After all the promised words in the spur of the moment
The lies laid bare in my eyes, I knew you lack commitment
The sincere efforts to make you feel you're all I wanted
All in vain, gone with the wind, and regretfully wasted
The peace of my life slowly left me chasing after you
Heart shattered, broken to pieces, can never be made new

Amidst all the things unfolding anew
My only wish is I wish I hadn't lost you

You loved the way I make you smile through subtle jokes
You loved the way I make you laugh with humor
You loved the way I go through great lengths to make you feel special
You loved how I spend my time with you when you're down
You loved how I keep you company when you're alone
You loved how I treasure you like a precious jewel


But you never loved me
And I still hope I made you happy

I miss the smile that hides a million tears
I miss the smile that drove away my fears
I miss the smile that tells me "it's okay"
I miss the smile that tells me you'll stay

I miss the smile that urged me to be the best
I miss the smile that taught how to rest
I miss the smile that gave me inspiration
I miss the smile I loved the most without question

Oh that smile, that precious smile
Take me back to your wondrous smile
Back when I didn't have anything
But it felt like I had everything

Separated by circumstances
I'm facing the consequences
I wish I could relive every moment
When life was good to me and I'm genuinely contented