My thoughts tormenting me Thinking of the worst to come How long until I fall apart Slowly losing myself Discarding my hopes and dreams Succumbing to the numbness My worst fears tearing me apart Soul crushed and mind bruised Pondering on what I should do Stuck in the void that is my mind
Wandering thoughts to pass the time ▪-▪
it hurts to know that my thoughts are what hurts me the most
Thought of but never spoken Hushed voice losing focus Thinking back to the words not said The effect of those words whether good or bad They were meant to be heard and never forgotten Speak your truth and voice your concerns Not many get another chance to be heard Lift your head, face your fears, and let your conscience set you free Speak those unspoken words... ▪-▪
If only I could... be genuinely happy not fake a smile everyday forget all the traumatic experiences go far away where no one knows me just be selfish and live for myself have my own prince charming look forward to the future think good thoughts find my passion start over let go ▪-▪
Forgotten words I meant to write I only wonder where they go Things lost and never found Where are they now? Forever gone and spoken once The little phrases that meant a lot Words that were meant to be written are just lost... ▪-▪
I can guarantee I've met the one fated for me I ruined my chance and set him free Now and then it crosses my mind That someone was meant for me Another chance I get, and I've done it again Pushing away the ones whose love was given to me ▪-▪
Tired of everything Acting as if everything if fine Pretending to be happy Working just to eat Feeling frustrated Not having a goal Not really living Feeling anxious Faking a smile Losing hope Being alone Tired ▪-▪