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4h · 21
In ten years...
In ten years’ time,
I’ll still be on your mind—
Crawling through the memories you try to forget,
Smiling at all the things we said.

But I promise, if you send me a red heart or call,
I will answer—I’ll keep my vow.
And if then you give this a chance,
I'm bound by your love and my promises.

I will survive the relentless storm,
Because there’s a chance it might keep you warm.
If you need to travel, to be, to explore—
I’ll be here to love, to keep, to hold, and more.
Forever T
I loved you
Like fire that brands,
Like a sea of flame and glasses of sand,
Like galaxies that breathe and holes that mend.

And I loved you
With my body and soul,
With all my beliefs and brokenness whole,
With faith on the edge, ready to fall.

And I lost you—
A void that consumes my dreams,
Broken words stitched into bed seams.
Maybe I loved for two
And got hurt for three.
I only know How to love like this
7d · 65
Noon’s Shadow
I'm tired.
I lost my ego.
I want to smoke—
but you never liked the smell.
I can't stop thinking about you.
Just me and myself.
I dream of your hands,
and I smell your perfume.
I try to numb it, but it consumes me,
as my emotions flow down my eyes
and my cheeks turn red.
I miss your touch.
I crave your bed.

Tell me your pains—I want to know.
Show me your dreams—I want to go.
Take me to your sanctuary.
Show me our love—extraordinary.
My soul begs for yours.
I still wait for you at my door.

Did you go to church? Did you sing? Did you eat?
Did my voice make you miss me?
Did the sun caress your face as my hands once did?
Are you ok ?
May 9 · 33
Addicted to your love
Lost Indeed May 9
I feel so human...
So vulnerable, and cold.
I want to lie down and tell you I'm getting old.
I miss talking to you, I miss kissing you in the morning.
I keep traveling between then and now,
Confessing our vows to my pillows somehow.
I keep where you laid immaculate—
Just a shadow, my love, where you once breathed.

I'm going around in echoes,
Traveling songs and next codes.
Between my fingers, mistakes light up in flames.
I keep my room blurred so I won't remember your smell.
I dry my eyes with smoke so they won’t swell.

I write poems with no order—
Rhymes are a second thought.
I want to call you so bad, but you asked me not to...
So I fought.
I win and lose arguments with my keyboard;
It keeps typing messages I can’t send.
What do I do with this love that won’t mend?
T
Lost Indeed May 9
She asked for space...
And it's hard to cope.
Like something is missing,
Like dreams you never told.
I feel like a river with no sea,
A fruit without a tree.
I want to call, to message, to go—
I wonder if you miss my bed, or if you're cold.
I want to explode.
And I want to play music.
I need to crash, to disappear, to smoke, to dream.
I feel like a painting no one has seen,
I feel like a night without sin.
I miss your moon in my eclipse—
Your smell, your eyes, your lips.
I toss and turn; my room feels angry,
Like it misses your voice, your thoughts, your envy.
But you asked for silence, and I shall give,
Even if I burn.
I yearn.
I miss.
T
Lost Indeed May 5
You chose to be alone for now,
And that is okay.
You decided to remove yourself from the question.
You’ve chosen to push me away.
But I can't stop loving you...
I will survive, even if the sky loses its colors and the ocean its waves.
I will survive if the warmth never touches me again,
If my June turns into May,
Even if your touch on me never rains.
I bleed in verses.
I **** parts of my soul.
I hurt what I cared for the most.
...
Do you still read my poems in the morning, even when we don’t talk?
Do you still wonder if I dreamed about you at night?
Do you miss when we used to smile, looking into each other's eyes?
In your decision to be alone—do you miss us?
And if you do...
I’m here—to love, to kiss, to burn, to be.
We are yet to conquer, to travel, to see.
Soulmates—to envy, to become, to grow, to build a family tree.
Lovers of old—to achieve, to help... meant to be.
T
May 1 · 57
No more ifs...
Lost Indeed May 1
If I asked you not to open your eyes before I counted to ten...
If I told you I can still remember the smell of your hand...
If I conquered all there is to see in your name...
If I changed the movement of galaxies just to have one more night...
If I admitted that I would trade eternity’s gentle touch for one more kiss of your love...
If I showed you the first live in our past I fell in love with you...
If I revealed the depth of my devotion...
If I showed you how far I would go...
If I waited a thousand years...
If I could only...

