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241 · Dec 2018
Make your life last
Panda May Dec 2018
Death is a sad thing you know
This thing makes people move slow
But it doesn't have to no indeed
Every time someone dies this monster must feed
It takes away the things you love most
It makes you cry
It can even make you tell a lie
Everyone will be taken at a day
but you must move on you can't stay
Everything should not live in the past
do as much good deeds and make your life last.
221 · Dec 2018
Every Minute
Panda May Dec 2018
The minute goes by while I wait
looking for something to do
this isn't new
I thought I could change looking at my life rearrange
but when every minute goes by
I feel like I must cry
They look at me saying I am ugly practically  
every single thing I do doesn't work
every minute will stay the same
I don't expect it to rearrange
I take it I take it, it goes right through
But I don't expect anything from you
213 · Dec 2018
The Gate
Panda May Dec 2018
Every day I walk I wait
Listening to people open the gate
The gate of stars the gate I see
Looks very heavenly
The way it spins the way it moves
Looking at peoples shoes
The day I walk in the gate
I will sit and wait
Wait for people to walk through
I shall get some fancy shoe
When I do yes I say
The gate shall be opened to may
180 · Dec 2018
Reprimanded
Panda May Dec 2018
Sitting down every things black
People saying the I am talking smack
I did nothing I don’t know why
But I am being reprimanded with people trying to make me cry
I won’t I don’t I know I am strong
And one thing I know is that I am not wrong.
174 · Dec 2018
Backbiting
Panda May Dec 2018
You go behind my back as I am away
As you started to talk I chose to stay
You talk about me starting to feed lies
how could you try to make me cry
to save yourself and leave me to rot
While I hide listening to you speak in pride
I can't believe what I see
A liar right in front of me
And I thought you could be my friend
forever until the end
You bit my back out you do it well
Now this back it already swollen
You made it swell so well
Chomping biting does it taste well
Or do you just like to make my back swell.
172 · Feb 2019
Stagnant no longer
Panda May Feb 2019
The water is still not moving and inch
The stone hits the water making it flinch
The ripple of rippling water rain
The ripples filled of sorrow and distain
Stagnant no longer everything was bigger not smaller
Bigger more movement and such
The water is flowing way to much
Staying still was it's desire
Now it is afraid to catch on fire
To evaporate to nothing more
Than the clouds in the sky looks like such a bore
Maybe the water shouldn't be afraid
Maybe the water shouldn't stay laid
With this thought in it's mind
It wanted to leave the past behind
One stone changed the life of the water
One drop one ripple one flicker one flutter
And stagnant no more life was not a bore
Flowing free with more friends
This is the beginning of no ends
Till it ended up in some ones throat
In a stomach it will now float.
#change
154 · Dec 2018
They die
Panda May Dec 2018
Every minute is different I don't know why
These people in my head waving good bye
I cry I don't know why
but these people don't stop waving good bye
Those selfish people they are
Those people souring my mind so fare
I try not to think about it I try so hard
How much longer must I hold up my guard
They die they die not thinking about me
they wave good bye so happily
I cry I cry don't know what to do
They die they die they don't even think it through
leaving me by myself in a shadow
I try so hard I don't see
They drop like flies will they go to heaven
No one know no one tells me.
147 · Dec 2018
Worrier
Panda May Dec 2018
Love is so hard it makes people cry
you have to stay strong you have to be
The worrier that everyone can see
Like a princess stuck in a Castle at last
No one has to save her from the future or the past
Rain drops come over darkness comes in
express yourself from where you have been
To be that worrier I know I am I must stay strong
No one should need a prince just to keep them moving along
They will break your heart
This is not a fairy tale you won't always get along
Now stay strong don't get weak
Be the worrier I now you are and don't freak.
138 · Jan 2019
Alone
Panda May Jan 2019
Alone by myself while sobbing too
Looking for someone but who
Is it me I seek
Or is it something I cannot see
Crying but why
Looking and wait
Alone by myself is it so late
Yes it is because I do not know where I am going
Toing and frowing
Am I crying from betrayal unhappiness and such
Or am I crying because life to much
Or maybe both I don't know why
But in my head I cry cry cry.
