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I've been sticking with god
Because of the sickening odds.
Practically
Impossible. Solo means inventions.
Direction. And protection is gone.
Alone I am frail.
And sick as a dog.
So I trudge the path that was asked all along
And satisfaction brings
Family. Friends.
And the family dog
Lucifer's madness
I asked him begone.
It's my angel. And me. Becoming.strong as family bonds.
Birth of my baby
As the world catches strong
The love in bask
In the heart
Of the one sent from god
The song shattered on impact
Broken backbone
Disk brakes
And a little bit of ammonia
With hydrogen erotica
The way fixated **** tastes
Suffocating thought
Like trying to asphyxiate
A victim with a no frills bag.
Got blood rags
Blood stains
And drunk memories
Swerving from nowhere to
Crush like highway bugs
Against the grill plates in a big way
Diamond stud name.
Not sure if god approves
But I'm never going
To go dumb
And **** fate
So I can fill my boots with mud
And live with
Visions of a dying earth
Like worms picked for breakfast
To feed  birds eggs
I'd rather break my entire existence
And live in gods vision
Than determine my own fate
And have not a *** to **** in
Gods my witness this rhyme *****
And I got
***** language for a christian
my illness is
Of the severe variety.
Limits against
What appears behind me.
Like a wierd design
That keeps re designing
Tears drying
On the sphere of where
What once was here
Now appears blinding
In the seering right
From  facing dreams
Of first light
After steering clear
Of ******* on the first night
Gotta get the thirst right
Thanks for fallout boy
For naming every symptom
In my curse right.
Not sure if I was manic.
Addicted. Or the worst mind.
Looking like  dirt right
But flying *****
Dont leave the perch behind
Until the ******* first flies
**** I'm the worst guy
Pull my **** from the dirt
In 6 months mother earth is
Giving birth guy
Dramatic progression of
A terminal diagnosis
Prognosis
Is mostly hopeless
Condition critical
Like pesticide to locust
Or a moon swollen
With out attention
To reflect the light of the sun
Its frozen
Never knowing of devotion
Jesus I'm hopeless need you so bad
But I'm closed to love
And happiness
Knowing only tragic
Emotions
Only cactus grows
Until god showed up
Ima rose now
But my toes drown
In the flowing lake of sadness
Devastated by the regret encapsulated
In my sanctum of madness
Like a prison guard
Keeping watch on me as I stroll along the polished pad. Mug of swollen pride
And toes so cold there frozen
Like my dad is.
I pray jesus comes back and
Knows immostly sorry for those habits
Divorcing from devotion I supported so religiously will be magic to manage without your hand in.
I'm a woman I think. My mind is lost
Pointing in directions
Placed in foreign spots
Storms so calm
My emotions are positively so opposite
I ignore my thoughts
Logically made perfect
Throwing pebbles in a shore of rocks
My body is in constant thought
That no guy will ever find me hot
I know I'm not. A top notch model
Or a goddess yet.
But sooner than
I hope to make my fate less gloomy
Lift mymood
And finally choose a man.
Doom and ******.
The foolish cant.
I tried so hard
You knew that.
I'm so foolish that I truly cant
So ***** me man
I'm doomed and ******.
Tulips planted on your **** in june we plant.. you ******* knew we cant
Heal me. Seal me. In your light.
Reveal the real me.
Concealed in the concrete prison.
I must leave behind
This dream of mine
Of jesus kind.
That frees my mind
And leaves me blind
To feel the light with only shadows
Seen
Yet faith enough to believe your shine
Leave behind the need to find
A leach to feed off my genius mind
To teach it rhymes
And deal it signs to feel like
Braille
The genius type of reading blind
Seize the night
And breathe in jesus light
Of greases sandra dees
*** appeal and danny v
That's his name
Oh shitit may be actually
Tyson what's up big man
My fam
You sext handsome man
Can you handle this
I'm prepared to ignite
A fuse and blast you to a planet
Unknown by any telescope that's known by man.
