Lost Indeed: Poems

15h · 36

Do you?

Lost Indeed 15h

Do you?

Do you feel emotional when you leave?
Because I do.
I think I love more than love is true.
Can you say that you miss me—
Like you said you were falling in love?
Because my life feels incomplete,
Without my heart feels sick.

T

15h · 35

Our last day

Lost Indeed 15h

Our last day

She asked if I had stopped writing.
I said no... I just took a break.
I write when I drift between reality and dream—
But I was with you,
And I just wanted to enjoy the moment.

Now I lie alone, because you left.
You told me not to ask questions,
But you know it kills me—
Doubt is my craft.
Yet I honored your wish,
And kept my mind silent.

Your eyes looked far away,
And you kept checking your phone.
You sat apart from me in the car.
I didn’t want to ask—
Didn’t want to be a broken record
On a lost song.

T

21h · 157

Dope

Lost Indeed 21h

Dope

I will tell you something—
What hurts the most:
I look in my shower and can't see your towel.
I smell the sheets, but they don’t carry your scent.
I miss you like crazy,
And I only have the walls to vent.

I want to scream and come running to you,
To feel your sweet lips on mine,
To feel your arms around me too.

Oh God, I miss seeing her in the morning.
Help me to cope—
It feels like my soul was ripped,
And my brain just needs dope.

T

3d · 44

The true

Lost Indeed 3d

The true

You asked how I cope with stress,
And I choked...
I wanted to say, "With your smile,"
But that's not your burden to take.

I want to buy things and give them to you,
I want to hear your dreams and your burdens too.
I want to travel and make your fantasies true—
I just want to love, and be loved by you.

T

Mar 26 · 39

Dear Priestess

Lost Indeed Mar 26

Dear Priestess

You watch the storm as I observe you think,
Lightning reflected in eyes dark as ink.
Deep oceans rage where I long to drown,
Pulled by the tide of your presence pulling me down.

The winds growl with hunger, but love makes me stay,
I'll shelter your heart when the sky fades to gray.
I'll write with my lips on your forehead delight,
Of how your mouth tastes like heaven in the warm night.

My hands need to dance on the curves of your skin,
Tracing soft rhythms where our passion begins.
Your bed is my mercy, a prayer I confess,
A home where my restless soul finds its rest.

T

Mar 26 · 38

The Air Conditioner Lights

Lost Indeed Mar 26

The Air Conditioner Lights

Whisper me your sins, let me taste them whole,
I'll swallow the poison and purify your soul.
Show me your pain, I will bear your weight,
Conquer every sorrow, reveal my fate.

Speak our word, and I’ll run, I’ll rise,
From ashes and embers, reborn in your eyes.
Tell me the truth, I will shatter, remake,
Destroy what binds and the chains that ache.

I will step where no light can be seen,
Drown in your depths, drift in your dream.
If you call, I will fall, embrace the unknown,
For our love is fire—it consumes me from skin to bone.

T

Mar 23 · 37

Tempest

Lost Indeed Mar 23

Tempest

A thought or dream, no shape or form
Like watching a mighty storm through the window
Memories of lives that weren’t there
With places and people that didn’t share

Oh, Zeus, heal my calling
Send your thunder to ease my pain
The winds of your storm send me falling
Under the symphony of your power, I dream of seeing her again.

T

Mar 20 · 32

Colors of dark and sea

Lost Indeed Mar 20

Colors of dark and sea

Oh, dearest one,
Daughter of the night,
I come clean, seeking an audience with you, divine.
I present my case in red, love, delight,
I give you my soul, a present—yours in might.

Oh, dearest one,
Mother of all seas,
I can't stay ashore; the waves are crushing me.
I will pay my fare—for love’s waves, my fee.
I will sway into the endless void of no sea.

T

Mar 18 · 68

Sense

Lost Indeed Mar 18

Sense

I can recognize your face in the dark.
I can smell your skin from underwater.
I can hear you call my name from beyond the grave.
Your soul speaks to mine, and I can hear the words your lips didn’t say.

T

Mar 18 · 59

Ramblings of love

Lost Indeed Mar 18

Ramblings of love

Our love drifts among the spaces in the rhymes,
Shining deep in the hearts of all poets, sublime.
I love your verses and how they speak to me,
I want to show all the poetry no one sees.

