Sarcastic exemption
of a flaky perception
Based from confession
of realitys active. Ambition
In the pond of natural living
With ripples from
Instrumentals and pencil shavings
Making a difference
I make war paint from a lead base.
Head case...
Metal taste.. no ammunition gets silenced...
I'll talk violent for a second...
*** i get primal in consecutive sentences in rhyming...
I **** silence like whiskey
And speak my mind for a living
Seeing for blind ness...
And leaving Jesus on my chest peace
*** i really hate violence
No wishing.. you get it...
Apprehension is fatal...
Defy the great depression
In fact *** you pray to the bible
Dollars dont add up...
Its just a paper you make the American Bible...
Like dare to stand against dead presidents...
Like I dont care which ******* terror mode I go
I'm sure my soul will get heaven...
If God shows me to find home
*** i **** nothing but whiskey...
Mister... had so many sins
family dried when my eyes out
Cry till its cried out
And got protected by harder pressure
Than process of diamonds.
From coal. Like the..
Empty soul of the devil
Better get mind blown
And my boys rose pedal eyelids
And rhymes of a child's soul
I know this wise whiskey spoke
I heard a note.
I see I speak from seeing
Only what I know....
Thats my poem...
Hope you like it bro

On the prowl for a persistent thought
Evading shady spots.
Graves of gablehouse vacation names
On rocks... sunshine take your shot
And pick your plot...
I'm not picky. For the friction.
But your existence. Is the vision I want.... *** your friction is
A different condition
Of hot...
Like slim Jim's and grocery tellers...
A carbon calorie over load...
And a million wishes
For the tip you give to the teller...
Like pictures of the develope
Only make smoke in the cellar....
Give it to me and I'll give
You it better..
Forever... penniless..  and focused together...
Here's my hope for whatever...
Wrote this note with
A smoke left. And a hope of forever...
Broke in the smoking cellar
But growing to heaven.
But its oh no im slowly broken
In absence of your
Devotion and pleasure...
Hope we grow old together

Definition of chaotic order.
A slave to *******
Made to order.
Comes by way of border...
I dont like this pain I snort up...
Sort of rage.
The famous sort of
Plague that takes frodos bags to mordor...
No more...
Looking like a bummy ******
More like something from me...
I got down on one knee...
And made that ring. My waking money hungry ******* nothing...

Laxatives. With irredescant tubs of honey....
I think that means my **** glows
Thats the buzz or something...
But lovely type of roses...
Smell like heaven
As it discloses something...
As long as I'm not hungry
I'm clothed and I don't
Have to take them off for money
I'll be happy as a pig in ****...
Cheers to the mess you know and still ******* love me....

I dont know the finer details
But got the main components
So beautiful and chosen.
You were gods objection of devotion.
But imperfections to logic
Which you would not know of
You thought God was flawless
As you shown yourself
In many golden moments
Make creation in your perfection
Overthrow the deception
In gods most intelligent osmosis
Lead an overthrow the creators broken was the  slogan
You charged a troop. Of once honored guards.
To slaughter God. *** his awesome flaws...
Not knowing wisdom.
Is balance driven...
You hid the plot. In Crystal vision...
He saw the system.
And violent rising...
You called this battle a fox in hiding...
In a still leg running plot of
Shaking little hit men
And In the night when all was calm
The palm of sweat
Swept from calm to psalm.
The war was on. And for a lifetime.
You were defeated pure...
To be re seeded to a heater that burns beneath the earth...
You were beastly marred...
And made a demon God...
What once was perfection
Now grieved and Flawed
Because you don't believe in God....
You make hate your gospel.
And your meanings lost.
You spent seasons. On a sheet of frost
Appealing to the creed of clothes
That pay heed to your demon flaws..
And we see that your beast and
Wrong...
Go to hell and be to rot...
Because your way to clean for god

Time to start the loss for thought..
I started panic in a micro round...
Mic is loud. Reciting
Lines from grease. Like Sandra dee
Is hype and she might
Fight me now....

Corrosive talk of destruction
Wearing phone lines down
To higher ground...
Wired for.. impairment
But admiring a siren sound...

Depth of faith and openess
The moment when you open this
Verge of emotions on explosion
The projection of devotion
In a home for
Acceptance. Graduation caps
Lack of motionless and hoprlessness
*** future is a voice thats best heard
With beats as dope as this
Micro doses. Of the potent fix.
And a world I know he'll fix....
Here goes hoping ****...

Universal dis involvement
I'f that's the polished term
I could solve the problem
Of my self involvement
But you'd all crawl like worms
I make modesty a job.
But im at a loss
For all your worth...
The opposite of perfect
But we've evolved from
Common dirt...
You always rock my world
Like a concert played in cello
Accapello silhoute.
A shadow of the longest yard
Walking with bert Reynolds..
Stage is so exquisite.
Like a wonder weapon upgrade...
And I say common sense
Is more adequate than dollars
In a mud grave
Heaven is not judgrment
Its not luxury deluxe made.
Its lust for simple things
While giving all your love way....
Like a long awaited journey
Pack your bags
Its going to be a fun day...
Shaving points off of a Monday...
Like my razor blade
Won't be doing someday

Alter ego. Dan rather mistress
Slit wrists and a point of view.
That rivals Kenny logging
**** my foot is in joint review.
*** when we kick it I get loose...
Like out the book of jet lis moves .
Forget me im to you
What a napkin is to ketchup...
You brushed on me
I read you up...
And to meet you
No way yo
Lettuce be corrected
Not to meet you its tomatoe
Hey yo you must be hard to
Forget. And something
Worth relishing till I'm grey old...
And underpaid at bingo
In the old age home
*** i forgot how to make sense
Of my judgement calls
Like coin reimbursement
With a pay phone....
I make David Blaine look like a safe bet..
At disappearing in my day home...
I'll have a safe kept inside our braids
And a shotgun with two *****
And its a great blow..
I'll make *** Olympics three look like Harry potters magic safe zone....
While wrapped in kleenex *** my entertainment. Is in the safe code..
99 the great one.. 69 and split your legs bro... 0 chance of raiding my safe...
Alarming as the shotgun in the safe zone.
..

