Is it a pre conceived belief
That as a human.
I need room to breathe and be..
Or does oxygen make promises
Inside cerebral scenes
As..... humans dream....
Is their a ....movement
Into peace?....
Or does every gruesome
Deed mans ever made.
Consume our inner mood
And .....ruin our being????
Questions I've selected
To be used inside this theme....
As we the youth
Become so numb to the pollution
Were .....use to seeing.....
Newly teens..
Confusing race as a need for.... shooting sprees.....
I shouldn't talk . I got some fuel in me.
Let loose could...... ruin 17...

My moods like dude
Your a dude but when you dress up...

Must confess ****...truly..... beauty queen...

And your bros that run these sewers
Dont give two *****
Just .....who your seeing....
They just want you to be happy
It's your mood
So karmasutra...
You get ....****** into believing...
That the world is better off.
With out your humour.
And the only ....you can do it feeling....
Doesn't matter what they say
Give it hell
And.... use your demons....
To make Angel's testify
And raise moons that shape the music into freedom for all beings....
..

Shaggy wah gwan is a sick ******* album yo. This **** is seriously boombastic.
I'm losing my ******* mind. Really wish I could smoke **** with out tripping out so hard.
I'd be lighting one up for you right nah shaggy

This is life in just pretend
I'm in Nintendo screens
And spending credits
On a mental dream.
Virtual *** is cheap
But comes second place quite easily
To the feeling.
When my online shrink
Is messaging.
I hate my spending habits
But these deadly Jean's.
From Ebay user gently green
Are not just ******* wants
Their practically necessity

My partner thinks I'm unfaithful
We brake up
So my side chick gets a text from me
I go on a Facebook rant.
With anger. Angst and energy
At 2 am.
**** Drunk again.
Wake up the next day and check
The messages.
she sent to me...
She Wants my love again.
But if the web has taught me anything.
It's essentially
Impossible
To solve your problems
Without connection fees.
*** love is free
But its 11 bucks a month
To find the other fish in the sea

But hey hey. Babe
Were in a virtual craze.
It's my life. So complex
But it feels easier this way.

I'm on a crazy tip
Ex factor ate amazing ****
And saved a plateful
Takeaway but waits for it...
Lazy ***** with weapons
So **** dangerous
That Satan says how gay is this...
Stray from digging Graves
To mixing anger ***
With clozapine. Olanzapine
And raging ****....
The caged in aggression
*** I want to straight blade Michael
Sinul... Satan Reikl necks
And have a vinyl trial death
With slim shady.
Smiling in a child's mess
I'm shifty you can try my breath
My grin
Is simply illl like aids and gay men ***
No offense im positive
You'll be great in test..
While everglades gators
Ate up major ****...
So I'm repulsive hope I'm great at ***
Or hell be helpful to be my break up texts.... revenge equation
Add up two seconds in a painful stress
I'll be make up *** so grateful
For his great revenge

Boy you are amazing
The world's vernacular is changing
You use to say boys aren't supposed to cry
Thats for ******* and little babies
But we grew from that
We musta knew it that
It was making men go crazy.
Trying to hide behind machismo
When inside their heart is breaking.

Now I'm headed for new daisies
Hi Alberta!!! B.c changed me...
Nice to meet again. Giving thanks to those who shaped me...May I mandate.
That nobody kills and rapes me....
I gotta make it down to Washington.
Theres cholostemy bags. With Donald's name.
For
The presidential ****

Its winter moons that make me humbled
By the grace of different races of the ladies.
But the alt right thinks theres oppression from the liberals
On caulcasians.
I just said the same thing twice.
In different ways. While keeping my mind naked....

Oh one last thing. Simba you'll never fully understand it
And it's okay to be in limbo.
You look pretty as either ***
And theres no way that your a *****...
Or underhanded
Simple it's the pencil....
That will give the devil  wings
Not ******* coffee.
Nor ******* redbull.
Nor led zepplin.....
But its God that does these things

Massacre this strategy.
Im practically a genius
In a parallell reality
Floating through dimensions
While im coping with dimensia
I could roast you ******* peanuts
But cant eat without my dentures.

Im a mentor to These muggles.
You struggle with daily life....
I turned my **** into a war machine
You just mad *** iron man is white.
...

In mix with ghetto vibes. Quest for tribes. No kidding. This ain't *******.
Jokes aside. The mental child
Is blessed with fellow child.
Love forever wild.
Like jokers in a poker hand.
Devil smiles.
Angels cry. And smoke turns into broken sand...
Jokes in hand.. laughing at the rental man.
Naw debt man. We got credits in hand.
No debt to lend.
We got plenty man...

