When you want to die,
You remember all the people,
The reasons you can't,
You can't do it because of them,
And in that moment,
You never know,
Whether or not you're happy,
That they're stopping you.

A raindrop fell to the ground,
It fell and shattered,
Years later a flower bloomed,
Right in the spot,
That the raindrop had fallen,
A long time ago.

Just because you can't see your killer,
Doesn't mean they're not stabbing you,
Through the heart and head.

if you looked in my window
you'd see a shattered girl crying
you'd see a broken dream dying
if you saw in that shattered girl crying
you'd see a heartbroken past
you'd see an approaching darkness fast
if you saw in that dream dying
you'd see a thunder storm wail
you'd see a shattered girl pale
if you looked in my window
you'd see memories haunting
you'd see dead hopes taunting
if you stared at the memories haunting
you'd understand why life is scary
you'd understand a sliver of burdens i carry
if you stared at dead hopes taunting
you'd understand my fear
you'd understand why i can't live here
if you looked in my window
you'd see nothing
you'd see running
if you wondered about the nothing
you'd find horrors all your own
you'd find yourself dethroned
if you wondered about the running
you'd find the real reason
you'd find yourself charged with treason