I have loved the skies
More than anything

They speak in so many languages

When its blue,
It cries tears as if sad.

When its dark,
It shouts thunders as if angry.

When its white,
It shines so bright as if smiling.

But nonetheless, it is beautiful.

And as I loved the skies,

Much like you,

I can’t ever reach, even if I dreamed of it

Am I a bother?
Tell me.
Am I a nuisance?
Tell me.
Am I just another guy you talk to?
Tell me.

Because you're not just someone.
Because If I could,
I would have made you
More than just

My best friend.

Takot ako.
Takot akong muling umibig
Takot sa salitang mahal kita
Takot sa pagasang “tayo”

Dahil nangingibabaw parin
Ang mga damdaming para sa kanya
Tanong sa sariling
“Magmamahal ba ako ng iba?”

Takot makasakit sapagkat alam kong
Ikaw pa rin ang mahal ko
Takot magmahal ng iba
Dahil alam kong ikaw pa rin ang nasa puso

Takot dahil sarili ko’y di ko mapapatawad
Kung makasakit man ako ng iba.
Takot dahil hindi na ako marunong magmahal
Magmahal ng iba

Dahil ibinigay ko sayo ang lahat
Takot na ako tumingin sa iba
Kaya’t sa hangga’t andito ka sa puso ko
Hindi ako maghahanap ng iba

Dahil takot ako makasakit
Takot ako manggamit
Takot ako pumeke ng nararamdaman
Dahil alam kong ikaw parin ang aking,

Minamahal.

Para sa sarili ko,
Patawad,
Dahil nagmahal ako
Ng taong nagmamahal naman ng iba.

I don't think I can have you in this life.
Maybe in the next.

Nonetheless, you are still my everything.

If you could have changed the past, would you have done it?
If you could have changed who you are, would you have done it?

Tell me,

Are you the person who you were before?
Or the mask you brought up years ago?

Do you love the same as before?
Or are you still broken, just distracted?

Do you still feel happiness?
Or is it just temporary joy to fill in the darkness?

As long as you're living,

Show me.

The true you, inside and out, no facades.
The true feelings you dare to show this unfair world.
The true happiness you want to implore to others.

Don't let the past break your precious kindness.
Because we are losing our numbers, stay kind.

If we could do that, would we do it?

You were a person who loved the sky more than anything else.

Then you realize.

When did I start choosing her more than the skies?

Have you ever wondered?
Why the AMs feel a little longer,
Have you ever wondered?
Why are simple things so confusing,

Have you ever wondered?
Why those late night talks hit different,
Have you ever wondered?
Why those point of views collide,

I wonder what if I stayed up a little longer
What if I listened a little better
I wonder what if I didn’t give up
What if I loved you more

Oh How It became a thrilling feeling?
The ecstasy to be wanted?
Yet the “I” that I know is fleeing.
No longer known, no longer needed

Be the nice guy?
Be the best guy?
Be a gentleman?
Have you ever wondered?

Would “it” have changed the present?

Shining proudly as the sun
Radiating in every corner of my eye
What you do always goes the long run
Around your bright radiance, I feel as if could fly

In the darkness of the night
Seemingly timeless hours
Oh how can something be so bright
Overall your beauty towers heights

Throughout every minute
As one stares to someone so bright
Funny? Beautiful? Cute?
So many words to describe every one seems right

As the Sun went down
You shown brightly as the Moon
Surrounded by bright stars, dear lose that frown
As you sang through the night, those fine tunes

Surrounded by the stars
Now I remember, during that one afternoon
That when I counted the stars
Oh I wouldn’t dare miss the Moon.

Proudly as the sun
Shining as the moon
You worth as many as the stars
Shall we call it a night?

Emotions. Unpredictable yet so obvious
Seeing as its sometimes noxious
So obvious yet so vague
Unknowingly fills ones heart like a plague

Oh the way you capture thy heart
The way my day shines brighter, as you take part
The way you effortlessly make me smile
Some may say, oh so cliche, but stop. For a while.

See the beauty in your downfalls
Streaming quickly as the finest waterfalls
See the happiness through hardships
As you completed the missing piece in thy scripts

Gave one hope, in this world thats quite bitter
A little loss in color, needs a little more brighter
Gave one love, oh the weight on my shoulders
A little too heavy, oh my heart felt smolder

Though how does one know this isn't one-sided?
Oh the thought, collided - is this unrequited?
Maybe even I, don't know what I'm trying to say
Hell, is this love? my thoughts led astray

Where am I going with these words?
Unknowingly I knew the difference in our worlds
Yours shined so bright
Mine strived despite struggling to fight

Fighting the darkness engulfing my thoughts
Until you came along, saved me from being caught
With your bright smile
With your wonderful warmth, oh stay for a while

Gave one hope, oh thy world shined brighter
A little more colorful, a little less bitter
Gave one love, oh the weight on my shoulders
A little less heavy, you're a little more closer

Emotions. Unpredictable yet so obvious
Seeing as its sometimes noxious
So obvious yet so vague
Unknowingly fills ones heart like a plague.

