What do you use to help you cope?
What means of happiness help you escape from this world or this reality?
You use it so much does it still feel the same?
You feel relief but do you feel content?
Can it be something conventional like ***, extravagance, drugs, alcohol?
Or can it be something unusual like self harm, blades, toxic thinking, or blood running down your skin?
Does it help to get rid of it or block what bother you?
Or does it hurt and over power whatever is making you feel bad?
Maybe it just make you numb?
Sometimes it's temporary but is it wrong or misuse?
A lot of the times it's permanent but if it keep your demons at bay does it count as abuse?
We all need something to help us cope with this life
We all need something to make us feel right

When all is wrong and nothing feels right. You don't have to be nice but make sure to put up a fight.

When your defenses are up and your guard is a must.
In this world theirs no one you can trust.

If they don't like nothing about you and your personality is to raw.
Make them understand it's who you are and its your law.

You don't waste time, redirect pain and avoid mistakes.
No more second chances, you pre judge and stay away from the fake.

If those who don't deserve you can't wait for your decision.
Continue living for yourself will be your only mission.

You promise you'll hurt me bad but keep me in your arms.
I accept the pain and being a ******* I return it in pleasure.
Being with you I pretty much sold my soul.
A bargain that make no sense but I can see myself with you.
You can't return love properly but you can make me feel so good.
I have many reasons not to stay and many reasons to have you sent away.
My heart and mind are tightly chained so I can't leave.
I never react or get tired of the thing you do to me but sometimes I do get scared.
Can I just wrap my arms around you and make you become sane for a minute?
Can this be the day you realize that I'm not against you?
Your condition won't allow you to be happy and your anger is always taken out on me.
Just know that I'm hurting but not the one suffering.
Just know that I will die for you and because of you.

Its easy to seek help and comfort when your in need but it is hard to ask someone if they need the same thing.

Its easy to numb ourselves with drugs and alcohol but it is hard for us to be delivered from our pain.

Its easy to be lonely and keep to ourselves but it is hard to find love especially when we deserve it.

Its easy to have a bunch of people in your circle but it is hard to trust them and it is hard to keep them in your life

Its easy to forgive those who have done us harm but it is hard to get rid of those awful memories

It easy for all of us to die but it is hard for all of us to really live our lives.

You are an awesome person.
You came a long way you face a lot of obstacle.
The people you love and hate have mold you to this person that you never thought you'll ever become.

The hurtful words they use that suppose to cut and rip you apart have instead shape you into a goddess of beauty, intelligence, maternity, and consideration.

Don't ever discontinue your way don't ever let that one person rob you of who you are.
You strength will be put to the test, your intelligence and integrity will always be tried.

Acknowledge who you are, remember how far you come.
Make sure the love you receive is reciprocate by 2 fold, even to those who are unfamiliar.