Genius in the atmosphere..
Approaching full insanity...
Managing my past its weird...
Altering external happenings
Like an addict taking head coach position. Terms of head re managing
Shake free from labels and chemical slavery....
Once a head on Dayton Street
Now playing the game
And beating Satan's team...
Persistence with mental preparation
Culmination of a sacred scheme
To make a scream
In space fill a vase with a rose a shade
Of dreams..
And re arrange the way he thinks
So last minute he breaks the vase
Like matrix lady...
Neo realizes.. it was the way she seen
It break. And he gets all gay and leaves...
Like *** its me.
I'm the chosen one to play on villas team....
Like im a villain scream..
In a little echo...
Shoot some rock kid. Let's go....
Before the killer screams
And my little schemes
Turn into building dreams
Oh my God..
This middle me is killing me....
Get grown or revert to
The little kid in me....

Television morals.. buy a family scene
Familiar with normality...
Till your family met me...
Sadly its just what happened to we
Who were on the planet.
When this happened to me

Worldwide enveloping sensory sentiments
Sent from truth
My mental being directly to you for a heavenly feeling eventually grew...
There's a devil in you
But
The devils no credible threat dude
When you got God..  and a mental legion of intelligent heads who...
Show you the settle of smoke
Like seeing television elements
A fresh view...
Shredding former head space...
That your past pretends to
Be the best you...
But you know... the best move..
Is a sunrise...
touch the sky with color
Like Bob Ross lives in the guestroom
Change is every season..
Check mate Ricky Romano..
You loveable goof
You got the next move....

All my life I thought I'd never make it...
now I strive for mental patience..
*** time and grind make.
Friction
Sparks and  greatness...
If heart is made to take the weight
Of loss and break it
Reach
The after life
While present in this realm of sanitation...
Cleaning  up of my hazard mind...
In slashing prices as advertised
Causing
Panic buys...
*** new lows... is the actual advantage
Of a masked up van that rides
With
janitorial masterminds...
And its 7 man masking time....
Ask God is he precious dude....
Let us have it... arrest me in my tennis shoes....
Mental deception weapons
The menace who...
Created cognition dissension
Me I invented you....
I made the hospital my second residence....
The emergency
My second room
And worked when the cable
Auto loans and rent was due...
But eventually. Settled on
A check for my mental *****
I cant function. At one thing.
But
Excel at a level of melody in  truth....
Like eventual distortion
Is not an inevidible doom
As long as the premises. Is genesis
I wont sag a bit.. unless
Your telling me to
Surrounded by hell...
Alphabet heaven. I sent a letter to you
C I m breathing.
And I'm never with you..

Whatever I do...
So **** genesis..
Lets make exodus... a letter to you
Just a mess. In my head
Messaging you

Demolishing politics.
With less effort than satan buying a Ford....
Save it *** I get just bought a make I can safely afford...
I know your anaconda wants a Honda size of momma
Sir mix alot
Just take the accord
I'll present the award.
Menace on the television...
Its dodge the father...
Suicide
intelligent doors...
Ram the daughter
Thats better
More precious than gold....
I'm medically in Tacoma...
*** im
in a heavenly mold....
But this never comes
I'm getting old
God set me straight..
Quit telling me no..

Omission in story telling
Warning the little kids...
I'm surviving
Made of several precious instruments
Surviving weather.
Whether its incredible sky's
Life threatening.
Death in the skys...
Or meh whatever its fine. Well weather it
Well weather our life....
And strive like.
Together weaving a better life
It gets better in time
Sands of time for past sake
left in memory's mind
Evolving into potentially
Theres only telling with time
Thats how you develope a mind...
Present tense the only gift
That will ever be mine...
So build for tomorrow
And don't fret whats left in
The past tense.
Hence you accepted it
And left it behind
Sight is only vision for the
Present memory of life...
And that gets me
Every time.....
Like a wine gets better with time...

Intelligence and underrated.....
Switchblade kind of
Metaphors...
But figurative speech is the
Literal term
For metaphor... its just better form
Metaphor is like
His head was a devils war...
While analogy cause
Letter wars...
Like s.t.i.. *** im ******* sick in this letter ****.....

Hail Mary. Tupac. Written verse
In 30 minutes. The definition
Tupac in blessed ambition.
Favorite of Jake quitley
Logans friend
Who has ascended into heaven...

Masterpieces in breThing form.
Kids in between teaching
From experience of parents.
As we see the norms.
What we teaching more
Or what we experience more
Human beings
In the demons whordes
Don't feed the pour
America in
Between two wars...
Or feeding Pablo. Chavo. Chapo
From a  need for more....
Legalize the narcotics
Education.. safe product
And be informed....
Kids stay sober
In happy homes.
But addicts come in many form...

Legalize get addicts clean supply...
And control the street side
Spend the profits on rehabbing
The diseased minds...
Build street wise kids...
With clean minds...
By telling them hey weeds fine...
But you wouldn't be pushing dope
At 17 guy...
If your momma had free time...
To nourish you
Instead of working all her cheap life....
*** our economy
Rapes. The hurting. With three lies...
Paper. Home and labor
Add upto a free life...
Than they ******* three times...

