I don't think I'll write today.
I just don't think I have it inside me.
The feeling of joy and inspiration are are gone,
And I'm just sitting here.
Alone.
Cold.
I'm tired of feeling this way, day after day.
I just want to feel normal.
I want to feel like I belong.
What happened to the life I once had?
I don't even know who I am any more.
Who is this person that was once me?
Hello?
Where are you?
Why did you leave me?
I don't think I'll write today.

We only really hate what we do not fully understand.

Things are always so much better when you love life!

Hating yourself is easy, learning to love yourself is hard.

Do you really want me,
Or just someone to call your own?
Because I want you bad,
And I hope thats shown.

You keep asking,
To make things "official".
But this relationship,
Is starting to feel superficial.

We are already together,
Isn't that enough.
I don't want to announce it to the world,
I hate that kind stuff.

So I guess I'm saying,
You'll have to choose.
It's me or the title,
One you have to lose.

*We shouldn't measure our love for people by the titles we put on our relationships with them, but by how much we care about them and they care about us.

Suffocating from this life,
No air for my soul.
I'm choking on time,
Not one part,
But the whole.

Gasping now,
My lips shutter so.
The darkness is near,
And I see,
I must go.

One final breath,
Is all I can give.
Let the cold take me now,
It's time I die,
So I can live.

Dreams tell me everything I will ever need to know.

These walls, tall walls,
So high above my head,
Come down, come down,
I must see over over you instead.

Hope pours into us as fast as it pours out. It may seem at times an unobtainable sensation, one by which we are addicted. We search far an wide for hope to fall, yet the drought never seems to cease.

Living in the fast lane,
No time to breath,
But how can you survive.
You're suffocating,
Being choked to death,
Your oxygen deprived.

But you mustn't give in,
For you cannot fail,
You do what is expected.
Why they ask,
Why do it for them,
Easy, you want to respected.

Then You think,
Why should I care,
Why waste away my soul.
This is your life to have,
Your time to give,
Stop playing their made up role.

I better find some oven mitts for your hot love.

So wonderful it is,
Oh the bliss you feel.
On top of the world,
It's all so surreal.
The descent you see,
That is my foe.
I think I'll stay high,
And keep this glow.
Don't bring me down,
For I will not fall.
I'm here for good,
That is all.

The only one who really needs to care is you.

I took a knife,
Cut my heart in two.
I gave a piece away,
I gave a piece to you.

So keep it safe,
And treat it well.
It's in you now,
That's where it dwells.

L ike fire it stings
O verwhelming the heart
V ery few can survive it's blast
E ventually it takes us all

The moment I'm brave enough
To think like you,
You start to think
Like I use to.

But why?

How could this have happened?
How did we switch sides?
It all seems so strange to me.
I now fight for your cause,
And you now fight for mine.

Doesn't this battle
Just seem so pointless now?

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The things I write will no more be remembered then my footprints on the beach; slowly being washed away by the waves of time. But this matters not for I wish to leave behind something more permanent. To change the lives of others and inspire them in all they do. To push people to commit good deeds, and have faith in humanity. To put faith in themselves, and all they can accomplish.

As the leaves fall from trees so does my heart.

Your love rushes through me,
Like a river so swift.
I think I'll let the current take me,
Let my body just drift.
No need to try and stay afloat.
I want to drown in you.
I want to sink my boat.

Open your hearts; open your minds, and see the world.

We wait for Superman,
Where is he now?
He said he'd be here,
He made a vow.

Our man of steel,
Has let us down.
Now it's up to us,
To save this town.

So let us unite,
And fight together.
Let's fair the storm,
And survive this bad weather.

As time goes by
We start to see,
That Superman
Just wasn't meant to be.

If he wouldn't have left,
We wouldn't have been united.
And our human spirit to live,
Would not have been ignited.

The circle of life,
Spins round and round.
Silently,
Without a sound.

It keeps the balance,
And all things true.
It controls everything,
Except for you.

You have a choice,
To break the chain.
Take forth you life,
Don't live in vein.

It may not be easy,
You mustn't give in.
You don't want to regret,
What could have been.