Top of this ****.
Legitimitely faded
Heirarchy of angels
No stranger to
Mortal danger
Its a sword thats
Swung in anger
Its a word that turns
Its fangs up
Its a scaly beast
A major reason
Youve been fading in derangement
Feeding ivory eyes
With moonlight vibes
Untill you
Face your maker

Living in a constant bliss...
The thought of this
Shared product
Of imagination pain happiness
And consciousness
Turn intoxication by the devine
Autopsy of the body
God detoxed... at ten o'clock
Of the planet as a paradox
As it was before we got this *****
On hembero talk
And staring box like thought
As policy for Brad ***
To lay the bad talks...
On Monica and phoebe....
As our friends... grab
Fat socks out the slap box
And drown bad clocks
As time becomes
Reversed from sad walks
To fat pockets...
Happy grant sponsors..
College grants
And prophets of a child
With script to battle
Mad hops
Any feeling you incurred
In blurry earth shock

Like his first clock is

burned in terminal
Rehearsal of a dirt moccasin

And thirsty inferno
Of hell before you and mercy population...
Sent from hell sprang up
And first walked...
Before you and the all mother first talked

Eyes of a sky. So entwined
With worldly promise.
The absence. Of a god is like
A girl deprived of chocolate...
And eyes of god.
See Gabriel's gift. To the prophet.
Muhammed...


Of love. Battle Songs. And jaws
Of hardened granite..
Manic episodes. That make
Me want messianic status...
Capture the head of Janet.
Just to stop the yapping...
Funny if I'm a girl
Why you call me man. ******
*** Amanda Bynes played shes the man.
And mulan was the script of trans mishappened.
Thrown in a mislabeled basket.
Washed with miss matching fabrics
To stain the water.
Now my fathers cloth is
***** crayon. Spray on sealant
Matching shade of batshit....

Palette of a dancer. With a rat **** wig and talent matches
Like she came from insanity.
Who could of imagined this great
Manifested. Happiness would happen...
Like a planet of amateurs.
Who took for granted.
How God's plan was greater than imagined flaws.
Anxiety. And dry heaves.
In a weaved contour of detour.
To a place of committed insanity
Death and damage to my manhood.
Surgeon. Working. With imperfections. Managing
In the band saw....
Chop a ******* hand off.
Hold my throat at ransom
For cash candy. And a soft retreat to chuck berry's mansion.
Complex of cher. Celine dion.
And the killers.
Speak of jesus. My knees like freon
Keep me clean my cheeks breach my teeth.
And soon the village sees
I different me.
Intended and invented. Born of
Meaning. Caution but promised.
To be clean of tempered damages
And diagnosis ****** forensic.
**** it I'm just rambling.
Dont believe the plot.
The director or the camera men
The novels much better.
Jot my thoughts in pen
And saturate the smooth canvas
With the dancing ants
That manifest. Loss of sanity.
Like washcloths in the basket
Marked for bleach.
But reaching its arm into the washer
To clean its conscience.
Body stops. The heart collapses.
Revived. Brought back from
Jesus. God Angel's. ..

I know theres been talks I've been saving stuff up. Either way I'm old news. So here's a lil something written tonight. Canada day
High on illecite drugs that should be legal for a myriad of reasons that make so much cents. But it be sweeter if they made dollars

Living in Canada day.

With a hand of the yay.

Like little candles

Make a man.

After he
Flashes in the ashtray.


It's the last hey.

Before I fade into the fast lane.

I'm so subtle I make


Jared from subway

Look like a great dad

While I'm skunked

And bunked in the ******* drunk tank


Calling me sinister.

Is a tale reminiscent 

Of that punk Dave.


I may recall.



You misbehaving Dave

I'm a ghetto child....


I **** the same *****

And still call you a *******....

I make you feel amazing
Test of nature
Called impossible......
I say cars dont run
On dreams
And sweetheart
You the autobahn......
Face defeat
Before you reap
The seeds
Of slaughterhouse erotica...
Seems competition
Bleak
In need of something
Pre conceived
From Austin's author house.....
I make the devil
Into origami
Than send letters
To your mommas house....
It seems
You havent even bothered
Pulling your daughter
Out the slaughter house.....
I hate to take a crumb.
From such an honest
Flawless modest mouse.....
But the vultures
In the pasture
Speak of evil
Dont ask me just what their talking bout....

in this complexity
im not messing with *******
i think my recipe
is mind the people you cook with
eat dream believe
and **** up any who doubts it
next up
dont be a  fad like ripped jeans
times change like an outfit
and you can ask flava flav
if theres any questions bout it
get it times change
that was cheek and tonguing
because he always
wore a giant clock
to every party function
even times when he was *******
but the third in the lunch kit
is dont eat like a trash can
i know i do but im advising
you its as dangerous as hazmat
4th in the grab bag

is a thing you clearly know
debt is such a cliche way
to prove you made it on your own
im in the same ******* boat
but this aint funny yo
**** keeps up
what the ****
your going to learn to row

Crazy as a crazy gets
I'm on my david Suzuki tip
Major stupid ****.
Framed by a smooth built script.
Like jews knew hits
Where written in jehovas fists
Know me *****.

Swear I'm naked in figure.
If its dough they want.
I got a bake in mixture.
Fragrant spritzer.
Of a champagne sail away.
Neath skies of give aways.
Trip vacations. Swag bag winners.
project  housing remaking
Villages. With billions made with in
A money system. To feed hungry children.
lobbying dummy politicians.
To drop guns and hit man.
Like gods got nuns and Christians.
We don't slum but the slums
Got big plans
Once this business sharing website
Hits man
Its like witness to a switch stance
Watch it *** either way I'm going to hit man...

