That American dollar
Ain't worth a **** no mo'

Ain't worth a ****!
Might as well throw it in the fire
Fuel for the fire
Good kindling

This country has been ruined!
Trillions and trillions of dollars in debt
It's only a matter of time
Before the whole ship goes under

When People Get A Little Money
And they Think they are somebody
They'll think they are better than you

I can see right through
Your fake smile and smirk
You love money most of all
But your precious money
Won't mean anything soon enough

Your dollars lose value with each year
And they won't save you

When America collapses
Your dollars won't save you

Your money is worthless

The day America
Collapsed

I laughed
At all these people

Who were so sure
Everything would be as it always was

I hope it happens soon

Your dollars are worthless, America!

Today it was
"Have a really nice day"

Shut up!

Or I am going to lose it

I hate this home

Tired of these people

On and on and on and on
A pointless game
Or some sad song

This guy I know
Sits in an office chair
Each day

A slave to the banks
Is all he is anyway

And this guy doesn't know
That his money will soon be
Totally worthless one day

I talked to a woman
She was blonde and very fit
How I imagine my body to be
If I was a woman

I showed her a picture
Of a woman I always dreamed about looking like

I told her I was very wet
And loved her body

I told her I was ******* myself
And I was
Moaning like a woman would
I was ******* my ***
Slowly in circles

As I ****** my inadequate *****
I just don't like it
It is too small at 5 and 1/2 inches

Yes I am a *****
It feels good to slowly massage my *** with ****

She described how she would lick my ******
I thought about having a ****, and having it licked

I asked her to finger me
She described how she would finger my ***

It's all so hard
Those big powerful men
With their great bodies
And big thick *****
Women love them
Beautiful women love them
And they love to be ****** by them
Hours on end
In every imaginable position
Their ******* get pounded
And they scream and ***
Again and again
Those big heavy *****
Slapping against them

I know you know what I am talking about
No wonder you are so happy

Why couldn't I have been like them
If I was going to have a *****
Why did it have to be inferior to theirs?

God is mean to me
I know it is bad to say that
But he is
I feel like my small *****
Is closer to having a ******

I want to rub my *****
Like this woman was

She sent me a pic of her ******* that were soaked
I was so loving and caring toward her
I really turned her on

She showed me a picture
Of how she squirted so much
At least two feet by one foot
Of the towel was soaked

I always dreamed of being a squirter
Able to *** so hard like her
I think of a well-hung man
******* my ***** nice and deep

My loving strong husband
Thrusting his huge **** into me
Making me *** again and again
Screaming, yesss, harder,
**** me harder!

It must feel so great to experience such satisfying *** as a woman
To have multiple *******
I envy you

Women experience more pleasure than I can
Another example of how God has been mean to me

Would you betray the Son of the Most High?
Would you betray the Man who came to save us?

His pure and perfect love restores us all

And what if the whole world hated you
And what if they threatened to nail you to a cross?

Would you betray your Savior?
I'm scared Lord
They want to destroy my body

But I will not fear
Your eternal love overcomes all fear and hate

Still I'm scared
I don't think I can go through it
But it is your love that overcomes

Every Christian should ask themselves
Are you faithful to the end?

Believe in Jesus
The body can be destroyed

But believe in Jesus and
You will have eternal life

It must be nice to be loved
Perhaps one day a woman will like me

I enjoy history, philosophy and poetry
I love hiking and golf

I am content

I hope to hug a beautiful woman
Maybe she will tell me she loves me

But love is so strong

It is best not to be in a state
Of trishna, or clinging

On a Christian chat
I can listen to human voices
And watch their webcams!

Wow, human interaction
This really is great

Not as lonely
Nice to listen to

Officer: "They're requesting communication sir"

Khan: "Let them eat static"

Officer: They are running with shields down

Khan: "Ah of course, we are one big happy fleet

Kirk, the old friend, do you know the old

Klingon proverb that tells us revenge is a dish best served cold?


It is very cold in space..



hahahahahah!!!

Have you had enough for one day?

Are you kind of feeling halfway ****** and not that okay?

Well I'm here to say I understand

Do you look for companionship

But are left all alone?


Do you enjoy writing poems?

