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Feb 2020 · 56
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Anton Feb 2020
"With you losing him, he's starting to imagine life  without you in it and for the first time he's no longer afraid to walk away."
Feb 2020 · 70
"Two kinds of love"
Anton Feb 2020
They say that there are two kinds of love,
one love united because of  courage and other simply by fate,

They say that there are two kinds of love,
one that leave you with pain and tears,
and the one that stays and lasts  for years,

They say that there are two kinds of love,
the right love at the wrong time,
and the wrong love at the right time,

They say that there are two kinds of love,
I couldn't tell at all where the love we used to have belonged
because, you were my right love and the right time,
but then, maybe I was your wrong love at the wrong time.

They say that there are two kinds of love,
one love that's build by affection and trust
other one was built just to get away from the pain of the past love,

One question:
Which love was yours?
Feb 2020 · 48
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Anton Feb 2020
Our love could have have been the best to story to tell,
Too bad you left me hanging here without a single farewell,
Feb 2020 · 38
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Anton Feb 2020
I guess I'll be putting up all these pieces of my heart again
Feb 2020 · 36
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Anton Feb 2020
If you only knew how much those little moments mattered to me,
Feb 2020 · 49
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Anton Feb 2020
I know, I deserved better,
but i keep thinking that,
*no one could be better than her
Feb 2020 · 44
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Anton Feb 2020
But, did you really let go?
Feb 2020 · 39
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Anton Feb 2020
It's really hard to look at other faces,
when this heart of mine seek yours'.
Feb 2020 · 37
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Anton Feb 2020
Unbreak my heart*
before it falls apart
Feb 2020 · 31
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Anton Feb 2020
This time I will be strong,
       Strong enough to stand on my own,
                Strong enough to face and forget the pain,
Feb 2020 · 23
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Anton Feb 2020
It was quite painful for me,
realizing how you are happier now that I'm no longer with you,
Feb 2020 · 28
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Anton Feb 2020
Do you still think of her?
"Always."
Feb 2020 · 38
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Anton Feb 2020
My head says,
"Who cares?"
then my heart whispers
"You do, stupid..."
Feb 2020 · 34
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Anton Feb 2020
maybe sometimes we just need to enjoy the joy of sadness,
then eventually well get used to it someday.
Feb 2020 · 28
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Anton Feb 2020
"It hurts, but i won't blame you for not loving me back."
Feb 2020 · 87
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Anton Feb 2020
Why doesn't my feelings disappear as easily as you did?
Feb 2020 · 37
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Anton Feb 2020
"I wish I was enough for you 🥀 ."
Feb 2020 · 27
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Anton Feb 2020
the overwhelming distress and grief still clings and lingers unto my soul
Feb 2020 · 63
unforgettable
Anton Feb 2020
You will always be,
my unforgettable tale of joy and heartbreak,
Feb 2020 · 3.8k
sa ikaduhang kalibutan
Anton Feb 2020
kay naipamulong mo naman,
nga ang atong gugma hantud dinhi nalang gyud taman,
ug diri na gyud siguro mahuman,
pastilan pag-kailara nako sa imong "gugmang walay katapusan",

Usahay magkatawa ko nga ako ra usa,
Maghinumdom samga saad mo nga ikaw ug ako ra,
hangtud sa katapusan ug wala na gyud lain pa,
apan karun asa naman tika pangitaa?

nganung ania napod ko karun nag inusara,
sa matag gabii magahilak,
nga daw bata nga bag.ong anak,
pero wala kay madungog nga kasaba,
tungod kay ng kining kasing kasing ang gahilak,

dapat nalang gyud nakong dawaton ang kamatooran,
nga dili gyud kita ang ginapili nga magdayon ug mag uban,
hangtud sa katapusan,
sakit nga pamation ug pamaladungon,
nga ato lang gisayangan ang mga hinaguan



dili ba nga ikaw bisan unsay mahitabo
dili man gyud unta kita dapat nga magkalagyo
nisaad paka nga muabot gyud lagi kita ug anibersaryo?
dili ba nga ikaw sa ginoo akoa man nga gipangayo
pero karun nganung ang pagbiya na kanako mao naman ang imohang hangyo,
nagtuo pa ako nga ang gugma nimo kanako bulontaryo ug dili lang diliryo,


mga gibati ko karun ga sagul sagol, adunay kalipay ,
kasakit ug naapoy kaguol,,
pero bisan kausa wala ako gabagulbol ug gabasol,
siguro sakto na ang gamay nga higayon na ikaw sa kinabuhi ko nagpaduol,

buhian ko naba ang tanan natong gihuptan?  
kalimtan naba tika ug dili na gyud  hisgutan?  
dawaton nalang ba nako nga kanimo dili gyud ko angayan?
imo naba akong biyaan tungod lang kay naa ako'y apan?
o naana bakay lain napili ug imoha nako nga ilisdan?