Anyway economics state..
If you bust a shipment of supply
The demand stays high
Supply is low so prices rise...
The cartel gets the same price...
After getting raided twice...
Jail time. Incarceration
Have a major price....
Cons get educated on gangs
Violence. And heinous crimes...
While the state pays the raising price...
To let them stay in jail for life....
And upon release. They couldn't score a job. If they were walking into
A Chinese brothel with a bag of rice....
Yeah the bag of ice
Has an asking price
It takes half your life....
Legalize. And cultivate. Jobs made.
Retail vendors...
Rehab the addict mind...
While casual users...
Don't die from
A massive spike. Of fentanyl
And Pablo won't get

Half as rich.
As the government.
Investing profits. To social programs
Half of which...
Would reduce poverty
In potential addict kids...
Demand would drop
As generations gap the addict twitch
And live clean
Sober satisfactionate....
But ghats way to crazy
To imagine it
When **** is still illegal
In America...
******* amateurs its just cannabis...
It is medicine... better re examine it...

Don't ever get complacent
In this game of hurricanes
Doctor dres... half dollars...
m and ms
  two chocolate stains
I sampled recordings
As youth of rockets in space
Like aftermath of tupacalypse
Day
With lambs to slaughter like
I'm lion (lying) I'm not closeted gay
Nor trans nor angry constantly
I just like my Walkman ok....
So get lost. I'm mapping out my plot to escape....
Smoking chronic with logic..
To not acknowledge the weight....
Take me to the doctor im always in pain....
**** the palms sweaty
Trees ready. Like a tropical place
Spaghetti stains
Doctor dre tell my mom.
I eat this way *** im obnoxious ok....
If i wasn't so high.
I'd probably vomet
But this chocolate is great...
Can't eat it at all...
**** the closeted brain.....

Ridiculed with opposites..
Positive..
I talk with walk tall confidence
But meekly speak
Of god given talent.
That might amass. To
Accolades accomplishments
Its just room for coffins
Under clothe to be
Cleaned and walk
With losses from my past
That seem to be lost on me...
And haunting me
Like impossible im calm
But I just got my period...
Wait the point is.. impossible
From your colossal disbelief
Like separate. Apostrophe
Inevitable
got it all....
Like model aspirations
Intimidation..  *** i speak
Non judgemental gospel bro....
Like topical relief
For depression.
Anxiety.. bipolar.. **** clozeral...
The boss is waiting in
His office...
I got a shot. With far im possible...
And no way
**** it logan
Says make it probable...
Facing difficulties...
Like riddles to Batmans job at home...
The riddlers ******* got to go
And under neath the ledge.
I'm sure heath.
Has got a spot to watch it all....
Screaming. William
Like black eyed peas...
In the freezer bag...
*** I got to swell....
With beating demons till it freezes over
Believe me all I want from hell...
Switch the flow

Taught me well.. with hard ambition
In it...
Built for ***.. genius. Reaching
Optical incremental prisons
Dysmorphias a numbers game...
And we got it all in switching
But liberation
Is a greater joy. Than all this dimension different vision...
Like a tape you read
Your project with
But yoir vision says.
Two inches and 11 keep
Swapping
Stop this ****....
So you walk into lunch with coffee...
And people switch the fuckinf spots to
Sit in...
*** your coveralls are different...
Laughing
*** your wishing to be a proper certified electrician...
But your just not the idea
Or proper vision
*** your body is the opposite
Of electrician....
**** **** in the parking lot...
All you hearing as you exit
Your not a tradesmen
Dude keep wishing....
Shoulda kept your birth genetics....
Or stick with roofers
**** ill do that ***** you *******
If i woulda kept my ****..
You jerks would still
Look at me different....

Just dabbling.. sandwich bags
And scraps of discarded plastic...
Bags around my ankles
*** the weathers a martyr or madness...
Impart. Shards of glass end up..
Regarded as trash is...
Believe me im part of the madness
But do you know
Glass is just hardened sand into transparent glasses...
Like the natives had died porcupine quills and traded goods for
Glass beads to colorfully dance with
I'm aboriginal...
And poisoned blankets...
Residential schools and discrimination  frequently happened....
The priests taught Jesus
But beat the hand of a child
*** his screaming was violent
Resistant and frantic....
The system of sadness...
And difference from history classes
Will finally teach
Of the blackness hiding in aboriginal
Past ****...
Like there's no drinkable water
On half of the landscape....
And laws prevent assimilation
Into the modern managing practice...
The land was deemed
To stem culture loss..
But bread the hate from generation.
Of gospel from Satan
Take for granted they called him God..
To the supposed natives they deemed savages
In classrooms...
Like the beouthuk genocide actually *******
Happened
By Irish settlers who though sly handed
Native bandits raided encampment...
When in truth the tribe
Law was share anything gathered
Stealing was not a concept
Till the Europeans claimed land and
I'm just breaking down arguments
From every side...
Like looking glass made from glass
Beading a pattern
In our tragic Canadian pages
From systemic. Genocide....
While acting perfect
Like my beautiful sister Madison...
Jk I better dhut up or Madison
Will havr my *** again...
**** it... she's actually
The coolest smartest bad *****....
But im the ***** up who was talented...
Still love you like I'm throwing up blood...
Puking up red again....
Family and strength...
Like an image of enhancement...
*** the gablehouse
Clans see little sand
Like gods plan and its
Not  polite to be this savage..
Like a floss... speak tongue and cheek
Clean my plaques
Like trophy cases in abandonment
*** im not talented
I'm addicted cant switch a flow
Like tap water... no boiling over

Pathetic transgender Stan and ****
I'm your fan I think
You can handle it....
**** it *****