Play the game ***.
I give thanks up
To god. He built me filthy
With some rank blood.
Stay skunked with kush
Like peppy lepiux was.
Giving thanks up.
Blood bank type of donation
Thats life drained ***
now ******* bank up...

Shiver with the little artwork
Smart words.
That light up little black light
Parchment turned
Into currency. So don't let the art burn.
Hard words.
In texture with better business
You can feel decisions
Reflect the image.
Like mirror clear invisionment.
Of fixture in religion
Christ deliverance
Nice intelligence.
And price equivalents.
To euro status.
With smiles and giddiness
Rising to highs
Like roller coaster children does.

Its millcreek heavy hitting.
With the switchblade kinda vision.
Give you butterflies.
Who the **** am I.
To tell you that this time is any different. ....
While I'm climbing up the.
Highest cliffs.
And lost in peak ambition...
It's a cognitive distortion.
When decisions.
Get over ridden.
******* poorly integrated systems
But hey
I still blame
My daddy's **** for my existence...


**** is like a river bed.
Deliver what you  really said.
Or suffer life a coward. Living in a metal mind. You ******* piston head.
It's engines driving
Money
And blood torn from the sediment.
Consuming more than souls.
In the name of making dividends...
What happened to us little kids.
We use to fight it out.
Now were scared to throw a punch even for little ****.
While we sit riddled with indifference and a social climate.
Lacking the ambition to ******* finish ****...


I swear this planets getting *****.
And it won't take it anymore.
The forces that consort with the gods.
Are scorned. And well informed.
Of what the drums of oil and war are piping for.  Inside this not so minor climate war..... while ignorance is staggering.
Wonder why or who the **** were fighting for...

Its sadness in a sentence fragment.

Spilling madness into happening

With actual attraction 

I begin. Spilling over like the  waves

In this titanic ****

 imploding like an atom

In a nuclear reaction

I'm removed. From the attachment

Like household garbage

My equation is

Department  sanitation ****

My life a math equation

Which

Dont sum up ****

But drugs and *** and ******* angry kids

Fantasies I had

At ten.

A knack for turning

**** into an acronym

S.o h.old i.t t.ogether

***

 s.he's h.eaven i.n t.ogetherness

A s.low h.and i.nviting t.enderness

I just did 3 ******* acronyms

Using the letters *******br>

To show she's fabulous
That's why she has my kids

So I seemed misleading
Tottally faked my origins
Story of a normal kid...
Generation millennial
Orbiting planet horseshit
Bordering mortal sin
Pretending to be God...
The sworn allegiance
To my divorce
From social  normalness
They controlling ****
Who form lobbies
To enforce
Rules on
******* ****
And warnings on my
Torture flicks....
I'm more I guess
Self loathing on par 4
Tiger woods
Of ******* course it is...
Like torment is
My ordinary
Home away from
Pharmacist and ***** flicks.....
Morbid self involvement
Rigomortice... and im sworn to fix
My diabetes sweet tooth
And a performance inch
That morphed into
A sworn addiction
Into every  thing tharz torn and slit
Rips adorn my garments
Warn other kids
Just ignore the stitch
My heart is fragile
I'm a bully
I'm abnormal
with a shorted switch
Cereal killer horror flick
Bowl and milk
But this cereal is more for kids
Oh right its trix
It ******* warned it is....
I lost my gender
In a mother morphing storage bin...
And morphed my head of shredded lettuce into a warning blip...
Feeling
Pressure like a stormy system
Against an early warning system

Bout to pour this morning
Tie up your corsette...
Lingerie vocabulary
Of corsette thats your only victim...
Boring *******
Bout to tear it up and save my only care

Social norm...
Forming solar glare
With Ray ban shoulder stares
As cool as skully... my friend Michelle...
Or drug addicted polar bears....

I got evicted courage...
Delicious words but...
I get lifted like a gifted perfect person
Gets intercepted nerves that
Sound the simple birth...
So don't ****** persons
Of every gifted talent given....
I bless love with vision
Words of surface mission...
Until it turns my worth into a weapon
That can burn the cryptic
Plan of politicians in the ****** business....

