You go behind my back as I am away
As you started to talk I chose to stay
You talk about me starting to feed lies
how could you try to make me cry
to save yourself and leave me to rot
While I hide listening to you speak in pride
I can't believe what I see
A liar right in front of me
And I thought you could be my friend
forever until the end
You bit my back out you do it well
Now this back it already swollen
You made it swell so well
Chomping biting does it taste well
Or do you just like to make my back swell.

The way I Feel it is hard to explain
It feels like I am losing my brain
I want an apology I say in my head
I might just need to go to bed
The tip tap sound I see I dream
Is this as crazy as it seems
Every were I look I see
My madness eating at me
“I want it I need it” I hear
As I start to awaken everything disappears
The first thing I say when I awake
Is what I think “for goodness sake”  
Then my eyes start to twitch as I shake
I want that apology from her mouth
I must see her face to face
I go to her house say “Apologies”
She looks at me and laughs hee hee hee
“What for my darling dare I rather disappear”
I grit my teeth as I sit and stay
I close my eyes and what do I see
Oh no it is eating at me
“Resolve it resolve it” this is what it says
I wake up and say “sorry Please forgive me”
She says back “I should be apologizing so you see”
That is what she said then she added
“I did put that mouse under your bed.”

A promise is a promise don't say no
when you have a promise  that has to go
A promise is a promise don't ask why
when you make a promise for fill it until you die
when I see you I hound you so bad
I don't intend to make you mad
those who don't for fill their promise now
will not be able to die with a smile
the smile of a happy person whose promise is paid
that smile on their face will not be delayed
so make promises that you can keep make it well
unless you don't want to die with a smile

What is this feeling inside of me?
This hurt feeling that isn’t a feeling of glee
The water that drains from my cheeks it sparkles
Hardening the heart turning into charcoal
The painting it speaks
Saying how its paint leaks
What is this feeling inside of me?
Boom boom my head is pounding
Only I can hear the hardening sounding
Like it will break my heart
Like it will tear me apart
The rainy ripples of rippling tears
The sound of my heart rate in my ears
The squeezing feeling of this leaking touch
This feeling must be because of life to too much