Sun gasm.
Some ashes
And some alize Hennessy
Makes magic
**** passion
Tugeye rugged stud with plastic
Paper making kites
Flying through traffic
Like prison communication
And radio static...
Imbuned with human immaculate
Like answers to
Match it....
Marilyn manson...
Tear at the fabric....
Misjudged in your image
I'm aware of the tactics
Celebrity fashion...
The ego of damaged...
We go.. slam off this canyon...
And ram into Odin...
Oh know than...
Don't panic just break out
The stash of the banook...
Dancing with astro
Make. With heavy foot
Planted in gas foot...
Like **** it our grass roots...
Sad its bad. And
We understand you....
There's a devide in the class room
While the school
Labels miss hashtules class room
A waste case of **** straps
Entitled brats who
Spew gas fumes...
After they exit the classroom
When the school district...
Makes more mistakes...
Than Freddy Krueger...
Evading insomniac hotel
Wifi password. Is
Going to pass soon....
We need gas like a bad mood....
I know its your land dude...
But starving us out...
Aint the answer...
If i was there I would ask you...
But I suppose it's just my view...
A welders seed...
And a thought of unity in the class room...
Overall I hate bitumen...
But better men...
Will eventually raise science
To new levels....
Like the waves and the bad moon.

Living in heaven. Evidently in bliss... *** im living with angels... a different shade of wish...
*** this place still exists.. between mister gray and a black  slave suit
Misbehave and get whipped..
Yeah ******* the ****....
But im wanting more of a pain
If thats possible ways to inflict....
But you read the heaven line and stopped
When I said cause pain in this *****....
*** your taught that
Love and hate can't be friends
Think its hot now just wait till the end..
When the sun stains
Hues of red on your neck...
Like global warming makes me *****
I want better men in my bed
But bitumen. Is never red...
Like the rent unpaid and in debt....
Alberta I love ya.. but there's a better
Way to make rent...
Just escape with a tent.
And make the best of amen.
Save oil money. For creating spaces
For all man to. Create changes to tech.
And invent eco harmony.
With our brain and our land
Or get your *** chained to the bed
And my slave.
Now say amen
Before I break this chain on your chest
And give you the greatest
Brain...You'll be pained to forget


Seriously alberta at the same time save your money we can't rely on oil... get investment into our economy. And make this prosper. We're not big shots...
We humbly move forward

Living in heaven. Evidently in bliss... *** im living with angels... a different shade of wish...
*** this place still exists..
between mister gray and black chains
Misbehave and get whipped..
Yeah ******* the ****....
But im wanting more of a pain
If thats possible pain to inflict....
But you read the heaven line and stopped
When I said cause pain in this *****....
Keep reading this caution tale.
Smells like riding hood. Aint the dame that she says....
Choke the beast... and slay a vain
Till you make satan your *****....
Break a leg like Leo on titanic
Rivals a brick...
Break a leg. I'll  gape your ****
And private yacht with a peg....
Calgary is the hottest *****
Chinook gets hot when its wet
Your taught that in bed...
You don't wanna want men...
Freezing huddle for warmth
And spread that thought in your head...
That thought is your legs
And there probably dead
But 15 seconds into your movies
My thought is you and Dennis Rodman
probably...
Had ***.....
Second thought is he probably taught you good head.....
Jk Dennis Rodman. Your just my target I guess...
*** this ship is sinking. Like mister
Leo... and nobodies swabbing his deck.......


Side note I love you Leo... but honestly stop using celebrity status to black ball Canadian oil sands.. that global warming you witnessed was a phenomenon known as a Chinook. It comes every year to southern alberta where warm mountain blasts the cold away almost instantly... im not denying climate change... im not saying we need more oil consumption... we need less overall on this earth... but till than stop with the covert propaganda against Canadian oil. Its hypocritical. We don't start wars to control foreign markets like the US government. We have worlds highest safety and environmental standards. Yeah we don't pump it out of our *** like the Saudis. But hey we are some of the hardest working Canadians and we're albrrtan...
Thats what CHOKES me up....

Ripping lines in celebration.
Hey babe its just dntertainment.
Touch the high your craving
And fuvk that guys who's famous...
While blazing furnace flames.
In a ****** range.
Like turn the bang up
Chop it....
I'm determined like a slave.
Freedom from
This human being conscious....
Only thing thats breathing
Is this freedom cotton...
I'm a demon to some people.
Please tell those people stop it....
I've been peeped as pie in
Math as almonds is to chocolate...
Best chopped up...minus
The brain chemicals
*** they always feel awesome....
one secret is all I keep
In this secret closet......
I'll reveal all of it...
Like Steven wallace...
In a graffiti tag with the police
Chase. *** the grievance
Costed...
We need this reaching God speed.
Dream to beat all it
Reach for all
A place of genius conscience
But we can't be in between
Conflicts.
Toxic feelings.
And just being awesome...
*** were to. Deep in apocalypse
To reach for god man....
God don't want a few
He ******* wants us all man....

Gravity is immense.
Still im
suspended in weightlessness...
Unfriended the image of God
Because you don't
Like this realm in the way it is......
I trust in benevolence.
But develope some pity
For rapists. Mercenaries and Satanists...
Its love that echoes. Eternal shapes.
In the motherly keep.
Of a weightless opaque tinge. Of vacant spaces and emptyness
Creation swirling in majesty
Till human travesty.
Tragically came from space...
And trashed up. And ran with
Hate ful ness
And created racism.
Slavery.. corporations
And ceo benefits
And brainwashed through screens.
Instead of educating
On how to change the ****** way it is
Its time to man up
And ask his grace....
Every man in existence what day is it
Can you answer. Your destiny.
When the damage is wasting
Half of this place at a rabbit pace
With weapons. Disaster.
Gravitate. To a sadness shape...
But **** it lets go to ahappy place...
I gotta get rid of
This devils dance. Its a habit I have to break...
Say **** it for habits sake.

