Watching videos
About the lives
Of others

On my computer

What about my life?
What about my life?

So alone
So alone

Driving around
In my car

Driving around
Suburban neighborhoods

These beautiful women
Will never touch me

I used to be happy

Some years ago

Now I don't feel
Much joy

I am dying
I am dying

In this terrible world

For what purpose
Is all this suffering for?

What a colossal bore

I tried to fix
My body

So alone
So alone

A planet with billions
And so alone

Heart still beating
Exercise regularly

Tomorrow
Is promised
To no man

Some people
Have fulfilling lives

Other people just suffer

I'm here
At my library

I'm still breathing
I'm still breathing

And I'm not
Doing that well
At all

Blah Blah Blah blah
Times and faces
Blah blah blah blah
Dates and places

And when I get
To the pearly gates
I'll say to St. Peter
This place better be
******* great!

For all the ****
God put us through

And their better be
Women with ******* too!

You can apply
For reading "privileges"
At the Huntington library

If you are
Academic faculty
A research librarian
Or Phd candidate

If you are
An average citizen
Who enjoys reading

Don't bother

I told myself I should have had just one piece of pizza
But I had
Close to one and a half pieces

Well, I'm only human
I don't normally eat pizza anyhow

I had a handful of almonds too

I wish I had a friend
Who was a woman
Who I could hug

My love goes out to you
All the lovely and talented women
Of Hello Poetry

Hello from Los Angeles

Maybe I'm just
A brain
Floating in space

Attached to
An akward body

Do I
Even exist
At all?

I'm tired
Of this place

Of Earth

I think
It is pretty ******

God guy
Or whoever
You are

We are growing
Weary
Waiting for
The Jesus guy

How many more years
Decades
Will we wait

Who knows

It's an empty world
Full of emptiness
And loneliness

I fell asleep
For an hour
Or two

Woke up
And thought
I had slept
Through the night

But is was 5 p.m.
Not 5 a.m.

But it's all the same to me

Nothing changes
Just rearranges

No woman to hug
No one to love

I'll go climb a tree

Struggling
Somehow, Someway

Struggling each day
To find a job

At least I have my hobbies
And Youtube too

Well life's hard
When you are not able to do what you want to do

I'm not one for complaining
I'm trying to change my situation

I hope to begin my career soon
I am 30 years old

I am living at the end of the American empire
No jobs
And our nation drowns in debt
A sad state of affairs

My akward shoulder

Why is it this way?

I always exercised the right way

I just want to be normal

It is like it has a personality of its own

Stare into my eyes

You'll stare into the emptiness of life

Never desiring

Knowing poverty and loss

Knowing years alone

The wanderer

The akward shoulder is always there

I tried to change it

I cannot fix it

Ignored by women

A lifetime alone

Content to sit in the mountains

I should just be grateful I am not handicapped

Yay, I fixed it a little more with my stretch

A good breakfast I think I will have to celebrate, lol

The body of
A Greek goddess

If you know what I mean

She is indeed
A scissor hold queen

She has mastered judo
Jujitsu too

Don't anger her
If you know
What's good for you

Trapped between
Those powerful thighs
Is where I long to be

Totally helpless
I obey her demand
Of "Pleasure Me!"

It's the money
That gives him
His sense of importance

Money is the root
Of all evil

I won't be here for Christmas
I don't at all care
You're just a dying body
Sitting over there

Nobody Tells Me
What to do

Nobody

I hope I have made
Myself perfectly clear

Here then there
There and here

From one point to another
I find life amusing

The debit card
Went off "without a hitch"

The receptionist said
I caught a bit of snarkiness in her tone

But I remembered the Tao Te Ching
"Return Bitterness With Care"

Haha
The more I live
The more I see the great value in this text


Well, it's not my fault
The bank put up the fraud prevention
Because she had to void
A transaction and try again

And what is this life
And what is it about
I've found it to be one big program

And people have their big egos
And they want to drive Mercedes Benz
And they get worked up over money
And it's all just a bunch of nonsense

And they spend their whole lives working
To get a big house
And then spend most of their time in maybe
Two or three rooms, lol

Maybe one day I will have mobile home
And drive across the country
My shoulder is a bit better