Who am I but the one in the back,
No to need notice me.
You lead the chants and cheers,
And do not see.
For why bother with us,
We are but lesser.
For you are so popular,
And we are the down dressers.
You own the crowd,
They all love you.
I awkwardly stand,
And keep out of view.
Who am I but the one in the back,
No to need notice me.
If I left no one would care,
And I think you'd agree.
It's all fun for you,
I see you smile so bight.
I hold tears inside,
I don't belong tonight.
But who am I kidding,
I've never fit before.
So why did I think tonight,
Would have had something different in store.

Maybe I write to much, but it's all I know.

Trade one life for another,
Surrendering my soul.
I don't know if I've given up,
Or just gotten caught in dark hole.

Motivation is gone,
And so is my head.
I'm losing myself again,
I might as well be dead.

Silly you say,
There's so much in life.
I haven't found any,
All I seen is strife.

So why not take myself,
Out of this place.
Really, what's keeping me here,
Lock in this space.

I really need a new home,
My current one is filled with dust and cracks.
You can barely live in it it's so awful.
If I could make a new home I know just how I would build it.
I would start by laying the foundations for new relationships,
Then add a few walls of trust,
Maybe even a few windows for a little perspective.
Next, I'd add some doors of opportunity,
And fill the rooms with books and knowledge.
Finally, I would invite people,
Who always smile and laugh to live with me.
That is the kind of house I want to live in,
Not this old thing.

If only there were more like you,
If only you weren't so far away.
Then maybe we could really be friends,
And I could stop staring at this empty screen.

My shirt smells bad,
My socks are wet.
I stand on my porch,
Covered in sweat.

My headphones in,
Music blaring.
I slip off the shoes,
That I am wearing.

It's time to relax,
I'm done with my run.
I don't think I'll do that again,
It wasn't fun.

I was promised paradise,
But all I got was broken dreams.
As I pick up the pieces,
You put them back together.
If it weren't for you,
I would have never been fixed.
I wish I could thank you,
For saving my life.

Captured by love,
Overwhelmed with passion.
My heart beats fast,
In a drum like fashion.

There is no solution,
I cannot win.
A moral battle,
A battle within.

Who do I choose,
Who's right for me.
There both so perfect,
Can't you see?

I feel so horrid,
Being in this position.
I wish I could fight,
Fight a war of attrition.

But there is no time,
For I must know.
Who will I keep,
And who will go.

i nevur payed atention in inglish class,
But I'm sure no won wil notice.
ive made it this far with owt any help,
this hole gramur thing is bogus.

We were perfect together,
Nothing could split us apart,
And then you left for a while.
When you came back,
Things just weren't the same,
I found it harder to smile.

We use to think the same,
But now we don't,
Why aren't we on the same page?
For now I fear,
That this is our end,
The end of a golden age.

I've tried my best,
To talk to you,
To explain why I am this way.
But you just won't listen,
You don't understand,
Please, I just want you to stay.

I know in my heart,
That if we can't work this out,
We won't last for very long.
But I hope we can,
I pray all the time,
I pray that I am wrong.

So please come back,
Come back to me,
It's time we make this right.
I'm not ready to lose you,
It's not our time.
Our spark we must reignite.

I would like to mulligan the hand life dealt me.

We are the few,
We are the hidden.
We speak the unspoken,
We are the unbroken.

We follow none,
We have free will.
We do what's right,
We are the light.

We speak out for others,
We say only the truth.
We believe in one nation,
We right our own narration.

The moment you left
I knew trouble was coming,
I knew there was going to be
A bumpy road ahead.
And I was right.
Now that your back,
I've tried my best to
Fill in all the holes.
But I just don't know
If I'll have the time.
I do know for certain,
That I want this to work,
I hope our paths will
Once again diverge.

As the sunsets,
And ends this day,
I ask myself,
Why things didn't go my way?

What did I do,
To deserve this hurt?
My wounds reopened,
Rubbed in with dirt.

I feel the sting,
Inside my chest.
My hearts on fire,
No time to rest.

But I must sleep,
I must proceed.
For tomorrow is a a new day,
A new day to achieve.

So I close my eyes,
Forget the pain.
I open my window,
And fall asleep to the rain.