Yeah! I’m right here!
The late night thinker
With my eyes wide open

And my questions never answered

He clenches to his dreams
No more sweaty palms or sweaty grip

Sadly no more shooting starts to wish upon
But big o leaps, no more baby steps

And he knows it’s a trap
All these flashing lights, want him off the tracks

The devil in disguise, he knows that

But he’s out to create something
He knows it

Maybe a silly thought in your head
So let it remain in mine
He knows it’s true to his heart

For the ones who really need it
Trust! I’ll bleed for ya’ll

No don’t need to know ya

I think...O’ I’ll believe
We forgot, what it means
to touch a soul
Blinded by skin, so warm
It’s pitter patter
...
Of love
intertwined
A language
often wrongly diagnosed
Filled with lost action
Filled with sky's
all alone
A coat so cold
With it’s linger of sweet honeycomb

O’ I’ll Wonder
How I’ll choose to stop this chatter

What could it mean
To you or me
A lie spreading so fine

As evil takes over one’s mind

As ego eco’s
To pick up on another lie

No Virgil to guide in the viewing of my sins
Yet a devil indeed in the viewing of my cry’s

Dreams
Of bloodied oiled bodies
A man riddled with sores
Oozing the cry’s
Of mad men sentenced to life
What a sickness inferno
Body’s twisted to nothing but flesh fragments
Scraped on the cliffs of a greater Everest
Men and women hurled indefinitely
Bones broken and powdered
With every cry of pulled apart flesh

I’m back to the old me
With sadness that lingers deeply

I just wish for a clearer goodbye

So I’d stop carving out my eyes  
...
But what’s a soul to do
But reminisce on the good times

Keep me frozen
In your love
Have you already forgotten
All the kisses
Why do I remain
so broken
?Because you’re doing just fine?
Is it selfish of myself
That I want to see you
Broken
Lost
Frozen
In my love
The way you froze me
What do I do
when I don’t want anything
But time to fly me by

Give me
A second
Or 2
A week
Maybe 3
Till the end
Of this year
To show
These eyes Who I wish
to be
Leave
But don’t Expect
a come back
Will these
wings
Grow
Will this blood
Continue
To leak
When shots are fired
But never seen
Do we close
Hearts
When we choose to scroll
Pass our pains

Relinquish
My mind or weather I matter

Get to know me, just don’t reverse my curse
Of a mind that loves just to matter

Let us peak in the door

we riddled a tone  
Of fine wine
Deadly sips
And costly actions

And I riddled my soul
Across a soft road

Wishing for a birds tone
To soothe my world

But reflections of the past always stain
current moments
And I see
The deadly romance
This dance has caused us

I fell
Oh but how I’ve healed
Could It stay
For a day or 3

But how the voices eco
To come near
To grow dark
To not heal

And how my heart grows shallow
Learning
To not love to not care
Or caress
Not to feel
For how I did
When I was
A speck of dust
In your eyes

So I shouted in fear
To GOD

Not to worry cuz I’m here
To soothe all worries
Heal your pain
To be your son
And carry the Traumas of the world
While on my knees
Resting on me

Could you not believe
Because you don’t love
For the sake of loving
Because your not kind
For the sake of others
What a joke
But not my words
That are carried higher than selfless dreams
Of fame the ladies or the money
I dream of pain
That no longer resides in your mind
I could too, have a dream

Open up your mind you mule
*** this knowledge is fuel
And that anger so deep
It’s only for the miserable fool

I’m rearranging my self to form a better you
Cuz there’s enough love inside
Like dreams of generational wealth

I’m puffing and passing
Walking and crossing

But what to do when life is tossin
Kicking and stabbin

Momma always said
Keep your heart up high
Cuz when your heads down low
It’s up to you
To love ya-self

I’m a soul
Broken or in pieces
Does it matter
Not so much
When sunrises heal and peel the hard times
I’m a soul
But my mind is torn
Because souls form trouble when they don’t learn to love each other

They taught us how to fly
But clipped our wings
Just to emphasize
The growing need
To be free

I preyed for a shepherd
But the devil birthed a sheep
And so we followed

The growing need to be a feen
For the green

And so

My unknown god birthed me

Whispered, “be free”
So I clench to my dreams

And whisper to the world, “love me”

For who I be

To sip on truth
I hope you love to write, as I do
To speak the truth
I hope your words
Flow as smooth
As mine do
Is it ever enough to just say
You’ve struck me
Not trying to impress
with cheese words
But take my breath again
With a hello or yellow
I’ll promise to stay mellow

How to move words
So they raise brows

How to silence mouths
To preach knowledge

How to find “self”
With nobody’s help

How to do anything
With no guidance

We’re falling apart
this generation

Clenching our tongues
To stop words of appreciation

Tunnel our vision
Yes we have

It started with the television
But will it end with a revolution

To seek for ourselves is to seek love
Let it be your vision

Inside of this ink
Can you read in between
The lines
From right or wrong
Like a color to the eye
Never the same
Can you read the pain
When visions tunneled
By your bare hands
Naked to the touch
Blinded
By the lust

How do sparks of conversations form
For you
Do you freeze
Do you caress the night
Ever in your favor
Do you over complicate your journeys
Or are you too lost felling alone
To be human
Is to love connections
That last a few moments
Let the sun rise
Everlasting greens
Show your breeze
Replace me

So soothing
Because I believe
You’re the most stunning

If my words mean anything to you
Best believe
I’ll try my best to reel you in
But let it be known, you’ve hooked me
To this dopamine
You bring to me

Yet even though
There’s plenty of fish
In this Barron see

You chose to take a swim by me
So if you would
Let the tenderness of my hands
Surf your waves
Allow me to reel you closer

She was a good girl
Rhythm of her soul
Caught my Stare

Just right

With a fuller moon
Stars set bright

Formed an anchor for a fools heart
kindled to die bright

What’s a fool to do, right?
When everything just seems right

...

Pieces missing
To this jigsaw
Ritual

Of never knowing
Who’s right

conflictions drown minds 
when blurred by our afflictions
So share some compassion
Do you have the ability
To hold amiability
To save hearts
With the warmth of your hands
To save others from drowning
Cuz
Generations come and go
Crumble and never form
But will we
Grow, hold, and mold
To save the only mother we share?

How the **** am I suppose To tell you
I ain’t loosing my mind
When I’m tearing at my heart
For questions that should have never been asked
Peel at my heart
Light this soul on fire
Cuz I’m losing this mind
“Time can change anything”
This could have been better said
Or better understood
So It seems
For time and energy wasted
weights more then the love that I lost
Close ones seem so far away in time
Must I rewind
The pictures
Memories
Laughs
And cry’s
From this mind

Listen to your dreams
God bless you
Miss America
I’m tearing at this pavement
Because the pain in these streets
And the family’s suffering
Ecos in my heart
So sore like a needle
Why does it seem to run in our gens
Cold blooded ******
Miss America
You’ve agreed
It’ll take us
We the people
To open minds
Hearts
And doors
But will you open your heart
To me
The world
To yourself
Step up
Get Up
“We the people”