magkita nalang siguro ug balik didto na sa ikaduhang kalibutan,
isaad ko nga dili ug dili tika hikalimtan
didto sa ikaduhang kalibutan ikaw akoa nga atangan.
kay didto ang gugma nato wala nay katapusan
Feb 2020 · 36
the dawn of a new day,
Anton Feb 2020
It's the dawn of a new day,
yesterday has gone by,
I know have to get by and move along
I need to ignore all this  negative thoughts and

It's the dawn of a new day,
a time for new beginning,  
a time to start anew,
a time to make ends meet ,

I need to come clean, yes, confess I am in a mess,
Stop crying over the past, look forward to the future,
My future, what ever it will be,
i'll be willing to face,
the dawn of a new day with a brighter smile on my face :)
Jan 2020 · 31
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Anton Jan 2020
It is sad to be  finally happy
but alone in Life.
Jan 2020 · 32
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Anton Jan 2020
I know that
Loneliness doesn’t ****,
but sometimes I wish it DID.
Jan 2020 · 25
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Anton Jan 2020
Some say it’s painful to wait for someone
Some say it’s painful to forget someone
I don’t know what to do, whether to wait or forget.
Should  I wait?  
or
Should I just forget?
Jan 2020 · 57
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Anton Jan 2020
So much pain and sadness,
dwelling in my soul.
Jan 2020 · 1.4k
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Anton Jan 2020
baket kaya sa panahon ngayon
sa halip na maging masaya tayo sa kaarawan naten ay
nadadala tayo sa bigat ng pakiramdam naten
parang laging pagod na di mawala kahit anung tulog mo
kaya lagi nateng wini wish na sana mamatay nalang
para mawala ang pagod na nararamdaman naten
dahil baka ang kaluluwa talaga natin ang pagod
at hindi ang katawan.
Dec 2019 · 421
Azzy
Anton Dec 2019
Sa iyong pagbabalik, nadarama ulit ang iyong halik

Galing sa biglaang pag-alis, nagdulot pa rin sa puso'y malalim na daplis

Tulang sinulat at inialay sa akin ay naglalaman ng mga dahilan

Mga dahilan na aking intindihin ngunit ako'y masasaktan

Ayaw mo akong lisanin ngunit ayaw mo na rin akong angkinin

Maaari ba iyon? Parang hindi nagkatugma sa totoong depinisyon

Ng tunay na pagmamahal pero yun ang iyong opinyon

Hindi mo ako gustong kalimutan, hindi ako kayang paluhain

Mahal mo akong lubusan, at ayaw **** makasakit ng damdamin

Sana'y malaman mo na natatawa ako sa iyong mga salita

Nang sinabi **** iwanan ako at hayaang sumaya sa iba

Siguro sasaya ako, oo alam ko

Pero asahan mo darating ang panahon na kung kailan pinalaya mo ako

Doon mo na rin malaman na ang bobo mo masyado

Sapagkat minahal kita nang higit sa aking buhay

Inialay ko lahat, kahit minsan ay sumablay

At para na rin pinatunayan **** hanggang salita ka lang naman

Ayaw mo akong saktan? Pero handa mo akong iwanan.

Binulag mo ang sarili sa kaisipang sasaya ako kapag wala ka

Yan ang kamaliang gusto ko sanang itama

Bali-baliktarin man ang buong daigdig, umiiral pa rin sa puso ko ay pag-ibig

Bakit hindi na lang natin isipang tayo na lang dalawa?

Ang natitira sa mundong ibabaw at wala ng iba pa

Nang sa gayon ay hindi mo maisip na ako'y makahanap ng iba

Higpitan mo ang paghawak sa akin at ako'y iyong-iyo na.
Dec 2019 · 181
ikaw ay lumigaya
Anton Dec 2019
Sa mga araw na di kita pinansin,

