Liana

Liana Nov 2024

Whenever I want to keep a straight face
I silently sob in my head
"My dog is dead
My dog is dead
My dog is dead..."

In my life I've had two dogs, one which I can barely remember because I was young, and one that died two years ago. I miss them both everyday, and though when I think of them generally I remember the happy times, when I think of their death I simply can't smile. I love you and miss you Paya and Sandy ❤️❤️

Liana Nov 2024

It's the mirror

At the store
When I tried on clothes
I felt like I wanted to cry
Not because I really was ugly
(Just a moment ago I was told I was beautiful)
But because
The mirror I looked at
And the lights surrounding it
Made me think that way

You're not ugly
Your mirror is tricking you

You're not stupid
You're a beautiful bird asked to swim in a swamp

You're not unlovable
The people around you are just toxic and don't know how good you are

Don't be so ******* yourself

Liana Nov 2024

Giant Banana

I just bought a dog toy
For myself
It is a banana
Half my height
And I love it

And now
I have a giant banana
That will live in my room
And whenever I look at it
I know it will help me smile

It doesn't matter as long as it makes you happy

Nov 2024

Nobody

fake

fake
like plastic
left me alone
to cry
and die
and deal with my own problems
didn't care
that i was struggling
didn't care
that i was hurt
didn't care
about me at all
didn't care
you never did
you are just a piece
of useless plastic
in the junk yard
worthless
making the earth worse
harming
hurting
haha i hate you so much

#qwerty #toxic #toxicfriends

Liana Nov 2024

Bob the crumb

I see a little crumb in the table
And I know it's weird
But I say hi to it
And I name him Bob
"Hi, Bob! How does it feel to be so small?" I ask
And I imagine him answering
"It's like I'm just a little crumb on a napkin on a table in a giant room of people. No matter how much I yell, try to make myself seen and loved, and do well, I never grow and I never get noticed."

"Oh"

Liana Nov 2024

I'll follow the sun

I might see something scary
And not know which way to turn
And tomorrow may rain
So today
I'll just follow the sun

*Inspired by "Follow The Sun" by the Beatles