I fight this urge to say this to you,
I fight to say, "Hey, look at your new girlfriends' phone,"
I fight the curiosity that lies behind that blonde hair of hers,

Nobody knew that when I was with you that I cried myself to sleep every night,
Everyday I would wake up and still remember that night that you slapped me for the first time,
You said that you didn't mean to,
Was this true? Maybe?
I can't seem to wonder why I have went through so many relationships that were actually abusive relationships,

You said, " I LOVE YOU," but I don't know if you actually did,
This reminder of you has brought me to complete hell,

Is this Relationship that I'm in now the right one?....