135 · Jan 2019
The White Wolf
Panda May Jan 2019
It howls in the night, it is the color of white
Very ferocious and mean, it is not unseen
It has a strong sense of smell
This is the white wolf
That attacks its prey
Pounces strikes the rabbit, relentless it is
Crunch Chump it eat its prey, blood dripping bones dropping
Mouth slobbering fur getting stained with red blood
Traveling in packs to stay strong
This is the white wolf
What a majestic creature that lives to survive
Strong it is the White wolf
#free verse
130 · Mar 2018
What is this feeling?
Panda May Mar 2018
What is this feeling inside of me?
This hurt feeling that isn’t a feeling of glee
The water that drains from my cheeks it sparkles
Hardening the heart turning into charcoal
The painting it speaks
Saying how its paint leaks
What is this feeling inside of me?
Boom boom my head is pounding
Only I can hear the hardening sounding
Like it will break my heart
Like it will tear me apart
The rainy ripples of rippling tears
The sound of my heart rate in my ears
The squeezing feeling of this leaking touch
This feeling must be because of life to too much
129 · Dec 2018
Your sleepy
Panda May Dec 2018
The day is so rainy and gray
My homework has to be delayed
Sleepiness taking over
Eyes getting droopy it is pasting over me
“I feel like I and am in the doldrums” I say
“Sleep sleep sit down and lay”
What is this this bad thing so bad
Instead of making me really sleepy it is making me mad
Oh what do you want with me trying to make me sleepy
“Sleep sleep you don’t have anything to do
Lay down come on your sleepy I see you”
I slap it I whap it I put it away
I am not sleepy now go away!!!
129 · Jul 2017
CRAZY!!!
Panda May Jul 2017
Some craziness is good
But please don't ask your neighborhood
Some times crazy means you are smart
Sometime crazy is an art
but don't get me wrong its not always right
like some crazies who lurk in the night
It is bad to be crazy but good in different ways
When you are the good crazy you can't let your mind sway
If you do it will switch to bad
And that would be very sad
So crazy is not always good
So only be the crazy that is good
Crazy#
127 · Aug 2021
The finger bleed
Panda May Aug 2021
The pounding of the finger bleed
The finger telling what it needs
The wound is dripping pour
The blood that's gushing more and more
How will it feel in my tomb
When i have a bigger wound
When the red water makes an ocean
When the water becomes a thick like potion
When the numb feeling is all around
Laying in the ocean as i drown
Will feelings of sadness evaporate
Or terrible feelings such as hate
Will the red water aspire
To take away my desire
Will the happiness I once feel
Truly be real
Will people care about me
Or the dirt they will see
As im in that red ocean
Drowning in that thick potion
Void of all emotion
Will they be there on that day
In white i lay
Will they see me
Or the doll that i'll be
126 · Dec 2018
Every bad deed will go away
Panda May Dec 2018
Everything is changing I don't know why
the last day is coming but don't cry
don't cry your way out no not indeed
You must succeed you must succeed
Do good things as you must as I say
And every bad deed will go away.
123 · Jan 2019
The Beast that was released
Panda May Jan 2019
I slowly walk the air starts blow
It is coming out from bellow
The monster is released
Every time the cheeks start to move from the west and the east
The smell was so bad it made everyone made
The gas starts to come
The smell is so bad where is everyone
Check one check to the gasses smell Peewu
I couldn’t stand myself
Disgusting disgusting where is everyone else
The stray was no good the chemical was so strong
I looked around where do I belong
Oh, the beast will he stop
Maybe if I stay still
It doesn’t work
The beast is revealed
Gas gas where did the beast come from none  
It must be the stinky pet name starts with an M
He says the smell not so bad talk to me please
Wait wait I down on my knees
My stomach hurts I am going to die
I feel bad I think will cry.
#funny peom
122 · Jan 2019
Fearing Something
Panda May Jan 2019
Fearing something are what humans do
When you fear something it might come true
Fearing can bring things to light
You get curious with your fright
Fearing something are not hard to do
The only one making you fear something is you.