If...
No more ifs.
I love you.
T
May 1 · 58
Loving you...
Lost Indeed May 1
Loving you is like touching the sun—
It’s rage, it’s fire, it’s sadness, it’s fun.
I love you whole, with nothing to trim—
It’s heaven, it’s mercy, my favorite sin.
Touching your skin is my addiction—
It’s glory, it’s sweet, it’s lovers’ friction.
Looking into your eyes is extraordinary—
It’s the Big Bang, expansion, my sanctuary.

Loving you is redemption…

It’s me, more than being me.
It’s rhyming more than verses can be.
It’s traveling without ever touching the sea.
Loving you is what love is supposed to be.
T
Apr 30 · 71
All my lives
Lost Indeed Apr 30
I cross the street and see you on both sides.
I dream with you in all my days and nights.
I write poems... you makes them rhyme.
I dance in silence... you are the beat in my mind.

In all the sounds I can always hear you voice.
Because in all my lives you are my choice.
T
Apr 30 · 48
My beloved librarian
Lost Indeed Apr 30
I love to watch you when you read,
Its golden tale through make-believe.
A silent spell, a mystic said,
That dances softly 'round your head.
Your eyes move slow, the pages turn,
And in their stillness, worlds do burn.

You say no word, and yet I hear
The hum of peace, your soul's voice is clear—
Your kindness speaks in quiet ways,
Like moonlight on dark days.

To sit beside you... nothing more—
Is love, is hope, is ancient lore.
It is the sun that warms the stone,
The night that lets the stars be known.

No need to talk, no need to move,
Just being here is more than proof.
You read and pull me like spell you sang.
Every day with you I fall in love all over again
T
Apr 29 · 31
Would you allow me?
Lost Indeed Apr 29
I'm so very proud of you, each step you've taken,
The battles you've won, the dreams you've awakened.
With kindness in your heart, you’ve flew so high,
And I’m in cheering you, reaching the sky.
Every milestone you’ve passed, every path you’ve paved,
You’ve shown the world how to be bold and brave.

All the things you’ll achieve and all the things you will be,
A future so bright, it’s a magnificent to see.
If you’ll allow me to walk with you, side by side,
I’ll be the happiest man, with you as my guide.
For in your triumphs, I’ll find my joy,
Together we’ll conquer, both calm and coy.
T
Apr 29 · 41
I Miss, I love, I feel
Lost Indeed Apr 29
She makes me do more, more than I knew,
To chase every dream, to see them through.
I want to share everything, big or small,
With her by my side, I give it my all.

I long to kiss her as the day begins,
And again when the evening spins.
To tell her the joys, the bad and the good,
And be there to listen, as I always should.

When we're apart, the silence is too loud,
Even if she's near, I miss her, profound.
I want to hear her pains, feel her fears,
To wipe them away with love and tears.

Every moment with her feels right,
I want to hold her close every night.
In her presence, I find my peace,
For her love, my heart will never cease.
T
Apr 29 · 103
You make me better
Lost Indeed Apr 29
Looking at you in the morning is breach of paradise
Like God is smiling at me from your bedside.
I wish I could live in your smile,
And travel the seas in your eyes for a while.

I’ve been to heaven in the warmth of your arms,
Where angels cried, surrendered to your charms.
I bargained with gods for a moment with you,
Trading my soul just to see it come true.

I crossed endless lands with no measure or chart,
And offered up pieces that tore me apart.
For you, I gave what would make lesser men fall,
And found in your love that I'd conquered it all.
T
Apr 28 · 43
Im Sorry
Lost Indeed Apr 28
I was wrong by charging your tired heart
You need your healing and even If I need to be afar
I Allowed my yearning drown your song,
When all you needed was space all along.

But loving you woke something deep in me,
A gentler heart, a different type of empathy.
I felt more human, more soul, more sky,
Touched by a love that only God knows how to try.

I’ll wait for your kisses, your hugs, your light,
Not out of promise, but when you think is right.
Because my mouth was shaped to say your name.
And my arms were molded to hold your flame.

No contract binds, no heartless chain,
Only the wonder, the joy, love with no pain.
I'll stand by your healing, both near and far,
Loving you for everything you are.
T
Apr 28 · 45
It Took me a while
Lost Indeed Apr 28
I'm sorry it took me so long to see,
How deep are the storms that affected your tree.
I let my love blur all the view,
Blinded me to the quiet hurting in you.