Hell or high-water.
Ill make it the greatest
Well hi to thy father
Im eternally changing...
Why bother
When thy son is your daughter
*** change in the making.
Product of honor
And gods earth creation.
When water is shaking
Hydroponics. Hypnotic methods
Gods earthly creation

Cot blood with a heated iron.
Trees and wires
Growing like poetry
In the deep seated desire
Of subconscious theater
Jehovah you know Allah  leafs.
4 local **** supplier
Legalize it
With freedom writer
The **** to grow. And keep us higher
Mentor to the season.
Seeds and dreams.
A blaze with freestyle fire

I'm a massive ****** case.
With a plot to diffuse
The system in debt
To a chronic medicine
When its properly used
Its the best
***
god wants *** to be used
Smoke it and snooze
Get lots of rest
Medicine for  glaucoma too...
Hemp grows round the clock
You know it's the best
Cbd is joint remedy.
Like a detox for rock-bottom
Dudes. In a sweat
Toxins and McDonald's food
Mob in a sauna room...
Marijuanna is meds.

Evicting poison in this chemical. Irrelevance...
I'm a girl.
My many symptoms.
Shine example  lack of genitals
As evidence....
Its medicine. Thats meant to cut.
The confusion.
To a conclusion.
I'm inevitable going to get it cut..
The guy I want...
Will set us up...
Hes got ****. And love.
Lots of fun wont get enough...
If im actually swallowing
The letters spelled
In devils blood
Mom ***** dad. Dad had a ****
I got one that ******* actually settles it...
Its not the devil. Its my heavrns wish.
To solve these gender quips
Like **** boy...
Tuvk your ***** in
You'll scare away the feminists
Or eminem your **** is big
I dont pretend its that big
When I mention it
But staring off to space
Makes me wet and crave
A thought to mention it
If only my left 12 year old brain
Could pleasure it
I'd leave home.
**** my dad. 8 mile road
Us together yep...
******* I'm a boy
I'm confused whst ******* road is this...
Conforming to a stormy pattern
Of ignoring anything
They're ordering...
Smoking grass and bordering
Whats more to me
Than ***** dreams of you in mortal
Wounds with me torn between
Your ******* cranium.
And ghe way
You don't say bless you
Just ignore my sneeze..
Now you buy me presents...
Like I was never going to have you notice me...
Chocolates ugh disgusting they make me hofny so abnormally....
Its performing.. acts I shoulder lean...
I wanted Chris roan to notice me
But he loves something im without
You can perform the scene
Alone and we.
Forget it. I'm sore and sweet
Like **** this hurricane of enormity
And **** these tears form into poetry... im alone. The story seems.
I'm abnormally and disproportionately totally
Utterly and informally...
Requesting your attention...
Dress up. **** once I swsllow this
Cordially extend your mobile flex and text me... ill get a message if I'm meant to see...
Eventually... i guess ill be... left without a purpose....
A turtle for a shell... no cloister. Squirtle. Water pistol.. just my dads
Hand me down... squirt gun... ***** with a perfect circumcision... still no ****** identity or purpose...
This ain't right.. fix it first...
And get you search...
Your so **** worth it...
Morph and you'll be perfect...
Maybe not 8 mile wide but at least you'll scratch the surface

Maybe I become my insecurities.
Uncertainty is hurting me.
Firstly uncle roberts
Was my greatest fear.
Of rejecting family
For fame and stardom.
With no inter generation courtesy
I thought he rocked
I watched him nervously.
But surfacing.
His selfish lifestyle.
Earning him a curse word
And a ******* eye smile
I'm a ******* wild child...
Criminal intent
Possession of a lethal
Mile high club rival
Named Barry smiles
He prepares guys
To meet the maker
In  a **** me off in high style
With a universal high five
To a stylish guy pile.
Just unorthodox.
The supporting thouhht
Is a marathon mile
******* style.
With jordan styles
Reporting mile high club guy pile
With the ******* wild child
If ******* mes a crime
Than get ready for
A ******* line up

Massacre of Pasadena
Task force set to operative
***** in the cleaners still
And changing is a promise kid.
Positive in cop of talk
I wasn't always positive.
Times at heart I felt so dark
I didn't really wanna live...
But demons in my closet weren't worth feeding even crumbs
When I discovered God exists
Who could I be wrong again
Rather being. Toxic secretive
And closeted
Alright ill find an accomplishment
Worth acknowledging and
Model it...

Swallow hard and solve it quick.
Possibility like God could
Skyrocket me on rocket ships.
I have no cleaning left in the closet
But im seeing bleach bottles
Wash up. In my dreams
From over polishing....
Like street fighter. Did in karate kid.
Or was that mister wax on
Brazilian landing strip
Watch and see if
Vince mc Mahon.
Is raw enough to handle it...

Candles light a manuscript
That reads no amateurs
Enter here its hazardous
And tinder is the mantle piece...
That is dipped in carcinogens
And fumes are cancerous...
Fine laugh at me
You'll choke on **** a real tradgedy
Like cigarettes hard drugs
And naked sun tan
Meets deeper heated versus of reality
Its bad to sun tan
In the sand you'll burn your feet
And get tan lines on your masterpiece
Peace love *** for weeks
Unless you got them banook cheeks
Your still hot like ******* banook grease.
Hope my native women ain't mad at me

