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Nitin Pandey Jan 2021
A moment of careless happiness,
Full of joy and emptiness...
Making argument always,
Was playful push, poke of ways.
Pretend they were too small,
Lost it, and can't find that all...
#thought #life #happiness #ways
  Jan 2021 Nitin Pandey
Channelle
Death ---Elle.Prvnt

Death is inside the folding cots:
it spends its life sleeping on the slow mattresses,
in the black blankets, and suddenly breathes out:
it blows out a mournful sound that swells the sheets,
and the beds go sailing toward a port
where death is waiting, dressed like an admiral.

Death arrives among all that sound
like a shoe with no foot in it, like a suit with no man in it,
comes and knocks, using a ring with no stone in it, with no
finger in it,
comes and shouts with no mouth, with no tongue, with no
throat.
Nevertheless its steps can be heard
and its clothing makes a hushed sound, like a tree.

Sometimes I see alone
coffins under sail,
embarking with the pale dead, with women that have dead hair,
with bakers who are as white as angels,
and pensive young girls married to notary publics,
caskets sailing up the vertical river of the dead,
the river of dark purple,
moving upstream with sails filled out by the sound of death,
filled by the sound of death which is silence.

There are cemeteries that are lonely,
graves full of bones that do not make a sound,
the heart moving through a tunnel,
in it darkness, darkness, darkness,
like a shipwreck we die going into ourselves,
as though we were drowning inside our hearts,
as though we lived falling out of the skin into the soul.

And there are corpses,
feet made of cold and sticky clay,
death is inside the bones,
like a barking where there are no dogs,
coming out from bells somewhere, from graves somewhere,
growing in the damp air like tears of rain.

I'm not sure, I understand only a little, I can hardly see,
but it seems to me that its singing has the color of damp violets,
of violets that are at home in the earth,
because the face of death is green,
and the look death gives is green,
with the penetrating dampness of a violet leaf
and the somber color of embittered winter.

But death also goes through the world dressed as a broom,
lapping the floor, looking for dead bodies,
death is inside the broom,
the broom is the tongue of death looking for corpses,
it is the needle of death looking for thread.

Death, Is just death.
  Jan 2021 Nitin Pandey
Channelle
Walking down to the deep dark forest.     Feeling the land against my bare foot I’m alone, No one to talk to – No one to hold on.

The cold wind pass through me sending shivers down my skin. Silence was all over the place – it was deafening and I hate it.

The stars – there my only hope, but yet they’re not there – the sky was dark and lonely like me…

The loneliness was killing me, torturing me, piece by piece till there’s nothing left.

I wanna scream, scream to the top of my lungs, having a hope maybe someone may hear, but no I was alone.

Minute feels like hour, the loneliness starts to eat me – every second I felt like dying..

What did I do to deserve this?What did I do to deserve this torture? —-

What did I do to deserve to be alone?
Nitin Pandey Jan 2021
A spectacle rise would be constituted truth morn?
But, shining sun close your eyes, that would be never warn...
#spectacle #rise #morn #life #death
Nitin Pandey Jan 2021
Birds want to fly,
Branches true or lie.
Squeeze flecking burden eye,
Dreamed a roof, on top of sky...
#burden #squeeze #fly #lie
Nitin Pandey Jan 2021
The glowing thing is formalized,
Without the night, you never realized,
You look like this, at night,
By the way you are capable of self-flight,
You were surprised to hear like this,
You wanna be like this,
She talks to you, she lives with you,
#thought #formalized #night #you
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