I missed you so much, I lost my way,
Chasing your smell, day after day.
Forgetting to listen, to hold, to stay —
Not just with words, but in what I say.

I see it now, and I feel the ache,
The careless steps, the hearts they break.
When you're ready, my arms will be wide,
No rush, no race — just time at your side.

I'll love you with patience, fierce and true,
With all the strength I've found anew.
And hold the space you need to mend,
With open hands, until the end.
T
Apr 26 · 30
Even then...
Lost Indeed Apr 26
I will never want you to be alway
To regret things we should have said
Because even in my darkest hour...
You carry my brightest day
Lost Indeed Apr 25
There is no easy road to take,
No gentle breeze, no quiet break.
To move ahead is to transform,
To shed the past, outlive the storm.

To change is stepping through the flame,
Not seeking comfort—seeking claim.
Not bound by guilt, nor tied to shame,
It blooms in truth, in fire, in strength—
To love is to take charge, seek length.

Us is not what's left behind,
But hope two hearts are yet to find.
Not sacrifice, but sacred vow—
To build a world that starts with now.

He has no grip, no claim, no right,
You’ve outgrown his chains, you’ve earned your light.
So loose the rope, unlock the door—
You're not who he hurts anymore.

Let go, step through, come taste the air,
It’s not a path without despair.
But every scar that brought you here,
Now sings of strength, not loss or fear.

It’s not easy—no soft bloom—
But love like ours will make more room.
Not in the past, but in what’s real and true:
A future shaped by me and you.
T
Apr 19 · 43
My Soulmate, My Love
Lost Indeed Apr 19
I will seek your face in every crowd,
Your silent laughter , your silence loud.
I will search for scent that matchs your skin,
The way your warmth know how to draw me in.

I will find your eyes in stars above,
Reflections deep, the look of love.
Chase your voice in every sound,
Until your echo’s truly found.

I’d wait past time, let ages fly,
Watch mountains fall and oceans dry.
Stand still while all the stars collapse,
Your name across eternity’s lapse.
Creation’s depth my heart left crude,
For none could ever be like you.

I’d burn through realms, tear through the skies,
To find you once, to hold you twice—
I'd Unmake the laws of gods above,
My soulmate, my forever love.
T
Apr 18 · 47
Love is to live...
Lost Indeed Apr 18
You said that after we talked, the weight began to lift,
Not paralyzed anymore—your heart began to shift.
You said you saw things clearer, like morning after rain,
You saw that clinging to the past was holding onto pain.

You reaffirmed the feeling, the bond you feel with me,
The hope, the light, the future and all we will be
You said I have your “yes,” it’s strong, it’s beating loud,
But courage takes a moment to rise above the clouds.

I know you built your world with walls so high and wide,
To protect from the storms you had to hide.
But if the price of safety is living half a life,
Then let’s trade fear for freedom, love instead of strife.

You're not letting go of security—just the parts that ache,
Not losing solid ground, but allowing new roots take.
You're not giving up the fortress, just the chains that bind,
You're choosing peace and passion, a love that's real and kind.

Invest in this with me... our laughter, trust, and grace,
Let me show you love that time cannot erase.
You’re not sacrificing safety; you’re setting your soul free,
To bloom in something sacred, between you and me.

So take my hand with courage, you’ve already said the word,
Let’s walk into the story that both our hearts have heard.
Not a fantasy, not fleeting or poetry, but something true and rare.
A love that doesn’t just exist, but deeply lives and dares.
It will always be me and you, time and space T
Apr 18 · 46
Would you come
Lost Indeed Apr 18
There’s a holiday, my favorite one—
A time of warmth, of joy, and fun.
My favorite day is drawing near,
And I would love to have you here.

Would you be present? Would you come?
To share the laughter, share some ***?
To toast beneath the night $kies,
My glowing hearts and your kind eyes.

Would you allow yourself to see,
What this day truly means to me?
To live it fully, wild and true—
This dream I have… to spend with you.
Apr 17 · 54
I Swear
Lost Indeed Apr 17
We will build securities and places where you're safe,
A shelter in the storm, a softly glowing space.
Our love will reign supreme through night and day,
A bond that time won’t tarnish or displace.
No fear can shake what we create and know—
In every breath, our sacred garden grows.

