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102 · Feb 2021
What is...
Nitin Pandey Feb 2021
What is the "mother"
who does not bring breath?
What is the life, that become death…
#thought #life #death
mother- who gave you life to live (alive) ...
102 · May 17
The Story: Chapter Five
Nitin Pandey May 17
✦Between the Lines

The next morning,
she returned before the others.
The journal was where she left it—
but something felt different.

No wind had blown it open.
No hands had turned the page.
But another indentation was there—fainter,
as if pressed in a dream.

She ran her fingers gently across it,
letting the words rise in her mind
like breath on glass.

She whispered the line aloud
as if it might summon him—
not as a ghost,
but as a revision.
An edit not yet finalized.

That night she dreamed of him.
But he was not how she remembered—
he spoke in footnotes,
walked through places that didn’t exist
in the world she knew.

She woke with ink on her palm.
No pen near.
No one else in the house.

The journal remained closed.
But now, she didn’t dare open it.
Not yet.

Because part of her believed
he was still writing—
not from the grave,
but from the margins of whatever reality
had failed to contain him.
#thought
In Chapter Six, the space beyond the margins, where he exists not as a ghost, but as an author misplaced in someone else’s draft. This chapter plays with metafiction, isolation, and the idea that reality might just be a poorly edited.
“They keep reading the wrong ending,
He mutters into the quiet."
102 · Mar 2021
"Illicit_dead"...
Nitin Pandey Mar 2021
Drugs are trigger, a part of brain, linked with happens,
Search needed to give me a real evidence,
I would like to see this stigma fade,
True potential value and harm of illicit dead...!
#thought #happens #illicit #dead
101 · Apr 2024
Deception...
Nitin Pandey Apr 2024
a gentle touch,
Smooth porcelain find,
Incorporating fragrance,
CONVEYS, TO THE BLIND.
#thought
101 · Apr 2021
Smile...,
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
The glimpses of smiles go on till the end of innings,
We smile just for the shake, ahead of the blind meanings…!
#thought #smile #meanings
blind meanings (self-interest)...,
100 · Aug 7
Saṃchāra Mārga
Nitin Pandey Aug 7
⧉ (The Path That Moves Within)

Sometimes I smiled, at the quote I wrote,
thinking about future,
replica shown — the way she brought.

Umm…
I just want to hold her,
accountable tight.
She always hides herself in clouds,
and wears the moon’s light.

I think one-sided love will **** me at divine,
will get me more write — sore and shine.

I hope,
if there any scope.
Whenever it happens — in a week the days will be nine,
that day, definitely,
she’ll love me more than mine.

Strangely aligned,
how the one read one’s mind —
and what a blessing it was;
there would be a fewer misunderstanding in future, I thought.
#thought
This isn’t a confession. and not even a poem, It’s just the sound a thought makes when it runs into a wall but still keeps walking.
Some loves aren’t unanswered — they’re just unspoken, folded quietly into the way I write, the way I look away,
"Some days bend.
Some lights don’t ask to be chased."
And still, the quote keeps echoing.
No name was written, but if one's ever looks close—will see the shadow was shaped like Saṃchāra Mārga.
100 · May 15
The Story: Chapter Three
Nitin Pandey May 15
✦The Page That Waits

The blank page sat like a mirror,
not reflecting, but remembering.
It did not accuse.
It simply waited.

He used to say
“A page never forgets what it was meant to hold.”
As if intention alone
could haunt paper.

Now they stared at it
like it might explain everything.
Why he left the window cracked,
why the keys were still in the dish,
why none of them
had noticed the silence growing teeth.

There had been signs,
maybe.
But signs are only clear
in hindsight—
when the story
has already been written.