Everybody love everyone
Dignity and forgiveness
No bigotry
And hate afflicted resistance
If the nazis and Christian's
Can drop arms and celebrate
Christmas
I'm pretty sure hate can't exist in
A wish
By your kids that you make
Fair decisions
And give them
A chance to reclaim this planet's
Conditions
No gimmicks I just persist
In adverse conditions
Yet frail like a ribbon
But surgical precision
Like a ****** witness
Trying to work
A purp for conviction
It's the terms I work
My purpose driven
Emergence of a surface for friction
Between the **** of the law
And my blurry admission

We live the saddest lives
Beneath these satellites
Dont infect her. I'm protector
Your the baddest guy

And I got no plans but I
Cant **** to satisfy
****** her. No surrender
I won't feel bad if I

**** to feel gratified
It's really sad but I
Protect her. U infect her
And I won't mind the satellites
You'll just have to die
So scream out one last time


Chorus
There is a massive hole
In my gravity
My bodies feeling chrome
My thoughts are maddening

So swing for the fences
Cut jump and let's begin
They think its tragedy
I know it's sin for sin

Ridiculed with opposites..
Positive..
I talk with walk tall confidence
But meekly speak
Of god given talent.
That might amass. To
Accolades accomplishments
Its just room for coffins
Under clothe to be
Cleaned and walk
With losses from my past
That seem to be lost on me...
And haunting me
Like impossible im calm
But I just got my period...
Wait the point is.. impossible
From your colossal disbelief
Like separate. Apostrophe
Inevitable
got it all....
Like model aspirations
Intimidation..  *** i speak
Non judgemental gospel bro....
Like topical relief
For depression.
Anxiety.. bipolar.. **** clozeral...
The boss is waiting in
His office...
I got a shot. With far im possible...
And no way
**** it logan
Says make it probable...
Facing difficulties...
Like riddles to Batmans job at home...
The riddlers ******* got to go
And under neath the ledge.
I'm sure heath.
Has got a spot to watch it all....
Screaming. William
Like black eyed peas...
In the freezer bag...
*** I got to swell....
With beating demons till it freezes over
Believe me all I want from hell...
Switch the flow

Taught me well.. with hard ambition
In it...
Built for ***.. genius. Reaching
Optical incremental prisons
Dysmorphias a numbers game...
And we got it all in switching
But liberation
Is a greater joy. Than all this dimension different vision...
Like a tape you read
Your project with
But yoir vision says.
Two inches and 11 keep
Swapping
Stop this ****....
So you walk into lunch with coffee...
And people switch the fuckinf spots to
Sit in...
*** your coveralls are different...
Laughing
*** your wishing to be a proper certified electrician...
But your just not the idea
Or proper vision
*** your body is the opposite
Of electrician....
**** **** in the parking lot...
All you hearing as you exit
Your not a tradesmen
Dude keep wishing....
Shoulda kept your birth genetics....
Or stick with roofers
**** ill do that ***** you *******
If i woulda kept my ****..
You jerks would still
Look at me different....

Talk sick vocab.
Nomad with a rebel grip.
No man. Waves
At sailing ships.
Like water waves hi
To welcome it.
Deposit. Currency.
For emergency .
Or my **** runs a deficit
Whether.
Interest develops.
Like percentage on a bank loan.
Set a record pace
And rate intelligence based.
On sway flows.

Build the bank like the river does.
The **** constructed as tough as
A Columbian missile truck
Missile head seeking heat.
Hot when I get a sick to ****

Living in the glory God...
I feel amiss.. its mercy stationed...
Its hurts my nature..
But curves my greatness...
Feeling worthless. .
And less than sacred...
Because im second place? Yeah What is this?
Set it straight. And beg forgiveness...
I'm less than great..
But my decision..
Is to make or break... my final wishes...

life is just a stepping stone, unto worlds we cant detect
the pain, the joy, the love we leave
and the monsters breathing down our neck

in hopes and song, our life lives on
leaves falling in september
the things endured,
whilst here on earth
are blessings into forever

eternity ,,,,a ripple like
a stream that wont stay calm
your voice and joy
a major loss
between the ripples
in the pond

when life is hard
its destiny
that carries us to glory
but your voice is just the whistling tune
that echoes forth your story,,,
its not idling standing by
while your song turns weak and shrill
its fighting back
retaking that
which has been stolen, ****** and killed

Written in a shoe box
Are little keepsakes and tiny poems.
Clue not.
What keeps any sense
In dispense of medicine..
left mine at home
And fly the zone....

Like listen hard.
Its being seen as soft...
Your ears are whispers.
And your dreams are clothe
When the other side
Is black and buried.
The clothe is mud
And your hands are hurried...
In bitter haste.
Hush your angry tone
The little girl
Does not wash the rag alone
The rag is bloodied
And now you see he's scarred
What once was soft.
Now you see he's hard