Her love for me, my love for her—pure, bold, and bright—
Is freedom’s flight, is joy in morning’s light.
It sings in silence, dances through the rain,
A radiant fire that warms away the pain.
It is glory, it is whole, it is divine—
Two hearts, unchained, forever intertwined.
Because T is the love of my Life
Apr 17 · 44
Eyes bleed salt water
Lost Indeed Apr 17
This is the moment, hot like flame,
Where I lose track of time and name—
Between the dream and waking aware.
I drift through sleep, both here and there.
My arms reach out looking for your embrace,
But only find the empty space.

Eyes bleed salt water, slow and blue,
A silent storm I’m drifting through.
Reality hums, a distant bell,
My gut twists tales it cannot tell.
This sorrow floats where Shadow's dread,
And I lie still in this half-dead bed.
Lost Indeed Apr 17
The bubbles when I wash your hair
Look like stars caught soft in air.
Tiny galaxies in my hand,
While time forgets to make a stand.

Your smile — oh, it breaks my chest,
Kinder than hope, better than rest.
Sweeter than chocolate, bold like ***,
It strikes my heart and leaves me dumb.

To kiss you feels just like a storm,
Electric, wild, and far from norm.
To miss you — waves that never sleep,
They drag me down, they cut too deep.

And when I think you choose to lay with that one
Whose breath you feel beneath our sun…
It kills me slow, hurts more than I let it seem,
Unthreads my mind at every seam.

But then — you say you still love me,
And stars collapse in ecstasy.
I shine more bright than burning skies,
More hopeful than a priest who cries.

More in love than all the poets knew,
Each verse I write bleeds only you.
For though the pain may rise and run —
You make me brighter than the sun.
T
Apr 17 · 52
Lullabies and Stars
Lost Indeed Apr 17
I dreamt of our children, kind voices like yours,
Singing color and stardust behind sleeping doors.
They'll dance through the cosmos with eyes full of light,
Chasing the stars like I did when young each night.

You, humming lullabies drawn from your soul,
Me, pointing out planets that shimmer and roll.
Their laughter will echo through galaxies might,
A symphony borned out sun and moonlight.

I've poems to read you when we’re silver and slow,
When wrinkles tell stories that only we know.
I'll pass my fingers through your greyed hair,
Like sifting through memories we planted with care.

Oh Darling... I hear the dreams the universe sends,
Like whispers of time and moments that never end.
I read all the signs out loud with a smile,
For I knew I'd find you… it just took a while.
T
Apr 16 · 45
I see our horizon
Lost Indeed Apr 16
Maybe I’m addicted to pain,
To standing alone in the cold, in the rain.
She’s trapped in a world that he built with control,
But I see the flicker — I still feel her soul.

She says that she loves me, can't push me aside,
That thoughts of me grow in the depths where they hide.
She speaks of confusion, of chains she can’t break,
But I see our horizon, I feel the quake.

He plays the messiah, twists heaven to bind,
But no God needs a cage or a silence of mind.
He speaks like a prophet, but preaches control,
While I wait with open hands, heart, and soul.

Time and Time again, fate drew us near,
In quiet collisions, in sweet sunshine and waters crystal clear.
It wasn't by chance — it was something divine,
A rhythm too perfect to not be a sign.

Love isn’t a chain, it’s not meant to confine—
It’s freedom, it’s truth, it’s your heart choosing mine.
It’s not born of guilt or of prayers to cause fear,
But from the heat you feel when your soul feels me.
T
Lost Indeed Apr 16
I don’t know what your silence means,
Did I fall into your past?
Or are you healing, stuck between
The love we had won’t last?
I'm standing here, lost in the noise,
Still holding on, without a choice.

Maybe you're thinking, maybe you're scared,
Or maybe you’re done and just won’t say.
You professed your love and how much you care,
Is there’s still hope or none today.
I’m confused, still feeling you—
Still loving you...
Alone with no clear clue...
Lost Indeed Apr 16
Does your silence mean your no?
Does your hush mean my cold?
Was I not enough, was I too bold?

I really thought we had a chance,
Paths intertwined, our future in advance.
I do apologize if I hurted you in my vain
I'm so sorry for the pain.

I think it's time for me to make my last vow:
To bend my head back and take my last fall.
I solemnly swear to love you all the way—
Till the earth cracks… till the last day.
Is this our last goodbye my shinning star?
Apr 15 · 61
When I'm old
Lost Indeed Apr 15
When I'm old, I’d love to hear you sing,
To fall gently in your lap as I dream.
I would go, as long as your hand is in mine,
And I hope that you are my last sight.

