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Noone Sep 2018
If life was just as easy as smoking a cigarette....
Noone Sep 2018
"Do you believe in long distance relationship?"
He had asked me once.
To this question, I just replied with a not so sure statement...
That night I thought about it,
How could it work?
Loving people who are so far away..
Won't you get bored at some point?
Frustrated maybe, when he is not around...
That urge to touch him
That urge to feel him
How do you deal with it?

But look at me now,
Falling for him who lives seven seas apart...
It is night there when the sun shines bright here...
It is chilling cold there when the weather is just right here...
But somehow I feel connected
I feel his presence around me
I think of him every second
And I keep smiling to myself....

We are so close yet so far
I m just waiting on the day
When I ll lie next to him
Against his heartbeat
Safe and sound from the chaos of the world
Secured like a child in her mother's lap
A place which I can finally call home
In his arms, where my heart can rest forever.....
Noone Sep 2018
You have left me stuck
Stuck in a maze
I can't find my way out
I try to make this maze my home
But I get tired of it
I want to get out of it
But I have lost my way
This maze is dark
Anxieties, fear, frustrations
Guilt, regret, pain
There isn't a hint of happiness here
My heart screams from within
My soul begging to live
But I am stuck here
I wonder when will I ever get out......
Noone Aug 2018
Go on, show that you own him
Post pictures on social media
Depicting stories of how madly you're in love
But no, he can never be yours
Because its his soul that I have held captive...
You may lure him to bed
With all the skills that you have
**** him to his heart's content
But remember, I am a memory he can't erase
I m gonna live in him forever
You think he loves you, dont you?
Oh poor girl... how naive you are
He is trying to find me in you
But I promise, he wont be able to
Noone Aug 2018
Sure I can't force it
But I also can't help it
The things I feel for you
This undying feeling
Torturing my heart...
Oh I m sorry,
I dont have a heart
I had one...
You forgot to return it back
When you left....
Noone Jul 2018
I dont know if I should be regretting those moments with you
At that time, it was everything I wanted...
Surely I thought it was everything you wanted too...
But it seems like our desires were not the same..
All you wanted was ****** pleasure
And all I wanted was spiritual treasure..

Of course, I am healing
Its been months since you left
But I stop my scrolls when I see your picture in my newsfeed
And wonder for awhile, why did it happen?
How did it happen?


I cant say I was possessed
Because I know it was me,
One hidden side of me...
Everything happened so quickly
Now I m just left with a question mark
Did it really happen? Did it really happen?

Then I start searching for evidences
And no, I cant find any..
I deleted them all, our pictures, our conversations, your number...
So can I say it never happened?
Can I just pretend it was all in my head?
Can I just act like everything is okay?
If I say this, will everything be okay?
Noone Jul 2018
finally, there comes a time when you learn to let go
Let go of all the grudges
Let go of all the guilt
Let go of all the unanswered questions
Let go of all that was hurting you
Maybe he never deserved your forgiveness
Yes, he never even asked for it
But finally there comes a time when you learn to let go
Let go of him
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