But my left side is still a bit larger
Than my right
And it's okay

People have much worse disabilities
Anyway

So just be grateful
Let's not complain
Nobody survives
Life the game

In the end our physical bodies die
But not our souls
If you give love a try

Love one another
Do unto others
As you would have them do unto you

Be like the nourishing water
It's good for you

The sage has no mind
Of his own
But loves the whole world
As his own self

Got my headphones
And that is great

Another day alone
I'm used to this now

I enjoy podcasts

But sometimes wish
I had a female companion

Yes
A war is coming
A great war

To all those Americans
In front of screens
Who just want to live the dream

Well its over now

Welcome to the end times America

Welcome to the great tribulation

I pray I will not be here

But with my Lord Jesus

Who I hold so dear

A newspaper reads

"People Disappear"

No, aliens did not take them away

But Jeshua took them up into heaven that day
To take part in the wedding supper of the lamb

Jesus of Nazareth
Son of the great I Am
Sent to save us from our sins
Yahweh's great plan

Repent and believe today
It is Lord God Almighty's free gift

Well anyway,
I pray that you do

Because the tribulation will be ******
Yea, like stinky poo

The government will be herding people around

When Jeshua came and took His church away
You may have just heard a boom
That's okay

For you did not understand
You were not following
The Son of Man

Now there will be a war going on

Antichrist soon to reign
Yep, he is an *******
An oh what a pain

When the chip becomes required

Don't take the mark
And praise The Lord
Endure until the end

That is the gospel of the kingdom of heaven

The pope continues with his lies
And its no surprise

For these are the end of days

The antichrist reigns for a couple of years
Yes Obama
Oh what a queer
And those sodomites
Will never enter in

I plead the sexually immoral to repent from your sin

Well
I have upset some already
Oh well

Life is short and fading fast
Only Jesus of Nazareth can make it last
In glorified bodies with Jeshua we will reign
For 1,000 years, and no more tears

No more pain and strife
Oh to eat fruit from the tree of life

A wise person
Is shy and humble

He or she
Does not have a mind of his own

Approach people
With kindness
And gentleness

All I can do
Is tell people

What I know
In my gut

What I feel
In my spirit

America is a wicked
And corrupt land
With a faltering economy

America you have lost favor
With the Almighty

Your corrupt leaders
And financial system

You ****** millions
Of unborn

The Lord is angry

This nation will collapse
The Lord judge this land

I don't care how many people
Say America's great power
And wealth will always endure

They said that of Rome as well

The Lord will be with
His people

When He judges
This wicked land

Have mercy
On me Oh Lord
A sinner
And help me
To be there
For my family
When it all collapses

China's economy expands
It pollutes
Spewing toxins
That travel 3,000 miles
And pollute cites on the west coast

China will continue to destroy their environment
And pollute the air
Growth ahead of all else

What about infrastructure
And the environment?

Crushed coal and water
Make a cake like batter
Coal used to heat homes

Burning it releases sulfurous smoke

Coal fired power plants

Loss productivity
Increased health care costs

Steel production relies on coal

Some factories were closed down
Because of too much pollution
Hopefully they will continue
To close down factories
That are excessively polluting

The car industry
Lacks environmental controls

I hope the Chinese government
Takes better care of the environment
In the future

There Are No Jobs
No future for America

Economic collapse
Marshall Law is soon to come
Have food and water stored

Terrible times are coming
Terrible times are coming

No future
No future
America has been ruined
Our economy ruined
Our future ruined

Ruined, ruined, ruined
And with all my education
I have -$19 dollars in my bank account

I do not ******* care
At all
I am going to go for a walk
A walk in the mountains

I sent her the email
Asked her to transfer the money
The money, the money,
The worthless ******* dollars
Devalued dollars

That I never have
I do not care
I do not care

My therapist is leaving
Leaving me

The doctor
Won't write
A simple referral

For an upper extremity imbalance
And fax it over
To the physical therapist

How stupid
Has to have me come in
And wants to do a physical
And blah blah blah

Sick people go to doctors
I'm not sick
And I run 12 miles a week
And work out
I don't need a physical

I tried to tell the physical therapist
They wouldn't just write a referral

So I'll just pay cash
Two sessions will be it
Of course they charge more
If you don't go through the insurance

I've got the exercises I need to do

With the medical system
It's always a hassle

I hate this environment

And I don't give a s*

There are no jobs

I do not care

Flee Flee

Flee to the mountains

Away from these old Americans

And their pills

And their television

To the mountains




Like the Mujahideen

Hiding In the mountains and side valleys
An existence not too different from
A people used to living in hardship

Hope you pull through Lamar

Looks like this time

You went too far

Your dad was an addict

And so are you

It's terrible what drugs can do


You seemed like a decent guy

But with all your money

You did buy

Apparently alot of crack *******

In a coma now

What a shame


Millions of dollars

People who cared for you

You wasted it all


Like humpty dumpty

You had a great fall


I hope you pull through

Only God can fix you

There is a contest
In the afterlife

Where the world's greatest
Layabout is crowned

Who laid about the most
Who didn't make a sound?

