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Feb 7 · 28
Bpd
NoPoe Feb 7
Bpd
I am not the same person tonight
As I was this morning
Time moves slowly for me
The hours drag on
A constant sense of boredom consumes me
I watch the hours go by as I feel my white blood cells turned to red
Don’t take this the wrong way
For life does not bore me
I’m curious
Passionate
I love and I hate
I’m simply referring to the neutral state between human antics
I’m referring  to the constant void that is my consciousness
I’m unfamiliar with the definition of contentment
Satisfaction is a boredom induced daydream how could I ever expect to sustain a satisfaction when within the 24 hours of the day
I am 24 different people
Oct 2021 · 1.1k
hello, hello poetry
NoPoe Oct 2021
ive come back
the doors in my brain
had been locked
I had forgotten
I’m the girl with the all Keys
In a world with all the Locks
Sep 2021 · 150
manic pixie dreamgirl
NoPoe Sep 2021
the convenience about being
a magical women is that
I can be gone
just as quickly as I came
and if im still here
there
i wont wont be for far too long
Sep 2021 · 43
open
NoPoe Sep 2021
scared child was taught
vulnerability is a weakness
a disease
she was taught to keep it all to herself
for somebody
everybody would be out to get her
if she was weak
now she is hard and cold
which is weaker
Sep 2021 · 175
silver lining
NoPoe Sep 2021
people are often miss interpreted
the phrase
their is more than meets the eye
is always
too true
but where does that silver lining cross
of knowing somebody
of knowing you
Sep 2020 · 54
selfishly mysterious
NoPoe Sep 2020
answers to the universe were all hidden inside of you
they ran deep alongside your finger prints
knowing this
you'd coat your hands, your body
in layers and layers of clothes
enjoying the ascendancy you held on me
all I've ever wanted was answers
but you never touched me
you never touched anyone
NoPoe Jan 2020
you warned me so gracefully that you might be unpredictable and reckless
but that only made me want you more
you didn't know yet that I fed off destruction and chaos
like a starved vulture
maybe it was you who should've been warned
Jan 2020 · 88
i need a life
NoPoe Jan 2020
my life is in pause
i've lived the same day for six months now
I eat gray food
in my gray house
well trying to breath in gray air
than i lay and stare
stare
and stare
at blank walls
only walls
its so suffocating
NoPoe Jan 2020
the girl
hiding
inside the girl
hiding
inside the girl hiding
Jan 2020 · 103
we'd only sit
NoPoe Jan 2020
each morning we'd sit
and sit
only sit
and view the worlds first awakening men
the sun would come crawling from behind our hills and
buckets of light would be poured right above our head
but I don't think we ever shielded our eyes
we'd just sit
and sit
only sit
we shared quite the routine you and I
I dont think im done writing about this boy quite yet
Jan 2020 · 83
till death do us part
NoPoe Jan 2020
Death becomes the end of your earthly learning
No more earthly thoughts to pain you
The void is only like space, or the nothingness made of light
In this moment you must abide in it
In this moment you become ignorant to ego
Ignorance is bliss.
