I was wrong by charging your tired heart
You need your healing and even If I need to be afar
I Allowed my yearning drown your song,
When all you needed was space all along.

But loving you woke something deep in me,
A gentler heart, a different type of empathy.
I felt more human, more soul, more sky,
Touched by a love that only God knows how to try.

I’ll wait for your kisses, your hugs, your light,
Not out of promise, but when you think is right.
Because my mouth was shaped to say your name.
And my arms were molded to hold your flame.

No contract binds, no heartless chain,
Only the wonder, the joy, love with no pain.
I'll stand by your healing, both near and far,
Loving you for everything you are.

I'm sorry it took me so long to see,
How deep are the storms that affected your tree.
I let my love blur all the view,
Blinded me to the quiet hurting in you.

I missed you so much, I lost my way,
Chasing your smell, day after day.
Forgetting to listen, to hold, to stay —
Not just with words, but in what I say.

I see it now, and I feel the ache,
The careless steps, the hearts they break.
When you're ready, my arms will be wide,
No rush, no race — just time at your side.

I'll love you with patience, fierce and true,
With all the strength I've found anew.
And hold the space you need to mend,
With open hands, until the end.

I will never want you to be alway
To regret things we should have said
Because even in my darkest hour...
You carry my brightest day

There is no easy road to take,
No gentle breeze, no quiet break.
To move ahead is to transform,
To shed the past, outlive the storm.

To change is stepping through the flame,
Not seeking comfort—seeking claim.
Not bound by guilt, nor tied to shame,
It blooms in truth, in fire, in strength—
To love is to take charge, seek length.

Us is not what's left behind,
But hope two hearts are yet to find.
Not sacrifice, but sacred vow—
To build a world that starts with now.

He has no grip, no claim, no right,
You’ve outgrown his chains, you’ve earned your light.
So loose the rope, unlock the door—
You're not who he hurts anymore.

Let go, step through, come taste the air,
It’s not a path without despair.
But every scar that brought you here,
Now sings of strength, not loss or fear.

It’s not easy—no soft bloom—
But love like ours will make more room.
Not in the past, but in what’s real and true:
A future shaped by me and you.

I will seek your face in every crowd,
Your silent laughter , your silence loud.
I will search for scent that matchs your skin,
The way your warmth know how to draw me in.

I will find your eyes in stars above,
Reflections deep, the look of love.
Chase your voice in every sound,
Until your echo’s truly found.

I’d wait past time, let ages fly,
Watch mountains fall and oceans dry.
Stand still while all the stars collapse,
Your name across eternity’s lapse.
Creation’s depth my heart left crude,
For none could ever be like you.

I’d burn through realms, tear through the skies,
To find you once, to hold you twice—
I'd Unmake the laws of gods above,
My soulmate, my forever love.

You said that after we talked, the weight began to lift,
Not paralyzed anymore—your heart began to shift.
You said you saw things clearer, like morning after rain,
You saw that clinging to the past was holding onto pain.

You reaffirmed the feeling, the bond you feel with me,
The hope, the light, the future and all we will be
You said I have your “yes,” it’s strong, it’s beating loud,
But courage takes a moment to rise above the clouds.

I know you built your world with walls so high and wide,
To protect from the storms you had to hide.
But if the price of safety is living half a life,
Then let’s trade fear for freedom, love instead of strife.

You're not letting go of security—just the parts that ache,
Not losing solid ground, but allowing new roots take.
You're not giving up the fortress, just the chains that bind,
You're choosing peace and passion, a love that's real and kind.

Invest in this with me... our laughter, trust, and grace,
Let me show you love that time cannot erase.
You’re not sacrificing safety; you’re setting your soul free,
To bloom in something sacred, between you and me.

So take my hand with courage, you’ve already said the word,
Let’s walk into the story that both our hearts have heard.
Not a fantasy, not fleeting or poetry, but something true and rare.
A love that doesn’t just exist, but deeply lives and dares.

There’s a holiday, my favorite one—
A time of warmth, of joy, and fun.
My favorite day is drawing near,
And I would love to have you here.

