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KillerKhooler Apr 2015
I strain my eyes wide open while your deep in sleep
I stay awake for your nightmare I will keep

Pulling a world of pain away from you is my intent
I have to serve my time to keep you content

As you live on and I get stronger day by day.
Your selfish and petty battles I will risk my life away.

Whatever my body can take and whatever I can prevent.
I always lift my head and the negative thoughts I pent.

Never ask why try not to make sense of your demand  
I only accept your words and do as I’m command

Never be a night never day will your body hit the ground
For this promise I am still bound

I use metaphors and action to explain what I am in the light
Until time is done with us and death swing his blade, only I can do you right
I don't really make my poem rhyme but it was flowing to my head like crazy
KillerKhooler Apr 2015
You swear you can see my halo under the sun light.

But I believe it hang on my horn.

Your presence doesn't have any influence over my will.

My feelings for you doesn't equal to the way your is for me.

Your touch are soft and gentle but doesn't mean much to me.

Your love embrace me in every way but I don't deserve it.

I waste my time on giving you something so false because I devour attention without considering you.

When you stare into my eyes you see my soul.

When I stare into yours I see right through you.

I can no longer watch as you take in something that not real and I can no longer watch myself as I continue my guilty ways.

I wonder if I told you the truth who would suffer more me or you?
KillerKhooler Apr 2015
Sometimes I wonder why my head keep positive but the negative take hold of my body
My heart in the right place but I’m in hell

Doing what benefit her I have to drag this situation
Taking this medication to sacrifice my nature

Short fights, great ***, and some sleep make the next day better

Thing are getting better for her and worse for me
She doesn’t have any worries and I’m so focus on the consequence
KillerKhooler Apr 2015
You said you can read my soul so tell me what words do you see
Why are you the first to see it when everyone else had to listen for it?

Navigate into my eyes and let me see what you see
I help you aim your hand to reach out so you can connect

Don’t get to close and don’t be afraid I want you to be ready by time not by force
I want you to see me under the right light but I fear that light is dimming

Not knowing if you’re doing too much or too little is never good for the mind
The effects of this situation is working its way from my head to the rest of my system

I’ll sell my soul but I did it in the past I’ll rip out my heart but who would I give it to after you
Moving on would be easy to do too bad moving on would lead me to another you
KillerKhooler Apr 2015
I understand how it feels to have love in my life
I even accept what it turn me into after all the fights
Start of so well in the beginning that how it get you then put you in a test in the end
My head can never make sense of it, my heart just keep getting scars, and my body walk when thing start to get intense
I can never hate the person that’s involve but just the action between us
After a curtain amount of time another victim I fall in love with and it feels better then what you have
So I can never settle for one person not even two
Past relationships haunts my mind and make me reconsider some future one
but thinking of what wait for me in the future make me want to pursue it more
KillerKhooler Apr 2015
What you want isn’t the same as what I’m looking for
I push your love aside and go straight to what I desire
I look into my own eyes to seek for something deeper
Also try to abandon my hunger for lust but nothing can stop the real me  
Agreeing to my will give me so much pleasure it feed my pride
So much company the thought of loneliness never come to mind
Don’t blame me for hurting you it just my instincts
If you don’t like the way I treat you why come back for more
KillerKhooler Apr 2015
You tell me all of your secret, I know everything about you
My horrible habit forcing me to move on

I no longer pay attention to you, their nothing new about you
I’ve done my time with you and it time to let you go

Letting you go made you want me even more
The more of me you want the more intense the rejection

All I do is avoid my eyes when you in sight
The memories sometimes take over and I end up talking to you

I bet you wish for me to crawl on my knees and ask for you back
Reality and fantasy can happened but cannot be mix

Fate had made it clear to me and now your in the list of what I miss
You and I move from one to the next to the next

All I can say is some of them don’t compare
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