There was the Buddha
Under the Boddhi tree

Who had stated
Ceasing desires
Was a way to end
All human misery

And who can forget
Lao Tzu?

Wise words he had
For me and you

"Through selfless action
The sage attains fulfillment
More words count less
He is detached
Yet, At one with all"

Look at Lao Tzu
Standing there
Underneath

A Chinese Elm tree

But I don't understand
The nature of the contest
At first didn't make sense to me

In our society
They tell us
To "Be all we can be"

A Layabout is not something
We should be
It's just not healthy

But then I consider it again

You can "layabout"
No matter what you do

Even if a man
Wants to argue with you
Screaming and his face
Turning red
It seems as though he wants you dead

You must remember the eternal calm
A mountain stream
Running over my palm

Water nourishes all things
And does not strive

Just like the bees
That pollinate the flowers
And return to the hive

The World's "Greatest"
Layabout?

Hard to say
It remains a mystery
To this day

The thoughtful who enter the way
Are free from the passage of Mara

Cut down the whole forest of lust
And its undergrowth

So long is his mind in *******

Cut out the love of self
Cherish the road of peace

Spotify I love you
Thanks for all the great music

Sometimes it is hard
Life can be so lonely

At least I have my music
Anyone care to chat on Skype or AIM?
Message me and we can exchange contact info

Lol people who write poems are awesome
It's hard to be a human being sometimes
The loneliness is what is difficult for me

Just keep trying to do what is right
Show the light inside of yourself

Sometimes the world can be cruel
It's okay, just persevere

I spent the day by myself
At the gym

Not employed right now
Then I walked a bit down the street
Cried some
Held this cross necklace I have

Well
I've seen some times now
I'm almost 30

I've studied history and philosophy
Read many great minds

It's quite a thing to be a human being
Don't give up
Don't give up
On your dreams

I grew up with hate
Tried to push me down

It's love that will overcome
Love
I am the keeper
I keep the days and the times

I hope a woman out there
Would give me a hug here

Just hug me
And say you like me

Hehe

Shove food in Body
Work
Sleep

Repeat

Earth *****

Where is my mistress?
I want to be humiliated

This little Toshiba netbook
Is having some problems functioning

I always took good care of it
I think it's four years old by now

I thought I would be able to afford a regular computer by now
At least I had a few interviews

Still no luck
Oh well

If the powers that be
Won't hire me
Then ***** it

I have a B.A. Plus 16 months for the credential
I still live here at home

I will have lived here 17 years this upcoming October
Looks like it will be another year or so
Before I finally move out
I'm not really sure?

Geeze I'm a living saint for goodness sakes
A ****** and never been drunk too

I sit in my room watching history documentaries
And reading philosophy too

I don't expect to fall in love
I just want to make a small salary
Enough to have my own small apartment

I wish I had some more good friends
Hmm well I guess I'll go chip golf ***** now
And listen to the golden sayings of Epictetus

You have to love yourself
You have to believe in yourself
Because everything is so hard

First I went
To the shower

And then to
The kitchen

And then I went
To the car

Then to the job site
And then I
Went to the gym

Then I went home
Then I watched a movie

First I went here
And then I went here

First I did this
Then I did that

As you can see
This is all
One big matrix program

FIrst I go here
Then I go there

Then I do this
Then I do that

I see sunsets
But usually not sunrises

I go on walks
In moutain suburbs

First I go here
And then I go there

Then I do this
Then I do that

I see birds flying

On Sunday
I observed the lawn bowling

An interesting game
The ball breaks just like a golf ball
It looked quite difficult

And these older women
Appeared to be quite skilled

One showed a beautiful smile
As she walked

I sat and observed the people relaxing
In the park
On a Sunday in June

Quite Idyllic

And as I approached the putting green
Located not far from the lawn bowling
An old man helped
An even older man into his car