I want to tell you that I love you,
But that feels too simple.
I want to read from the letters of the universe,
I want to scream into the void.
I want to cook and dine,
I want to make you breakfast and tell you mine.

In the shadows your presence casts, I long to live.
In the spaces between your fingers, I will reside.
Every word from your lips, I long to taste.
In every melody of your imagination, I want to cry.

Oh, my love, I miss you by my side.
Oh, my dearest, I wait for you through every night.

Sempre...T

Mar 18 · 41

Oh... My darling.

Lost Indeed Mar 18

Oh... My darling.

My most beautiful rose, untamed
I know you hurt… it hurts me the same.
I want to bring you joy and love with no shame.
You asked not to see me… I must keep my love restrained.

Oh, my shining star that sings me to sleep,
I need your love, from your chalice to sip.
I want to tell you my stories till the suns slip.
Without your touch, it feels like an endless pit.

My dearest love, so divine,
My sanity is kept by your eyes.
My soul requires your sight.
My hands, my heart, my body…
...your shrine.

T

Mar 18 · 39

No grave can hold my love

Lost Indeed Mar 18

No grave can hold my love

I'll wait for you, through storm of time,
No need for haste when our hearts are intertwined.
You don't bring a single thing,
Just let me hear your spirit sing.

I need you more than breath or bread,
More than the dreams that fill my head.
Your hug outclass the sun’s embrace,
A fire not even the cold can chase.

A love so deep, it brings me from grave,
Accepted by cards, Defying fate
No end could break, no force undo,
I'll wait, my love, I'll wait for you.

T

Mar 17 · 45

Our secret Sign

Lost Indeed Mar 17

Our secret Sign

Once you give me our sign,
I will come for you, I will kiss on sight
No force can keep me away—
Not death, not night or day.

The walls in my room cannot hold my lament,
My pillows, my clothes, my sheets—all carry your scent.
The night is a cold prison, but my love an eternal flame,
Burning through silence, crying out your name.

Call for me, and I will hear—
through endless storms and souless fear.
I will fight the devil, I will become the night,
Crawling through darkness to hold you tight.

If fate betray us and time slips away,
I’ll carve my love into the break of day.
Bound by no force, no god, no chain—
You call, and I rise again.

T

Mar 17 · 187

Drunk on Love

Lost Indeed Mar 17

Drunk on Love

What do I do when this feeling hits?
It's Sunday night, and we cannot kiss.
The night just seems so cruel to me,
Leading me to dreams that I cannot see.

I can smell her skin when I close my eyes,
Like a drug of love I cannot fight.
I need to love her, I need to hold her tight,
I need to feel her heat—I need her tonight.

T

Mar 16 · 26

My dearest

Lost Indeed Mar 16

My dearest

My lips are soft, my fingers true,
both were made to walk on you.
Speak to me, oh goodness of fire,
my intentions are pure, born of desire.

I need to ******* name from your tongue,
to explore the birthplace of all your songs.
I long to give you my humble sacrifice,
offering body, soul, and mind alike.

To travel upon your sacred hills,
and show you the beauty of my solemn will.
Enter you whole and drink from your vine,
as you tremble in pleasure, vibrating in mine.
Scream our incantations into the darkest night,
let me show you my worth, my love, my might.

T

Mar 15 · 51

You want to know how it feels to love her?

Lost Indeed Mar 15

You want to know how it feels to love her?

My love is deep.
My love feels like the sun in my chest.
My love is the music in your ears,
Feels like the morning of a holiday.

My love illuminates and expands.
Oh, my dear...
Oh reader are you sure you want to know how it is to love her?
Are you sure you want to proceed?

My love is the upcoming STORM.
My love feels like the WAVES OF LOST SEAS.
My love BURNS IN THE FIERY PITS OF NEBULAS.
My love CONSUMES AND GROWS.
My love RIPS THROUGH MY SKIN SEARCHING FOR HER.
My love TEARS THE SKY ABOVE.
My love DEVOURS THE BROKEN STARS OF OLD.
My love DELIGHTS IN THE HEAT OF MY CORE.

