too sad to cry
so she smiled.

smoking cigarette
sippin a cup of coffee
while writing a poem...

makes me calm..

You can get f by the system
Or you can say "f the system"

I'm dead inside but you make me feel alive again.

drugs is a maze with no escape..

time is everything we have and don't.

between Hello and hi's
theres still goodbyes.

real eyes realize real lies.

sad birds still sings.

hmh
Itoy di masyadong detalye
basta tingin ko maganda kang babae
bighani na sayo
pilit kang nirereplayan kahit typo
lagi

sensya
kong inaasam kita
kahit ilang distansya
sa isat isa
Babasagin ang alkansya
maka bili lang
regalong gustong iabot personal
hangan chat lang talaga
la magagawa

sensya din pala
sa pag sayang nang iyong oras
sa convo nating tatagal ba hangan bukas?

Hirap nang ganto palagi nalang
Umiibig sa taong ako lang may alam
Umiibig ako sayo wala ka naman pake alam.

"it's been an ugly day,"she said.
'tell me something beautiful?'

and i said her name.......

once upon a time,i used to go  to sleep
until i discover poetry.

Depression is a monster
That destroys both heart and soul.
It tortures without mercy
And consumes its victim whole.

everytime i woke up
i wish i didn't woke up

i just want to sleep
with no problems but wait
this demons makes me awake

inside me want to release
burging out my chest
can see anything theres a mist

i just wanna die
even my body wont survive
in this world we livin
we cant decide

It's getting too late
Time to create
Separate the weight
Pulling you down
Like doubt and hate
We're surrounded by sound of the snakes
Got another hundred thousand to make
I ain't talkin' about money
I'm talking mistakes
Made my momma cry
That's enough for the day
Take me out in your mouth if you've got something to say
I think it's a shame
If you ain't livin' a life like mine
I understand why you don't understand
I'm fine, i'm doing 9 out of 10
I ain't losing none cause I am the one
I am the one, I am the one, I am



Your rhymes won't make it in time
Even if you sniff some solvent and you thought that you were super sonic
I saw all of it, yet I couldn't solve it
Ain't talkin' like you shouldn't bother
Reach the farthest just so somebody could go farther
Your father fish in the sea turned into another pearl harbor
All the sons left will turn to fathers
Some sons learn only sunburns
Cause we got no one to look up to but us son

depression is not  the same as sadness.

you must
want to spend
the rest of your life
with yourself
first.

i don't pay attention to the world slowly ending.
it has ended for me many times
and began again in morning.

nag simula ang lahat
sa kwento nating walang pamagat
pero natapos agad
pag kagat
nang dilim
luha ko ang dumilig
sa dala ko na rosas
wala pang dalang pamunas

luhang pinahid sa kwelyo
bat ang manhid mo,semento?

mahal kita pero nakulong sa salitang hatdog at halaman
gusto kita bat di mo nalalaman?

matagal na to
ngayon pebrero
araw nang mga puso

niyaya sa parke
alam kong wala kang pake
  
pumunta ka kaso parang napilitan
pero bakit
may kausap kang lalake
sana maling akala
kaso tama ang iniisip ko kanina
boyfriend mo iyong sinama...

Hi..how it's going
imiss you,imiss your presence
loneliness,slowly devouring me
Imiss texting ya
imiss everything about ya


Ya have an ugly day?
I will tell you something beautiful.
;MERLIN:3

i hope ya doin well
i ain't feeling well
when im not talking to ya I swear
colder than a Christmas weather

I need ya tonight
I need you everyday
Indeed your smile
I need your love

Im missing you like crazy
imiss the butterfly in my stomach kinda feeling
im just here waiting tho
looking up in the ceiling
While thinking
Our happy times that I can't let go

your my waifu
Your my boo
Im happier than before when i'm talking with you
Your the reason
I didn't hang my self
Ididnt regret smile for about a minute

You changed me
i feel that I'm reborn
But I'm still missingyou tho

i'll never be
that me again.

i will **** my problems
so can i **** myself?

spoiler,we die in the end........

poetry transports me into another dimension.

wanna live
wanna believe
that life is easy
that life ain't' messy
but it's started to hit me
right in my head
complicated things that'd hard to solve
problems start to evolve
hunting me like a predator
teaching my self how to survive like a mentor
I'm in a solo mission
I'm weak like a soldier with no weapon

a knight with no sword
a poet with no words

I'm dying inside devil eating me alive
how soul?! how can I revive
taking prescription
to ease the pain
but it makes it worst
I ain't moving
trap in a coffin
trap in a coffin