The older of them may have been
In his early nineties
He had a beautiful smile

I practiced putting for a while
And in the far distance

A familiar sight
A twosome pushing pull carts

With sun umbrellas in their hand

The American flag flowing in the breeze
America, America

This used to be a better nation
Although never perfect

Involved in too many foreign wars
A nation in debt
Corrupt banksters and politicians
There is no future in this land

Maybe this classic American Sunday
Will be a thing of the past soon

Much Ado About Nothing

People are blabbing and blabbing
About life

And it's just much ado about nothing

This time
Then that time

Then the seasons change

It's a big computer
The earth

And there is no ego

And on this planet
There are people
Who have lived into
Their sixties

And they scream
At people
On the television
Lol
Really lame

The Tao Is Like Water
It nourishes all things and does not strive

On youtube
A Native American chief
Shared a dream he had

In his dream
He met with Obama

This good man
This man of the earth
This man of wisdom

And he asked Obama
So how are you?

Obama didn't answer
Just looked around
Away from the chief

Then Obama went out
And told everyone
What a great talk
He had with the chief

The chief asked
People for their interpretations

Because in his tradition
It is best if he does not
Interpret his own dreams

Well here is my interpretation
It seems like
Obama doesn't really care

About the people
Of this nation
Or this nation

I think he is spiritually weak
And damaging our country

If you say
"That's Nice"
On more time

I'm going
To swear at you
And call you stupid

You are stupid
You ****

You have done nothing
With your entire life

When you die
I don't think
I'll shed one tear

You ****
You piece
Of human garbage

It's chaos, chaos everywhere!

The economy has collapsed

All the major cities have been attacked
The U.N. and military is on the street

Our food supply has been cut off

They are hauling people off to FEMA camps

They tell you to go the camps
There is food there they say

But they are executing people there!
Stay away

Run, run
Where to run

People are acting like animals
America, our America is ruined

Some political dissidents were taken
From their homes in trucks
Their weapons seized

And all I have is food and water
For a few days
My can opener
A knife

I'm not a master survivalist
I would have bought everything
But I never had the money

I want to live
I want to live
I will live
I will live

They try to make you scared
With their guns and megaphones

And martial law
Martial law across the nation

And will I stay at home
Will they try to seize our emergency food
Or will I flee

Flee to the place of refuge that I know

Have mercy on me Lord, a sinner
Terrible trials have come upon us

I pray that I will do what is right
In your eyes

Our America
What has become of our America
Of this nation

The terrible times
I think they are near

According to the teachings of the Buddha, life is comparable to a river.  
It is a progressive moment, a successive series of different moments, Joining  together to give the impression of one continuous flow.
It moves from cause to cause, effect to effect, one point to another,
One state of existence to another, giving an outward impression
That it is one continuous and unified movement,
Where as in reality it is not.
The river of yesterday is not the same as the river of today.
The river of this moment is not going to be the same
As the river of the next moment.
So does life.
It changes continuously, becomes something or the other
From moment to moment.

Tired Body
Even if I get plenty of exercise and sleep

Still tired
It's the burden of life
On this planet

The emptiness
The keep on keeping on
The wandering and wandering
The endless wandering
At least I have my faith

Poor and jobless
Don't worry

Content to be poor
Rejected by man
Why am I always so tired?
Who knows

Something more
Something more fulfilling
Than this

Keep shoving food into my body
Keep exercising and hiking

Alone in nature
I am content
Nature is all I have

And so I will return again
To the mountain trail

Why do I feel so sapped of energy
What did I do to deserve this?
Nothing
Just keep on keeping on
Keep on walking
Keep on seeing and hearing
Keep on keeping on

This morning I masturbated
To the woman of my dreams
Who is married

Haha how sad
Well oh well
The world is a ****** up place

Keep on keeping on

I'm listening to a podcast
They laugh
Must be fun to be laugh with friends

I don't have many friends
I don't laugh much at all

Just wander around
On a mountain trail

I was having
A friendly conversation
With A Christian woman
From Michigan

Of course
She had to
Go to sleep

When I wanted
To chat

That's the closest I have been
To a woman in 7 years

Chatrooms

Because I can't meet
Women at bars
Or wherever

They want guys with money

I doubt I will
Ever find
My female companion

All my life
I've been
Looking for something

Something never comes
Always turns to nothing

Earth is beautiful
But cold

Song lyrics
Go through my head

Soon I will
Be alone in bed

I keep seeing
Alot of times

Many times
I have seen

Kurdish soldiers
Dancing in a circle
Singing a song
In 2003

They looked joyful
With their brothers
And even though
I couldn't understand
The language