They did not speak of guilt,
not openly.
But it lived in their glances,
in how carefully they stepped around his chair—
like it might still be warm.
#thought
In Chapter Four, tone shift a character—perhaps someone unexpected—who discovers a single sentence written faintly on that “blank” page, setting off a slow unraveling of truth and memory.  A thread is pulled. The “blank page” reveals something faint, and with it, the line between truth and fiction begins to bend.
“If they read this, it means I’ve disappeared from the wrong story.”
100 · Jun 2021
Sleep follower...
Nitin Pandey Jun 2021
Know enough,
To be awake.
Dead end,
A short break.
Cause...,
A reason far larger.
May be, we are...,
Unknown sleep follower.
#thought #reason #sleep
100 · Oct 2020
Fight for light...
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
Looking for "lit_asf" light,
Have more fight...
To many thought,
"Deep-scary" focus bought...
"Man"
#thought #light #fight
100 · Feb 2021
Explained love...,
Nitin Pandey Feb 2021
Love is "divine"
We can't hate,
If define...,
Find only fate.
If try to explain it,
Find nothing?
I am suffering in clinch,
Love exactly blessing or grieving?
Can you tell that,in every inch...!
Can you explain it...?
#thought #explained #love #suffering
99 · Apr 2021
Deviation...,
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
I don't believe,
Be live in the verse,
Maybe, "deviation"
Happens with curse...
#thought #divagation
99 · Apr 2021
The strike...,
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
there was a chance,
to strike, but still a lie
they are fond of living
did not we have to die
#thought #strike #living
98 · Feb 2021
My dreams...,
Nitin Pandey Feb 2021
By being a stranger's own,
Also in the city of dreams.
Is famous for "his/her" dream,
Yes, but it is definitely silent...
When I said, Hey king of terrors,
I wanna go to hell, send an angel.
An angel came and asked me,
'Hey, you called me?'
O yes, I'm calling you.
When I saw, it looked like this,
On their forehead,
Oh, horrible! Crumpled horn bud.
Are you sure? you're an angel,
'Yes, it's me'
I'm sorry...!
#thought #strangers #dreams #angel
i dreamed of "his/her" about me, at every night...!
Nitin Pandey Apr 28
✦A Myth in Three Voices

“Some are born in fire, some in glow—
But a few are born where time folds slow.”

✦ Prologue
In the space between dusk and night,
between fire’s retreat and silver’s rise,
there exists a being born not of one,
but of both.

Neither fully light, nor wholly shadow,
Virelai is the Betweenborn—
a flicker at the edge of touch,
a breath the cosmos forgot to hold.

This is the lament, the whisper,
and the answer of three souls
who move but never meet—
bound by longing,
divided by time.
#thought
Finally—I’ve now given voice to all three: the Sun, the Moon, and Virelai. Each with their longing, their perspective, and their impossible nearness.
97 · Oct 2020
Certainty...
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
The phrase of comfort,
Threaded in the ocean of words.
As time goes on for centuries,
Stay for a few moments…
#thought #phrase #words #time
97 · May 10
The wall
Nitin Pandey May 10
The walls had always been there.
Plain. Solid. Reliable.
But now, as you stepped back into the room,
you saw them differently—
not as boundaries, but as settings.
Frames for a scene still unfolding.

The fissure led to an underground cavern.
Walls glittered with crystalline growths,
pulsing—faint, alive—
casting shifting patterns of light.

You reached out.
Fingers brushed a surface, smooth yet singing.

Then—a day.

It began on the crystalline plains.
A fissure, overlooked.
The others moved on, but you felt it—
a vibration, low and calling,
like a whisper in the bones.

Against protocol, you descended,
armed with only tools and resolve.

And then, as if hearing your hesitation,
the wall beside you shifted—
not physically, but perceptually.
It blurred,
its edges softening like the margin of a dream.

Through it, you glimpsed another room.
Not the one you stood in,
but a place just beyond.
A space where light moved differently,
where shadows weren’t tied to objects,
where the air felt written.

Mysteries do not yield to distant eyes.
They must be felt, stepped into, lived.
Mysteries do not yield to distant eyes.
They are known by touch, by step, by breath.
#thought
The wall represents the boundaries that separate the known from the unknown, the living from the dead. It is both a physical barrier and a symbolic one—a threshold that defines the edges of reality. it’s not just a backdrop, but a container for the echoes of the past, a structure that both protects and confines.

It had begun while mapping the crystalline plains. The others dismissed the fissure as unremarkable, but you felt something pulling at you—a faint vibration beneath your feet, like a silent invitation. Against protocol, you descended, armed with only basic tools and an unshakable resolver.
97 · Apr 2021
"Run_away"...,
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
be the one,
piece of bun,
hunger awake,
noise be break,
****** sun, sun day,
run, run, & run away,
#thought #runaway
96 · Apr 2021
Incense burner
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
I have seen people bowing,
In front of hunger and death.
So what was my status, in case,
I have learned to live the same.
#thought #status #hunger #life
95 · Jun 2021
Wonderful talk...
Nitin Pandey Jun 2021
It was wonderful to talk about people being ******,
Still, the devotion was flowing from the that stone...
#thought #wonderful #people #stone
Everyone had their own point of view, someone saw God in stone, and someone saw in Humanity, but the "irony" was that both of them gave equality of cruelty...?
95 · Apr 2024
Scattering.
Nitin Pandey Apr 2024
"the body is just a soulful culmination process of emotions"
"rather than the mean of soul carrying it out to be a spectral-bed"
#thought
that's nature, and any scripture cannot prove that things such as guilt in one's eyes, in case vocal or mortal, connect with the power of ethos.
94 · Oct 2020
Cast...
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
happy...!
But, scattered with these vesper winds,
City of the sun eventide ends...
#thought #sunset #eventide
94 · Apr 2024
Picuous.
Nitin Pandey Apr 2024
As much as,
I'm imprisoned,
in your evils eyes,
the more you'll be free,
to me, as a sinner drivels,
Perhaps, we're trying to find,
It will be a moment when we're,
Completely,
I don't know,
about her thought,
and what she wrote,
but, I know that,
her after-words,
moments have been dreadful,
and being affectionate is lawful,
Nitin Pandey Apr 28
✦Virelai’s Answer:

I heard you both—
In the hush that wrapped the world,
In the turning that spun my silence into song.
You, flame and fury,
You, glow and grace—
I am made of your almost.

You called me whole,
But I am the seam,
The longing stitched into your passing.
I carry the weight of your near, your never,
The ache of what might have aligned.

I do not burn, nor shine—
I flicker.
A rhythm unplayed,
A bridge suspended between your touch.

But still, I remain,
And still, I wait—
In hush,
In turning,
In hope
that one day,
when time bends gently,
you will speak in the same breath—
and I will finally become
what I was always meant to be.
#thought
Nitin Pandey Jun 2021
Actually...,
I dreamed, a rainy night,
Jumped at the same height.
I used to think I slept in the light,
I try, but couldn't sleep, start to fight.
#thought #dream #dreamed #fight
"Maybe, the flame of reality burning in the dark night, so I dreamed, as my dream of a rainy night"...
93 · Mar 2021
Conduct...,
Nitin Pandey Mar 2021
Things always get better with time,
But conduct will greater than mine,
How to gain a cost for see,
Have nothing for paying fee,
#thought #things #conduct #nothing
93 · Feb 2021
O god...,
Nitin Pandey Feb 2021
O god, **** me...,
On the basis of my sin...!
Or maybe, lay aside to the scene,
That would be never gone seen...
#thought #scene #seen #sin
Nitin Pandey Mar 2021
You know better, the circle of recreational thoughts get out to the top of the head,
So I'm sure that every days happened happily for you...!
#thought #circle #happened #happily
92 · Apr 2021
Intoxicated...,
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
I'm not a lover of corpus,
But, intoxicated by spirit...
#thought #intoxicated
92 · Mar 2021
"Set_forth"...
Nitin Pandey Mar 2021
You sit for a moment, for explain to spelling,
Have passed many hours, "for one meaning"
#thought #moment #passed #meaning
92 · Mar 2021
"Thought_out"...
Nitin Pandey Mar 2021
Have no thought, but have a thought, "blank suffocation"
One of the most reasons to back off to the cowerd's creation...!
#thought #suffocation #reason #creation
91 · May 2021
Impatience...
Nitin Pandey May 2021
Heart impatience,
Is the reality reflected?
Even if it is, the subtle,
At any stage, be explained?
#thought #heart #impatience
91 · Apr 2021
Disappear...,
Nitin Pandey Apr 2021
How can you pluck the flower,
For any one, to make a happy hour,
What you know about nestle beauty,
Some as facts that you know realty
Some snow, some glow,
Some sultriness of curtsy blow,
Then how, you messed up ******* loyalty,
Bargain a every breath of excuses equality,
Is it more thinking, that you know want to feed,
Look before a dark, a matter along with greed,
#thought #meaning #happiness #life
91 · Mar 2021
Heaven thinks...,
Nitin Pandey Mar 2021
i seem to know,
why are suffering,
in heaven thinks,
don't make trouble,
if, have blind blinks,
hold your mind,
put it, on rack,
to, with the spirit,
own, a second track...!
#thought #mind #spirit
91 · Oct 2020
You and me...
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
Me and my search,
you...
I found, be my thirst,
you...
How much important for me?
you...
Scatter me, or solve me,
you...
Why, come and go?
you...
Would become the ocean's flow,
you...
Wish I could find more?
Carry me, with the wind floor...
"Man"
#Thought #life #you #me
90 · May 2021
Shocked...,
Nitin Pandey May 2021
I feel like,
You shocked,
Heart is it in,
And "heart off"
#thought #felling #shocked
90 · May 10
The Eye
Nitin Pandey May 10
Where The Eye's name had once been written,
there was a single, unfamiliar line.

A moment where The Eye self begins to dissolve into the text,
But every wall is a setting, every eye a reader, every life a story.


The journal grew heavier in The Eye's hands,
its pages rustling without wind,
And on the inside cover—

The Eye felt the words,
not just in mind, but in bones.
The Eye was becoming part of the draft,
and the draft was becoming part of Eye.