Hi praise from a genius.
Interveniusly fed from the heavens.
Birth of concept directed as a gift
Of immaculate conception.
Weapons of an angel.
Death and life in direction of travelling passengers
On a raft in river of
Deliverance from ****** repression.
****** suspension.
Chemical intervention. Medication meant to be a super natural circumvention. Of a dramatic urge to ****** sessions with **** men and .
And I'm a menace. With a compass pointing north like magnetic attraction to a hardened compression
of gravity in the pants of attraction in a storm of upwards direction known as your skyward awakened sacred *******.
And I'm going south with plans of making my face take southward facing face plant
A face cant.
Take that.
Make me decorate my place with fake plants
A baby with a fate that.
A man that grows apussy cant ******* make that.
Following gods naked granted word
Promise that a baby
Is promised.
Like a slate that.
Cant clean
Itself. Like jesus needs to save that which
Is depraved inside my nature a
Way of naked anger
Attempting perfection
With a worthless self appraisal
My name that
Needs saving and re decorating
In a place of carpets draped
On windows
In the light. Where the saints dance
And the devil waits to take that
Which cant protect
Its life I took for granted
Need to stand in
Saving grace
The light that fades
From mystic music
Cascading
From her hair and face and
Her smile great like
God inside the depths of hell
Shining light in darkness
With compassion
For the fate of which
Was elaborately persuaded
To abandon sacred ashes
while jesus dusts the grey ants from my dusty plant which
Smells like eminem kanye and jay z
Diamond eyes. A mind of detention
Crime of perfection
With genius mention
For the sentence
***** is a craving. That leaves me weapon less and unprotected
An urge to get pregnant
While imspeaking of future intentions
I should avoid my hatred
Of self expression
I should forgive
My pseudo intellect
And goof like intentions
**** I **** I say all thisshit
But cant break my body
In the alottedtime
Not pragmatic
*** I'm tempered like a serrated blade.
And worthless with a great chance
To face agrave.
Of shallow grief speaking of a reach from Angel's breaking bread with words that make that
Mission
Like s vision
Of envisioning
A great plan
Prophetic
Eradicating
Drakes laugh
From my gay half
Laughing like I'm cisgendered
Not a gay man
Or a Jays fan
Break leg fam
You fake glam
**** fan
I'll shave my legs
And drape your legs with my ankles
Breaking bones
As I wind up on your face champ
So ******* break dance
Kick it like a karate
Break my body like
A babe lamb
Bones are inventions
Of a name
A single world that makes me think
I'm ******* great and
Than people speak of changes
Like a fate of
Slated fake plants
I honestly believe
I'm going to conceive
A baby from a great man
But the tragic truth remains
Imdeluded. Polluted conclusion
Undoing of pursuing my inner truth
Like serial killers pursue
A cell in Arkham county
But there too smart to take a g

call me for the ransom
kidnapped and adaptive brightness
riding eyes wide
dragon fire inside
its ******* frightening
dying,, living in enhancement
entranced
dope in guage romance

ten guage the trigger dance
and i freudian slip and red my hands
my life a madness
in containment
chased no bravery here just blood
the microscopic homeglobins
slowly flowing down my plut
french for *****
mostly mushy
drenched in mud
and burned like sage
a ****** mystery like pages
with a pinch of salt (assaullt)
and violent rage

Masterful sorrow.
Handful of borrowed.
Wishes *** the dishes
Switch from today to tomorrow.
Abusing the time clocks.
Shoe shine and a shine box.
Gorging on borrowed time. But heavens not borrowed...
Set apart punching a time clock....
Portion sized rhyme.
It fits in your throat hole.
Mind ****. With trymer robbing me of dying luck with
Cake by the boatload
Jovial jokes bro.
But hey its not a funeral
Renumeral. Numero uno
With a coke nose.

Listen all of you
Let me talk to
give you a walk through
I want you
To know I got you.
Talk to many problems
In this walk through

Homophobes are not okay
Get a hot clue before I drop you
If that's what you want dude
Misogyny and mom abuse
Are not cool a promise haunts you
I feel the plot *****
Poverty is not cool
Help the needy if you want too.
Baby
**** the  **** racists.
swastikas on their faces
Hating mmigrants and gays which
Threaten their own race which
Is narrow minded its really basic
Love casts out hate
Why hate our brother.
*** his face a different color.
Or abuse our unborn mothers.
Suicide is undercover too
Open up and run it through
Discover why you stuck in moods
Get  help if something troubles you.
Addiction *****
Period. Delirious.  Its a spiritual
Funk with drunken blues.
Drug abuse and sunken clues.
But I'm not judging you..

People don't run away.
Make your stand.
Triumph as a man
Stand as a woman.
understand the love is running our mission.

We make our enemies bed
As we would make our own
Ask what troubled him
To the reaction I provoked
Pray for understanding
Of his illness and his woes
As you wish your enemies
Would make your bed
Just as they do there own....

Let's talk devils advocate..
Care plan packaged !!! carefully
Marked abstinent.
**** it. This planet won't be half as lit.
Had I chose to man up.
Admit my bad ****. And put a lid.
On burning candles *****....
Can I be candid for a moment...
Question marked...
Hazardous.... dont answer this...
But how do I stay safe...
When my brain is chemically imbalanced *****
Soaking up years of coke liquor **** and ******* cannabis ...
Grade 9 dances.
Stolen glances. At my destiny
Written the saddest script..
Since Harvey's Weinstein and r kelly.
Did remix to bebe rexhas smash hit baddest *****.....
I guess that's it...
I take compliments and criticism
Like sunshine to a cabbage kid...
Trying to help my condition
. using undercover practices

Results of broken rubbers
Being stubborn trying to ask me ****...
Making sisteen chapel look like
Painting from a ******* david banner.
Getting mad at it...
No patience like an empty psych ward.
The floor below.
Half inhabited by *** addicts.
Same amount of patience as they premature ejaculatjng amateurs.