I enjoyed watching

And then I watched
Many videos
About conflicts
Between Jews
And Palestinians

Man
Has many problems

So many conflicts
This one over land

So childish
The human race

And I'm no expert
On these matters

And I don't like
Taking sides

But it is
The Palestinians land

And an occupying force
Will always have
To rule by force

Suspecting grandmothers
Children

Is it just a crying child?
The IDF forces
Have to suspect everyone

I would like the Jews
To have a homeland
It just should be much smaller

Taking over
The Palestinians land

There will never be peace there
An ongoing war

Very sad

I took a journey

Journeyman pictures

Its amazing
To see what life
Is like

In other countries

Most people just want
To live in peace

Man seems destined
To repeat the same mistakes

And I saw a child soldier
In Monrovia Africa
Fighting with a group of men

And I saw the sunset
On a beach at
The Gaza strip

Beautiful landscapes
And terrible times

How can a place
So beautiful
Be filled with such
Violence and destruction?

Human beings are foolish

Be at peace
Live by the sword
Die by the sword

Live by the gun
Die by the gun

Maybe in my life time
Americans will get a taste
Of what life is like
In these poorer nations

As we become
A poorer nation overall

Troubling times

Not a stable place
This planet

I think of a world
With loving
And caring women

Where the gun
Was never invented

I'm lucky
I'm spoiled
I'm lazy

I don't work much
That's fine by me

I walk around
In a big garden

I'm tired
Of life
It is tiring
The monotony
The boredom

A bunch of desires
A ****** urge
Eat again

Work once in a while

I'm poor
I don't care

Please put money
In my account
I can't afford
These expensive bills

Are we changing
Are we becoming
More loving people?

Some are
But humanity
As a whole
No, we aren't

Driving around
Looking at the Christmas Eve lights

When to the mansion
Where they do the big
Nativity scene
Every year

Well done

Life as the show
The big show

And I thought that
A big joke
Was being played
On me

The joke of life

And I thought of God
As a neutral clockmaker

I have had some improvement
With the akwardness of my body

I thought about how
I'll always be alone

I thought about how
America will one day
Be in ruins

Am I afraid?
Not really

Savor the good days
I tell myself as the
Terrible ones
Will come soon enough

And I thought of
All the suffering
On this miserable planet

It's an empty program
An empty simulation
Just a bunch of times
With no inherent meaning

On and on
Too much time on here
Tired eyes, no female friends

When the end comes
I'll just an apple I suppose

Each moment a memory
Day by day
This life it goes by so fast

The Tao is like water
It nourishes all things

Jesus is like water
His love nourishes all

His love is like water
It shapes and breaks the stone

Be like water
Not proud or boasting
Non-striving
Flowing down hill
Water nourishes all things

Love nourishes all
And human beings need love
Jesus showed the greatest love

I try to be a good guy
Consider others before yourself
Show people love
That is what makes people feel good

Genuine warmth
Kind-heartedness
Be this way
Throughout your life

On this rock I stand
All other ground is sinking sand

Eternal love
The love that Jesus shows is eternal
Believe in your heart
In a love that endures forever

***** ***** babes
Having a mutual
******* session

It was a clip
From
"Seven Lives Exposed"

A series that was done
By the ******* channel

And then I saw
The hot blonde
Go for a ride
On the powerful black man

Very ******

And I became
A bit annoyed

*** ***, always ***

There are no women
In my life
No *** for me

I grow tired
Of the dullness
Of the pointlessness
Of this game

My seed is spurted
On the carpet
And isn't it a shame

I doubt the world cares
Nor will remember
My name

Are you going through a hard time?

Do you feel emptiness and pain
Like me?

It's okay
We are human beings
Here hold my hand

We will not break
We will fight on
We remain unbroken

We are poor
We are tired
We are searching
Searching for meaning
Searching for something

Oh this life
This life
Somebody should have told me
I am learning for myself
Are you seeing like me
Seeing how hard it can be?