Would you be present? Would you come?
To share the laughter, share some ***?
To toast beneath the night $kies,
My glowing hearts and your kind eyes.

Would you allow yourself to see,
What this day truly means to me?
To live it fully, wild and true—
This dream I have… to spend with you.

We will build securities and places where you're safe,
A shelter in the storm, a softly glowing space.
Our love will reign supreme through night and day,
A bond that time won’t tarnish or displace.
No fear can shake what we create and know—
In every breath, our sacred garden grows.

Her love for me, my love for her—pure, bold, and bright—
Is freedom’s flight, is joy in morning’s light.
It sings in silence, dances through the rain,
A radiant fire that warms away the pain.
It is glory, it is whole, it is divine—
Two hearts, unchained, forever intertwined.

This is the moment, hot like flame,
Where I lose track of time and name—
Between the dream and waking aware.
I drift through sleep, both here and there.
My arms reach out looking for your embrace,
But only find the empty space.

Eyes bleed salt water, slow and blue,
A silent storm I’m drifting through.
Reality hums, a distant bell,
My gut twists tales it cannot tell.
This sorrow floats where Shadow's dread,
And I lie still in this half-dead bed.

The bubbles when I wash your hair
Look like stars caught soft in air.
Tiny galaxies in my hand,
While time forgets to make a stand.

Your smile — oh, it breaks my chest,
Kinder than hope, better than rest.
Sweeter than chocolate, bold like ***,
It strikes my heart and leaves me dumb.

To kiss you feels just like a storm,
Electric, wild, and far from norm.
To miss you — waves that never sleep,
They drag me down, they cut too deep.

And when I think you choose to lay with that one
Whose breath you feel beneath our sun…
It kills me slow, hurts more than I let it seem,
Unthreads my mind at every seam.

But then — you say you still love me,
And stars collapse in ecstasy.
I shine more bright than burning skies,
More hopeful than a priest who cries.

More in love than all the poets knew,
Each verse I write bleeds only you.
For though the pain may rise and run —
You make me brighter than the sun.

I dreamt of our children, kind voices like yours,
Singing color and stardust behind sleeping doors.
They'll dance through the cosmos with eyes full of light,
Chasing the stars like I did when young each night.

You, humming lullabies drawn from your soul,
Me, pointing out planets that shimmer and roll.
Their laughter will echo through galaxies might,
A symphony borned out sun and moonlight.

I've poems to read you when we’re silver and slow,
When wrinkles tell stories that only we know.
I'll pass my fingers through your greyed hair,
Like sifting through memories we planted with care.

Oh Darling... I hear the dreams the universe sends,
Like whispers of time and moments that never end.
I read all the signs out loud with a smile,
For I knew I'd find you… it just took a while.

Maybe I’m addicted to pain,
To standing alone in the cold, in the rain.
She’s trapped in a world that he built with control,
But I see the flicker — I still feel her soul.

She says that she loves me, can't push me aside,
That thoughts of me grow in the depths where they hide.
She speaks of confusion, of chains she can’t break,
But I see our horizon, I feel the quake.

He plays the messiah, twists heaven to bind,
But no God needs a cage or a silence of mind.
He speaks like a prophet, but preaches control,
While I wait with open hands, heart, and soul.

Time and Time again, fate drew us near,
In quiet collisions, in sweet sunshine and waters crystal clear.
It wasn't by chance — it was something divine,
A rhythm too perfect to not be a sign.

Love isn’t a chain, it’s not meant to confine—
It’s freedom, it’s truth, it’s your heart choosing mine.
It’s not born of guilt or of prayers to cause fear,
But from the heat you feel when your soul feels me.

I don’t know what your silence means,
Did I fall into your past?
Or are you healing, stuck between
The love we had won’t last?
I'm standing here, lost in the noise,
Still holding on, without a choice.

Maybe you're thinking, maybe you're scared,
Or maybe you’re done and just won’t say.
You professed your love and how much you care,
Is there’s still hope or none today.
I’m confused, still feeling you—
Still loving you...
Alone with no clear clue...