When I'm old, I’d love to see our family,
Like sinking leaves in cold tea—
Their gentle laughs carries your kind eyes,
My curious soul and humor in their minds.

When I'm old, I’ll show you tricks on the porch,
The warm summer breeze lifting your hair as it soars.
I’ll write you poems until my hands grow frail,
And till I die, if you call me—I won’t fail.
Apr 15 · 159
Love is to give...
Lost Indeed Apr 15
I say your name on repeat like a spell,
I beg God in prayer for help.
I cry out to the universe to send you a sign,
I write in stars and constellations of mine.

In sweet fire, harsh blood, and delirious sweat,
Our futures combined—our love is set.
Even now, in your silence so cold,
I still dream of being with you when I'm old.

Maybe that is my cross to bear,
Because love is giving, and mine is theirs.
I will live forever in our gentle twilight,
I will love you kindly, profoundly, eternally...
You are worth the fight.
T
Lost Indeed Apr 15
My biggest fear scream at my pillows loud—
That all I am won’t make her proud.
That love and heart and soul and fight
Will still fall short in her gentle light.

That she might choose, in quiet thought,
A better life where I am not....
And it breaks me just to feel
But I will never bound her to my will
I will never Control, manipulate or change what should be real.

If joy means walking far from me,
I’ll walk the flame.
I'll fade into the dark,
Quietly...
Her happiness means More than my could be—
So I’ll walk the night and set her free.
T
Apr 15 · 52
Dare I
Lost Indeed Apr 15
God tossed us each in weird ways,
Changed our hearts, rewrote our days.
We grew apart, but not alone—
Like roots that came from the same stone.
He rewind the winds, He bent the night,
And still, we feel each other light.

It’s wild how you always crossed my mind,
Like some old song I couldn't find.
Feels like we’re wired from the same spark,
Even when life pulls us apart.
Not chance, not luck—just something true,
Like God’s been pushing me toward you.
T
Apr 15 · 37
If she knew...
Lost Indeed Apr 15
I said the words in the wrong way
What my heart wanted my lips couldn't say.
She read words, but not my soul—
Now silence carves a deeper hole..

I wanted to run until she reached my sights,
Collapse into her arms as I kissed her goodnight
Apologize with aching eyes,
No need for words, no need for lies.

She is a wave I cannot flee,
A love too hungry, it swallows me.
Each breath I take, I fall again,
In bliss and blessed rain.

She is my gravity, my fate—
A black hole dressed in something great.
Love described in heaven's Gate
She is my duo, my love, my soulmate.

I love her. Fiercely. Wild and true.
And if she knew....God if she knew—
She’d see the boy behind the mess,
Just begging for one small "yes."
T
Lost Indeed Apr 15
Even though I only tried
To hold you close, not make you hide.
Now I can only hear your quiet eyes,
And in that hush, my spirit dies.

Your silence wraps me like the night,
No blame, no words — just the fading light.
But I will honor what you need,
No hurt nor chain, no selfish plead.

For love, to me, is not to cage,
But inspiration like your books page to page.
It spreads like stars before the dawn,
An endless sky to dream upon.

I’ll be the ground beneath your climb,
The clock that waits through endless time.
To wonders vast — your voice, your fire,
Deserve the world, deserve the higher.

My love is open — raw and true,
The key of my sorrow is held by you.
I give it freely, come what may,
Forever yours, to keep... to Throw Away..
T
Apr 14 · 47
Til past my last day
Lost Indeed Apr 14
When you're with him, you shrink and hide,
Afraid he'll catch the words you said and the tears you cried.
You walk on glass, you speak in fears,
While I would only kiss you and wipe your tears.

I offer love, not chains or pain,
A gentle love through sun and rain.
Where he brings doubt, I can only bring you peace,
A warmth that begs your soul’s release.

The universe has whispered clear and loud,
In stars and silence, through infite crowds.
So many chances, signs we missed,
But I still dream of you and when we kissed.

And now we stand where roads divide,
I can’t choose for you — though I tried.
This path is yours, and yours alone,
But know you’d never walk unknown.

For even if you walk away,
I’ll love you though my nights and days.
With hope and kindness, I will be...
A quiet fire that sets you free.
T
Apr 14 · 52
I’ll go All the way
Lost Indeed Apr 14
The nights we shared were heaven-spun,
Each star a witness, every breath as one.
The memory of you, still warm in sheets,
Makes silence feel loud, makes dreams repeat.

