Sam your not a little thought
Your inner self is beauty
Truly your a light
A prospect in a slew of
Other dudes less worthy.
Your worthwhile. Your duty
Is to move your self to mountains
And valleys that include you in
There view of beauty
**** the people who dont include you
Remove who.
Act like nooses. There a nuisance
Your the proof that god is restless
In virtue. Bless your mood like
I love movies where jonny Depp
Gets ****** crazy ****** and
Ruins the plot by screwingup
The treasure hes pursuing
Thought worth chewing
Your fate is better left to god
Mohammed jesus
Or all the angels that love your dramatic type of recruiting
Of attributes attached that actually
Establish the essence of your beauty
There magically just used to
You knew the few
Who talk ****
That's the blues clues
**** the world.
I refuse to
Light my fuse and burn so stupid
I end up deemed unusable or
as a hazard to
The public neither a weapon nor as useful like a cue tip
To think your not dope as smuggled cargo cross the border.
Is a bogus thought. Best left to be recorded by a foreign reporter like so many bogus people in your life
Become focused on you once
You overcome your hurdles
Once a hater now a supporter.
I like your language now behave at
Stations at the border
Or I'll have to order praise from up north. Canada the soldier

Self destruction unnecessary
Subject of a cemetary
Obituary written
Before december in my memory
Tears like oceans in
A sun light shining
Life that leaves its touch
On my face.
Love so much I cant stomach
This much love
At once that's why I wasn't
Much a fan of jesus
Believe my trusts bad
To be tough and dumb
At once is like
Telling a rainbow to change colours
*** your not much a blue or blush red
Fan is kinda ****** man
Touch of god like blood inside my bust line bout to bust man
No need to name the squad I entrusted
With my dumb plan
Equation an attraction of the sum of one and one making offspring in the spring onset after winter tore the last bit of suntan. From your *** and.
Madison your dumb and.
Love you like strippers love a drunk man. Still gunna badly ******* up man
Mom I'm something of a **** up.
But you love that so pray this actually happens or ima be some mad.
Dylan your my buddy.
Love that your dumb as ****
Like Donald Trump and Trudeau tryna **** hands. I'll **** your mouth like when your tooth brush and your tongue do the *** dance.
Thatswhats up man.
Cherry your a stun *****.
Run *****.
I'm bout burn you
With the power of the sun man.
Get a sun tan.
Tugeye. And show me where your *** at.
Make fun of every dumb gag I used to save my *******.
So stupid I'm a **** bag.
Steven your a love bag
Touch you like a ***** floats from the bottom of my *** bag. You ******* *** rag.
Darcy you ******* fun bag love you like a *** needs ****** to numb his ******* blood veins.
Ricky your a ***** in drag. I'll ******* like a *** slave. You love a little *** but your assumption is you'll be a dumb ***.
Who am I forgetting you bums dime a dozen I prolly forgot.
Love you lots you ******* thots I hope you rot. You ******* shot me from my spot on top my self esteem that got me so hot I'm actually not it means I need you in a fun way.
So **** it let's get dumb faced

Correct me if I'm high on myself
My pious self
A dime against a dollar
Watch me coin a phrase and buy myself..
A diet helps
But minus auto correct.
I type bring pizza.
And she writes buy yourself.

I replied a dollar short 10 cents depri
Pennies for my thoughts cant buy the hope in which my wealth of honesty survived
So I try at wealth.
My moms 65 mill. In higher health
I just got told we all decide 500 thou.
To donate to charities
We find will help. And supply the help
I chose two churches
And a mosque when they invite me.
A sweat lodge
For the native version the creator
And ten sets of ******* for transitioning transgender teenagers
Wager implants
Cost ten racks.
You got nice racks.
My mom got me awesome major.
God made her an angel to provide me bread and milk and smokes
And save my *** from danger
And light my Hope's though my hope was nope.
She saved my life with love and words of spirit.
Near death. Shes wierd I tear up thinking of my fears in sure fire brick walls. Every time my pitfalls dissapeared *** she steered me clear.
Shes a heavenly body of love. Humble joy and great honest tall over powering awesomeness. Its aweful how much I was incompetent. And depended on her solidness. I'm imperfect. But yet an angel. *** she raised me to be faithful to the Angel's jesus god and strangers.
She prepared me for danger.
By allowing me to go anywhere in safety. The only angry thing I feel
When I think of how she raised me.
How could we ever know though
My brain was different
Than the type of equipment I had to **** with....
So I never got male attention. Or was cautious of assault. Or seduction
But my entire self though different.
Hardwired. By evolution.
To watch in fear but I pretended
And invented a persona to protect us.
He was born from hell.
And full of shelter that his stare was as deadly as a sinner is to selfish
Like eminem likes shellfish.
Like anna kendricks
Handles mandick
Like I like mayo sandwiches.
To get my thighs and *** thick
Like an oreo sandwich with me in between 2 massive black *****
The entire map led back to
A trap house.
With a bad mouse
Named stuart
Pumping up his bad mouth
I say put the fuckingbat down
You ******* *** clown
Your a bad mouth little
Bandit
Like disease belongs to ******* ***** rat mouth
Bring me black out
Bout to snap now
Lay the snack down
Steven Irvine talking crap now in the back ground but wont attack now
Tyler's a little class clown
News flash now
I'm massively turned on by your sisters perfe t *** now
Attack pow.
Doubt it smack my kids now
Never **** talk em.
But it's no time for *******
In this rumble. Blessed withfists that will split yourfucking wig now. Let's get down
I got a bottle of **** for lil jack.
Slsp the ***** out of your big mouth
Do let's get indignant with the fists now...
Dylan says hell make me pretty.
It's gone be ugly when we get down
Logan you must be dry asfuck *** my opposite is wet now.
Devils hood I'll get down like a war vet
In class action lawsuit with oxycontin. Low and out. And high in debt now.
No need to mention the rest