Does your silence mean your no?
Does your hush mean my cold?
Was I not enough, was I too bold?

I really thought we had a chance,
Paths intertwined, our future in advance.
I do apologize if I hurted you in my vain
I'm so sorry for the pain.

I think it's time for me to make my last vow:
To bend my head back and take my last fall.
I solemnly swear to love you all the way—
Till the earth cracks… till the last day.

When I'm old, I’d love to hear you sing,
To fall gently in your lap as I dream.
I would go, as long as your hand is in mine,
And I hope that you are my last sight.

When I'm old, I’d love to see our family,
Like sinking leaves in cold tea—
Their gentle laughs carries your kind eyes,
My curious soul and humor in their minds.

When I'm old, I’ll show you tricks on the porch,
The warm summer breeze lifting your hair as it soars.
I’ll write you poems until my hands grow frail,
And till I die, if you call me—I won’t fail.

I say your name on repeat like a spell,
I beg God in prayer for help.
I cry out to the universe to send you a sign,
I write in stars and constellations of mine.

In sweet fire, harsh blood, and delirious sweat,
Our futures combined—our love is set.
Even now, in your silence so cold,
I still dream of being with you when I'm old.

Maybe that is my cross to bear,
Because love is giving, and mine is theirs.
I will live forever in our gentle twilight,
I will love you kindly, profoundly, eternally...
You are worth the fight.

My biggest fear scream at my pillows loud—
That all I am won’t make her proud.
That love and heart and soul and fight
Will still fall short in her gentle light.

That she might choose, in quiet thought,
A better life where I am not....
And it breaks me just to feel
But I will never bound her to my will
I will never Control, manipulate or change what should be real.

If joy means walking far from me,
I’ll walk the flame.
I'll fade into the dark,
Quietly...
Her happiness means More than my could be—
So I’ll walk the night and set her free.

God tossed us each in weird ways,
Changed our hearts, rewrote our days.
We grew apart, but not alone—
Like roots that came from the same stone.
He rewind the winds, He bent the night,
And still, we feel each other light.

It’s wild how you always crossed my mind,
Like some old song I couldn't find.
Feels like we’re wired from the same spark,
Even when life pulls us apart.
Not chance, not luck—just something true,
Like God’s been pushing me toward you.

I said the words in the wrong way
What my heart wanted my lips couldn't say.
She read words, but not my soul—
Now silence carves a deeper hole..

I wanted to run until she reached my sights,
Collapse into her arms as I kissed her goodnight
Apologize with aching eyes,
No need for words, no need for lies.

She is a wave I cannot flee,
A love too hungry, it swallows me.
Each breath I take, I fall again,
In bliss and blessed rain.

She is my gravity, my fate—
A black hole dressed in something great.
Love described in heaven's Gate
She is my duo, my love, my soulmate.

I love her. Fiercely. Wild and true.
And if she knew....God if she knew—
She’d see the boy behind the mess,
Just begging for one small "yes."

Even though I only tried
To hold you close, not make you hide.
Now I can only hear your quiet eyes,
And in that hush, my spirit dies.

Your silence wraps me like the night,
No blame, no words — just the fading light.
But I will honor what you need,
No hurt nor chain, no selfish plead.

For love, to me, is not to cage,
But inspiration like your books page to page.
It spreads like stars before the dawn,
An endless sky to dream upon.

I’ll be the ground beneath your climb,
The clock that waits through endless time.
To wonders vast — your voice, your fire,
Deserve the world, deserve the higher.

My love is open — raw and true,
The key of my sorrow is held by you.
I give it freely, come what may,
Forever yours, to keep... to Throw Away..

The nights we shared were heaven-spun,
Each star a witness, every breath as one.
The memory of you, still warm in sheets,
Makes silence feel loud, makes dreams repeat.

He plays your heart like it’s a game,
Consuming your spirit, dimming your flame.
He bends your will like shaping a  tree,
But I see your forest, and all you could be.

Let me be the wind beneath your rise,
Let me reflect the fire in your eyes.
Let the cosmos bow, let galaxies spin,
To the power of love that is hunger to begin.