My love NEEDS LOVING.
My love is the soft rain that irrigates.
My love requires her touch.
My love yearns for her kisses.

My love is her.
I love
her.

T

Mar 15 · 51

Our future looks bright

Lost Indeed Mar 15

Our future looks bright

The tarot whispers, soft and true,
In silver light and golden hue.
The cards unveil what stars have spun—
Our fates entwined, our souls as one.

With every moon, my love expands,
Like growing tides on hidden sands.
Through time and space.
Through night and day,
My heart and My soul.
My heat will wait...
Our future sculpted, Magnificent... Divine—
But only if your hand takes mine.

T

Mar 15 · 222

Friday at 6 pm

Lost Indeed Mar 15

Friday at 6 pm

The cards have spoken, baby,
We cannot lie.
Our love is to be enjoyed
For the beautiful rest of our lives.

With each card that flips,
The universe speaks to me.
From the chalice of love, we shall sip,
And the future where we belong, we shall see.

T

Mar 13 · 76

Lets dance

Lost Indeed Mar 13

Lets dance

Love is not a chain or tomb,
And so, my love, I give you room.
If silence calls and if you must go,
I'll bear the weight, endure the fall.

And if your choice shall cast me low,
If my destiny leads me into your quiet no,
I'll wait even in deserts, starved of all sounds,
Even in storms where light will never be found.

I'll wait in fire, in the depths of hell,
Forever bound beneath your spell.
So make your choice—come with me forever dance—
For soulmates may burn, but will never end.

T

Mar 13 · 42

My restless soul

Lost Indeed Mar 13

My restless soul

I vow to give you all of me,
To set you wild, to set you free.
Step close, let go, just take my hand,
And love will be our promised land.

I crave your body, your voice, your whole,
Your lips—the scripture of my soul.
Your voice—the poetry my heart recites,
Your smile—the eclipse that births my nights.

The stars may go out, the seas may rise,
Yet still, I suffer beneath dark skies.
My restless soul, a love untamed,
Our fate unwritten, yet proclaimed.

T

Mar 13 · 52

Architect of Fate

Lost Indeed Mar 13

Architect of Fate

The tarot turns, but I decide,
For I am fate, I am the night.
The Devil’s card, the Lovers’ flame—
All lines of fate spell out your name.

Death and the dark bring me no fear,
They are nothing, like when you aren’t near.
No storm burns as wild as my desire,
No sin is as sweet as love on fire.

So make your choice, but know the truth—
I would burn the world to be with you.
For fate is ours, and stars will bend,
Because in your arms, I shall meet my end.

T

Mar 13 · 47

Do you dare touch infinity?

Lost Indeed Mar 13

Do you dare touch infinity?

You ******* fire in the cold night,
I know you crave my dark, you need my light.
No gentle hands, no whispered lies,
Just the truth that burns in our endless skies.

I pull you deep as gravity ties,
I swear to set your soul alight,
To write eternity across your skin—
You know my sun, your wildest dream.

One step...
That is all...
A single breath,
And I’m yours to take.
So tell me, love—
For love like this can’t be undone,
Because our hearts, in fire, were fused as one.

T

Mar 12 · 47

My arms crave your embrace

Lost Indeed Mar 12

My arms crave your embrace

In my embrace, where you belong,
Love burns deep, forever strong.
Over the stars, beyond the sea,
Vows unbroken, just you and me.
Every moment, night or day,
Years may pass, but my love won’t fade.
Our hearts beat in an endless tune,
Underneath all the suns and moons.
Time stands still when I see your eyes,
All I need is you—my soulmate, my prize.
Through fire, my love shines ever bright,
In your arms, my soul ignites.

T

Mar 12 · 254

My Vow, My Oath, My Love

Lost Indeed Mar 12

My Vow, My Oath, My Love

I stand unwavering, bound by fate,
Through the storm of your silence, I will wait.
No dusk or dawn can dim my fire,
Because love like mine doesn’t expire.

No distance breaks, no time betrays,
My heart is hers through endless days.
Even with a broken soul, my vow remains,
Through love, through loss, and through pain.

