My father where are you when I need you the most. Please forgive me for I am about to lose myself. I'm afraid my other side is winning and I will be lost forever. Without you by my side I will loses all sense of discrimination. Friend, family, and the innocent I will tear them apart all the same. Your words keep me in place and your presence help me hold on to my sanity but now you are gone I have nothing to restrain me. I will break all that is peaceful and bring pain to this world

SWEETNESS IS HER NAME, SHE IS THE STAR ABOVE THE EARTH WHEN IT DARK

STRAWBERRY ARE HER LIPS AND I WANT TO LAY MINES UPON

EYES AS BEATIFUL AS THE SUN RISE AND HER BREATH GENTLE AS A BREEZE

HER HAIR AS IF LAYING YOUR HANDS ON THE SURFACE OF AN ARTIC WATER IN A HOT SUMMER DAY

SHE SMELL OF A DOZEN ROSES AND A SMILE WHITE AS SNOW

HER LOVE IS FAIR, HER LOVE CAN CAUSE WARS

I DON'T CARE JUST WANT TO STOP HAVING HER IN MY FANTASY AND HAVE HER IN MY ARMS

I ask question that no one care to ask
I will answer those question you’re so curious to know

Instead of reaching to the star I will actually touch them.
Instead of keeping my head up I will use my last ounce of strength to lift the heads of others

I express what I say without words and hope many will follow my actions.
I retrace my steps of the times when I was moving forward.

My only weakness is you not allowing me to help
The only thing I do wrong to you is not showing you enough

If its life that you’re afraid of then why don't you jump in fear?
To face your fear I'm not the one to talk just turn to a mirror and tell that person everything that they want to hear.

Now close your eyes and let what I whisper go through your ear get process in your brain, get tangled with your soul, then bond with your spirit and shatter your thoughts. After that give it some time.

Now open your eyes and tell everyone you what you saw?

When I pray I make sure to keep you in mind.
Every time I get hurt I think of you so my soul can leave my body.

What power you have to slay that demon I’m becoming?
And that so called sword of yours is not only a weapon but an extension of your heart.

I fall deep into yours words and get caught up in your thoughts.
And I become paralyze whenever you touch me then my heart begin to shutdown.

Your warm breath chills when it reaches my cold skin.
And my tears steams before it hits you.

It hurts my eyes to stare at you directly, I guess because of my dark ways.
Sometimes I have to sip my drinks or else I drown in it because I feel overwhelm when I’m near you.

I promise not to let you down in what you work so hard making what we are now
As long you promise not to let me down in what I am trying to become.

YOUR WORDS HAVE BLEACH MY SOUL.
YOU PUT ME TO SLUMBER AND HAVE AWAKEN ANOTHER

WHAT AM I BLINDED BY BECAUSE I SEE NO LIGHT.
I CONSTANTLY ***** MY HANDS FOR I CAN WASH THEM IN YOUR KINDNESS

WHY DO I HEAR YOU WHISPER EVEN WHEN YOUR NOT THERE?
WHY DO YOUR PRESENCE CHANGE MY BREATHING AND WHY DOES IT PULL ME DOWN MORE THAN GRAVITY?

ARE YOU AWARE OF THESE SIGNS, I HOPE IT NOT THAT OBVIOUS?
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU BY MY WEAKNESS OF INFATUATION

I WANT TO BE AROUND YOU LIKE THE SUN IS FOR THE DAY
WARMING UP IS HARD BEING COLD IS EASY BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE NEITHER TO YOU

If I am winter than you are summer, You warm up the heart of everyone while I make them cold and I bring depression.

If I'm the moon then you are the sun, I darken everyone day while you bighten theirs. I make them crazy and you make them sane.

Why are we so opposite what do we have in common, What can you see that I can't see

You stare into the eyes of everyone you talk to while I look away

You open your arms to everyone that need it and I keep mines close and keep my distances

Even though the street may look gray but every step you take the colors from underneath your shoes pave the street

We may be different but we still manage to stay together what can really separate us

Will I exist if I didn't have you or will you exist if you didn't have me

With every existent their an equal opposite