I am more
More than just a body
I am not a materialist

We are fighting
We are fighting
We are fighting

I am fighting
I am poor
And as hard as I have studied
As much as I have studied
I still can't find a job

We are fighting
Don't stop fighting
And why do I breath heavy like this?
It must be life that weighs heavy on me

Still Still
I do not want pills
Or Sympathy
Just more hard times
Get up, get up!
We are still here
We are still Fighting
This is earth
We are strong
We will not break
We will not break

I went to college
Then I got a credential
Still no job
Still no job
Almost 30, still no job

These dollars are practically worthless!
Quantitative easing
The Fed
What a miserable institution
Printing more and more
Hyper inflation
Worthless American dollars

Let's be strong
Let's get strong
They cannot break
They will not break the iron will
The iron will
Forged in fires
Of endless hours alone
The emptiness alone alone
There was no one  
No one
Just some hope or something

Something that no one can ****
I am man!!!!!!!
This is earth!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not a super soldier
My body ages
My weak frail human body
Work out
Again and again
Again and again

Are you poor like me
Do you look for love
But you can't find it?
People can be terrible
Forget them

You are still here
Still here and still fighting
You cannot take that away

Say your name!
I am Matt
Almost 30 earth years
Motherf

Come on!!!!!!!
I'm ready for more pain
More emptiness
I'm ready
I am ready
I will not break

Spinning earth spins round and round
Human bodies go up and down
It's a crazy **** place

I try to do what is right
To be good
I show love to people
Are you like me?

I am earth man
I am earth man
I will not fear
I do not fear

I keep the times
I keep the times
I am the keeper

I'm afraid
There is not much hope

In me meeting my female friend

Is life a joke?

First I'm here
Then I'm there

It's all so bizarre
And who cares?

Nations preparing
Their citizens for war

Aiming nuclear warheads
Oh what a bore

They're doing it again
They've done it before

I'm Worried About America

It's a great place
Everything is so convenient

And we are used to a certain way
Of Life

And people need to understand
Our economy is in big trouble
Big, big trouble

Please be aware

Why yes I pleasured myself for her
On Skype
Lying **** on the bathroom floor

I put on a cam show

But she did not show herself
Those are the rules mistress have given

I hope our relationship continues to deepen
Oh how I long to be adored and loved
By my mistress!

The loneliness of life
Crushes me
In a way

Thousands upon thousands
Of hours of documentaries

Podcasts
Some reading

That's my life
I have a selfish life

I once substituted
It barely paid anything

Mom put 100 bucks
In my account for food

A brain
A brain in the world

Ugh

Well I'm thankful
For intellectual life

No upward mobility
No American dream

No steady paycheck
No career

It was all just a big joke

Now just store food and water
And hope to make it through

There is no future
No future for Americans

The land will be judged

I see difficult times in the near future

Something about the Starbucks music disturbs me
I think it's the moaning and the romantic lyrics

Bleh

I like to shut out people
I don't like

I'm good at it

One person really ****** me off

I'm not that good
At forgiveness

I'm not some
******* Saint

A 32 year old ******
Even Augustine
****** women

Before he became celibate

Well I've got a very slim chance
Of meeting a woman

No career
No money

I'd rather read books
And pursue my intellectual interests

I listened to a podcast
By Snowbunnyxxx
She likes to talk
About her love
Of ******* studs

She had a guest on
LadyAnaconda
Who likes black studs too

There is an attractive woman
Sitting next to me

I'll never know her
And I'll never **** her

This is the same
****** song
That plays every morning

God ******
I need to put my headphones on

Why must Starbucks play music?

I look forward to the silence of the library

Oh how terrible
I was threatened with death
Haha

I wasn't scared at all
It's life that is most terrible
And life is what I know
This experience

No one threatened me with life
And I never had a chance
To say no

I was just born
And that was it

Figure it out
I'm on my own
And that's it, haha

So death, why worry?
It's just the end
Of this ridiculous
Thing called life

And I sit typing on this IPad
Like some extension
Of this IPad

Oh Brother
Oh Brother Where Art Thou?
That was a popular movie, right?

What about
Oh, People Where
Art Though?