I'm poisoned by hope, and I burn with might,
To show the world our love’s true light.
Creation would tremble, time itself would bend—
If you just give the sign… We shall transcend.

So give me your hand, Give me a heart, Say name,
And I’ll rewrite fate, reforge the flame.
From ashes to stars, from wounds to divine—
I’ll go all the way… if you just give me the sign.

I miss her close, her warmth and grace,
And how the world would halt in place.
Her laughter blessed my darkest hours,
Her inner strength a bloom of flowers.

I miss her smile, my secret spark,
That danced through days and lit the dark.
The way she say my name,
So soft, so sure, yet never the same.

Her voice—it rose, a silver stream,
It stirred the clouds, it forgave my sins.
The heavens leaned to catch her tone,
And I, below, felt less alone.
I swear the sky turned into colors bright,
Her song then became all the light.
The stars bent down to hear her voice—
And in that sound, my heart found his choice.

I miss you... Too long with no see,
Love like hers still sings in me.

I know you need the time to heal,
To breathe, to break, to learn, to deal.
I see your scars, I share your fears,
But know this: I will wait through countless years.

No rush, no chains, no selfish plea,
Just unwavering hope inside of me.
You chose for now to walk alone,
My heart has made your soul its home.

My love—it’s not a temporary breeze,
It’s roaring thunder clashing trees.
It’s scorching sun on desert sand,
It’s every storm you’ll understand.

As sure as gravity pulls the tides,
As time moves on and worlds collide,
It’s fate, it’s fire, it’s written deep—
In cards the readers dare not keep.

The cosmos sings our gentle song,
As the gods have known it all along.
That you and I are threads combined,
Destiny soo strong can't be unwind.

So heal, my love—be whole, be free,
And when you're ready, come to me.
No matter when, no matter where,
In every life, I will be there.

Through stardust roads and deathless skies,
I’ll love you through all my lives.

She told me for the first time, her voice so clear,
“I love you”—the words I most longed to hear.
And in that moment time stood still,
My heart didn't beat but obeyed her will.

No fairytale, no sharpening flame,
But something wild it can't be named.
So give me proof, a single beat,
To show our bond no force can cheat.

But still I ask with banging head,
Why does she lie in another’s bed?
Confesses tour love still try to runaway,
Why try so hard to keep such force a bay

Confusion spins me like roaring tide,
Yet hope refuses to ever die.
I beg her and stars to send our sign,
To show me once, she is truly mine.

I now lay alone in this starless hell,
Where silence hurts more than I care to tell.
You rest beside him, the one who enjoys your hurt.
And I wonder if you miss me and if you ever cared for my hug

You speak of healing and time to mend,
Yet return each night to the one who won’t bend.
Our vows, once whispered in softest tone,
Now gone like leaves the wind has blown.

But even in torment in pinnacle of my pain,
My heart still whispers your sacred name.
And should you reach, and say my name slow,
I’d walk through fire just to know—
That you still feel what once we knew,
A love so intense, so raw, so true.
My warmth won't fade when my flesh is gone,
It lingers, eternal, it carries on.

For love like mine won’t break or sever—
It burns in silence… always, forever.

What wounds me the most, what tears me apart,
Is not just her leaving, but why she’d depart.
Not hate, not a fight, not distance or time—
But that my love wasn't enough...
Feels almost like a crime.

And now I am haunted by all we could be,
By hugs that still echo,
By dreams lost at sea.
She walks with her pain, while I walk alone—
Heart full of love with nowhere to call home.

He prayed for her pain so she’d crawl to his side,
While I prayed for her joy and love of all kinds.
He needed her broken to feel he was whole—
I wanted her shinning, with peace in her soul.

He loved her for him, for control, for his gain,
I loved her for her, through hardships and rain.
He smiled at her failure, a mask in disguise—
While I bled in silence, still wishing her skies.

For what kind of love would dance on her tears?
Rejoice in her downfall or feed of her fears?
I prefer to be lonely, with grief as my chain,
Than ever be cause of her fall or pain.