121 · Dec 2018
Betrayal of Revenge
Panda May Dec 2018
My head that hurts
My mouth that blurts
My face in pain
That feels so vain
My arms that drops
My head that plops
My ears in pain
My eyes that rain
My legs that shakes
My head that aches
Its hurts so much
This feeling this touch
And when I move I feel the pain
The dripping drop drip of my eyes that rain
I want it to stop I want it so much
But this feeling won't stop this feeling I clutch
Do I want it to stop do I want this reminder
This feeling has never felt kinder
I should hold on to this feeling as a lay
This feeling of hurts this betrayal will pay
Remember this feeling to get revenge and drag
The one who hurt you
You must get the hag.
120 · Mar 2021
A World of Nothingness
Panda May Mar 2021
A world of nothingness hollow inside
A world where one can no longer glide
Where the heart feels like it will stop pounding
The emptiness that comes with no sounding
A doll that won’t break
It only can shake
In this world of lonely depression
This doll can only control her expression
Others may walk by, but they cannot see
The doll that wants to live peacefully
Everyone here is broke inside
But they do not know they can no longer glide
They inch one step moving some more
But nothing will happen which is such a bore
The doll knows this, as she sits alone
But what exactly can be known?
Except the nothing she feels inside
She doesn’t want help not just due to pride
It hurts so much she feels no pain
All she can feel is the sudden rain
In this world filled with sorrowful disdain
In this world of nothingness, the sky is so red
The doll thinks with her empty head
But remembers nothing for her thoughts have fled
And now the doll lays on her pavement, she calls bed
120 · Jul 2017
WHAT WHY
Panda May Jul 2017
What Why is what they say
What did you do
Why do you feel this way
Why do you ask me
Like i would say what i see
These words keep spinning in my head
I think i should go to bed
What why tell me they say
I don't feel like it today
Why don't you
What do you mean
Exactly what have you seen
Would they stop before i lose my mind
I think i will leave everything behind
Mind your own business i am not a crook
I think i might just hit the books
So why you ask
And what you say
I will not answer because you ask that every day
Sadness# confused#
118 · Dec 2018
Apology
Panda May Dec 2018
The way I Feel it is hard to explain
It feels like I am losing my brain
I want an apology I say in my head
I might just need to go to bed
The tip tap sound I see I dream
Is this as crazy as it seems
Every were I look I see
My madness eating at me
“I want it I need it” I hear
As I start to awaken everything disappears
The first thing I say when I awake
Is what I think “for goodness sake”  
Then my eyes start to twitch as I shake
I want that apology from her mouth
I must see her face to face
I go to her house say “Apologies”
She looks at me and laughs hee hee hee
“What for my darling dare I rather disappear”
I grit my teeth as I sit and stay
I close my eyes and what do I see
Oh no it is eating at me
“Resolve it resolve it” this is what it says
I wake up and say “sorry Please forgive me”
She says back “I should be apologizing so you see”
That is what she said then she added
“I did put that mouse under your bed.”
116 · Mar 2018
My eyes that cry!
Panda May Mar 2018
The smell of rain
My eyes that cry
My face that’s plain
And makes me sigh
My hearts in pain
My head that hurts
The Drip Drop rain
That falls so hard
My head it hurts
My mouth that blurts
Boom Boom my head is sounding
While crying my heart is pounding
I see a book I take a look
It tells me to be filled with glee
But I cannot stop my eyes that cry
This is because of my plain face that makes me sigh
114 · Jan 2019
The cold winter night
Panda May Jan 2019
The cold winter night is sad and dreary
My hands that fold
My head that’s bold
This sleepy feeling makes me leery
Being leery makes me weary
This winter nights is so cold
It makes me feel like I am old
Trying to stay awake is making me teary
I will not let up to this sleepy desire
The coldness will not bring me down
Whatever I do I will not tire
So I will try not to put on a frown
Staying awake is what I aspire If I go to sleep I will be a clown
113 · Feb 2019
The Voice
Panda May Feb 2019
My thoughts are killing me so bad
I think I may be going mad
The voice I hear inside my head
Makes me want to go to bed
My head it starts to hurt
My mouth it starts to blurt
My eye it starts to cry
My mind it starts to lie
The things that I hear
Don't make me want to disappear
I will be friends with the voice in my head
I will walk straight to bed
I will not cry
My mind will never lie
And when I do this yes I say
Nothing bad shall happen to may.
