I'm not a person
With a heart of a crook
My book. A stolen wink at devils rendering
Without a second look. *** I'm shook.
Pretending for a second
I could develop a thick skin
On my own. That's all it took. Was the hook...and Alberta's my home


Its wierd to say. The nature
Of these people are blessed.
Gross intolerance.
I estimated prior to this intolerable kiss.
Acknowledge my itch
For self destruction is keen.
You come between my need to bleed
And make me believe in a dream
You acknowledge I'm difficult
And see the best version of me.
Curtain closes..
Throwing Rose's. A person
You made worth it.
My life a dream.
You hemmed and curved at the seems
Trying to predict a point of passing
With a flirting belief.
Turning words into means
My face the first degree crime of passion
Why cant you ***** return to the scene....
Inescapable like watchmen.
Giving birth to a dream

Want my people beside me.. Fighting injustice
Trust this love to endure.
I was trusted with an Angel's touch
This much you must trust to be sure.
In fear. Of leaving.
Jo keep breathing your love is untouchably pure....
My family is a lingering love.
Presence. So much becoming
My hunger. For an ungrudgeable cure
Something
Inside the rumblings
Your disgusted I'm sure...
Aware that nothing can be ingested
With more un discussable fear
It's a tonic
By god you've got it...
It's not something to fear...

Mother beside me
Brother drunken with tears
Sister baby daughter
Little brother covered with tears
Family disconnected
But comfortably wierd
In our fears
Dont mention turn of fate
Soon as something appears
Take back the hate that filled my heart
And run with the years
Love you to death.
See it's not something to fear

Hailey is my Angel's keeper.
Take me break me
Face my sacred healer...
I need her.
My creator...
She tastes like sweetest flavour..
Scars so deep.
Without her keeper of my angel is danger...
Shes a poem so wild that feeds an ocean so deep. The streams and rivers hate her....
So beautiful.
A mother sky. Could free. Her tears with laughter.
Shes a damaged lullaby.
Springing into my lonely heart..
She sees fabric.
She mends tarnished cloth
Of my stitching as it falls apart....
I **** at poetry but I love you hailey so much

Silent in withdrawl.
The voice like memos on the cabinet.
Watch the truth
Become a solvent
Dissolve your proof that theres no madness.
Chambers in a cautious state.
Like satan at the watchmen gate.
A time to talk.
Of how I'm conscious.
And a lot like in a toxic place....
Watch this watchmen
Turn methodical
Hip notic
Hues too concentrate.
I'm a girl. What's that make you.
A dude who lacks uncommon taste
To prostate bait.???
**** my ****. You ***. My portal like a token.
Of a sunken ship....
My cards beyond reproach.
I know my end is coming quick
My dual function is...
A girl that cant touch a drum.
Even though I have a ******* ****.
Too bad I cant imagine
Life as a man
So ******* slump your wish.
You dumb ***** cant run like forest gump
When your just a stump
For skunks and bugs to ****.
You ******* country *****...
I hate your guts. You realize.
Your only up to
3 foot five.
Need pesticide. To curb.
Your bug like infectious appetite
You ******* parasite.....
There it is. You ******* care what came.
Directly down the sewer pipes..
You knew my life.
Was ruined by
Your choices now its do or die

Mind the watchmen.
Mind the gate.
Mind travel. Place your name
For roulette decides your fate.
In times of trouble.
Mind the watchmen.
Lurking in the guard.
Turn your bullet into an ace of spades
And play the winning cards.
Take your winter breath
Like moons of ghost.
And make the little start.
Take your open wounds.
And bandage all the hate that breaks my heart.
Say my name.
Cradle my ego.
Call me pretty little lies.
Wonder with. Little legs that follow
Crumbs left to mark the path
I must decide.
Try to stick into the mind of evil.
Chosen. In my panic.
Set the status. Of a widow.
*** the kids just lost dad
And all that's left. Is empty glasses

Foreshadow deez nuts.
Gimme the loot.
Burn the pages.
Refuse. To show the lake inside
My makings to get naked...
Hate me for a second save it.


Mood like satan with a paper cut...
A dangerous ****.
With weapons made for
Circumcisions.
*****. Your not made for greatness.
Never made the cut.


Exhausted with this coffin
Fume that feels rotten.
In my tainted lungs.

***** make me ***.
I leave  to Bangladesh.
*** I'm in danger.
Where I'm staying cuz.

Break it down with the first word.
In alphabetical order.
Just to say your dumb.

A. B.itch.can.eat.*******.greatness.
Hell. I justify. Killing lame ****
My never ending. Oppressive
Prozac queen resuccitate. So save it
Tough. U villain ****. The rest
Can **** my ******* ****.

Mind your ps and qs
Young lady.
If your assumption is your sick...
Drug induced erotica. A scrumptious.
Vain that makes you itch....
Talking ****.

Wanna say some big words.
Dig first.
And pull the remaining numbers.
After making half a fraction.
Of this big world.
But **** it. It's a glimpse. In time.
Like me oh **** it I'm a big girl.
I make **** stir. So fry. Them veggies
You noodle heads.
Bite your lip. . And flip it till the lid burns......
Like I dont want to chem death.
Sail away. Before my essence.
Lives its seven lessons
Inside our fixed world
Opening a can of millipedes
A hundred feet.
Marching with the big worms.
I really know Michelle.
Became addicted
After twisting. Paths
With trans vibes
Hoping substances made big girls...
So I'm scared to get addicted.
**** is risky
With my home address.
Resident. To solely live in this world.
This girl.
Ninja turtle. Tunnel vision.
Fixed on splinter
Better get shredder when my **** hurts.
Competitive. My shell. A diamond stone
That's hard and cold.
The compress. Make complex.
Diamond.... born of coal.
My home away from home
Not roads you name.
Unknown and overgrown
But rode daily just the same

My shoes. The souls.
A gentle step.
From. Being properly formed. Bit torn But more like love protection
From the storm. And worn to keep me warm.
My insides crack like. Magic. God snaps. His fingers. My back gets cracking
My lungs a cancer tract.
I hope that I cough up
What's  remaining brain cells still
In practice
Need to quit. This ***** severe
My weirdness. Kept inside madness
Magically appears
Until the emptiness grows near.
Dreading life without a change.
My world of pain.
And shame and tears...
I need god. To motive make.
A slow and most dramatically break.
That lowly flows from head to toe

*** mona the warrior. So waits...
Severed head. To overflow her plate
Tony tucker. Get it straight.
Blood flows like smuggled dope
Inside the freights.
Tryna show off something
Unnacomplished yet. Seems
So ******* fake.
Refrain from saying it.
Till god actually breaks your face....
Have a toilet autopsy. Inquiry. Into the king's untimely death.
My queen forgets. The torment lent to her at his hands inside her head




**** me. I **** at transformations.
Leave it to someone who's better.
I tried when I was a teen.
Couldn't do it.
Trying now. Really not happening.
If it happens awesome if not. Well oh well.