My tears flow freely
I should have know
Should havw guessed
That you'd break my heart
But I was too stupid to see
To blind
But his time around
I'll be more careful
I know in my heart that I mean it
I've lost my heart
But that's ok
I've been trying to fix it
But now
I just don't care
So break it
There's not much left anyways

You picked me up
You threw me down
I can't fight this anymore
My body hurts
My heart is broken
Where did I go wrong?
How did it lead to this?
But thats not the sad part
The sad part is...
I'd still take you back

I'll be leaving soon
Do don't worry
Ill be happy soon
So don't cry
I'll write a note.
Don't worry, it's not your fault
I don't belong here
But you do
So don't come looking for me
I'll be gone by the time you read this
I'll be singing and dancing
Watching over you
I promise I'll wait for you
I'll meet you at the gate when it's your time
But it's not your time yet
Now its my time
I must be going
Farewell
I love you mom
I love you dad
I love you brothers and relatives
Please don't cry
Please don't worry
I'll be fine soon
I'll be home
I love you
I'll see you soon

I lay on my bed
Wearing my best dress
I dolled up my hair so pretty
But I'm cold
It's so cold here
Out this far
In this deep
I didn't think I'd be this dark
This lonely
I wish I could take it back...
Put down the razors
Put up the pills
Drain the water
But it's too late now
I'm too far gone
Too far gone to save
I regret it now that I know
I wish I could have held you one last time
Told you I love you
Told you it wasn't because of you that I'm gone
I'm sorry...
But im too far gone to save now

Shut your mouth
Shut your ******* mouth
You don't know me
You don't know what I went through
Or what I go through
Don't talk about me
I hear what you say
Just shut your ******* mouth
I'm not a *****
I'm not disgusting
Im not *******
I'm not what you say I am
You don't know me
Because
Im just me