I love writing yes I do

And I send my love and hugs out to you

WWII footage in color
Amazing To See
War is terrible
But sometimes necessary

I've wrote some
Angry thoughts here

At times
Wrote phrases
That were not
Considered particularly well

But that's okay
To my roommates
I hope you have a good day

I am happy
When I am away

I'm poor
And I can't afford rent
Don't care
How much money
You have

Or how it is spent

I barely make enough
To pay my bills

I enjoy a life
Of reading
And documentaries
Oh what a thrill

And yes
You will pay
The remainder

Of what I can't afford
You American consumers
Seem bored

If I worked 40 hours a week
I'd still be dirt poor

Yes
I'm aware
There is no money
There is never any money
Mary

The government
Has no money

Our country is broke

There is no money
No jobs
No money

No future

And so
I will do the minimum

So put the money in
And then there will be
Money there

One day I will inherit
The moneys

I don't care
Do you ******* get it

I'm spending every moment
Of every day
The way I want to!

And I don't care
About the 'money"

Yes, I'm poor
And why does it matter?

Why are we always judged
By the amount
Of money we have?

In this society?

Jesus was poor

And I don't care
If my own parents
Dislike me

Because I'm poor
I'm a good Christian guy
Loving others

And who cares
About politics or money

I close my eyes
Only for a moment
And the moment's gone

Dust in The Wind
All we are
Is dust in the wind

I just would like
To have beautiful
Experiences

And from these
Experiences
I will feel like
My life has
Some meaning

It would be nice
To have a female friend

And we walk together
We talk together

On the mountain trails
And along
The beautiful valley floor
Of Yosemite National Park

We take a canoe
Through those still
Clear waters

I told her
I just wanted
To feel something
Something good
For once!

Something pure

And I couldn't get a job
And I was trapped in
My parent's home
For way too long

She is my friend
She said it's okay
She said she loved me

And as I write
A tear drops from my eye
As I dream of being loved

It's so good to know you
I tell her

We hold each other
I love her
We don't have *******

That would create too
Deep of a bond

But I do give her
Oral pleasure
I do it because I love her

And all my life I dream
I dream of a close friend
Someone to trust
And to know

Not like my therapist
Who leaves
Who leaves
With little warning!

Well it was fun
Enjoyable
What we had

Here I go again
Thinking of past
Experiences

Just forget it
I tell myself

All I have are the times
So enjoy the mountain trails
I tell myself
Enjoy the beauty
Of God's creation

Will I go hike
The mountain today

I think so
There I go again

There he goes
The great wanderer
What are you looking for?

This world is so big
And is doesn't care
About your feelings

It doesn't care

And I'm a selfish person
Because I cared
About my therapist

And what did I get
In return

Just her leaving
Is all I got

And just F* it!

I may drive
Up to Yosemite
Through the tunnel

Just to see
To see
To see

Ohhhhh
Yosemite!

One more day
I'm going there

5 years ago
I was there too

Granite rocks
Waterfalls
And lakes of deep blue

And the chapel
Is also there

This is the Father's creation
The love of Jesus
I hope to share

I'm falling in love
With my computer

Yes it's true

Just look at all the things
I can do

Youtube, articles,
****, and chatrooms too

To my PowerBook G4
Yes, I profess
My love to you!

Two months from now
We will tie the knot

I promise to update
Your hardware
And software as well

And no money offered
Would ever cause me
To sell

You to anyone
Our life journey together

Is fun

After all you taught me
About the human being
So strange, I know it seems

The chat rooms are my favorite place
People on mic and cams

A human connection occurs
Which brings a smile to my face

Because you are older
They don't make the latest version
Of java for you

But that's okay
I will always love you
Anyway!

I was a sweeper in the kitchen
A golfer on the range

And isn't it strange

It was all there
From the beginning

You are what you
Are doing

There is no other me
Besides me

We are part of
An interconnected web

My house is buried in the deepest recess of the forest
Every year, ivy vines grow longer than the year before.
Undisturbed by the affairs of the world I live at ease,
Woodmen’s singing rarely reaching me through the trees.
While the sun stays in the sky, I mend my torn clothes
And facing the moon, I read holy texts aloud to myself.
Let me drop a word of advice for believers of my faith.
To enjoy life’s immensity, you do not need many things.

I will put away
Only half the groceries

She can do the rest

I pleasured myself this morning
Self pleasure
I'm good at that

I don't have a partner
But I have my hand

****
This ain't much of a poem
But I'm writin'
And I'm fightin'

Can't stop
Can't stop me

Some people
Are just annoying

Stop asking "How I am doing"

No one ever knows how

Why ask the same question
When the answer
Is always the same

Some people
Are very obnoxious

I will not give up
I will not let fear control me
I have been repeatedly knocked down
And kicked in the stomach
Told I am not good enough

I've cried and cried
But I'm still here
One must try
Again and again and again
One must persevere