I thought I was the man and ****....
Till tactical team six.
Swooped down and picked my *** up quick...
Manifested gravity.
Into the emptyness of black abyss...
Like trying to not rhyme the same is half the battle
Finding **** creeks paddles the other half of it
That's where I grabbed my wits....
Focus on the *** I see inside the mirror. Not the *** you practically
Have to kiss
Behind a weakness for need of approval..  *** self love
Felt cruel  hazardous and gradually cancerous....
For some reason. I cant admit
That my destiny ain't footsteps in the sand and ****...
Relying on my ego.
Pride and vanity. Like prime ingredients to make.
Horse **** sandwiches....
Would you like that with mayonaise
Deceit. Pickles or some radishes...
I want to visit past tense..
Like before this started happening
The building was scrapped. Evacuated.
In the process. Of abandonment....
Shack was built.
On drugs *** and lies
pictures of my kids are the only thing
In the entire mansion
Worth having it....
Talking about cups like I got plenty
In the cabinet...
**** I wish. But the futures
Fickle..  **** just a little..
Pickles radishes *** and ****
To make  massive gorgeous. ***** ***** sandwiches
Kevin costner with these wolves
Just gotta learn to dance with it
And I'll be glad to kiss my past goodbye
Like seal team six.
When they came and
Licked my *** and ****....

Seems as if all I ever wanted.
Was a step in the right direction
When I got it. All else followed.
Near perfection. the heavens...
Yet standing corrected.
I fall short of the lesson
Lie when I talk
About a sitting obsession.
Prone to over analyzing. My time and attention. ..
Lack of ****** drive.
And indulgence in self.
Is a perfect storm for myself.
Nothing for somebody else.
I try to act ****.
Fiscaud ....and eventual masks.
It's a void
Trying to fill the noise
With ****** acts.
Decibels in my medicine cabinet.
Sounds and levels are wack
While my reflection
Like a fortune teller
Never looks back.
Its me trying normality
Through *** drugs and incredible raps.
All the rest of normal decency
I lack. That society has.
Yeah I want in his pants
He's the god father of rap.
But you confuse me so madly
I'm not sure I even want that.
He'd be a good father
Wheres he spiritualy at.
Couldn't tell. But he still wears
Sweats every day.
No matter how much material
Wealth that he has.
I always listen
To the watchmen.
It's a miracle chance.
That I even get a *** change
Before these next 7 years pass.

My life is filled with happiness
Where once lived
Bitter sadness.
Think that hip hop shouldn't
Always be about
Who's biggest and the baddest
.....
Its reflection of your passion
The song that lives on
After your body passes
Yeah death maybe tragic
But it's just a thing that happens



And its
So hard to imagine
Like my dad collapsing
Into spasms
Before
They packed him in the
ambulance in transit
To the ******* royal Alex

But like I said
This **** just happens
It's a perfect storm that passes
After the sky has fade from blackness
And the waves no longer crashing
You can Finally Understand
That sometimes this **** just ******* happens

Started off aweful
But thanks to re adjustment.
Got cups like a cabinet
No Kleenex stuffing
Thank you very much miss  hilary duff man
Keep it up and...
You'll get schooled up in the dumb class....

Dominican republic. Where the tan lines border on disgusting
Highway traffic marker kind of stuffiness
Snorting  lines just keep on coming....

Hot and fresh. So get it. While I pull out oven ready muffins.
Top 5 **** scenes on the internet
Are all of women getting ****** while stuck inside of ovens
Something of a taboo subject
So let's not actually discuss it.
Cheeseburger Eddie's television stuntman.
And mcdonalds ba da ba pa loves it....
Made of luncheon meat lasagna and snack size muffins in my lunch kit...
Getting harassed for stashing ***.
Like a drug mule smuggles stuff up in his luggage....
Security like **** search and seizure
Wheres your gloves at...
Steve o. You on jack ***. But where you from and wheres that *** at...
I'll stop bragging about something that hasn't even happened yet.
Like cmon girl ******* **** that...
But ima tell you like cartman
Hes just a boy you shouldn't a done that....

Oh god I hope this isn't foreshadowing.


I'm not ready for remediation to the dumb class...
And line consumption should be subject. To legalization. In a subclass
Jail oh great. So I'm terry crews ******* ******* stuntman...
Who wants mcdonalds. When you got healthy choices from Janet at the public mental systems lunch van...
******* in conclusion.
Is where steve o. Keeps the *** at....

Massacre of Pasadena
Task force set to operative
***** in the cleaners still
And changing is a promise kid.
Positive in cop of talk
I wasn't always positive.
Times at heart I felt so dark
I didn't really wanna live...
But demons in my closet weren't worth feeding even crumbs
When I discovered God exists
Who could I be wrong again
Rather being. Toxic secretive
And closeted
Alright ill find an accomplishment
Worth acknowledging and
Model it...