pinilit ko ang sarili na hindi ka kulitin,

Hindi dahil Gusto na sana kitang limutin,

Hindi dahil sa gusto na kitang lisanin,

Kundi

Dahil ayaw kitang angkinin,

Dahil ayaw ko nang saktan ang iyong damdamin,

Dahil ayaw  na kitang paluhain,

Dahil sa mahal kita ng lubusan,

Pipilitin kitang iwanan ,

Upang ang tunay na pagibig at kaligayahan,

Iyong matagpuan
Kahit itoy sa ibang tao naman mangaling,

titisin ko ang sakit,
Para lang ikaw ay lumigaya
Dec 2019 · 100
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Anton Dec 2019
"I'm just a **** on your garden,
nobody ever wanted my existence"
Dec 2019 · 98
"BEAUTY INSIDE"
Anton Dec 2019
Worldly
Beauty    Fades,
  Choose                        someone
   who's                                 beautiful
on the                                       inside,
Someone                                who has
a beautiful                         soul and
a warm heart
Dec 2019 · 213
H A P P Y A L W A Y S
Anton Dec 2019
N̵o̵,̵ ̵I̵ ̵d̵o̵n̵'̵t̵ ̵w̵a̵n̵t̵ ̵i̵t̵,̵
̵I̵ ̵d̵o̵n̵'̵t̵ ̵w̵a̵n̵t̵ ̵t̵o̵ ̵s̵e̵e̵ ̵y̵o̵u̵ ̵h̵a̵p̵p̵y̵ ̵o̵n̵l̵y̵ ̵f̵o̵r̵ ̵a̵ ̵m̵o̵m̵e̵n̵t̵,̵
̵ ̵b̵u̵t̵ ̵a̵l̵w̵a̵y̵s̵,̵
I̵ ̵n̵e̵v̵e̵r̵ ̵w̵a̵n̵t̵ ̵t̵o̵ ̵s̵e̵e̵ ̵y̵o̵u̵ ̵c̵r̵y̵i̵n̵g̵ ̵e̵v̵e̵n̵ ̵f̵o̵r̵ ̵j̵u̵s̵t̵ ̵a̵ ̵s̵e̵c̵o̵n̵d̵,̵
B̵u̵t̵ ̵i̵f̵ ̵c̵r̵y̵i̵n̵g̵ ̵i̵s̵ ̵t̵h̵e̵ ̵o̵n̵l̵y̵ ̵w̵a̵y̵,̵
t̵o̵ ̵e̵a̵s̵e̵ ̵t̵h̵e̵ ̵p̵a̵i̵n̵ ̵i̵n̵ ̵y̵o̵u̵r̵ ̵h̵e̵a̵r̵t̵,̵
̵t̵h̵e̵n̵,̵
̵ ̵d̵o̵n̵'̵t̵ ̵c̵r̵y̵ ̵a̵n̵y̵m̵o̵r̵e̵,̵
f̵o̵r̵ ̵I̵'̵d̵ ̵b̵e̵ ̵w̵i̵l̵l̵i̵n̵g̵ ̵t̵o̵ ̵s̵h̵e̵d̵ ̵t̵h̵i̵s̵ ̵t̵e̵a̵r̵s̵ ̵o̵f̵ ̵m̵i̵n̵e̵,̵
̵s̵o̵ ̵t̵h̵a̵t̵ ̵y̵o̵u̵ ̵c̵o̵u̵l̵d̵ ̵b̵e̵ ̵j̵u̵s̵t̵,̵
̵H̵ ̵A̵ ̵P̵ ̵P̵ ̵Y̵ ̵ ̵ ̵A̵ ̵L̵ ̵W̵ ̵A̵ ̵Y̵ ̵S̵.̵
Dec 2019 · 56
I won't let go
Anton Dec 2019
They say,
when really you love someone,
you will be willing to set them free,
and  learn to let them go,
How can I even think about letting you go?
                           when you were the who taught me how to love,
If it's you, then you. If not, no.
I won't ever let you go
Dec 2019 · 135
wait for your love
Anton Dec 2019
I have always thought you were a friend,
one day i asked my self,
"were you really just a friend to me?"
                         Little did i  know,
I had already fallen in love for you,
by the time I realized,
that I loved you so much,
you were already loved by someone else,
Never mind,
I guess I will stay as a fool,
  and wait for your love,
Dec 2019 · 91
broken dreamer
Anton Dec 2019
No matter how much I pray,
I'm just a broken dreamer,
I know you don't love me,
and you won't ever be mine,
It will only remain as a pipe dream,
that  somehow you'd love me back,
no matter what i do i will never achieve,
'coz i was never even one of all your dreams,
I will never be.
Dec 2019 · 81
Goodbye
Anton Dec 2019
Goodbyes were never sad at all,
until you realize that they're not coming back into your life anymore
Dec 2019 · 177
Pain
Anton Dec 2019
I love Pain and the way it makes people feel,
I love how tender and mild it is at first,
I love how annoying it is sometimes,
I love how excruciating and unbearable it is other times,
I love how indescribable and profound it is, leaving us clueless,
I love how irritating and troublesome it can be,
I love how it brings us discomfort and agony,
I love how tormenting punishing it makes us most of the time,
I love how tiring it is yet also satisfying,
I love how piercing it is that it spreads into us physically and mentally,
I love how it's scary intermittent it can become,
I love how miserable and dreadful it makes one person,
after the very long sickening and exhausting feeling
it will always leave us
empty.
Nov 2019 · 194
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Anton Nov 2019
It hurts what you can't tell someone,
that you love him/her,
                           you really love it because you shouldn't.
But what hurts the most is,
when you said the words "I love you"
but he/she doesn't believe you anymore,
simply because,
                           you've already hurt that person in the past,
you've lost his/her trust.
Nov 2019 · 79
cut it fine
Anton Nov 2019
It's always like this when you love,
You'll always be willing to wait,
                           you'll be played around for a long time,
when you run into it,
At first, you'd thought it was true
you'd say this is it,