Apparently not in my life

You know I would be completely
Content to die alone
It would be fitting too

Having lived alone

Sitting under some tree
As nukes go off

And so I was off

First to a driving range
Near my house
To hit ***** and warm up

After a 45 min drive
I found myself
At a scenic par three course

I got a push cart
It's easier than having to
Carry my bag

I found myself amongst geese
And the shade of trees
Some lovely water on the course

And fun to practice
And hit a few practice shots
On each hole

Three 8 irons
On the third hole
All hit about the same distance
2 on the green
One pushed a bit to the right

Geese on the ninth hole
Walking about

And I practice chipping later
And had an iced tea

(I was going to get something to eat
But the snack bar had closed at about 5)

(It's hard to mention food now,
That chipotle burrito was a bit much!)

I really did forget how heavy those can be
Especially because it was extra steak with chicken
Beans, rice, and veggies.

Lol, too much in one sitting for me
But It's okay
I'll run a few miles
Like I do every other day

(When this food digests, or should I say if?)
Lol

And no this is not much of a poem
I realize

Just a plain statement of events

You know I gave the woman working
At the bar a dollar tip
On a three dollar iced tea

Let's not forget our fellow human beings

That Chipotle really was too big, lol

And you know I find human life
Strange

Just go here
And go there
Here and there

And there is only the present
Here and now
Here and now

The present is powerful

And I tried to take in all the colors
The colors of the shirts
And the bags

As many as I love
I rebuke and chasten
Be zealous therefore and repent

(Book of Revelation playing in the background)

My Kenmore fan
Is at work

And I think I will watch Fawlty Towers

And I should have had
About half of what I had

I was going to have just chicken
But the guy in front ordered chicken
And steak

And I told the guy
Serving the food
I would have the same
As the guy in front of me

And he said, "of course"
He seemed a bit easily
Perturbed

I think that woman who
Was complaining a bit
About not enough meat
On her taco for her kid

Might have annoyed him some
That's understandable

I think he said "of course"
Because he was out of steak
And would have to have them cook
Some more

And then my burrito
Went down the assembly line
That nice lady added salsa

And then the other guy
I talked to before added
The steak

I can't remember if it was before the salsa
Yes, I think it was, lol

And it was quite strange
Because I said just the burrito

And the guy asked me if
I would like a water cup

And of course I said yes
I always ask for a water cup
At places like that

I try to be like water
It nourishes all things
And does not strive

And so I found it fitting
That he asked me for a water cup

Because I had been listening
To the Tao Te Ching many times today

And lo there was a great earthquake
And the sun became black as sack cloth of hair

(Book of Revelation playing in my headphones)


And then I saw the guy
Screaming
And red faced

Walking parallel to me
Such bad form

And his eyes were filled with
I don't know what
Hate or anguish

And twenty minutes before that
You know I heard the frustrated mom
Nagging at the children

And after seeing these people I thought
Chill just chill
Can't you just take a deep breath and relax?

Please people
Be at peace
Be content and at peace
It is good


Sir, though knobbiest
And he said to me,

"These are they which came out of great tribulation
And have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the lamb."

(Book of Revelation playing in headphones)


Oh and then, and then
Life is a long list of
And thens, lol

I went on a walk near the golf course
Near my house
And I looked up

And the labs on the property
Near the course
Were barking

And I said,
"Peace be unto you"

And then the bird flew right
Across my view
Right in front of the moon
So fast

Whoosh!
About 20 yards in front of me
And it was gone

And I realize how much of my life
Is spent isolated
And alone

And human life isn't supposed to be
Like that

It's not normal
In other societies
There is more solidarity

Well maybe one day
Geeze

Hello to everyone here

What a frigging bore
The guy works and works
A meaningless chore

Could have retired
Quite some time ago
But wasted money

And always needed more
You know

So this is for the people
That are slaves to dollar bills

Working their whole lives away
Isn't it a thrill

They talk about work and money
Every single day

Can't seem to think of
Anything else

They waste their lives away

My clean sheets
That were washed today
Are pleasing to me

One day perhaps
I will have a woman to hug

In my clean sheets

Talking to women online again
I can't meet women in real life

I have no job or money so

I just talk to women online

lol

I have a thousand eyes
And I walk around on streets
Looking, Looking

I live inside a computer
Eat, workout, and eat again

****** desires come and go
I keep my pledge of chastity

And on the suburban streets I wander
What is this place called earth

What a strange place

To see and see
And see again

I took my light

So I could walk
On my incredibly long walk

On and on and on
If I told you
In your lifetime
You would see
America's end

Would you believe me?

I return to the suburban streets
Forever the wanderer