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Jan 2019 · 95
Like you
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I’m not the one to just be friends
No I don’t want to comprehend
Your actions hurt me more than words
No I can’t just go and pretend
Like you
Jan 2019 · 48
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Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I don’t like asking for help
I’ll just feel like an attention *****
I’ll deal with it until I take it out on my art
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
“But I guess I learned something from you
you gotta be loud and you gotta yell
You gotta break things and make a mess
and leave it for someone else to clean up in the end”
Jan 2019 · 65
Untitled
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
Being a workaholic
And needing something to take my mind off things
I’ve grown to be very talented
It’s such a blessing and a curse
But hey at least I forget about you in the moment
Jan 2019 · 72
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Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I’m crying
And it’s my birthday
Jan 2019 · 88
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Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I’m so selfish
I’m the worst person I’ve met
Why haven’t I seen through his view
He always says hi
But I just act uninterested and say hi in a weird manner now
Maybe he’s trying to talk about it
I’m so awful
But at the same time I was trying to talk about it and he left me waiting for a month
I feel worse
Jan 2019 · 209
“Move on”
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
As I’m hinged over the sink
I cry, and whisper
“Move on”



I don’t know how long it’ll take
Jan 2019 · 86
Two Angles
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I met two angles
And neither of them helped
Two guys both named Angle I’ve met and fell in love with; neither of them helped me. I portray them as angles
Jan 2019 · 53
Vacant eyes
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
That vacant stare of yours
Will and never scare me anymore
But I see it more often in myself now
And that scares me
Jan 2019 · 58
No more
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
As I’m standing outside my open sliding door
During the rain
Listening to the sounds
Not caring who hears
I scream,
“*******! But don’t forget I loved you”
im not going to wait for you no more
I know my self worth and you making me feel small and plastic like I won’t let happen. You pretend that nothing never happened and that’s okay, it’s your problem now. I love and adore myself I see the beauty in me that no one else sees. It’s almost my birthday and I’m gonna enjoy it.
Jan 2019 · 50
The Bird
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
You lonely bird
How do you do it?
You fly so passionable, but your always alone
What do you see that I can’t?
I envy you
But I’ll never tell you how much I love you
Jan 2019 · 56
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Call me Oliver Jan 2019
That one person can restore your faith in love,
And rob you of it at the same time - Maria Mena
Jan 2019 · 106
Grow
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I want to see myself grow
I want to grow into myself
Not a mold, but into how I want to be
I want to be happy
I want to be free
Jan 2019 · 83
17
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
17
“Once my mother said to me
Don’t ever stop imagining
The day that you do is the day that you die”



(I want to be an artist)
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
They always say to keep your head held high
But never over the clouds
Jan 2019 · 127
Open your eyes
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I wish you could see
That for even you, the person that made me feel so much pain
I’d give it all away
Just to see a truly meaningful smile



(I rather see a smile because I know I’ll never get that one kiss from you)
Jan 2019 · 74
What I hate most is that,
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
You aren’t affected by this
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I sometimes think of your hair
The way you made me feel
Dou, you were and still are the best
You were more than a friend to me
I see you in him,
Sometimes I feel awful about it
I hope you get this somehow
I know your far and all
But I still think we do the same things as before
Jan 2019 · 55
Untitled
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I don’t like (the way you move me)
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
In the end
All I wanted was a hug from Angle


In the end
All I needed was a hug
Jan 2019 · 163
Her last words
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
“I hope to never come back.
May death bring me peace
And love, oh love come...
Love come”
She said such beauties, crying while holding a sunflower. Wishing to never come back to such a place
Jan 2019 · 80
Your so busy
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
You said you were busy
But at least you like my recent photos
I purposely posted to see if you would like them
Glad to know we’re both up at 1am
Jan 2019 · 139
Untitled
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
If you don’t try
You’ll be told to try harder
But if you try too hard
You’ll be discriminated for “selfish ulterior motives”
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
She is all he needs and desires
And its about time that I require, someone who knows I’m not a fool
Jan 2019 · 70
Nataly
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I swear to god
That I must be the worst person I’ve found
Tell me would it be too late
To appreciate myself
Jan 2019 · 130
Waiting for you hurts me
Call me Oliver Jan 2019
I can’t stand the pain of waiting for you to text me back
I said to you “it’s better just to forget this all happened”
It’s a new year and I swore I’d stop doing these things
...
Waiting for you hurts me
I’m not sure how we’d make this work. I know you don’t love me but I told you everything. Things just gotten awkward. I rather you watch my stories then write me back
Dec 2018 · 58
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Call me Oliver Dec 2018
12/30/18