Swallow hard and solve it quick.
Possibility like God could
Skyrocket me on rocket ships.
I have no cleaning left in the closet
But im seeing bleach bottles
Wash up. In my dreams
From over polishing....
Like street fighter. Did in karate kid.
Or was that mister wax on
Brazilian landing strip
Watch and see if
Vince mc Mahon.
Is raw enough to handle it...

Candles light a manuscript
That reads no amateurs
Enter here its hazardous
And tinder is the mantle piece...
That is dipped in carcinogens
And fumes are cancerous...
Fine laugh at me
You'll choke on **** a real tradgedy
Like cigarettes hard drugs
And naked sun tan
Meets deeper heated versus of reality
Its bad to sun tan
In the sand you'll burn your feet
And get tan lines on your masterpiece
Peace love *** for weeks
Unless you got them banook cheeks
Your still hot like ******* banook grease.
Hope my native women ain't mad at me

Celebrated fam. With an elaborate plan.
I made my bed *** im 11 years deep in the sand.
Im telling devils not to see me.
For regular visits.
Instead my shrink said i should take these pills to clear up my symptoms.
Menacing condition.
Im a master of hiding.
Playing good guy for the public
But disguising yhe devil inside me.
Its a trial. I can make it.
Just gotta have some good faith.
I make the sands of time look like a dream we might have escaped.
****

Oh ***** foul
Hannas on the prowl
really  try.... this Billy cyrus
Can vanna white
Get it right... I ..... just
Need to buy a vowel
I'm in the jouls
Of a monster with a purpose
Turning words to detergent
And a mouth full.
Of my fur that.
Turns my growls into howls
Words that ******
And stimulates the bowels
I'm a monster on the prowl
Burn down the whole **** town
Let's get it now

W.i.t.l.e.s.s
Woman
In
Training
Learning
Essential
Skills 4
Survival

Go with your heart.
Hold the doors that make you happy.
Satisfaction is an ego placemat
For your joy to work
Makings of imagining
Your heart a vessel. For confessions
Bless every tear you cried in youth.
Illusions. Just concoctions
Of an unrequited truth...
Your journey is a unknown trail.
With kindness as your friend.
Truth is just illusions
Revealed as more than just pretend...
Silence is a laughter.
Followed after by a rushing thought
To sit and hear the emptiness
Forgetting everything your taught
Your mind is like a maze of mice
With fixation on the prize.
Calm the scurried paws and just enjoy
The greatness of your life....
Your soul a sleeping giant
Ahman and praise allah
karma is God's
Way of repaying you for deeds.
And saving you from harm

Living in a metronome.
Hetero throne
With a center hole
Render me ghost
Trans status... Trans fat is.
Saturated. Tactics
Militia background.  NUTRITION fat now... savage jo don't back down...
Pop a cap off like MILK JUGS
NILL ***. I dont take the rap now.
Settle down MILK DUDS..
You could be sweeter.
Feed the parking meter.
Or get a FINE!!!! (Fine)...
I'll get my **** ******
Still love ready for bazooka round.
Stupid sound.
With cupids crown. In music lounge.
Heart broken. Too profound how two can sound like 1 after the rumors out....
Anyway. Settle down gangsta
Disheveled sound cranked up...
Got metal ground bank ***
hot pursuit after dental boy fights tooth and nail out of handcuffs..
Before we go bankrupt
Say some about the name ***
If I tank ima show you what a tank does....

God please evict this demon from my property.
My body acknowledges.
The monstrosity
That doesn't make me squat to ***
Gotta be. A formula.
Of probably. Possibly or prophecy.
Its a translation of a paradox
Between what I want
And what God wants for me...
Eventually.
I crumble and his progeny
Has to walk for me.
Chalking out the spot
On sidewalks.
As everybody walks on me....

**** talk sick.
I dont want chocolates.
I dont knoe what you monsters
Want from me

Television morals.. buy a family scene
Familiar with normality...
Till your family met me...
Sadly its just what happened to we
Who were on the planet.
When this happened to me

Worldwide enveloping sensory sentiments
Sent from truth
My mental being directly to you for a heavenly feeling eventually grew...
There's a devil in you
But
The devils no credible threat dude
When you got God..  and a mental legion of intelligent heads who...
Show you the settle of smoke
Like seeing television elements
A fresh view...
Shredding former head space...
That your past pretends to
Be the best you...
But you know... the best move..
Is a sunrise...
touch the sky with color
Like Bob Ross lives in the guestroom
Change is every season..
Check mate Ricky Romano..
You loveable goof
You got the next move....

The lesson is my.... love.... its you its for
Pay attention child
I wont ignore
I see your plight
Your joy your love.
More of you in every hug....
The thing we fear
We become....
I will never fear...
In you I trust.....

A Devine listening.
Of trippy artifacts and papers...
An artform
Transferred into books on tape....
pragmatic
Saviours..
A feeling made to make a gangster. Feel his greater nature...
Glowing hearts.
ramblings of a sinner..
That shape
The grayness that's still left in winter...
A bitter tongue.
The mic
Like satan's innards... entrails dinner....
A failing game that plays the master.
Against new beginners.
Without a foolish filter.
I make snapchat
Means suit aces
And a duece for kicker...