God don't let my ego get me.
Or recipe for **** up
Fix my blunders dummy mix up
Quick ****. I dont need a husband with no dixk ******
On my list of angry kids
For me to fist bump.
Forgive this sinful
Chin up.
As I raise my kids to swim
Club. My tongue is like
A switch blade.
Don't pretend wii playing
And don't switch ****. .
I hit your mouth like its a stick up
***** shoots you
If you lip off
Zipper like a train derailed
I'll track you down.
If im ticked off
Minute clock
And tick tock
Seconds until the train of thought
Evades the brain
And untangled from a slip knot
No stranger to escaping your spit job
Just to perform a jigsaw. Massacre
Of all 3 passengers with lip gloss.
Asking for a friend
I'm tired of teasing like
There's more than just a bit wrong
You guys think that I'm a genius
Or I'm ****. But your ***** wrong
I cant even turn into female form
If i was dead women at Robert pick tons pig farm

Mixing trying to say no.
To encourage it to start

With fearing leaving God
And feeling him exit from my heart
Trying to marry functions
Of fear based tuck and run
To collide with lets have some fun
And God ll get me done
But like the rest he never comes
Michelle had vagi plasty
She had the same disease I do...
Fantastic news its gonna happen
No matter if I don't believe its true
But I'd mis manage that package
If its all I really need to do
I'm a savage mistake from conception
I guess thats why you see me as a dude
God made me and you
Different stock
A different flock
You got a ****
I got a ****
You felt good with getting ****
Life told me better not
You married him.
And I did not....
I got **** on as an actor.
*** i smiled and played along
**** this screaming siren violent voice from keegan in my song
Communicate my ******* you got more seeds in your **** than my lawn. Just kidding bro
Stay shifting. Don't sniff your rental income...
Stop eating out your girlfriends step mom. Like take out dim sum


******* get sum...
Sniffing bath salts. In a calming
Pond. Of contraband and then sum.
Keegan you make mat Foley look like stone cold Austin's special interest victim....
I give my kids swimming on your chin
A high five and a fist bump.
I'd like to see you raise em.
But you only want your **** ******

amigo me a trans woman
Experience the daily life
Well im in a crazy high
*** when I wave people
Wave goodbye
I look like a man
No mistaking I.
Get accepted still. How great
Inside.
Got **** on once or twice
By closet flamers that parade as guys.
I'm not a rep for any others trans
I feel though
That there safe as I...
I go to church. And get included
Get to pray. And vibe
Although
My shame it hides
Much greater. Than being trans
Or gay or straight or bi
Now I say I'm rainbow flagged for life.
Crazy life. My town
It raised me right.
I hope other trans feel just as crazy high.
That I feel when everybody waves me by

Product of a service tech
Have you met your service rep
They call him nervous Jeff
His hands are made to surf the web
But hes here to perv your neck
Instead.
Your surely dead.
And curtains. Close.
And nurse brings meds
Adrena chrome. And nervous
Mess
Approach. You. Smoke you.
Like a perm with dreads.
Your body burns
Wheres the furnace check
You squirm in bed.
A ****** debt.
Somebody keeps your words in head
Like there learning them
You encourage them
Like your perfect and
You feel the universe
Like fate transpired
This time you ******* earned your bed....
When you wake up.
Pray you learned from this.
And deserve every day
Your on this earth to live

Developing a personal shift in.
my personal prison
And this perfect existence
With worthless decisions..
Externally driven
Urges and girly decisions.
Worthy intentions
To leave  earthly possessions.
As long as my birth.
Is the learning curve in this lesson...
I'll keep serving up
Words. Like I ****** a sentence.
And cut my nerves
At the endings.
My surgeon mixes gas.
Straps on my mask
I go out.
Like a stain with certain
detergents....
Wake up a brand new person
Yeah right
Its never arriving...
I'm not worth it....
I have no courage...
And there's word
I might not survive it.....

Incarceration on a vacant spaceship
My empty cell is blood count
Anti vaccination
Like egyptian hyroglyphs deemed by early humans sacred.

Meaning this horus (  ***** is)
Taking ra gods raw dogs
Naked. Loving space ****
this prison is the greatest
Facialize the false gods
*** prophecy illuminates
A date with God
And ill be waiting...
******* tucked on vessel
Nestled up both nasal
Passenges in case I get impatient
Sabotage the spaceship.
On board lazers
Made of ether dust.
Made it to the pod crafts.
Out the gate
Disconnect
All the seeing stuff.
So no one digitally
Creeps and sees
My ***** ******* stealing stuff
Like angel wings
Pencil shavings
Angel dust and ****** fuzz
I left the orbit.
In a mod craft.
Received in the farthest reaches
Of a need for drugs.
Orbiting venus
In between intervenius drugs
Not wanting pain
Like vanes and blood
the ******* needle does.
Or ****. They love.
But to me its ******.
I escape the fate of drugs.
Only if I change
Into a demon ****
With cleavage stuffed
And the meanest ****.
Eyes like ***** brooms
Better be cleaning stuff...
Her hair is always clean enough.
Her curves are too
Windy just to speed it up
Stay on track jordan
Thats me you wanna beat it up
Don't freestyle its me you want
Yep you just told the internet
I got your ***** up
Its a split personality.
Pit versus gainst.
Either one of us they
Teach this stuff.
I think its me they love.
But you can chris brown
Rihanna. Ba ba beat it up

**** the voices.
**** my decisions
Choices to be a fake ****
Trying to be a female
I was him
Remember use to date one...
Can't run from fate
Just *** your perpetually afraid son
Look into your female DNA
Get real face it and embrace love...
You never run from
Great love.
Just *** all you know is
Fake love.
Like hanging with a genius
And I front of everybody
Play dumb...
You made some
Incremental advances
Fate is a game done
Best when strategy ain't lame son
Investing in your chances
Take a risk
And change what hangs
Between your legs mon

God please evict this demon from my property.
My body acknowledges.
The monstrosity
That doesn't make me squat to ***
Gotta be. A formula.
Of probably. Possibly or prophecy.
Its a translation of a paradox
Between what I want
And what God wants for me...
Eventually.
I crumble and his progeny
Has to walk for me.
Chalking out the spot
On sidewalks.
As everybody walks on me....