Dec 2019 · 197
Wow,Charming
NoPoe Dec 2019
I watched him hypnotize
the other girls
as he does the fruit in the trees
the clouds in the sky
As he did me
-Jandy Nelson
Sep 2019 · 102
A sinners diary
NoPoe Sep 2019
Each night as I'm stuck in bed
My eyes our sewed opened
So I could relive all my sins
I lay each one out on bulletin board
In my mind
Connecting each one to one another
With simple red yarn
Im trying to pinpoint
the exact moment
My life became filled with
secret regrets
Its suffocating me
I want to speak up
To tell some other living soul about
All the bumps and bruises
That is my life
That is me
But i cant
So I lay with my dry eyes
Unable to blink away this feeling
Regret is tortuous
Sep 2019 · 101
Stay 102728 miles away
NoPoe Sep 2019
Admiration is best from distance
The pure thought of you
Is beautiful
You however is tainted by
The ugliness of reality
Sep 2019 · 91
Oscar winning actress
NoPoe Sep 2019
*** was never vulnerable to me
I krept into a small corner of myself
Attempting to keep me safe
While  hundreds of your hands
Groped every inch of what you thought was me
So you could come undone
Sep 2019 · 54
Shes soft
NoPoe Sep 2019
Lavender linen
Swallowed me whole
Waddled me up in
Silky sheets
Cradling my skin
Sep 2019 · 90
Untitled
NoPoe Sep 2019
you can look at me from across a room
and I'd feel penetrated
Sep 2019 · 104
L-O-V-E
NoPoe Sep 2019
the sound of love swallowed the room
my limbs become silk
every step I was taking
felt as if I was melting into this word
taking its shape
I've lost control
I danced up and down the walls
the room began to be silk
Sep 2019 · 126
Untitled
NoPoe Sep 2019
distance is suffocating
Sep 2019 · 437
damsel in distress
NoPoe Sep 2019
A nun
Dressed in lacy red underwear
Sold her holyness
Begging on raw knees
To a selfish man
But a clever one at that
Bold isnt it
Sep 2019 · 109
Self portrait
NoPoe Sep 2019
Eve and Eve
Sinning
In the garden of Eden
Aug 2019 · 75
Damn beauty standards
NoPoe Aug 2019
Pretty girls cry over other pretty girls
Its a harsh routine
To want what others have
wanting it only because
You don't have it
Fixating on beauty
Making it a mirage
Please just look in a mirror and love what you see
Is that so hard to ask for?
Aug 2019 · 468
Paper
NoPoe Aug 2019
Blank piece of lined paper
Is who I am
Im just blank
Jul 2019 · 219
Religion?
NoPoe Jul 2019
God is a cruel man
Jun 2019 · 234
Untitled
NoPoe Jun 2019
she makes flowers clap
Jun 2019 · 147
the struggle of recovery
NoPoe Jun 2019
she said let me take your hand
I laughed and said
I'll never surrender myself to you again
Jun 2019 · 246
Empty
NoPoe Jun 2019
The windows shatters
The walls caved in
The floor boards burned
The food rotted
The water dried
The furniture vanished
All that was left was a door stuck in it's jamb
And me
The door and I left standing
I made it easier for the door and kicked it in
Now it's just me
Jun 2019 · 193
Shut up
NoPoe Jun 2019
I was taught
That my voice
Would never be loud enough
To speak
So I stay
With rope in my throat
Keeping me silent
May 2019 · 557
bOnER sOup
NoPoe May 2019
he left you a song
that you don't want to here
you plug your ears and scream
your eyes turn red while your heart turns blue
his love for you is gone
and all your left with
is this stupid song
May 2019 · 119
who are you?
NoPoe May 2019
You do not speak
you do not think
you do not hear
nor do you listen
you are not yourself but a portrait of someone else
you've grown up
so you say
I didn't know that growing up
meant to be everything but yourself
May 2019 · 74
HoT cRuSH
NoPoe May 2019
Every now and than
I see you
in crowded halls
Your beautiful
I'm Pluto
your like the Sun
please come closer and keep me warm
I have a crush on this boy that Ive never spoken to but gawd I wish I could. sorry if this is cliche
May 2019 · 103
Loving
NoPoe May 2019
didn't you know?
I casted a spell on you
a spell of binding
binding you to me
and me to you
May 2019 · 79
Stone
NoPoe May 2019
Closed my eyes
and saw
snakes wrapped around your head
(self-portrait: Medusa's prodigy)
May 2019 · 220
heart breaker
NoPoe May 2019
Stuck my fist
down your throat
grasped onto
what seems to be your heart
I ripped it out
May 2019 · 78
soft n' soft
NoPoe May 2019
When she bleeds
she pulls out
pillowed feathers
from her wounds
May 2019 · 77
reacher
NoPoe May 2019
It was you
Medicine Man
who engulfed in
my Catatonic Soul...