112 · Mar 2022
Perennial river
Panda May Mar 2022
My bones I implore you to not stay still
I have to venture up this forlorn hill
Though you are stiff
I catch a whiff
Of the saddening future that which I can’t stand
How I will stare at my empty hand
How the warmth of your touch is gone
I feel as vulnerable as a baby fawn
It hurts so much but I still struggle
Trying to put together this puzzle
Trying to understand what is real
Will this dream soon reveal
This illusion genjutsu is fake
Or are my thoughts all a mistake
I can’t believe what plays through my head
Is it true that you are really dead?
In a constant loop of time
My saddest moments play on rewind
The perennial river meets the eye
So I can’t help but constantly cry
Maysun
110 · Aug 2021
An Ornament
Panda May Aug 2021
An ornament of the table side
An ornament with no will to glide
An ornament doing nothing more
Than being brought with you
Is such a bore
Being dragged around in gift rap fashion
No one really cares about my passion
They may make conversation with me
But I am an object and nothing to see
Im an object with nowhere to be
And They’re all bored of me
I'm quiet speak less
Think about how I'm blessed
To be an ornament with nothing to say
So people can’t ruin my day
They see me but I'm invisible in a way
I am there but only for display
Should I become a person or should i stay what i am
A pretty ornament that is bland
A visible object that not there in the same
An ornament with only a name
98 · Dec 2018
A Promise is a Promise
Panda May Dec 2018
A promise is a promise don't say no
when you have a promise  that has to go
A promise is a promise don't ask why
when you make a promise for fill it until you die
when I see you I hound you so bad
I don't intend to make you mad
those who don't for fill their promise now
will not be able to die with a smile
the smile of a happy person whose promise is paid
that smile on their face will not be delayed
so make promises that you can keep make it well
unless you don't want to die with a smile
95 · Oct 2020
Morbid feeling
Panda May Oct 2020
The morbid feeling one feels in the rain
The feeling of both sorrow and disdain
Shall I explain the morbid feeling one feels in the rain
Shall I explain the feeling of both sorrow and disdain
The feet that is frozen so
The feet that with one tap will break apart and go
The hands that shake of one who is mad
This maddening feeling of what you once had
The sky that cries full of pain
Making the blood drip full of disdain
It hurts it hurts as you fall on the ground
The wet ground that makes a splashing sound
Your clothes are wet your new white gown
You hear this sound as you frown
You now have gone through this blunder
But the rain cries as your feelings are cast asunder
And now you remember how you feel
The crying sky starts to reveal
You are one with the sky
What you really really really want to do is cry
It'
94 · Aug 2021
Trust my strength
Panda May Aug 2021
Trust, Believe in me
I can't believe you couldn't see
How strong I am
I fought so hard through all this pain and sufferin
But to you I am weak
Nothing more than a nervous girl
Who is bleak
Can't speak can't talk
shaking on the side
Dreaming she will one day glide
Now I walk
Now I run
Now I am sad but it's still fun
It may hurt but not bad
And I can take it I am glad
That I grew from being weak
And I no longer have to seek
The strength I have
Buts its not there
Cause you can't see it
I guess it floats in the air
Cause I can't be it
You know me so little
I know I am strong
What everyone thinks about me
Is completely wrong
But Trust is a must
With no trust, there is only dust
91 · Sep 2020
Burning on fire
Panda May Sep 2020
It's intriguing indeed
how I feel the need
To raise myself higher
While burning on fire
It's interesting so
how I'd love to go
And raise myself higher
While burning on fire
The color is bright
Especially in the night
It colors the soul in different fashion's
Whilst burning with different passions
It hurts so much the fiery the touch
It burn so much whilst burning I clutch
Though through this pain
My being rearranged
And raised itself higher
While burning on fire
To something more wiser  
Listening to my advisor
My teacher through all the pain
The fire that has been flain
And now I really love the fire
That helps me raise myself higher
While burning on fire
73 · Aug 2020
How?
Panda May Aug 2020
Was I a liar
Was I telling the truth
Trying to get higher
I almost got hit the ruff
I heard you talking
Lies about me
Did you really think my ears
And my eyes couldn't see
It hurt knowing I was all alone
Not even strong enough to grab a phone
I had no calls to make
Knowing that my head started to ache
She came to me is my deepest despair
She told me I should not lose one hair
Against me they were that was obvious now
Now what should I do?