But now, The Eye felt less like the reader
and more like the text—
less like the observer
and more like the observed.

And then The Eye felt,
the walls watching back.
And for the first time,
The Eye closed the journal.
#thought
The eye is the observer, the one who interprets the world, assigns meaning, and fills in the gaps. It is both literal and metaphorical, representing the act of witnessing and interpreting. It shifts the story from mere events to experiences. In this context, the eye is not just passive—it shapes the story by the way it perceives and reacts, much like a reader actively shapes the meaning of a text through their interpretation.
90 · Dec 2020
Dreams...,
Nitin Pandey Dec 2020
Don't ask about dreams,
Take away to the life,
Don't even let me, it die...
#thought #dreams #life #die
89 · Jun 2021
Ignorance...
Nitin Pandey Jun 2021
Don't ****** my ignorance from me, 
This is related to my births.
Whatever I learned,
I learned from you.
Otherwise...,
Where does something happen to me...
#thought #ignorance #learn #happen
Darkness is the beginning, darkness is the end, everything else is an "illusion"...
Darkness=(ignorance)
88 · Mar 2021
Falter...,
Nitin Pandey Mar 2021
I'm tired of walking,
Steps also started to falter,
Maybe, my dreams are broken,
Living, in the too long, a deep sleep,
Should I keep my head, in your lap...?
#thought #tired #falter #dreams #steps
88 · Oct 2020
Reflex...
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
I am for you only,
if you are for "yourself"
#thought #you #yourself
88 · Dec 2020
Soul of happiness...,
Nitin Pandey Dec 2020
A soul of "happiness" never been more than "appearance" it's just about anything to be "disappointed" with a "consumer_orders" from your days,
maybe...,
It is just make about to get the start to "resources" for "distribute" the unknown ways....
#thought #appearance #happiness
88 · Nov 2020
Unearth...
Nitin Pandey Nov 2020
If I stop, will it be mine tomorrow?
May be, "night" of that floor will be dark...
#thought #tomorrow #night #dark
87 · Nov 2020
Dreams...,
Nitin Pandey Nov 2020
O, my own dreams...
You fly in the top of sky,
No one, don't die so easily.
Because of your defeat, I also feel afraid...
#thought #defeat #afraid #die #dreams
87 · Oct 2020
Flame of lamp...
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
The secret of that burning lamp is strangeness,
Light is there, but stuff of dark darkness...,
"Man"
#Strangeness #darkness
87 · May 13
The Story: Chapter One
Nitin Pandey May 13
✦The Hollow Room

The room had not changed.
Not since before.
The chair still faced the window,
where morning light spilled across the floor
in measured silence.

His coat remained on the hook,
arms empty.
The clock ticked,
but no one had wound it.

They said grief was heavy,
but this—
this was a kind of weightless haunting.
A space untouched, yet entirely altered,
as if absence had rewritten the walls
when no one was looking.

They walked in like strangers
to a memory they had helped build.
Each item—a relic.
Each breath—a trespass.

Someone touched the coat.
It swayed.
And in that small motion,
time flinched.
#thought
Since, they walk the line between the seen and the felt, the literal and the symbolic. This format move fluidly through thought, memory, and presence, preserving, while the the story shifts pushing forward.
"He wouldn’t have liked the curtains drawn."
"He always sat facing the door."
87 · Apr 2024
Inconspicuous.
Nitin Pandey Apr 2024
She'd have been
gone, for so long
herself fragrance
like a mer songs
resides in my soul
but, a long-winded
and from afar, so far
But I have to cruise
To stop the rhyme
Cause, I'm running
-OUT -OF -MY -TIME
#thought
Truth, no matter what happens,
Well, I'll always be looking for yours.
I have to be in touch with the same,
I was not able to do it in great fame.
87 · Dec 2020
One think...,
Nitin Pandey Dec 2020
Which moment can make my future?
Presence of light, or presence of dark,
Soft smoky dreams of places for, times long past.....
#thought #one_think #future #presence #light #dark
87 · Dec 2020
No_matter...,
Nitin Pandey Dec 2020
In a strange world,
Where you make yourself.
No matter how much you cry,
Now, these tears will not dry…
#thought #world #tears #cry #you
87 · Oct 2020
Up&down...
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
Sorrow down to "earth"
Happiness up to "sky"
If filled it up, to "fly"
If filled it down, to "die"
"Man"
#thought #life #happiness
86 · Oct 2020
Covered...
Nitin Pandey Oct 2020
Being covered for won,
Growing "stap_path" alone...
Smell of buried flash,
Still I dump, I touch the crash...
"Man"
#Covered #growing #path #life
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