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Nsmith15 Jun 2019
Mama bore a girl with a gun for a year

Teeth dripping lead,

And lips bleeding red,


Lashes curled for war

tongue waxing lyrics

Of both beauty and battles
Nsmith15 May 2019
“Tragedies and silence has the same
address”
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
Why cut yourself when you can be in


                                     L O V E!!!
”oh yes love”
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
“Oh ok”
Actually means
                  My heart has rippled into millions of pieces
                       But I won't bother telling
You
              don't want to waste your time
Nsmith15 Jun 2019
Shielding our imperfection into a twist
                                                                      Of concealing veils

                        As to MR.clowns  

                                                         HE was long, mis-shapen and forlorn
                                              All his wifes ran away without a smile,


                                 But full of a gaze unhallowed eyes of stone
Nsmith15 Jun 2019
I miss how boys
                           Wouldn’t like you based
  
                    on the size of your body,

But...    instead of how fast you could run and how nice you were to their friends.



   I miss  when cussing, drinking  and smoking was weird and not cool...

                     I miss when getting a high
               streak on snap wasn’t a chore

        I miss when our parents would support our choices, and would actually understand us.
Nsmith15 May 2019
Me, jealous of you?
                                   Bless you’re delusional  
                       heart...
Nsmith15 May 2019
Love is an atmosphere that seek out knowledge and truth
Nsmith15 Jun 2019
I might know the ending of my time,
but pity for you is all I’ve got, since I wake knowing that I’m dying, but you wake pretending that your not.
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
The world is a crazy place but sometimes
Every now and then I feel different
From everyone else.
Nsmith15 May 2019
Here we lie
The blundering brain
The strongest wean
Knotted around the fading frame
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
Happier days are definitely ahead for you..
                                        Struggle has
         e
               N
                     D
                          e
                               D.
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
”be myself ”

Been telling myself that for
        E
            I
                G
                     H
                          T
Y
   E
A
      R
S
And it hasn't work.
What do you tell yourself to fit in?
Nsmith15 May 2019
Cracked the rage with both hands
Light a sack of cards
smell it strong flames burn your eyes
Written at 8:21
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
It hard to get by
Just upon a smile
Nsmith15 May 2019
”But who could love me?
                          . When am out of my mind”
Love
Mental Illness
Nsmith15 May 2019
My heart is a hand

That tightens
Into a fist
It is a shrinking thing,
like a raisin,
like a too-tight tee,
like finger that curl but have no other hand
To hold them
So they just end up
bitting into themselves
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
I can’t walk it alone
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
The sky is blue
The grass is green
Everything is cool
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
It a sad and beautiful world
Nsmith15 May 2019
I know who I am !
Am playing as a black girl who
Sit quietly on bus 143 looking into the busy schedule of busy children setting off into their busy lives





I guess am gushed with the feeling of anger, put the tears say pop my pain away with the magical pill and the meowing will go away leaving me at peace
Nsmith15 May 2019
Skimpy lassie laying peaceful, warmth touching her delicate face
Bore her eyes in this imaginary vault of heaven.
Thoughts rushing though her veins
Are there angels upon these candy clouds?
Mama say that they’re really good at hide and seek so you have to be really quiet and steady
Open your ears
Ignore the swisher of the wind
Church bells
Passionate laughter
Is it dazzling in the brume
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
Search the streets for old friends...
                                  
                                    Met
                     Strangers
                                        None who
                 Remember
None who take me home....
Old friend
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
HOW
        no seriously how...
Yes I really want to know,
            
            Because you say that you understand what I going though and that I will get out of this
But how the hell can i,
cause when I try to move
I can’t stand in public without having a
breakdown
I can’t talk without screaming
I can’t do anything right
Am damage
Am alone
And you say that there a way to be happy
So I ask you a simple question
“How do you find happiness”
Nsmith15 Apr 2019
No one truly want to have a dark days
                                                Or sleepless
                                                  Nights
               Or grumpy morning.
No one truly wants to be stuck in this endless dark tunnel with no hope for a mendicant to fix my long lasting friendship called depression.

My mother sheers tears called confusion and frustration
She just want someone I can’t give her
Am sorry mum that I will never be that small smart girl who made you proud.

Am sorry that I got addicted to it when your love is way better than any drug
Nsmith15 Mar 2019
Sleeping with strangers

Locking are hearts away

He can't love
She don't understand
Love
He never being loved
She never grew with love
They say that she'll break your heart...

Both youngsters
Living in a movie
They smirk, they don't understand
How you can love
Something that is broken
Inside and out....

Your a patient guy
She full of roaing pain
Sill you be that
"Patient guy".....
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