And the last question
And How?
Huh
70 · Aug 2020
life is such a chore
Panda May Aug 2020
Your Pretty gorgeous beautiful and more
Thinking about if you believe this is such a chore
Do you believe these compliments? I wander
Playing this in my head casts my brain asunder
Really really then why
Why do you hit me with snark remarks thinking it will fly
I hear you I hear you loud and laughing
I thought maybe your mind would change
But my appearance doesn't rearrange
And I am hiding the torment even more
Crying inside is such a bore
This is why my life has become such a chore
66 · May 2020
Guilt
Panda May May 2020
Staring at guilt as I sigh
If I stay with guilt I can never fly
I have this conscience in my head
Being with Guilt is something I oh so Dread
I can no longer stand it looking at it's face
Always trying to make me feel disgrace
No more no longer
With out guilt I will be much stronger
I have to get rid of it sooner than later
I can no longer be it's personal cater
If I jump on it now there's no going back
I have to wait for the perfect time to attack
I wait and wait looking at it's face
For goodness sake this is not a race
I'll **** it I'll **** it while laughing too
Once it is gone I will no longer feel blue
I jump on guilt as fast as I can
It tries to fight back can no longer stand
I stab I slit I choke it and smother
Now I can no longer hear a stutter
I hit and hit and maybe do more
Without guilt my life won't be such a bore
Now I wonder will the blood stop coming
While I look at this stream I can't stop humming
My life awaits isn't that nice
With guilt gone I no longer have to pay such a big price
Now it's gone no more guilt
Now my head won't tilt
Chin up looking high
I see the sun in the sky
Yes Now Now Now I can finally fly
58 · Aug 2020
How you feel how I feel
Panda May Aug 2020
I know how you feel
When you say things you reveal
Exactly how you feel
About me how you don't like what you see
I don't like it either you don't have to tell me
Are you trying to put me in pain
I can tell that you want me to drown in the rain
In front of everyone as if it's a show
I will not let these feeling go
These feelings of be hurt betrayed and more
These feelings that stop life from being such a bore
I can't believe you would say such a thing
Everytime I remember it my head starts to  ring
But then again I already knew
How you felt was true
How I felt was blue
But that obviously meant nothing to you
52 · Jul 2020
Emotions? Maybe
Panda May Jul 2020
I want to live of course I do
Do I want to wake up each morning just to tie my shoe?
Of course not I want to do more
I don't want my life to stay such a bore
Do I want to get up just to sleep?
Do I want to just stand up out of my bed and internally weep?
I ask this question to myself on different days
Every time it comes to my head the answer delays
Smiling? Am I happy? Laughing? am I sad?
Let's not act like my acting is bad
I want to live see every day by
I want to watch, watch time fly
me maybe I should cry
maybe I should smile more
Maybe I shouldn't see things as such a bore
Maybe I could go day by day showing emotions
As my real emotions stay drowned in different potions
Sounds good act like planned
Maybe then everything won't be so bland
50 · Jan 2020
I feel it
Panda May Jan 2020
I feel it you know
The depths of despair drawing down
The feeling that will only make me frown
The sound of the leaking dripping sink
Makes me think of dark black ink
That drains from the eyes
As time seemingly flies
Oh this sinking feeling
Do you know why
Why every moment I feel it, inside I cry
Do I know why
How should I as I watch time fly
Like a bird slowly flying away
As it goes I want it to stay
I want it to stay so I can end that bird I can't let it get away
Then maybe I won't feel it you know
The feeling that makes the ink drip from my face like so
Maybe then this horrid feeling will go
49 · Apr 2020
My Bed
Panda May Apr 2020
The could neither be in the West, South, or East I clutch
I could not be in these places without yearning for your touch
So soft so fluffy tethered in passion
When I am feeling you I don't have to worry about fashion
You give me comfort a piece of mind
You are something I always hate leaving behind
Your silence is something I treasure so
You have a beautiful evening glow
I can laugh, smile, scream, cry
When I am with you, I always breathe a sigh
Of relief because you take away my grief
This poem is to you my lovely bed
You are the one and only place I can rest my head
A love letter to my lovely bed appreciate your bed people!!!

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