T

Mar 12 · 39

Forgive me

Lost Indeed Mar 12

Forgive me

Am I asking for too much?
I just want to feel your love openly.
Why does every day without you hurt?
I will give you my soul wholeheartedly.

Please forgive me for causing pain,
I promise you, it was never my intention.
Because in this world of no saints,
I feel your touch in every word, every poem, every mention.

T

Mar 10 · 61

Promise me

Lost Indeed Mar 10

Promise me

I lay alone in my endless pit,
My head on a pillow, my mind won’t sit.
But sleep is slowly taking me,
And in the depths of dreams, your eyes I hope to see.

I don’t want to sleep tonight,
Because I fear that come tomorrow,
You’ll say goodbye.

T

Mar 10 · 42

It is you... Always

Lost Indeed Mar 10

It is you... Always

If I could list all the things you make me feel,
  I’d write them in stars with my hands of steel.
But I can try...
Exuberance
Transcendence
Devotion
Depth
Gravity
Poetry
Longing
Sorrow
Addiction
Desire
Love...

T

I would speak a thousand languages
In ten thousand lifetimes,
I would not be able to reach half of
What my heart feels between the lines.

T

Mar 10 · 39

Sorrow

Lost Indeed Mar 10

Sorrow

I want to call,
I want you to send me things,
But you asked me not to.
I just want to be loved by you—

If I cried out loud every time I missed you,
I’d punch a hole through my throat and soul too.
If I tried to grasp how much I love you,
I’d die a thousand thousand times without scratching the truth.

T

Mar 10 · 51

How Far Will I Go

Lost Indeed Mar 10

How Far Will I Go

I will hunt down the stars
That dim your face.
I will burn down
The planets where you aren't praised.

I will destroy all realities
That forgot your smile.
I will show the universe
That loving you is worthwhile.

T

Mar 9 · 52

I Wonder

Lost Indeed Mar 9

I Wonder

I wonder
How my name tastes in your mouth,
And if you still say it when you are alone.

I wonder
If you think of me when you look south,
And if you see my eyes when you moan.

I wonder
If, without me, your life has salt,
And if you are ready for the love I've shown.

T

Mar 9 · 56

Sunday Blue

Lost Indeed Mar 9

Sunday Blue

It's not even evening,
And I need to lie by your side.
Sunday devoided of meaning,
My longing comes like the tides—
It starts in the morning
And consumes me at night.

T

Mar 9 · 78

I hate weekends

Lost Indeed Mar 9

I hate weekends

When silence lingers, I feel like Im about to fall,
like autumn leaves with no wind at all.
The world tilts, the ground goes away,
lost in the echoes of words we don’t say.

Mar 8 · 2.0k

I Miss you

Lost Indeed Mar 8

I Miss you

Today was a good day,
but I missed you by my side.
Yesterday was a bad day,
and I longed for your hand in mine.

Now tomorrow is on its way too
I don’t know what it will be,
but I know I’ll be missing you.

T

Mar 7 · 59

Good morning Darling

Lost Indeed Mar 7

Good morning Darling

As dawn unfolds in golden light,
I wake with you still in sight.
Not just in dreams where our love runs free,
But in my heart, where you'll always be.

I whisper prayers in morning’s hue,
Each word blessing you.
Let my love envolve you tight,
Growing stronger with each passing night.

It is always T

Mar 7 · 132

Allow me to Love you

Lost Indeed Mar 7

Allow me to Love you

In every moment I exist, I miss you,
And for some reason, I feel you miss me too.
I'm tired of the ordinary,
With you, my bed becomes our sanctuary.

I hope one day you give our future a chance.
In all my dreams, you are the only one I dance.
Even the angels high in the clouds
Are jealous of the love that we have found.

Mar 6 · 60

I still wait

Lost Indeed Mar 6

I still wait

I am trapped by my emotions,
Between pain and devotion.
Ready to let you go,
Yet incapable of saying so.

Even now, I wait for your messages,
And I still hope you will call.
I know I just don’t get it—
How can you be so ready to fly, yet scared to fall?

