I'm sitting down
looking around my bleached white walls
drinking black mediocre coffee
trying to think about anything but you
it works for awhile
till the air smells like you
you are surrounding me
I indulge in you for a moment
remembering the exact moment where I smelled your smell
I take deep breaths exhaling and inhaling
as if that can bring you back to me
I've never knew what it was like to miss someone after heartbreak
till now
and I hate you for it