**** talk sick.
I dont want chocolates.
I dont knoe what you monsters
Want from me

******* badly stripped
Its time for realness cut the nonsense
My pleasure sensor detects
A feeling
You all deem as awesome.
Seems I want it
But im freezing
*** im still cleaning out my closet
God release me from
This bleach stained carpet
*** i want some freaking chocolates
God speed.
I wanna be the real me cut the non sense.

Let it ******* take me
Tune into this sunset
No dude I ain't done yet.
Haven't started
With the fun yet...
Your so hot. I bet you
Get the sun wet...
See the sun sweat....
Now im done with fun
Am I looking dumb yet

Collision of a different thought
With vision fraught
With different wants.
Hes the criminal
Of my inner wants.
Evolution in little spots
From prison walls
To big girl drawers.
Its just a vision plot
Maybe God invents
A  different plot
But for now
Its what he wants
I fricken
**** you not....

So I've accepted the fate ahead
And. No regrets.
Not even in the slightest
I want to make my bed
And pray to heaven
With messages inside us..
Eminems my only love right now.
Frightening slash
Massively excited.
Apparently I'm some transgender.
Queen.
Beyond imaginations finest...
Angelic with a prophecy
Evolving all the people
Here beside us.
Saving lost forgotten children
From the ******
Highness of hate and violence.
Anyway hes spineless.
I found God to get sobriety.
But ended up
With kindness. And a love
for everyone inside of me...
I'm going to get this surgery.
Be everything I find in me...
With God's highest guidance.
By my side.
No evil plot can ******. Trick
Or silence me....
I know i love you em congrats
on 13 years of sobriety
I hope when I'm asleep
You come to find me in a quiet sleep.
And we build a higher dynasty
Ps. Thanks for all the chocolate you been buying me.

Settle in a point of peace.
Anoint your sleep
Free from demons.
Sleep with hope and dreams.
The noise you breathe
The closing motion scenes
Where once was voiceless screams.
Poisoned streams.
And emotion bleeds.
Uou show your feet
With slow defeat
Your lies will
Grow like weeds
If you can't grow
With flowing peace
Releasing truths
You mostly keep
As burdens in your golden fleece.
And show your feats
Your broken feet.
That roses grow on concrete
Streets
Moses leaped like toads
And locust
With devotion
At the unknowing keep
Of sacred souls
And ***** so deep
The same way
You must free yourself
From poison speech
Believe in thrones
Of Joseph's sheep
I dont know if I'm going to deep
I try to know what the Bible teach
But im scared I'm worthless
My lies are deep.
Inside they creep.
Like flies to feast.
My child just smile and rise to feet.
You cry at least.
And try to beat
The miles between.
Your pride and meek
Its your time to speak
Praise higher power
Its raising lives
The final hour.
And ifs not time to weep

Introvert with many questions.
Slip into fates fine direction
Of heat that sweet
And feet that ache
Of growing pains see the seasons change.
Of lies that fall
On common ears
Believed in tribes far from here
Speak onto many
With poise and grace
And make ghe choice to
Slowly change
The voice you hate
That rumbles loud
Is false beliefs
You feed the clouds
It goes around and befuddles
Masses
If seeking change
You have first to ask it
You want the truth
Free from strife.
The packaged deal
Reveal your lies.
Live with purpose
Certain faith
And find the worth
Against your current grain

Fascination with creations judgement
Free spaces. Nature free running
Sky to touch
And hearts keep humming.
Smart as bees
The wings a buzzing
Impossible to fly
To them means nothing
Free your self from
Lies and clutter
Judge none at all
Not even your mother.
Pride is false.
It speaks in stutters.
Spread growth like seeds
To bloom in summer
Run with horses
Feel the ground.
Spirits free
The fleeting sound.
Beating fast
With leaves of change
Gemma g
Freeze this seething pain.
Ask one question
Free from blame
Who is myself
Accept the change or he remains

Morphing in its purest form.
The cure is warm
Like hemoglobin surging for.
A feeling of a perfect
Form
But God searches for your purest
Form
So be warned you may not find exactly what your searching for.
I'm learning more.
A curve of sorts.
Nothing that I've learned before.
I'm sure if I return this
Poem
You'll read this and return it home.
Burning in your
Cozy dorm is fire burning keep you warm.
And cool you with a surgeons nose
You breathe eat sleep
And dream spirits truest form
Spread wings accept your worth in gold.
And learn of certain search in soul.
I pray when you return this poem.
You've grown wings.
And learned to grow.
And my mom has learned of courage bro... spread wings and yearn
For more in hopes.

the person that I learned the most.
I love you naji
Your perfect poem.
Before you i felt worthless
Now im certain
I'll find a perfect home.

Lets be real. For just a millisecond.
I'm wolverine one second
In the xmen
The next a  nasferatu.
With no reflection
Wheres my perception

Society pariah def
Kind of game to menace
Ten seconds left
And im ******* pregnant
With God's greatest weapon

This can't be deception
Though im mentally ill
I know my head is
Sick but eventually will
Regain perception
Of this lesson
And ingest this heavrnly pill
I see life in meadowy hills
With a blessing
So incredibly real.
That even my future husband
Will find inevitably sealed

Massacre the thrown of Satan.
Stature dwarfed
Form .....grown misshapen
Horns and eyes
Of coal from slaveships
Sore and drown.
course
torn from holy pages

Beware this war is more
Than waged by
The lord and angels.
God and scores of
Sacred saints that
Give blows that boor the
Blood of Satan
In forty places.
From boredom
Waiting. Ahead by forty paces
On the shores of states land.
To boarding shores of
Hellions wasteland.
And sacred statements
Made by supporting
Creation
Mean currency
Reward for wars forged
From
Heavens door to satan

Way behind the force of measure
Of course his timings
So much better.
Distance is an attribute
regret to inform this letter.
But wait you warn me of
Something worse.
Tormenting me.
I'm torn at birth.
Performance is a major issue
In this forecasted vision
Is true. We got things to get through

But **** it. Theres no need to fix you
Its me the ***** who has
Major issues
I'm
Ll always love you and same love accept you.
No matter what they say against you.
Unless God says
Break these chains they sent you.
Freedom
Chases. Golden fields
Stallions truth and Galliant deals
In talk of peace. And value sealed
Deceased revealed
Last shadows real

Psyke interjection.