'You' complete me
With you, my world feels free
Yet I feels so distant to thee
Maybe a little more push then 'We' could be.

"In sickness and in health"
With you? I'd disregard wealth
"Till' death do us part"
Like hell could tear us apart

If this isn't love
Then I don't know what is.

Love, or Lies.
oh how fast time flies
vague feelings and emotions
envelops every single thought

Anguished, unwanted.
noxious, unloved.
does such make one happy?

Loves a feeling
irritating but fascinating
even when one suffers
still, we yearn for a "lover".

~See every first letter of every line.

How could you deal with this pain everyday?
ignoring the cures that could take it away?
I know you're way out of my reach
I intend to beseech

I'm just here to try to make you smile
but whenever i try, I feel that i'm not worth a while
I try to be happy for you
but i think my day's just too blue

I ask for attention
But you gave me detention
I smile when you reply
But someday you will say goodbye

Knowing that you'll leave
is like a bullet through my believes
You raised me up today
Soon after, I've lost my way

I know you're out of my reach
oh I only intend to beseech
I love giving you a smile when you're down
but i feel that my heartbeat just went down.

Love is but a figure of speech
Calm and destructive that, no one could reach
Sadly, some could feel
As if it weren't real

Because such love, is priceless
Nothing more can sow my happiness
but for you my love
anything i would behove

that even If I barter
I wouldn't be surprised
If she'd choose someone better
Because this love is hella, one-sided

given the situation
I've given the best conclusion.
it is but my imagination
I've broken my condition

what else can I do?
my life turned blue
now that it's gone
as fast as the rising dawn

~Now read backwards.

Success never comes without failure
Success will always need one's Behaviour
So, What happened before
does not define what to explore

Don't let failure
give your future an enclosure
God created you for a purpose
so for your future, don't be nervous

Failure may make your day blue
but every happiness comes with a clue
so figure it out
and don't have doubt

God took you this far out
don't let failure give you doubt
Have the sense of determination
for failure is never an option

So dont stop now, keep moving forward
soon everything will be worth the sleepless nights

we're all in this together
"No Retreat, No Surrender."

A Tear fell out of my eye
every time you said Good Bye
I worry for you every night
as my heart becomes airtight

every time you say No
I feel like a burnt photo
Calling onto you like a lover
but there is nothing to discover

You have someone better
I'm like a ripped love letter
You did not forget me
but you've long left me

I like it when you smile
but my opinion is not worthwhile
I keep up with this pain
but theres just nothing to gain

he has you, you have him
when i'm just his lesser synonym
I did my best to comfort you
but what i do is nothing new

and you got tired of everything
so you left me hanging
a tear fell off my eye
my heart felt like I was gonna die.

Dangers he fought
Comfort she ought
When she feels sudden tension
He gives her anxiety attention

He is strong
She is Empowered
He gives life a song
His problems , She overpowered

She is thoughtful
He is mindful
She is hospitable
He is function able

We may differ in gender
but we are one together
In this world we co-exist
equality shan't be dismissed

She may bring affection
He may bring protection
Both can be the best
Men over Women? Surely you Jest

Both has their weaknesses
Both has their stresses
Both has strengths
Both reached great lengths

Gender has their characteristics
But we shouldn't be relying on statistics
We are Equal. He or She.
You want Equality? This, Your point of view shall guarantee.

Sent. Delivered. Seen.
My intentions are Clean
Your cold Replies
I just hope no Lies

Every time we talk
I feel this knock
Beats in my heart
You're my sweetheart

I know I am Annoying
Sometimes Clinging
For you, Busy or Not
I'd Reply Fast, I ought

Bored?, Just Fine
Bitter as Wine
Please open up
Your sadness you can't cover up

Bored with me
Leaving? feel free..
I never expected
for this day to to be created

The day you leave
Is the day I grieve
Good bye
Just.. Why

Seen, Typing, Received.
Oh why'd i Believed
Your simple Sweetness
Made Bitter Endless

I've been feeling something for you
Hell This feeling I can't get used to
But you're fading..
You're leaving..

'How am i?'
I am Fine
But I cry
As you drew the Line

Goodbye it is
No more Reply
'Convo Ended' it says
Bang Bulls Eye

Thank you for hanging
with My Silliness
My Annoyingness
My Clinginess

Just know this
You were my Happiest Hello
And my Saddest Goodbye
At least now i know, You'd leave
with that warm smile

Hey.. May i ask you why?
why do you deny?
why'd you say 'last' goodbye?
our ties you untie

It hurts y'know
for the first time
it's just to hard let this flow
Breaking hearts should really be a crime

You say you won't leave
but here i grieve
seeing as you fade away
please, for a while... stay

even if you don't love me
I hope you at least appreciate me
even if it's as small as a dust
my life, to you, i would entrust

from the stars and back, I love you
from the deepest to the highest point, I trust you
from small talks and laughs, I enjoy being with you
I love the little things that make you, you.

But... Do you hate me?
No, I don't hate you
Then.. Why're you running away from me?
No... I am not running away from you

is what you say...

Then why?
I hope this isn't be our 'last' goodbye
I hope these ties you don't untie
and that I, you don't deny...