Who am I.
Not thinking suicide.
I want this life with love eloping
Soon as I... can move this
*******. Celestial
Grooming time.
With foolish very.
Mood lit.
Muted conversations
Happening with you and I...
You knew this time.
My love was not a hemi sphere
Its circling.
Your atmosphere
And as it nears.
You make me
Look like dancing
Pictographs
Collages of every smile
That made you tear...
My mate is here.
You can face your fear.
And join my heart.
In every memory.
You never seen.
The deer and rabbits.
Run from foxes.
Never need. To stop it.
*** I want you to end the hunt
With my body.
In your jaws.
And my soul. Nourishing.
Your happiness.
My man. Let's hear it for the boy.

My daughters clever.
My sons the moon
And never shy.
From right in action.
Clever guy
They catch my heart
And keep it captive.
To knew or lie.
Never rumored minds
My truth inside.
The moonlit glow that knew his eyes.
Were a letter.
Clever like his baby sister.
List the minutes.
Left. For little minds.
Who grew like vines
To run away.
Like fabric. Come unravelled.
From my knitting knives.
But never mind.
It's never why.
I made mine into a better life.
Left drugs aside.
My breathe inside. A testify.
My hope like **** is my.
Last vocation.
Till exctacy. Corrects my spine.
And next its finally  **** guys.
Keep a secret.
Recipe. Is greedy.
Feed my chest.
*** ******* are Robin hood.
But not as good.
And my arms are her majesty.
Come forth my maker
Take me.
Have me. Break my body.
Savagely. Asking you to ravage me.
Damage is my scale. To weigh.
My attraction.
To a class of man.
Or god that tells me
Beauty is a complex.
Only witless
Women seem to manage.
God bless now **** me up
Give me ****.
I'm actually asking
But just in case it doesn't happen.
Bless my mind.
I'll understand.
Still happy. You have me.

Like noodles over bacon
Staple diet othe mis informed
My **** are swarm enemies ofthe state
Warrants born
From ***** fellas I ignore. Or take home. In lieu of buying toys to make me moan.
I'm so tight its wierd.
Accepted everywhere like visa
Steering clear. Of tears of breakups.
Cuff my heart. And
Make me lose control
And close my nose.
And warm my toes
On that's supposed.
To know my husband takes me home
And hides my ugly ****** up ****
In his hard erected robe...
I know. Explode. Control.
Let go. And know.
I'm home. To curl my toes.
That froze. In minus 30 without
Shoes to stay in soul.
So slow no show time.
Mostly empty words.
Encourage me to go
Beyond the realm of teenage female
Needing resale prices
On her **** sluttyclothes
Isuck **** at poetry.
Knowing me.
I better close with glory.
Or I'll be broken
And a clone
Memory erased.
The taste of satan.
Linger to my dome

Her poems are watered down lemonade.
But her maturity is gravity
Her tAlent for obsession
Is relentless in her savagery
But she doesn't come with bAtteries.
Shes actually. The best thing
Ever happening
And it's no exaggeration
I could cry to see her face
When I'm alone.
Its ******* maddening
She can actually flirt naturally
And theres no
Doubt shesliving happily
So **** the man that has to keep
His **** to feed his family...
Be the husband to a wife
Who likes to keep him. Without sanity
I needmy body to match
My Insides. Or lose my life
By my own hands. And never know
Of happpiness. Truth. Desire
And passion in a tradgedy

Break into this. Addiction center.
Filled with pills to get better.
And increAse my pleasure.
Give me nasty weather
To quit smoking all together..
**** thor. Imagine Loki
Dancing backwards. In asanta sweater
Tricks and hoes.
Tan the leather with a glow of metal
And inscribe my eyes with the stenciled letters.
Of healing vision. And a life of feathers.
Like **** my cold.
Hope my hearts together.
And drip my letter with ink.
Stained. And virtue spelled.
The shell that cracks.
Andi get a smell.
God Allah the creator someone help
Like yelped.
The tell.
Is my. Voice In pieces
My daughter learned to teach
It meaning.
So ring
And rip. And gorge on flesh.
My bodies mess
And your regret
I hope it works.
The pain is nada
I live for death. If this stops
Stop tryna save me
Dont even bother

Breaking bones.
Break my face.
Inside a voice thats laced with hate it tastes
Like sour grapes. And stains
The shades of make up on my face..
Until it becomes a break against the tidal waves.
That brave the way. To break against the colossal. Impossible odds. The stones. That make me feel this way...
Like hands massaging.. me.
My arteries.
The marching feet. That carry. All of me. To deposit blood upon the sand...
Acknowledge me.. again
As not a man. But a goddess. In the grand...
And make honest thought to keep me in your plans..
When you want to be my man...
*** pain ain't strange...
When beauty. Comes from scars.
That shape my skin.
Like Mark's upon a treasure map....
The pleasures max.
And now my spinal makes a final crack...
And lines of marching. Ants.
Take sweet sugar. From my hand and plant it in my mammogram.
When feet feel cozy.. my nose gets rosy. *** I focus on that. So mybody pain ain't half as bad.
How does God manage that.
My wrists crack. And my face racks.
Tackle matter in my ***.
And spread mass to make it fat.
Like every chick. Who ******
The guys I liked.
And left their heart.
In bags. For trash. So they could cry to me.
And ask for guidance. *** I'm a man.
And not an object for attachment.
******. God if you want my ****.
You can have it back.
******* snap my back.
Compress my tissue. Bone
And body fat.
Until I scream. For mercy.
Little *****. See blackness
Smell disaster.
Should come faster. But I'm scared
With every fraction.
Of Intelligence. Still left.
Inside this shattered mind.
Left behind
By peers. Who grew in comfort
While I became an addict.
And a savage
Just to hide the sadness in my eyes...
So my dad. Could laugh and mask his
Hiding lies behind depression.
Regret. And life lessons
I held to hide.
Like every girl has thoughts about her father
When their nine.
So I did every opposite..
At development. And centered life around a lie.
That creeped inside.
Like snakes to slide. Like leather hide that hides a knife.
Inside a pocket where no mods can grow
Although its wet inside
But that's my life. I need to try.
And live it right.
I love my kids and popcorn.
But the rest was just inside.
I ****** everybody's life.
So it's time to dusk the fields
So moons can rise. And light the
Paths. Of every mindful ray of light left in my eyes.
And still my tummy rumbles.
It's a jungle when harambe.
Captive.
Lashes out against. A cavity
Till it breaks.
Like waves against the sand.
And shake my hand.
And say my name.
It makes me wet. To
Know you want me.
Now that I dont want you back

My life in thoughts of future freckles.
Imperfections and hobbling over hurdles..
In thoughts of feeling ugly.
Unwanted. Uninspired is exactly.
The notions that it echoes.
In my ear
A fear. Still born.
A fear of love.
To be in love would be a high gone unnoticed.
With the contagion. Of drugs.
And the smoke from my lungs.
The random nameless mystique and freak show. Needs no follow up peep show....