I yearned to paint
His masculinity
With a constellation
Of gay hues
Let my glittery sensations
Cover him in treasured bliss
Fill his lips with mesmeric rainbows

At the moment, only drugs can let me escape from this reality
I wanna go back to my small cocoon world
I went out once
I almost died
Never coming out till then
When everyone will wanna be me
This time, not even the most beautiful will get me out of this

You told me not to get lost in the woods
I am sorry but I had to search for the one that made me insane
My reason for loving and living
Now I am back singing a bitter symphony, a cruel harmony
I wish I listened in the first place