I promise to rise through heavy flame,
I'll fight the dark, I'll bear your blame.
For her, I’ll carve a brighter way—
Through every cold night and warm day.

If the gods allow me a bit more time,
I’ll climb back up to you, I’ll lay on you shrine.
Even if pain strike my heart, I will not flee—
As long as my heart call for her in me.

So hear me now... beneath this moon's gaze,
My soul is hers for all my days.
Without her words I can't feel sane
My love for her my eternal flame.

Together, we are  storm and sky,
Neutron stars that never die.
Even through bad weather our love blooms.
In every February, in every June.

I can feel her tears when night turns grey,
The wind will whisper the things she won’t say.
The heaven's reflects her silent cry.
I can feel her pain behind the skies.

I sense her thoughts across the air,
She surrounds me everywhere.
And when Valkyries calls to take my breath,
I’ll beg for her beyond all death.

For in each life, and all to come,
I’ll find her soul my eternal home.
My vows no gods could sever—
She is my always. I am hers forever.

When night get quiet and the dark grows deep,
Lost shadows steal my ability to sleep,
A whisper haunts the moving air—
The thought that she may never be there.

Her love, once warm, now feels so far,
My goddess of love, my shining star.
Pain now chokes the breath I used to sing,
Oh my lord... she is my everything.

My world turns grey, my steps grow slow,
A weight I never chose to know.
The sky feels lower, walls close in,
Regret and fear crawling beneath my skin.

I asked the cards for a sign,
I begged the heavens for a light.
Magic and constellations showed that you and I
Are parts of the same painting, stars of the same night.

I see the weight you try to soo hard hide,
the tired waves you hold inside.
And heart ache to pull you near,
I silent my steps, I suppress my fear.

There’s thunder deep inside my chest,
a plea that cannot come to rest.
And though I try to stay composed,
your distance leaves my spirit closed.

You've gotten colder, soft, withdrawn—
like misty air before dawn.
Your heart is full, your mind a blaze,
and I am feeling lost within your maze.
...Are you ok darling? Can I help?

I've been Pavloved
Obsession
I've been converted
Devotion
I've been addicted
Destruction
I've been activated
Vibration
I've fallen in love
Emotion

I whisper into the night the thoughts that can’t be rhymed
I beg beneath fluorescent lights
For words that can’t be signed

I love you
love you
love you, love
love you
you
love
I
You

I crave being next to you when I sleep.
I yearn to watch you dress.
I miss kissing you when you leave—
Without you in my eyes, I hate what's left.

I want you to consume me,
To swallow me whole.
I need you to see it all:
My new things, and how my room now glows.

I want to show the strength of my shoulders,
And how my arms can lift you up.
Because Heaven is made for two,
And my poetry is only made for you.

Do you feel emotional when you leave?
Because I do.
I think I love more than love is true.
Can you say that you miss me—
Like you said you were falling in love?
Because my life feels incomplete,
Without my heart feels sick.

She asked if I had stopped writing.
I said no... I just took a break.
I write when I drift between reality and dream—
But I was with you,
And I just wanted to enjoy the moment.

Now I lie alone, because you left.
You told me not to ask questions,
But you know it kills me—
Doubt is my craft.
Yet I honored your wish,
And kept my mind silent.

Your eyes looked far away,
And you kept checking your phone.
You sat apart from me in the car.
I didn’t want to ask—
Didn’t want to be a broken record
On a lost song.

I will tell you something—
What hurts the most:
I look in my shower and can't see your towel.
I smell the sheets, but they don’t carry your scent.
I miss you like crazy,
And I only have the walls to vent.

I want to scream and come running to you,
To feel your sweet lips on mine,
To feel your arms around me too.

Oh God, I miss seeing her in the morning.
Help me to cope—
It feels like my soul was ripped,
And my brain just needs dope.

You asked how I cope with stress,
And I choked...
I wanted to say, "With your smile,"
But that's not your burden to take.

I want to buy things and give them to you,
I want to hear your dreams and your burdens too.
I want to travel and make your fantasies true—
I just want to love, and be loved by you.

