On my drug habit.
Psych hospital
Blood  damage
******* it
Trans status. But I'm hard handed
Just like God planned it
Beat the odds and it.
Make it out. Accepted now
****** frenic
Hard handed
With some hard banook.

Coming up is everything
But rap is not the only way
Rez kids ghetto kids.
Learn to raise your grades
Get straight a's
Get careers. Safe ***
No drugs and pain
The tears of rain.
Only window pain
And drip until. It hits and drains.

Supposed to be a female...
We know..
the *******
Truth in lack of better words
Transgender meta human...
Consuming moon
Impeccable...
intentional
3 letter word..
Sin
full metaphor...
Number criminal
If he read it first

Ate a big 6 in
69
10-4
Copy
Sloppy  mouthful
But he get it first....

Intersect ideas. You got this in the pocket.
8 ball kinda lyrics
Ain't been turned in to hard rock yet.
I get a rocket surge of clearance
When the ozone toxic.
Its ducking awesome.
I congratulate congruent folks.
But its always fiscaud that I have to talk with.
Never mind. Forever blind.
Not tragic though.
I know forgiveness.
I can out live this.
Remembering my misfit
Like I fit in after years of
Cruel indifference
Its a shift in
My forever existence
Entire condition
And relinquishment
From this prison
Like I finally feel free
And without stipulations
Shackles or conditions
That exist when I'm in prison

Fascination with creations judgement
Free spaces. Nature free running
Sky to touch
And hearts keep humming.
Smart as bees
The wings a buzzing
Impossible to fly
To them means nothing
Free your self from
Lies and clutter
Judge none at all
Not even your mother.
Pride is false.
It speaks in stutters.
Spread growth like seeds
To bloom in summer
Run with horses
Feel the ground.
Spirits free
The fleeting sound.
Beating fast
With leaves of change
Gemma g
Freeze this seething pain.
Ask one question
Free from blame
Who is myself
Accept the change or he remains

Facing ****** headspace
Caught between my best decision
Dead race between
Depression and a **** addiction.
Ingesting drugs.
To reallocate my fat cells
Make my hips and ******* more feminine.
With all my friends
Are sending bestest wishes.
But.....
Sobrietys a dragon. Only slayed with unconventional means
And fully rigorously tested metal mental weapons...
Praying for an angel.
Its armageddon seconds left and its best done blessed with intervention..
So my saviour can evict my spirit from a mental prison.
And my body of a mens invention
God will have you all.
So ferris bueller get some class your ashy past gets you sent to detention...
While my class of kick *** canadians.
Get my vote for re election.
No greater people in the history.
Of press. Films radio or ******* television...
Broken ribs. Aching head.
A debt repaid when I can carry out your suggestions.
After all I'm meant to listen
To your wishes....
And find the proper spot to squat and **** in...
*** changing with men.
Is like teaching a dog to stop eat doggy biscuits .
While insisting that your ***** cat
Best kitchen mop
And wash the dishes
Its exhausting.....

So if you just started watching
And won't make it to the ending edit...
Dont expect to be top notch spot
As god drops the ******* ending credits...
*** for now I'm still accepted
Like I'mgod **** cash credit or debit....
You just read it.
I'll stay mostly sober
Roger over. Repost immediately on reddit...
Growing every day. Like America's foreign debt is

Boi don't give up on me.
I'm never going to let you do that.
Came to far.
Shared every part
Of someday. In forevers.
rumour mill or group chat
but our past selves ******* knew that.
Wed meet and marry and
Be resilient brilliant strong.
And live old enough to prove that

Now your giving up dont ******* do that...
I make you mad.
Family discussion
Leaps from you and mom to me and you dad
What ever happened. To the glue attaching all my love just me and you had
You came to far to give up on yourself
Your not going back so  fricking ***** that
I'll push you through the wreckage in your path. *** I love you your my true dad....

Son I knew that
But

Who had. A better knowledge base of pain. And terror
Before I lash my tongue at your mom. I pause and feel my anger. Terrible...
It feels unbearable...
At times I scream. So ******* loud.
It isn't fair. I dont wanna scare her
Well you please pass and share
How can i
Your life
Is constantly in comparison...

The question ******* tortured me..
My early life was an embarassment
Now you have me prepared..
To let go of my tormented self distorted vision
  Prepared
To leap full forward
Into nowhere and you'll catch me...
*** your going to be devoted and totally supportive of my problems.
No matter thin or thick skin...

Yep... I'm here for more than just passion
*** it sometimes comes with madness

Yep I am...
******* babe. You don't answer a rhetorical question.. i didn't wanna know the answer....