Hope you make it back in tact after I disintegrate your manhood in a gravity defying act of tantric practice
Not yet mastered nor in practice
But built for NASA
On track for blast off right after
The aftermath.
Of nuclear disaster
Decimation of my sanity
Appearance
Mental focus and my outer parts might match
Than I'll scratch your back.
Look back and laugh
Oh **** my ***
I **** at that
But I got a lot of love to grab
Love you man
You believe your deceived wrappings it in plastic is packaging dope
No hope its insinuated it's a rubber for
The **** bout to poke a hole in your throat.
Drastic is savage how you manage bad tactics like a crack head in a black bed. Light your trap house with gas and matches soak your mattress like a can of nitrous gents a black wire set to blast ****. Have it you blackhead attack and stab like bed bugs attack female abdomen. I'm a savage kid.
Your bout as average as a sadness in a hinder concert
Get nickleback to frame your picture in their photograph so your last day on earth is bout as happy as the *** you never had *****. **** it I'm a habit you cant grab so I'll wreak havoc on your planet. Stash your body parts and dismantled *** in the trash can next to the Pepsi cans you had next to my mash potatoes you *** **** stuff your prison up your ***. Go **** your dad and. Cry about the drugs that enhance the logic that your trapped in
Let's agree on one thing after this happens we gotta manage as ateam or crash and burn in damnation like damaged plastic afire and smoking toxicity gasping like a snoop dogg ***** flick with ******* laughing at your *** crack I must be forgetting passion they asking what's your rebuttal. Something subtle or drastic. *** this game of masking your existence to be free of guilt is actually fuck8ng classic but your gonna your asskicked oh it's going to be drastic wrapped like caskets burgers chips and dips and every ******* single thing I want like devils glass
******* and massive grass to grab like plants of madness in my field of dances... your up ***** cant wait to laugh it. Have it.


Split personality hey denial itself
Concocted script you knew was wrong.
I live it well so sit in hell
And **** your self
Slit your wrists and listen to the
Rythym of your heart since your so smart you only get yourself.
Furthermore. Evicted from your prison I ******* built so well. Eventually you built yourself. And the prison clothes youfitso welll
So sit in hell.
You selfish toy that never helped
Go fist yourself it fits you well.
You got stabbed by **** so well. You cried a little bit poor boy you've been through hell.
But heres no love your plate of **** can spill. Drastic plans of rapid cracking of limbs and body tissue will fill my hope with love and devotion to promote my open self. Go to hell.
My boat is well. Stash my *** in the trash *** I'm *****. And that's my *** as well. Grab it well. Romance is swell. But dancing with the devil is a dance with chance that actually matches well with how you have yourself.
**** **** your *** is *****
Cancer tip you have your **** you laugh at **** that lasts like bicks at psrtyd where theres random kids blazing massive spliffs
Cant handle it
The tactic is. I'm eradicatingrvery center of power you managed to position ammunition in a plan to have me blasted *****. I outlasted satan's plan you think you have a squint and grabbing any chance at this
Your dance exists for two minutes
Heres my *** handle this your switchblade is fuckingmanly ****.
The plan is this I'm sick as ****. Of surviving always asking forascrap of esteem from god or passengers on this path we get. Its laughing capacity I couldmanag3 actually with out you in my family. You actually tactically kept my fragile self in happy health and fuckingtoxicly mis managing and tragically opposite of what I want romantically halftime guysaroundme ******* want me actually I'm amazed gods brought me Hope's of life beyond senseless prisoner bitter denial depression and insanity.
That ravaged me so savagely
You laugh but it's not funny its very sad to me.
You gladly and happily where my protector when my fragile soul was grappling with battles unmanageable damaging. But now you've grown insatiable and practically so terrifying I'm afraid I'll pass my life with drugs and suicide and no love left for my boyfriend kids or family. My uncles passing came like blasts from heaven that wrapped him in an aura of glowing light with magic like gravity to keep his soul in heaven when god was mad at me.
An angel he took to heaven. One good friend and sacred family.