You watch the storm as I observe you think,
Lightning reflected in eyes dark as ink.
Deep oceans rage where I long to drown,
Pulled by the tide of your presence pulling me down.

The winds growl with hunger, but love makes me stay,
I'll shelter your heart when the sky fades to gray.
I'll write with my lips on your forehead delight,
Of how your mouth tastes like heaven in the warm night.

My hands need to dance on the curves of your skin,
Tracing soft rhythms where our passion begins.
Your bed is my mercy, a prayer I confess,
A home where my restless soul finds its rest.

Whisper me your sins, let me taste them whole,
I'll swallow the poison and purify your soul.
Show me your pain, I will bear your weight,
Conquer every sorrow, reveal my fate.

Speak our word, and I’ll run, I’ll rise,
From ashes and embers, reborn in your eyes.
Tell me the truth, I will shatter, remake,
Destroy what binds and the chains that ache.

I will step where no light can be seen,
Drown in your depths, drift in your dream.
If you call, I will fall, embrace the unknown,
For our love is fire—it consumes me from skin to bone.

A thought or dream, no shape or form
Like watching a mighty storm through the window
Memories of lives that weren’t there
With places and people that didn’t share

Oh, Zeus, heal my calling
Send your thunder to ease my pain
The winds of your storm send me falling
Under the symphony of your power, I dream of seeing her again.

Oh, dearest one,
Daughter of the night,
I come clean, seeking an audience with you, divine.
I present my case in red, love, delight,
I give you my soul, a present—yours in might.

Oh, dearest one,
Mother of all seas,
I can't stay ashore; the waves are crushing me.
I will pay my fare—for love’s waves, my fee.
I will sway into the endless void of no sea.

Our love drifts among the spaces in the rhymes,
Shining deep in the hearts of all poets, sublime.
I love your verses and how they speak to me,
I want to show all the poetry no one sees.

I want to tell you that I love you,
But that feels too simple.
I want to read from the letters of the universe,
I want to scream into the void.
I want to cook and dine,
I want to make you breakfast and tell you mine.

In the shadows your presence casts, I long to live.
In the spaces between your fingers, I will reside.
Every word from your lips, I long to taste.
In every melody of your imagination, I want to cry.

Oh, my love, I miss you by my side.
Oh, my dearest, I wait for you through every night.

My most beautiful rose, untamed
I know you hurt… it hurts me the same.
I want to bring you joy and love with no shame.
You asked not to see me… I must keep my love restrained.

Oh, my shining star that sings me to sleep,
I need your love, from your chalice to sip.
I want to tell you my stories till the suns slip.
Without your touch, it feels like an endless pit.

My dearest love, so divine,
My sanity is kept by your eyes.
My soul requires your sight.
My hands, my heart, my body…
...your shrine.

I'll wait for you, through storm of time,
No need for haste when our hearts are intertwined.
You don't bring a single thing,
Just let me hear your spirit sing.

I need you more than breath or bread,
More than the dreams that fill my head.
Your hug outclass the sun’s embrace,
A fire not even the cold can chase.

A love so deep, it brings me from grave,
Accepted by cards, Defying fate
No end could break, no force undo,
I'll wait, my love, I'll wait for you.

Once you give me our sign,
I will come for you, I will kiss on sight
No force can keep me away—
Not death, not night or day.

The walls in my room cannot hold my lament,
My pillows, my clothes, my sheets—all carry your scent.
The night is a cold prison, but my love an eternal flame,
Burning through silence, crying out your name.

Call for me, and I will hear—
through endless storms and souless fear.
I will fight the devil, I will become the night,
Crawling through darkness to hold you tight.

If fate betray us and time slips away,
I’ll carve my love into the break of day.
Bound by no force, no god, no chain—
You call, and I rise again.

What do I do when this feeling hits?
It's Sunday night, and we cannot kiss.
The night just seems so cruel to me,
Leading me to dreams that I cannot see.

I can smell her skin when I close my eyes,
Like a drug of love I cannot fight.
I need to love her, I need to hold her tight,
I need to feel her heat—I need her tonight.