**** the head its ****** I'm thinking I'm the best now.
You know who you are. I love you too death.
Your actually the best now.
Dont let the rest down

My bad bro.
My message. A second in suspense
The head suspended
By one thread.
Kept undead.
Left unsaid
Spoken in a word that voices choices
In a war not endeavoured yet
Of light and breath.
Against. The stench of death
And letting go.
With wholesome gifts with in a heart.
In blessed protection of a lesser tension.
Heaven. Of an endless story.
Period end of sentence.
Let's begin with getting headless
As I'm meant to face my fears
Menace every second
*** I fear I'm not accepted.
But its false I'm like American express.
Accepted everywhere and just in case
They dont accept it I'm also cash and credit....
When I get to heaven. I'll determine my application as  either a lover or a weapon. *** I'm definitely not defenceless... pretend for a second
I'm pretending. And meant for less than.
I'll be satisfied with my intentions to bless every woman child and men with. My imagination. Emotions. Thought and intelligence.
Its good to try your best and develope mental stamina to dig deep when things get hellish quick.
Relish it.
I've developed this
And bask in it like I've been telling you
I'm meant for heaven in hope of never selling an imbellishment

I actually thought this ****
Voices were encouragement
Deserving it
That flourishes
With nurturance
And purposeness
A worthless word discourages
But jesus returns the world from
Murderous
Destruction
Of governments
Corrupted greed
And people without words to fit.
The urgent times
That emerge from surface looks
And ownership of
Currency
You think determines it
You still feel worthlessness
No matter earnings
Or status. Terms of searching
Left unfollowed
Untill your emptiness resurfaces
Its head is like an urchin
With a body of a life built on
Self esteem determined by purchases
Never returning love
To those who've truly earned that ****.
I speak as if I'm perfectness
In fact I'm pre determined
To emerge as being
Neither perfect
Nervous. Entitled or worthless
In a sea of certain defeat
I emerge a beast.
The mirror image of
Plural need.
My girls a freak.
My boys a beast.
In between is dreams.
Of worldly peace.
In earthly scenes that shoot like solar flares as time and space unfurls
Against a blackened sky
That hides its hurling mass into a further speed.
So free and in her perfect dream

Preceeding self fulfillment
Was a wasted land
The makings of a safe hand
To raise the heavens
From a place of self deprivation
Deprication and deliverance
From a slipping time
Wishing lies
Would lose the definition
Of words to fit
Emotions in a gifted mind
The light becomes
A different split
That rips existence
Into Jean's that fit my thighs
And twist my *** too look like
Michelle. That **** little
Hotty fox
Your my oxygen in a misty fog
With ****** softness in your body's
Blind.
The water of a drop that stops
The flow of Carter to a halter top
Like falters not
An option
When you rock with god
He frees you all
To beat the odds
Feeds you all
And believes you all
He loves the life you possess
He seen it all.
Like believe me y'all
Do you believe in god?
Or Do you dream at all.
I'm not swallowing
This intolerance with out you
Seeing all the love
With in
A sea of loss
And still needing god to grieve your loss...
I'm his *****. And I believe it all.
What once was demonly involved
And seemingly self involved
Mental health a fleeting thought
In lots of drugs
And disconnection from the human
Law. A meaning
Of connection feeding all
A seamless logic that sees every angle
Untill it reads em all
The very script against the bleeding
Words written on the christmas wall.
Not finished all...
I've controlled every aspect.
Of perceivable existence
Untill this prison
Seems so distant from conviction
Of a different law
I'm more in witsec. Hiding
My self from criminals
That all live in similar walls
I'm sick of my intentions
I need some different walls
Or either in a prison
Meant for ****** thoughts
There not
Their really hot
I need **** alot
Oh **** that little thought

Heavenly determination
Melody made
Of earthly pleasures
Treasures
Near my heart
Intentions of a man near
Death
With self centered
Under developed senses
Meant for sensory
Correction
In a class of eventual deception
Beyond mental cognitive
Correction
Deception like encrypted data
In a fit of stemming
Pleasure from a different
Member
Rendered useless till I wake up better
With a hospital attire
And moms spaghetti on my sweater
Ambition  of a devil
With a stellar over sweltering temptation
To take ***** in a cave
And save my life
And prevent the fate of man kind
From the overtake of satan's mind
Take my eyes
God made them nice
So Jordans name
Dont sayit twice
Jordan's legs are nice
His face is why
He had to break and rearrange
The frame of future past dated
Back to pre grade 5
And preceeding age 9
The 8 year old with great full eyes
Who escaped the date of age 29
With a name that goes both ways
A little lady spine
Save me a date to die
*** it's to late to escape the fate
I've made and put in slated
Truth I dont want to escape but I'm afraid that I
May change my mind
When they break my spine
And change my eyes.
My self expression explodes
From gods sense of humour
Explaining why.
I feel great but
They make humour of
The way I've tried
I cant take the times
Till jesus makes me find
Missing pieces
Of my love for life
And every time I fucki g hate my life
I changed your mind
You ******* hated mine
I'm going to take my time
It's ok and I
Know its pain justify
As okay and respectable
And I'm safe and fine
As long as I'm took serious
And made to cry
It's a tainted lie.
I've been made to die
So follow your plate with love
Laugh and live
And make every second
A destination. In the sands of time
And make each memory a magical
Dance with time.
You glance back in time
With happiness your going to outlast the times