Heavenly determination
Melody made
Of earthly pleasures
Treasures
Near my heart
Intentions of a man near
Death
With self centered
Under developed senses
Meant for sensory
Correction
In a class of eventual deception
Beyond mental cognitive
Correction
Deception like encrypted data
In a fit of stemming
Pleasure from a different
Member
Rendered useless till I wake up better
With a hospital attire
And moms spaghetti on my sweater
Ambition  of a devil
With a stellar over sweltering temptation
To take ***** in a cave
And save my life
And prevent the fate of man kind
From the overtake of satan's mind
Take my eyes
God made them nice
So Jordans name
Dont sayit twice
Jordan's legs are nice
His face is why
He had to break and rearrange
The frame of future past dated
Back to pre grade 5
And preceeding age 9
The 8 year old with great full eyes
Who escaped the date of age 29
With a name that goes both ways
A little lady spine
Save me a date to die
*** it's to late to escape the fate
I've made and put in slated
Truth I dont want to escape but I'm afraid that I
May change my mind
When they break my spine
And change my eyes.
My self expression explodes
From gods sense of humour
Explaining why.
I feel great but
They make humour of
The way I've tried
I cant take the times
Till jesus makes me find
Missing pieces
Of my love for life
And every time I fucki g hate my life
I changed your mind
You ******* hated mine
I'm going to take my time
It's ok and I
Know its pain justify
As okay and respectable
And I'm safe and fine
As long as I'm took serious
And made to cry
It's a tainted lie.
I've been made to die
So follow your plate with love
Laugh and live
And make every second
A destination. In the sands of time
And make each memory a magical
Dance with time.
You glance back in time
With happiness your going to outlast the times

He's my witness.
Got no fiction
I got a beat from my heart
And its skipping
Like a discman...
He's my savior
Got no different
Tripping over wishes
Like its Santa clause at Christmas.
No doubt
Hes all love and im
Mother of a lullaby.
I flutter like a butterfly...
No promise
Hes like so what if I
Tell you that I love you
You love me like no other guy....
Drums and lights
He kisses me.
I shut the lights
And **** him till the sun is high

Didn't imagine this would ever happen
Matrimony in capacity.
To catastrophe with savage needs..
Michael. Slim. Macro vanity..
When the look is good.
From Ariel to sanctum from insanity...
Gabriel. The Golden Great space.
Inducing steven to rhapsody...
I cant lose my man to addiction. Grief or mice mismanagement. When I love so many angels im practically. Been panicking... frantic with anxiety....
Life In paramount importance...
Next to Michael.  Hope he stays well.. we don't need damaging. Hoping Catlin has him for me... I adore him its something beyond fathoming.

Talking positive.
I got a lotta life.
My energy on up
Despite. My childhood
Filled with pain and strife
A middle ground established
In collab. With things
You  sniff at night...
A little love entwined
With vision
Till you get it right...
It is a bitter fight.
Like hoping for a way to make you
Find your fight.
It's never freeze you need to **** or fight or hold the light

I really need this two points
A win. Would too suffice
*** roll the die hit or miss
I never lose my life
Its looking like I got this
Taking true advice.
*** its a step in the direction
If the shoe fits right....

And momma never lost me
Not to date. Post dated. 6 more decades...
My eyes are like analysts.
But they don't sit and spectate.
They just weaponize
A monster
Drama **** a *** date.
Undress and feel your neck break...
Like karma comes
As fast as *****.  *******
These ******* *** and menstrate...

So difficult to find.
Truth. When inside the waters muddy
Always prayers and thoughts.
And Hope's.
Being alone and with nobody.
Till you found me.
I'd like to say something.
I never saw it coming.
I'm a girl inside a body.
That feels manly. Unkempt and ugly.
But the world has shown me something.
That what I thought inside of me was so  ugly.
Actually turned out to be.... well....
Pretty ******* funny.....
There it is. So scarcely lit before.
I ignored my tummies rumbling....
I needed truth.
But I was using the wrong trading points as money....
Currency. Like promises... fall short
Of realizations in becoming....
I was raised as a boy...
But now I'm trying to be somebody...
My uncle has finally passed
From a cancer
Battle raged and body ******...
But heaven is a perfect place...
I'll see you there.. ten four rubber ducky... love ya unky... best ******* buddies.....

In heart. I'm so simple
I'm not complex
I believe in trust....
And it ***** me up
When people cut
Me deep enough
For blood....
I act like I'm so
Invisible
You cant see me when I blush
But my cheeks
Are always red
And my teeth
Are freezing to the touch
I believe in
Hugs
But i need drugs
More than
That sweet and healing touch
Only recieved from
People that you love...
I'm so deeply needing
Something
To free me from
This demon and his clutch
That I plead victor
In the card game
So you dont ******* see my bluff...
But you dont ******* see that stuff
A decade
Was to long. Too keep a secret
That's been
Eating at my gut..
So **** what you believe
Come and ask me
What the **** is up
With all this secret ****** up stuff