Your phone is full
Of messages from me
And somehow
You never see?
My trust is earned
Its never been free
You deceived and betrayed
And stole the key
Kept it away
Even after my plea
Now I watch as you throw it
Into the sea
Lost forever
Just like me

Leave me in a
Quiet
Empty
Lonely
Dark
Room
Its okay
Because my mind will never leave me alone
Inside it's
Blasting
Crammed
Diverse
Shining

I can never seem
To control my mind
That is why
If you hear me mumble
"Shut Up."
Ignore me
Im not talking to you
Im talking to my thoughts

Hurtling around in my mind
Knowledge I can only sense
Passing by in an instant of wisdom
Things that I will never really know
I know before I really understand
Or do I understand before I really know?

My hands
Too slow to write
Cannot keep up with my thoughts
My lips
Too slow to speak
Cannot keep up with my thoughts
My mind
Too slow to understand
Cannot keep up with my thoughts
If I myself cannot keep up with my thoughts,
Why should you?

I thought you were the key
That opened my **** lock
The one to set me free
After the turns on the clock
But soon I will see
What a sadly small shock
You not knowing me
Sent through me like a knock

You think you know me
Take another look
The mask I wear
Is now falling free
I can still try and hide
But the truth will forever follow me
To my grave
And I hope
To yours too