Mar 6 · 43

Answers

Lost Indeed Mar 6

Answers

Why do you refuse my love?
Why don’t you believe I’m enough?
Why don’t you allow me to take care of you?
Why do you choose to be hurt?
Why can't I stop loving you?
Why does my room still hold your scent?
Why do my clothes still carry your embrace?
Why don’t you trust me?
Why are you so scared of the future?
Why can't I stop smoking?
Why can't I let you go?
Why do I keep hurting myself by loving you?
And why do I ******* love doing so?

You can tell me no,
Scream that you hate me—
I will wait for you,
With the love you deserve,
With an intensity only I know how to give.

I challenge you to forget me.
I propose a bargain with God:
Let me see you one more time,
And I will show you all the future lines.

Mar 6 · 48

Every night

Lost Indeed Mar 6

Every night

In the end, my death was in vain
Because even after all she told me,
She still chose another man.

I believe you when you say you still love me,
But it cuts so deep,
Because every night, your face is still the only thing I see.

Mar 5 · 76

Lost cause

Lost Indeed Mar 5

Lost cause

I take solace in the glass castle I built,
A smoke-filled room,
Unused pieces of silk.

I need to numb myself,
Or I will combust.
Unfortunately, this is the hand that was dealt,
The universe is simply unjust.

Mar 5 · 47

Lost Future

Lost Indeed Mar 5

Lost Future

I wanted to scream,
To yell and hate,
But you invoke only love in me.
I think pain has always been my fate.

Our game has been played,
And "no" has always been your answer.
I had hope you would choose the future we could make,
I keep searching for happiness, but that hope just grows fainter.

Mar 5 · 311

The price

Lost Indeed Mar 5

The price

Maybe it was my fault.
Maybe I'm the problem.
I'm tired now and full of doubt.
I'm lost, stuck in this solemn.

I think I was born to be hurt.
It hurts so deep when your name I say
Maybe I'm not supposed to be loved.
Maybe this is just my price to pay.

Mar 5 · 47

I'm hurt

Lost Indeed Mar 5

I'm hurt

Sometimes I think you enjoy hurting me
And I wished I could hate you.
All I ever wanted was to make you see
That I could bring you happiness too

Mar 4 · 55

One word

Lost Indeed Mar 4

One word

You call me,
I will answer.
You crave my touch,
I will come.
You need my voice,
I will scream.
In the darkness of your eyes,
I am seen.

T

Mar 4 · 39

After hours

Lost Indeed Mar 4

After hours

The smoke leaves my lungs
As your eyes pierce my soul.
My name in your mouth is sung—
I'm addicted to the way you make me whole.

T

Mar 4 · 51

Muse

Lost Indeed Mar 4

Muse

I can't stop typing,
My soul craves your poetry.
In the bedsheets, I heard rhyming—
Your heartbeats, a song just for me.

T

Mar 4 · 44

Shapes

Lost Indeed Mar 4

Shapes

I saw your form in the darkness of my room,
The shape of your body, my sea.
And your eyes are my moon—
The most beautiful thing I have seen.

T

Mar 3 · 56

A chance to be loved by you

Lost Indeed Mar 3

A chance to be loved by you

The smoke in the window knows your name,
And the stars are tired of me describing your smile.
The ash remembers how I cried in shame,
And not fighting for you before makes me vile.

No more, I say,
As I yell at the storm.
Because if you let me, I will stay,
And forever praise your heavenly form.

T

Mar 3 · 143

It will be ok

Lost Indeed Mar 3

It will be ok

Dark clouds and cold weather,
It's okay, baby, I got you.
I always carry an umbrella,
And I brought you a sweater too.

If I told you the rain wouldn't wet,
And that the sea would stay calm,
I've wanted you since the day we met,
Like it was written in a lost psalm.

T

Mar 3 · 54

Sundays

Lost Indeed Mar 3

Sundays

I know you got dreams
I go them too
The thing for me
Is that my dreams always involve you.

T

Feb 28 · 276

Thank you enchantress.

Lost Indeed Feb 28

Thank you enchantress.

I feel like I can see colors now,
As my world finds its missing piece.
From the depths of my soul, I vow
To cherish you with every heartbeat.

You are engraved in my heart,
Written deep within my soul,
Marked upon my very being—
In my life, you are the goal.