I fell
Oh but how I’ve healed
Could It stay
For a day or 3

But how the voices eco
To come near
To grow dark
To not heal

And how my heart grows shallow
Learning
To not love to not care
Or caress
Not to feel
For how I did
When I was
A speck of dust
In your eyes

So I shouted in fear
To GOD

Not to worry cuz I’m here
To soothe all worries
Heal your pain
To be your son
And carry the Traumas of the world
While on my knees
Resting on me

Could you not believe
Because you don’t love
For the sake of loving
Because your not kind
For the sake of others
What a joke
But not my words
That are carried higher than selfless dreams
Of fame the ladies or the money
I dream of pain
That no longer resides in your mind
I could too, have a dream