Curtis C

Curtis C Jul 2017

Having a moment of fear, afraid, not knowing. Breathing deep but heart still racing.
Anxiety over what feeling, emotions, sensations all control by my perception.
I haven't lost anything but in this moment it all lives.
I know that good surrounds me.
I know my SuperPower is Love.
I know I create my world.
I am aware and focus.
Open and ready to release.
Moving forward, comfortable and uncomfortable.
I am having a moment of fear, afraid, not knowing.
The process...
I also know, everything gonna be alright.
So I will let this moment be.
Let it release.
Because I Know there is good in everything.
So here's to this moment.

Curtis C Jul 2017

WORDS....

Expectations - disappointment
Judging, labeling - self fear
Assuming - don't like what you see about self
Projecting - all that you have assume and putting self thoughts on To others.
Good and bad - same stick, stay in middle for balance
Creator - You
Responsibility - owning up to what YOU have done and created
Accepting - yourself as you are, others as they are and working with what you have done.
Releasing - letting go of things that are not good for "your" highest good. Keeping things that move you forward.
Grateful - being thankful
Love - Our SuperPower. We came here with it and learning how to use it.
Opening up - seeing all the good that surrounds us.

Just a few things going through my head.
To be continue...

Curtis C Jul 2017

A lil boy came into my heart.

A lil boy came into my heart. I was feeling friendship that would never part. I Loved our morning talks, going out to lunch, touching base with each other and the connection between us, that was growing…friends/family. He thought he would learn things from me, he did, but I don’t think he realize he was teaching me, he was and I was surprise by his teaching myself.
I was watching this boy grow into a man, his confusion started with the question; what kind of man would I be? Our friendship came under suspicion and he started believing the suspicion. Our talks became fewer, we didn’t share as much, laugh or smile as much. He got busy, there was less timee. We moved apart, he believe others thought. But I stand by my words: I will be your friend, even when it dark. I know the Love in my heart is more than what is your part. I also know, the connection stands. I see that Great man in you and when he comes through, I hope I'm here to meet him.
Anyway, even if we part, there will always be Love in my heart and I’m here to help when you need and/or when you call. There will always be Love in my heart, a friendship that will stand strong and the connection too...for/with that lil boy.

Curtis C Jul 2017

To a friend

What can I say but "I am here for you."
Don't accept the suspicions and others thought.
Also, step back and look at your own assumptions and projecting thoughts.
I know there's a connection and two lovingit hearts but what scared you so, that you kinda close your heart.
Nothing was said or done...I don't think.
Or is that the problem, all that went unsaid and undone?
I Love You like family, much more.
You maybe lonely but you are not alone.
Open your heart to the comfort around.
No judgment, no labeling or expectations is here.
Just a friend...simply standing with cheer.
All I can say is; " I am here for you. What am I to do?"

Curtis C Jul 2017

Step Back

You know, every once 'n' awhile you need to step back, look at your life and take responsibility. Make some choices, make some changes, laugh, cry, see the good and Love that surrounds you and deal with the crap from that place. The only labeling and judging that happens from there is; will it/ is it good for me or bad for me, Will it move me forward, what lessons will I learn, what will I teach? Take the time to find your light in the dark place and share that light with others, so they may find their way. Remember you always have something/one to celebrate, something/one to Love, smile with, laugh with. Take a deep breath or 2 and listen for the answers to your questions.
I see your Greatness and I Love it.

Curtis C Jul 2017

The ride...

The rides we will take in this process of Life, will always began and end in the same place but it is our knowing, beliefs and reactions that determines the ups and down of each ride, those conscious choices. Things always happens through us and not to us.
So, buckle up and get ready for a great ride today. Have fun, enjoy and know that the choices you make will be good and if not...change them. okay, get ready to throw your hands in the air and yell, weeeeeeeeeee!
Love Y'all!!!!!

Curtis C Jul 2017

Love...

I've done a lot of stuff in my life, been to many places and met so many Great, Wonderful and Loving folks. I get to do one of my passions, perform, plays, movies, TV, dance, sing, smiling while doing it and get others to smile.
The one Great passion I've gotten to learn and experience is Love. Learn is not really the right word because Love has always been with me but I opened up to Loving myself, other people, things, situations...just everything.
I Love to much at times, but that's okay because you really can't put limits on Love...it's unconditional and unlimited.
I share as much as I can and find there is still much to learn about Loving! I watch and listen to how others express Love. Though it's all the same energy, we all express it in so many different ways, on so many different levels.
Once I got this into my head, my heart, my soul, it made so many others things seem easy.
"What would Love do Now?"
This is the question I ask in every moment...even when I'm being a little ****.