He plays your heart like it’s a game,
Consuming your spirit, dimming your flame.
He bends your will like shaping a  tree,
But I see your forest, and all you could be.

Let me be the wind beneath your rise,
Let me reflect the fire in your eyes.
Let the cosmos bow, let galaxies spin,
To the power of love that is hunger to begin.

I'm poisoned by hope, and I burn with might,
To show the world our love’s true light.
Creation would tremble, time itself would bend—
If you just give the sign… We shall transcend.

So give me your hand, Give me a heart, Say name,
And I’ll rewrite fate, reforge the flame.
From ashes to stars, from wounds to divine—
I’ll go all the way… if you just give me the sign.
T
Apr 13 · 68
Oh to hear her sing...
Lost Indeed Apr 13
I miss her close, her warmth and grace,
And how the world would halt in place.
Her laughter blessed my darkest hours,
Her inner strength a bloom of flowers.

I miss her smile, my secret spark,
That danced through days and lit the dark.
The way she say my name,
So soft, so sure, yet never the same.

Her voice—it rose, a silver stream,
It stirred the clouds, it forgave my sins.
The heavens leaned to catch her tone,
And I, below, felt less alone.
I swear the sky turned into colors bright,
Her song then became all the light.
The stars bent down to hear her voice—
And in that sound, my heart found his choice.

I miss you... Too long with no see,
Love like hers still sings in me.
T
Lost Indeed Apr 12
I know you need the time to heal,
To breathe, to break, to learn, to deal.
I see your scars, I share your fears,
But know this: I will wait through countless years.

No rush, no chains, no selfish plea,
Just unwavering hope inside of me.
You chose for now to walk alone,
My heart has made your soul its home.

My love—it’s not a temporary breeze,
It’s roaring thunder clashing trees.
It’s scorching sun on desert sand,
It’s every storm you’ll understand.

As sure as gravity pulls the tides,
As time moves on and worlds collide,
It’s fate, it’s fire, it’s written deep—
In cards the readers dare not keep.

The cosmos sings our gentle song,
As the gods have known it all along.
That you and I are threads combined,
Destiny soo strong can't be unwind.

So heal, my love—be whole, be free,
And when you're ready, come to me.
No matter when, no matter where,
In every life, I will be there.

Through stardust roads and deathless skies,
I’ll love you through all my lives.
You are worth it
Apr 12 · 72
Confused and smiling
Lost Indeed Apr 12
She told me for the first time, her voice so clear,
“I love you”—the words I most longed to hear.
And in that moment time stood still,
My heart didn't beat but obeyed her will.

No fairytale, no sharpening flame,
But something wild it can't be named.
So give me proof, a single beat,
To show our bond no force can cheat.

But still I ask with banging head,
Why does she lie in another’s bed?
Confesses tour love still try to runaway,
Why try so hard to keep such force a bay

Confusion spins me like roaring tide,
Yet hope refuses to ever die.
I beg her and stars to send our sign,
To show me once, she is truly mine.
Apr 11 · 53
I should take a break
Lost Indeed Apr 11
I think I will retire
I did not sleep well... And now I'm tired
I think all my verses for her were in vain
Everytime I write I think of her eyes... And that causes me pain
Apr 11 · 46
The darkest day
Lost Indeed Apr 11
I now lay alone in this starless hell,
Where silence hurts more than I care to tell.
You rest beside him, the one who enjoys your hurt.
And I wonder if you miss me and if you ever cared for my hug

You speak of healing and time to mend,
Yet return each night to the one who won’t bend.
Our vows, once whispered in softest tone,
Now gone like leaves the wind has blown.

But even in torment in pinnacle of my pain,
My heart still whispers your sacred name.
And should you reach, and say my name slow,
I’d walk through fire just to know—
That you still feel what once we knew,
A love so intense, so raw, so true.
My warmth won't fade when my flesh is gone,
It lingers, eternal, it carries on.

For love like mine won’t break or sever—
It burns in silence… always, forever.
Apr 10 · 32
Sorrow and Cold Walls
Lost Indeed Apr 10
What wounds me the most, what tears me apart,
Is not just her leaving, but why she’d depart.
Not hate, not a fight, not distance or time—
But that my love wasn't enough...
Feels almost like a crime.

And now I am haunted by all we could be,
By hugs that still echo,
By dreams lost at sea.
She walks with her pain, while I walk alone—
Heart full of love with nowhere to call home.
Lost Indeed Apr 10
He prayed for her pain so she’d crawl to his side,
While I prayed for her joy and love of all kinds.
He needed her broken to feel he was whole—
I wanted her shinning, with peace in her soul.