Hinayaan ang sariling anurin nang oras
Hinayaan ang puso mag hilom ang butas
Hinahayaan ko nalang sarili ko
wala din naman may pake
Paka hulog nalang sa bangin
paka lunod sa dagat
masakit iwan lamat
parang nag luhod sa asin

Gustong harapin ang problema
pero baka di pwedi
Ang problema kasi ang sarili

Lulutasin sana
Tatapusin sa isang bala

Inom nang lason sana isahaan akoy bulagta
ikakamatay palang lason yung lason na salita

Salitang binitawan
mga tao sa paligid
Di ko maiwasan
mga taong mapili

Mga perpekto
Gustong itama matagal nang tama
kunting mali mo lang
masakit na salita sayo tatama

Kaya mas mabuti pang patayin mabilisan saksak O baril sa mukha
kesa patayin dahan dahan sa masamang salita.

real demons are in politics.

Taengina ang kulit
Ni ate girl every minute
Share a post,shitpost ang libangan
Pero kyut nya
Trip kong ligawan

One time
Post syang di ko maintindihan
Limang HAHA gusto kong pusuan
Timang ata
Kapag ginawa

Walang magawa
Gusto kana ata
My day,change dp,shitpost,at shares
Di ko pina palampas
React agad

Kasalanan ko bang mainlove ako sa **** poster girl
Kakatamad
Tuloy kumain kapag ol ka
Greendot na bilog
Sana sambutin kapag nahulog

Nag cha chat na tayo
Nang lumipas ang ilang linggo
Minsan malamig pa sa pasko
Convo natin
Kaso di kita pipilitin
Mag reply asap
Di nako mag ti tinder o bigo
Anjan kana kasi pangarap
Kong di ko makukuha......

make mistake and people laughs at you
life is a comedy.

love made her crazy..

I can swallow I can swallow two pills   At the same time And it gives me a thrill   Mixing my meds I find it addictive

Crush,pag hanga
Salitang na imbento para pag ka tamad di alintana
Dahil lahat na nangyayari
Ginagawa di bali
Mahirap man
Masaktan sulit lahat,ikaw dahilan
Nakita kita sa daan
Umuulan wala kang payong
Papayungan ka kahit ako’y medyo maulanan
Wag nang tumanong nang bakit
Sagot ko jan abay alangan
Ayaw ko magkasakit ka
Ayaw din na masaktan

Alagaan ka,kahit di na sarili
Sa mood mo naka depende
Tatabihan ka lalagyan ngiti sa labi
Kahit mga tula ko iyong sina sauli

Oo iyong sinasauli
Mas mabuti pang tinapon mo nalang
Baka may maka pulot
Tapos kiligin
Kesa sayo walang pakiramdam
Dati sweet
Nong di mo pa alam
Biglang pumait
Uwian mga langam
Bakit ang sakit
Walang karapatan
Bawal masaktan
Sa babaeng puro hanap pogi palagi naman sina saktan

Sinasaktan kana nga ignore ka lang
Parang ako sayo
Dapat nga humaling ako kay lexi lore nalang
Kaso pinili ka
Parang **** sa estudyante
Recitation,pero iwas kana
Pero kapag gwapo kahit ikaw mang ligaw ayus lang
Kahit pina paasa ka sigi kalang
Kung ayaw mo sa sarili mo sakin ka nalang

Bibigyang atensyon 24/7
Pagmamahal parang kanin
Sa mang inasal di ka mabibitin
Kung hahambing ang sarili ko
Para akong hotel
Kasi ilang araw ka lang nag stay sakin…………

Even a bully
getting bullied.

There's toooo many souls but yours are more precious.

looks like an angel
but acts like devil.

Baby ur so cute
Baby be my boo
Ya ma waifu  ya ma baby boo ya ma zero two

Ya ma angel in this world full of sin
youre so **** thats a deadly sin
when ya smile i cant move like a mannequin

ya the waifu type
ya ma type
ya aint kira but ya giving me a heart attack
ya my misa im ur light
i aint shinigami but ya apple in my eye




i aint cute
im to soft
im a sad boy that wanna make ya smile
i can show ya stay for a while

i aint perfect
im too thrash
care to take me out?

making mistake not money
but can ya still stay tho
im not in my best shape
but ya molding me like claydough


im deeeeaddd insideee
but you make me feel alive again