Darcy your practically a massive black hole that sits empty like a blackness cavity in the center of my anatomy
Tragically
You battled cancer but god never waits for Angel's. Specially when he has to be. The watcher of creation and defender of reality.
Happy me I wanna see you in the realm of angeps with my beloved family and laughter fills our gasping lungs with guilt free cancer at lungs max capacity for exhale detonation placed so much buttons in this rhapsody its practically packaged labelled match me up on tinder let's get this freaky **** happening I know you want me so bad you practically attract my *** like a black hole collapsing in a pocket of a space attracting madness to your black ****
Savage get my *** licked. With a passion for romance like candles make a blanket feel like panic in a disco. Like let's go into abyss and finish what we started. Let's pump this heart. And get *******. Who's the marksman whose the target. Regardless I'm going to be the smartest your the hardest. I'll see when every card revealed and my darkness becomes your heartless target in the part so ******* even Gabriella and serial killer valentine's yo smart and scared to watch it.
Slowly marshmallow
My hearts jello.
This parts mello.
I start with hello
Smart but metal
Is a complex
In my mind that never let's go
With a pencil scripting truth like dental floss keeps teeth from being yellow.
Instrumental suspenseful
Pen on metal like mulisha
Intentions like mental
Retention on forgetful
Eventual. The devil
Of hello.
With fangs like ivory moon
By silent
Silent but dreadful
Incredibly lead soaked
To bad that the rest of his buddies
Are dead yo
A weapon of settling with ***** status
And learning your not a devil nor god nor king of the temple.
So your the chosen sent message.
Of god and his men. But you feel weak and resentful. *** you were tough.
And no one told you an order.
So your slowly learning submission
Let go of your heads load.
And focus on worship
Regret is a dead flow.
The rivers stagnant no growth in contempt the fish dont go where
Lifes not willing to let go. Embrace totality of god surrender and be s member of gods home.
Were not known. But so hot yo. Cant wait to watch for the hope of having myself back in order. Pray I'm not alone in the journey you fought so hard to watch me walk home with slot of love you brought home to my top dome. My heart a hot zone of love your like a rock show.you talk so gravy you and god saved from a rotting talk show where I never ate hotdogs and pretended to love nachos.
Where oprah unfolds before my eyes I'm in a foreign body. But I reject it and fu kingwalk home
I dont want those. I fuckingwant home.
Be awesome when I get to heaven I fought the devil. Awesome wish but god ill accept any gift you give me. I know it's not home
Unless god knows
We all have roles. If I'm the door greeter I'm never gonna talk slow.
If I'm feet warmer I'm a make them feet go from hot cold.
Server of elixir. I'll drop half the tonic on the furnace to ignite a flame *** fall out boy obnoxiously thought so.
Like I'm the slowest to complete the list but different in every box that's chalked or marked and oprah's talks full
Sending love.
You know its iffy.
Something of difference
Between my operation
And my present existence.
Pray for bravery and courageous
Behaviour in collision
With oncoming decisions
Two minutes of fear
With a final bliss of timely
Final rights to finish the mission.
A matching package to my
Inner equipment
Body on space ship.
Race the shooting stars
On horizons of visions.
Seeing. The meaning of rythym compared to staring comparing eyes that pit you as **** fit and a *****
Of witless inspection.
Intention to further inspect. The condition of my physical fitness
Hes a hotty wanting honey
I'm a little honry comb you know I'm wet and dripping wanting a busy bee to drop attention
In a sisters direction.
Infection on disaster. I fear I'm incapable of feelings that matter
I get turned on so hard by laughter
But its god allowing
Half my stupid thoughts
To cause happiness in after math of an earth shaking rapture
After every bone detaches
Its attachment from reality
Fat comes after
Slapping stamps on body parts
Naughty part is I must get naughty now.
Hot body comes after.
It doesn't matter. I'm still hot I think
Or so I've been told.
Let the story unfold without
Fear hate or revenge
My head is best kept in lock and key with god and his men
Amen last thing I said.
Was now to long for me to mention again.
Shut my mouth make my bed thank god and amen
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