You've found the love of your life,
But,
That will be the first time,
you'd be played because of love,
Don't fool yourself,
Before things get out of hand
Protect your heart,
Steer clear of heartbreaks,
keep in mind that destiny will always keep a cheap shot,
It's okay to have a change of heart,
and cut it fine.
Nov 2019 · 82
fool for love
Anton Nov 2019
Are you crazy?
You left me and then come back again,
                            what do you think of me?
Stupid?
"hahaha!, Come here" ,
                            I have been waiting for you,
to come back to my life,
I accept the fact,
that i will always do foolish things when it comes to you.
I'm a fool for love
Nov 2019 · 61
she made me so happy
Anton Nov 2019
They told me,
don't love too much,
I didn't listen at all,
So when I lost you,
I was incapacitated,
I told myself,
"It's okay. Before she disappeared",
                           "she made me so happy".
Nov 2019 · 192
manatiling solo
Anton Nov 2019
Mahirap manatili na,
                           mag-isa sa mundong ito,
kung saan inaasahan ng lahat,
na may kasama ka or kapares na isang tao,
Ang hindi nila napagtanto na,
ang manatiling iisa ay
                           hindi tungkol sa walang pagpipilian,
Sa halip isang pagkakataon,
na makagawa ng matalinong mga pagpili,
Nov 2019 · 220
luha
Anton Nov 2019
Ang bawat patak ng luha,
ay mahalaga kaya,
mas mahusay na siguraduhin,
kung san mo ito ibubuhos,
                          napakahalaga ng mga luha mo,
sapagkat hindi mona ito mapupulot pa,
at maibabalik sa iyong mga mata,
kaya siguradohin **** nasa tamang tao na.
Nov 2019 · 99
I still love you
Anton Nov 2019
What else do you want?
You've already hurt me,
                            you left me,
Shattered my heart by severing your love,
now when i'm okay and i forgot about you already,
you came back and said you'd never leave me again,
  I'm sorry, 
I'm already happy now,
but why does this hearts say
"I still love you!"
Anton Nov 2019
Does the word "Love" really matter to you?
I do not know,
                            But for me,
you're more important,
You know why?
How can I say the word "I love you" if you are not around.
Nov 2019 · 74
please, love me again
Anton Nov 2019
I said It's over,
  I'm not gonna do it again,
I have said it over and over again,
I promise it won't be loving you anymore,
my heart has closed it's doors,
But why is that?
No matter what I do,
this heart of mine  is still keep on crying,
and still Keeps on screaming,
saying it over again and over again,
                             You know what it says?
What else but your name!
so, would you please  love me again?
Nov 2019 · 77
a bucket full of my tears
Anton Nov 2019
Although it's difficult,
it has to be done,
It will hurt a lot,
but,
                             we just need to endure it.
I don't want to hurt you,
when I leave you,
So if you think you're the only one crying,
I'll tell you,
in every droplet of your tears you shed,
is a bucket full of my tears,
Nov 2019 · 84
be happy
Anton Nov 2019
Last night,
I saw a falling star,
I made a wish
                            I, wished that you'll be mine,
Suddenly the star stopped,
he approached me then laugh,
and Said,
"You are so stupid, You can't! Because she is with him!",
"She is with the person she loves the most".
then,
I just wished for you to be happy,
even without me,
Nov 2019 · 70
"I love you"
Anton Nov 2019
People, sometimes say "I love you",
                            and when they say it,
sometimes it's either sometimes it's out of love,
or too late,
So now I wanna tell you,
"I love you",
Is is too late?
Nov 2019 · 68
how to love
Anton Nov 2019
They say I'm crazy,
because up until now,
                            you're still the one that I love,
I was hurt by what they said,
but I stopped talking,
I know the truth,
I'm not stupid,
                            They just don't know how to love,
Nov 2019 · 78
I can't cry no more
Anton Nov 2019
I saw you sitting and crying,
I sat beside you,
                           I asked you, "Why?" You didn't answer,
I Embraced you,
but you just walked away,
I tried to cry but tears just won't fall,
then realized,
I was sitting on my own grave.
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