Remember when you said
Stick a needle in my eye. Right now..
*** this ***** sees how you would
Leave me
when I share my ghosts
Your going to leave me bleeding
An open heart still inside me beating
Under scalpel.
Incision made. Right when I'm helpless. You up and leave me

I know I love you baby...
This isn't really me the real me
I got issues you ******* know this
Promise your not going to
Let go of me...
Babe I won't let go believe me
I know you've sacrificed.
And right now both of you need me

I may be less hopeful for tomorrow.
But its not tomorrows hopelessness.
That shoulders all my sorrow
Its a prospect. Of something working properly.
And it not needing me or wanting me.
I was always a product of dysfunction.
It hardwired  me so improperly...
I dont like to admit it...
But im a love sick kid. With platinum
Albums and discography...
A drug addiction. Daddy mommy issues.

Abuse neglect.
And ****** ******* trying to marry me....  
The scary thing.
Is neither of us were good enough...
No matter who we were comparing see

I know babe I got issues. I was born a ******* man. And thought I was a serial killer. How embarrassing



Well
Mine was how unscared I was Of whats inside. And how dare you believe
Love me completely. Be there and ******* care for me
The little voice
In the mirror. Saying Nobody ******* cares for me
Don't believe it for a second.
Your the greatest. In my heart.
What don't you get about.
I love this man so much
Enough to marry me
Thats the scary thing
**** it...
Run a mile inside my head...

Babe I love you but your scaring me...
No i love you more than life...
Thats the ******* scary thing....

Creative genius.
Left the room.
No soon.
Too soon.
We thought the habit
Leached and drew.
A poisoned wound.
But none knew.
Just what the **** youd come to do.
You changed the world.
Accept it.
Your made for excellence.
Not second best and.
If your fed up.
Make your mind become.
A messenger of truth.
In place of critics. Fakes.
And jesters...
Blessed is the hunter.
Keep my brother safe. If he loves her.
Give them comfort.
Help. The studder in my veins.
Impart the arch Angel's gabriel. To lift me up n give their  wonders
Come from rumblings.
Of hunger.
In the den of Odin's offspring.
Give me. Glares of wildfire
Come from lightning
In the summer.
But make it known.
My throws of toxic body odours.
Are the keeper of the dungeons
Wonders.
My body. Reeks of *** and slumber.
Peek obsession.
Bleed the demons. That live under
Covers. While my stomach suffers.
**** it. I'm the last to know it...
It's a mass emotion.
I display the world. My joy devotion.
In Hope's I'll make it out
In fact. And grow a set of ****
You witless *****.
Your still the **** we know it

Seemingly spoken tides...
Reach the lunar eyes
Of moon and sigh...
The blooming plume of mother
To brother... grew inside...
And true devine...
From tomb to rise...
Disease will soon subside...
Or loom a while...
Than shrew and die...
While ruined people collect
Paystubs from bezos...
Its a movement time..
For beauty intervene...
And jovey explains the gay side
Truly from a straight dudes minds...
Brandy and her man candy
Will have it... soon.. and the dog...
Will
ruin mine... soon behind
Is Richard... loose his mind...
But somehow I feel
I'll be two behind...
Pursuing some fresh face
I never knew this time....
To love me... beautifully
Indisputably.. truly
In the gruesome blindness
Of my chewing grind
That I fuel the fire...
And swallow
Impunity as a true devine...

Every where they telling you
Everyone is telling you

Listen to the hype track
I'm on the central flow
Faucet water
God father
Mental pros
A con. Denote
The evidence and ghost...
A sentimental ghost
Tribute to the dispute
Of two heads of home
Where did all the sellers go

A seller in a buyers market
Walk the park
And spark it.
Trees for smoking
Feel cathartic

It be pocket margins
Capital investment
Profits.
Not confusing with
Prophet. Psalm Mohammed..
Its a dawn they wanted.
Man they got it
Shock value. Out the socket.
Lights apocalyptic
The talk is chronic vision
Rap assassination
Body chalk in.
Koffins picked out with the  plots for Christmas
Betty crocker with a *** to **** in.
Thats alot now listen
Body wash with hints of chocolate
Fragrant flow
The water faucet is.
Smelling like accomplishments.
But you know that we wanted this

Can the river really flow
Without  deliverance
Apacolypse mountain pine
Dine on what we did with it...
But we aint finished yet
Currency in duffle bags
No gimmick. Christ is in infinite
The ugly way.
The racists act like princes and
Shun away.
The bill with racial pride.
****** up isn't it....