9:37

“I don’t need him”
As a silent minutes passes
He says again
“I don’t need him”
He then realizes that he was always happy with or without him from the beginning
“Ode. Ode to finally finding happiness without the need of him giving me it. I can find it and give it to myself!”
Thanks Angle, you helped me see that I was always somewhat happy from the beginning and know you didn’t have to give me that. Ode to Angle
Dec 2018 · 259
Untitled
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
Only if you want to believe, can you truly
Dec 2018 · 61
I feel deprived
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
One time I texted a relative
But the number had actually been changed and I was talking to a complete stranger
We had the usual “wrong person”, “sorry, have a good rest of your day” conversation
At the time I found myself feeling lonely for the past months or so
I felt like waiting for response
I kept waiting
I made my own scenarios
In which we pulled it off and became friends
But I got to my senses and started to cry
I’m deprived of something
Something
Dec 2018 · 49
GG (2008)
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
Hey, sorry I haven’t texted you back

Can we meet up?

How does the park feel, I can pick you up
...
I wrote another letter

Want to know the title

“Don’t forget to smile today”
Dec 2018 · 72
Ode
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
Ode
Ode to the sad mans face I saw on the lonely mountain
Dec 2018 · 307
Untitled
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
I want to cover myself with the sheets while I cry
But I can’t breath
I don’t know what I want more
Dec 2018 · 64
Untitled
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
I’ll cry later, I need to work
Dec 2018 · 52
Too true
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
To show how bad you were
I fell more in love with the scenery
Than with you
Dec 2018 · 79
Use it
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
We may fail in Things when it comes to living
But understand that we will always no matter what “learn”
Learn from them
Dec 2018 · 611
Untitled
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
A lie is worse (even when the truth is awful)
Dec 2018 · 61
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Call me Oliver Dec 2018
Why are there times that we don’t cry (even when someone dies)
Dec 2018 · 73
Who knows
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
Even though I’m giving myself time from stress of work and spending time with family having a good time
I rather spend this time with you
I know it may sound selfish
But I know I’m feeling something right
Dec 2018 · 461
(What else is there to say)
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
I write you letters everyday
Burn them
watch them fade away
Ask you where you going
Ghosting by
Goodbye
Angle
Bye
See you tomorrow (I hope I never see you again)
I hope your happy
I’ll be okay
I’ll be okay
I’ll be okay
I’ll be okay
Dec 2018 · 33
This is my truth
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
See you tomorrow (I hope I never see you again)
Dec 2018 · 145
Arguments
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
I hope I don't turn out like any of them
I see myself in my mother but I can't be like her or my father. He always tries to run from his problems.
Dec 2018 · 65
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Call me Oliver Dec 2018
Trying to find a little
Order in the chaos

So I take a bus ride
In the afternoon
You all look so happy, and me
I'm barely hanging on

This is what you do to me

Drag myself out on
To the floor
Trying to find a little chaos in the order
So I take a bus ride
Past your house every day
You never fully leave me
But you, you never fully stay

This is what you do to me -Gemma
Thanks Gemma
Dec 2018 · 45
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Call me Oliver Dec 2018
No matter how awful I feel right this moment
I hope your happy
I hope she makes you feel nice
Thanks again
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
The fire is calming
It’s beauty
auora
pain
Without it
What would we be
Nothing more than
someone else  
And that’s the worst thing
To happen to us
We let it happen
Now look
There’s nothing else to say
We said it all
We’re nothing else but that

You really are just alike
You Angle, are the same to the other Angle
Dec 2018 · 58
The beach
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
Unlike you
I would risk my own life to view the beauty of everything
I’d hold my breath as long as I could to view the waves
Even in the problems you give me
I try to see the beauty
I even try to hold my breath
Dec 2018 · 48
Closer
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
I can see you
through you
your minds a mess
you see nothing else but the light that reflects your lighter
while i make my way towards you
the whole world starts moving faster and faster
you stroll away
i feel ashamed
i want to feel closer
Dec 2018 · 165
You bird
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
You gave me your most true answer
And I didn’t care what it would have been
I would have been happy for you either way
No one said I couldn’t cry about it though
So I still cry about it
Dec 2018 · 52
Say Something
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
I might look the same
and I might act the same too
but i'm a little different now
I hope this was for the best
I wish you knew that i'm not strong enough to talk to you right now
say something
please
I have low self confidence at the moment. I hope he does finally talk to me. Its been two days so far but i already feels like dying.
Dec 2018 · 41
Dear God
Call me Oliver Dec 2018
Dear God,

I ask for nothing but for his acceptance and his friendship
But if he wants
I would kindly and happily take his love too
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