He loved her for him, for control, for his gain,
I loved her for her, through hardships and rain.
He smiled at her failure, a mask in disguise—
While I bled in silence, still wishing her skies.

For what kind of love would dance on her tears?
Rejoice in her downfall or feed of her fears?
I prefer to be lonely, with grief as my chain,
Than ever be cause of her fall or pain.
He prayed for you to fail...
Apr 10 · 46
I lost...
Lost Indeed Apr 10
I gave her my soul, my heart, my bloom,
A light in our darkness, a voice in my doom.
I’m left with the love that was created for her,
Now useless, now aimless just a messy blur.

She whispered "I love you" like rain on my fire,
Yet runned back to the arms of a cruel, cold liar.
I offered devotion, unwavering, true—
But somehow, my everything was not enough for you.

She chose broken promises, pain wrapped in gold,
While I stood here silent, abandoned and cold.
No anger remains, no flames I can stoke,
Just sorrow that chokes me in silence and smoke.
Lost Indeed Apr 10
I promise to rise through heavy flame,
I'll fight the dark, I'll bear your blame.
For her, I’ll carve a brighter way—
Through every cold night and warm day.

If the gods allow me a bit more time,
I’ll climb back up to you, I’ll lay on you shrine.
Even if pain strike my heart, I will not flee—
As long as my heart call for her in me.

So hear me now... beneath this moon's gaze,
My soul is hers for all my days.
Without her words I can't feel sane
My love for her my eternal flame.

Together, we are  storm and sky,
Neutron stars that never die.
Even through bad weather our love blooms.
In every February, in every June.

I can feel her tears when night turns grey,
The wind will whisper the things she won’t say.
The heaven's reflects her silent cry.
I can feel her pain behind the skies.

I sense her thoughts across the air,
She surrounds me everywhere.
And when Valkyries calls to take my breath,
I’ll beg for her beyond all death.

For in each life, and all to come,
I’ll find her soul my eternal home.
My vows no gods could sever—
She is my always. I am hers forever.
Lost Indeed Apr 10
When night get quiet and the dark grows deep,
Lost shadows steal my ability to sleep,
A whisper haunts the moving air—
The thought that she may never be there.

Her love, once warm, now feels so far,
My goddess of love, my shining star.
Pain now chokes the breath I used to sing,
Oh my lord... she is my everything.

My world turns grey, my steps grow slow,
A weight I never chose to know.
The sky feels lower, walls close in,
Regret and fear crawling beneath my skin.
Apr 10 · 44
Readings
Lost Indeed Apr 10
I asked the cards for a sign,
I begged the heavens for a light.
Magic and constellations showed that you and I
Are parts of the same painting, stars of the same night.
Lost Indeed Apr 9
I see the weight you try to soo hard hide,
the tired waves you hold inside.
And heart ache to pull you near,
I silent my steps, I suppress my fear.

There’s thunder deep inside my chest,
a plea that cannot come to rest.
And though I try to stay composed,
your distance leaves my spirit closed.

You've gotten colder, soft, withdrawn—
like misty air before dawn.
Your heart is full, your mind a blaze,
and I am feeling lost within your maze.
...Are you ok darling? Can I help?
Lost Indeed Apr 9
I've been Pavloved
Obsession
I've been converted
Devotion
I've been addicted
Destruction
I've been activated
Vibration
I've fallen in love
Emotion

I whisper into the night the thoughts that can’t be rhymed
I beg beneath fluorescent lights
For words that can’t be signed

I love you
love you
love you, love
love you
you
love
I
You
T
Apr 8 · 40
Devotee
Lost Indeed Apr 8
I crave being next to you when I sleep.
I yearn to watch you dress.
I miss kissing you when you leave—
Without you in my eyes, I hate what's left.

I want you to consume me,
To swallow me whole.
I need you to see it all:
My new things, and how my room now glows.

I want to show the strength of my shoulders,
And how my arms can lift you up.
Because Heaven is made for two,
And my poetry is only made for you.
T
Apr 7 · 72
Do you?
Lost Indeed Apr 7
Do you feel emotional when you leave?
Because I do.
I think I love more than love is true.
Can you say that you miss me—
Like you said you were falling in love?
Because my life feels incomplete,
Without my heart feels sick.
T
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