“I regret opening up to some people, they didn’t deserve to know me like that”

I don’t remember falling in love with you
I’m not just how sure it happened
But at this point I wouldn’t take it back for the world
For the moon even
All I know now is
I love you.

poets are the words that you didn’t know existed

poets are the flowers that are picked petal by petal to find out if you love me not

poets are the books that are opened and never read

poets are what the world needs, they just don’t know it yet

...believe me when i say, you had me.
but i was never your girlfriend
you had my heart in strings
but i was NEVER your girlfriend
those strings weren't tied to your heart.
they were attached,
to your fingertips
id call you puppet master
if i didn't want to use those strings to hang you
as if choking the breath out your lungs now
would produce the love, the younger me
so desperately needed....

ive been waiting and waiting
for you to finally tell me how you wanted me
the same way i want you.
and now that you have, im terrified.
not terrified of loving you, but terrified
of losing you.

we began like a
reverse fairytale.
starting with happily ever after.
in the beginning your eyes
were more powerful than your lies.
and someone like you was incapable of sin.
...