May 2019 · 183
Manipulate the blind
NoPoe May 2019
come
join me my love
as I will teach you
how to properly dance  
with such effortless movements
along
the edge of a knife that you do not see
May 2019 · 154
the greed of love
NoPoe May 2019
and he was their
wine red heart beating
beating on the outside of his bear chest
leaving himself open and raw
and than
their she was
her heart wasn't dripping red
she didn't even have a heart to begin with
her smile was deadly to the boy
standing across her eye to eye
she reached over
ripping the heart and wanting it for herself
May 2019 · 101
she is more than human
NoPoe May 2019
She is like a melted rainbow
every part of her was Vibrant and Loud
when you opened her mouth red would come out
as she closed her eyes to sleep her world became an orange beam
when she woke the sky would be the most golden of yellows
every step she took the grass would turn the greenest of greens
her eyes held thousands blue constellations telling a story
she smelled like purple rain and purple lavender
she was the love that protected my muse
May 2019 · 247
Listen
NoPoe May 2019
I played a song
A song that took me back in time
My carpet was warmed from the sun peaking threw my window
My room began to be filled with vibrant purple light
Nostalgia was intoxicating me
I was in peace
May 2019 · 182
HATE
NoPoe May 2019
every beautiful
simple object
that you have run your hands on
I've burned to ashes
NoPoe Apr 2019
I had a dream last night
of you and I  
we were together
Medicine Man and your Violent Blonde
walked Earth making each dry leaf
every crevices under our footsteps
turn to flame
Every step we took we were shifting into something
Infinite  
we ran making the world behind spring off into colors
of wild reds
oceans of blue
violent violets
we jumped into the coolness of yellow
we were creating a new world behind us  
we didn't look behind us
we just left the new world to be
Apr 2019 · 103
nasty ugly truth
NoPoe Apr 2019
Everyone
and I mean
Everyone has Darkness hidden inside them
Everyone is capable of doing nasty things
I know i'm capable
I wear my Darkness on my sleeve
allowing it to swallow me whole
allowing it to define who I am
It wasn't until that Darkness turned my world into black tar
binding me to nothing but destruction
i'm destruction
Apr 2019 · 119
kiss me
NoPoe Apr 2019
if I could i'd the kiss the sun
NoPoe Apr 2019
I'm sitting down
looking around my bleached white walls
drinking black mediocre coffee
trying to think about anything but you
it works for awhile
till the air smells like you
you are surrounding me
I indulge in you for a moment
remembering the exact moment where I smelled your smell
I take deep breaths exhaling and inhaling
as if that can bring you back to me
I've never knew what it was like to miss someone after heartbreak
till now
and I hate you for it
Apr 2019 · 459
you are deadly
NoPoe Apr 2019
I thought she was a beautiful sunflower...
she was actually a foxglove
a foxglove is a flower than can cause drooling, vomiting, seizures, dilated pupils, and  death
Feb 2019 · 270
my earthly soul
NoPoe Feb 2019
I'd like to believe
when I die
my earthly soul
will sink into the soil of our world
giving it life and colour
feeding to all the good
to all the right
helping create someone else's story
Feb 2019 · 526
Surrender
NoPoe Feb 2019
My life, is no longer my life
My skin, is no longer my skin
My mind and body isn't mine either
It is yours Mia
I have surrendered myself to you
I am tired of fighting you
I no longer have the energy
For you have stolen that too
I stand on both my knees
Asking for your forgiveness
Purge me of my guilt
Allow my bone to be sharp as knives
Stomach flat as paper
Let my collerbones allow me to fly
Fly far far away
Jan 2019 · 149
Self portrait
NoPoe Jan 2019
The Girl who
Accumulated thousands of souls
Living all inside her
Extremely similar but yet
Excruciatingly different
Jan 2019 · 665
In and out of love
NoPoe Jan 2019
I am with you
I was with you
I was in love with
Light that you gave to the world
Freckles were scattered stars
Forrest of deep dark lashes
Protecting the depth of your brown eyes
It was as if you were my Sun
Wearing your heart outside your chest
Making it so easy to know your soul
How was It possible
I had fallen for the Moon
Her skin icy cold to your soft warmth
Eyes the deadliest of blue
So fragile but so beautiful
The biggest mystery of all
She wasn't just light
She was darkness
And I wanted to grab a flashlight
To explore that every inch
every crevice
To understand
To feel
I have been so intrigued by this beauty
I loved both equally
Moon and Sun
Sun and Moon
I just wrote this on my bus on the way to school so sorry if it's bad lol
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