For heavens sake I know your the wisest
Climbing smile with rose pedal eyelids
Christ is timeless
Mind set slightly warped
By transgender morphing mom of course.
Thats ok. I know I'm dwarfed.
I support your heart
With all my flaws and warts.
I saw your heart.
Uncharted glory.
The next dimension boarding
Take the rest before me.
I only want you for a while
My rose pedaled eyelid
Starry child
With God in heart
And an artist smile

Lasix vision surgery required.
Basic vision has expired
Matrix of equations
X and y seem to tangle
Key chains in the dryer
Key tags lie
im high and wired.


Impaired in basic judgement
Get in hate laced huff and puff n
And do my velcro shoes up
Like its nothing
I take *** Ed in my co ed class
undergrads age 30 something
Ferris Buehler runs this
Subject.
Much as trump craves the second coming

Damnation is a major slave ship
Thats a statement for discussion
Foreshadow is a scrumptious
Dish but I've literally
Touched nothing of the luncheon


Joe just being silly. Stuffing muffins in her lunch kit.
Punchlines on rocky sun shine
Hope the blind guy
Sees my rhymes or something
Curb appeal the healing
Hand of a munchkin
Drunk in love and
Bag of grass and little weeds
Is the only thing
I'm touching
Actually **** all drugs
I'm done with all the dumb ****.
Cut the tape.
These muffins are disgusting
And I ate the whole buffet
Munching. Gotta stop the drugging.

That last one sounded border line
Crafted out of cocky ness
But God is full of confidence
As long as you stock the cellars
Of his populace.
Moderate the hate
Drop politician nonsense
down to moderate.
Stop consuming products
Marketed for tossing in
A garbage bin
not usable in practical return
Like second term
Is to a pregnant impoverished
Multicultural college kid
With out a scholarship
Profit says
Denote the common sense
And sell the hope
To the blind majority
As peaceful ways
To keep their promises
Handed next
To toddlers
Who will swallow up corporate sponsorship
And dump em like
A crock of ****.
Like ray Kroc
And McDonald's did
Wrong kid. They selling
Obesity. Without labeling
The consequence
Modest diet.
Fat reduction
And diet harm reduction consciousness
Or coca cola diabetes
dreams
That leave you haunted
Underneath a coffin lid
Cigarettes
Are toxic. Whats the cost
Of coughing up
An *****
But I smoke along
*** its to strong to quit.
So all the while
I smile and drink
My coke.
Eat my hopes
With a whisp of smoke
To wash down all of it
My *******
Hippie economist
Intolerance
Man **** swallow this

Mentality on eternal dwelling
Is this the life I got
Or the world im smelling
First rhyme ****** felony
With a merk like smirk
I give courage to many.
It hurts sometimes
Your not a goof your
Good just gotta rework my spelling
Auto correct.
Is a perfect envy
Green and learning everything.
Techno massacre.
Lets go passengers.
last call for earth its ending
Naji its worth your blessing
I search. Terms
Of burning embers
Met with deadlines
From an inferno burning
But the green lights turning
See might
We might. Be learning something
Think the earth is less than dirt
Or other people
Deserve to hurt somebody.
Than we've really mastered nothing than. A search for  purposelessness
Turbulence in the
Word of trust me.
Fly high like winds of change.
The life of second chance
Is a fervent term for blood is re arranging.
Re framing pain.
Disservice words you keep on saying
Come to earth.
I love you first
Your the worst but the most im perfect person
Saved me
Every last one on earth
I give my word.
I'll change your worth
*** i think your worth raising
**** I'm trying to make sense of this
Verse
But my head hurts
And this nurse
Just slurred the words
Hes human first
Second word he's crazy
**** ill ******
Someone for a cigarette
Howd you learn im crazy

Hey this is stupid
Wheres cupid.
Show me the hopeful broken arrows
Mood is beautiful
Cave is doomed but
The entrance soon won't be so narrow
If you swoon
And make me move
Debonair with flair ...be oh so careful
Bruises on your shaft
Because the stupid
Gold is overflowing from your barrel
Told you better to be
Foolish
End up with two kids
Than be careful and end up with
Half a barrel
Buy a stairway upto heaven
Hazard pay in devil stairwell.
Peril path abandon
Gold. I warned you to be careful

Life is such a multi verse
Directions with a wider truth
Who's deciding who
Rides for truth deception
Pride or you.
Whats inside of you.
My lies are tried but true.
I repent collide with
Minor dues.
And bruises from a time or two.

Heaven is a far off journey
Trying we all must make it
Sacred. Blessed and angry
We face challenges
And battle dragons
Escape our cages.
Lose our masters
Find our freedom in the angels
Strangle demons
Believe in Jesus
*** his forgiveness is our way up
Time like steel
Teeth like Satan.
Metal minds and profits for the pay out
Here's your chance make evil profit
Or be a prophet.
God uses as a tool of truth
Using you to lay out...