Some people are smarter
But I'm tough
I won't give up

So well
Tomorrow I have a chance again
I must believe in myself
I'm just a man
I must believe
I must believe

It's my life
I have to follow my dream
I have to
I will
I won't back down this time
I'm not backing down
I can do it
I will do it
I believe in myself

Remember that love conquers all
I have a great love for all people

I vow to help all sentient beings
Once I start
I will never stop

God is great

The Young American
That's me

Wonders what it would
Be like

To have more than three
Good friends
That he sees
Only once every few months

Such a good human being
I am

And yet I cannot find
The companionship
Of other people

And I don't know
Where to go
Or how to meet
People

Maybe meetup.com?
I joined there once

I can tell people
Such interesting
Things about myself

Like how
I was able to pay off my car
After four years

I put about 9 grand down
It is a 2010 Civic

And I can tell them about
How I borrowed
18,000 to get
A credential

And how I can't
Even find part time
Work as a teacher

And I can tell them
How I enjoy avocados
And every kind of fruit

And I can also tell them
How ******* we all are
Here in America
:)

To the ladies

I challenge you to intimately describe
The first time
A powerful man thrusted deep inside

He wasn't your first
But the best

Pleasing your womanhood
Bettter than the rest

Describe this man
And how he made you feel

As I digest a mid morning meal


(I wouldn't expect any woman to write about
Something so personal)

When Things Get
Terrible

When things get bad

I'll look out for myself

Even if it means
Forgetting dad

You save your own skin
Because nobody cares

Nobody will be
There to comfort you
Or to say "there there"

Life is terrible
And never fair

And when China has
Dropped the bomb

Or another nation too
Everyone will
Be terrified
And won't know
What to do

As for me
I could really
Give a f*

I'll maybe be
With Bill
My old marine neighbor

We shall try our luck
Bill is a tough old bird
And not that religious too

But you are a good guy
And I would look out for you

I can see
Maybe a terrible time
Coming
For this country

Let it come
Let it come

I've been through
Enough terrible times
I'm ready for more

There's no future
For America

Clinton, Bush
Or Donald
Take your pick

The third of those
Might be the world's
Most obnoxious *****

But they all do ****
If you ask me
And none of them
Can save

Our ruined economy

Quit saying hello
I live here

I'll make a comment
About whatever garbage

You watch on the television
You ****

Wasting away
At the office

A miserable existence

She ruined Everything

Well she loves money
Most of all

One day

America will collapse

This wicked land
This corrupt
Financial system

I just wanted a companion
Someone to talk to
Each week

It's your fault

Still no female friend

I hope you're sorry
Pray for forgiveness

I'm going off driving
I don't care where
Life is meaningless
For the most part

Global economies
On thr brink of destruction

Planet earth being ruined
Because of man's ignorance

Man is not a good steward
Of this earth

Martial Law
Military take over
Of the Southwestern U.S.
Through FEMA camps

Food Supply cut off
I am convinced
That American life
Is going to drastically change

People are clueless
Most people are not aware

All the world's wealthiest
Leaving America

Tensions with Russia and China
We are open to a EMP attack

Our currency worthless

If you say
"That's Nice"
On more time

I'm going
To swear at you
And call you stupid

You are stupid
You ****

You have done nothing
With your entire life

When you die
I don't think
I'll shed one tear

You ****
You piece
Of human garbage

We are all the same
We are all one

Some lame Youtube ad

Narrated by Robert Downey Jr.

Sorry, we are all not all the same

Human beings share many things in common

And though most people want

Similar things out of life

There are evil people who do terrible things

What about the ISIS fighters
Who blocked
The dam
So the people can't get water?

I am not like them
Neither are you Robert Downey Jr.

I am not like them.  I am good.

Don't try to tell me that all of humanity is one.

If all of humanity respected and loved each other

If we were all "one" then we wouldn't have
Terrible wars and conflicts, etc. each day

I wish this weren't the case
But this is the way it has always been on earth.

Youtube
It's animal attack videos

And hotel ***
At 4 a.m.
Caught on tape

The next is hearing neighbors
Having *** through intercom

What's so great
About *** or Intimacy
Anyway

I guess I'll never know
Women ignore me

Plus I'm poor
So I can't date anyway

Better just to
Forget about it

Just *******
Better not to
Invest emotionally

Human beings
Desiring, needing
Wanting ******* and ***

I simply *******
When the urge arises
Content to be alone

And to live at home

You will not know
Ever know

How I am

Ask it again
And again
And again

You will not know

Won't ever know

You will not know

I do not bother
Answering pointless
Questions

Keep asking how

All you will hear
Is the silence

"F* Off

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