I fell in love with a girl and then she told me she likes this boy.
And my heart shattered into tiny pieces but i just smiled and thought to myself i did this already with my ex i can do this with you.
it shouldnt have hurt as much but my heart knew the truth that i loved her more than him.
so when my hurt shattered with her i didnt pick up pieces because i didnt want to love again if they were all going to leave like her.

the horrid evil
is someone who was so delicate and fragile
until the beautiful good came and broke him
the real evil is the man that everyone says is good
since he had cracked open evil
he let evil's ugly demons out
for all evil could do was sit there and watch until
everyone knew he was the worst thing alive
for he could not be called human for all the mistakes he had made
while the beautiful man was called good for he had no imperfections
and deep inside he hid all the horrid things he did to evil
for he started to call evil a horrid thing
and that was his new name horrid evil
the beautiful good loved being the most perfect good there was
so he wanted someone who was horrid and evil to compare him to.

that is why i broke you he told horrid evil as a tear slid down
while horrid evil just sat there in shocked
moments later beautiful good felt some arms embrace him
and at that moment he knew horrid evil was even more beautiful and good than he could ever be.
with a shaky breath he said his last words to horrid evil
and thats how horrid evil became who he was and lived up to his name.

His eyes are the most precious
it compliments his smile
His whole face brights up
his eyes glimmer
a melodic sound comes from him
and I wish time could stop
this is what I fell in love with
the man of my dreams is someone who I can stare at and melt
we locked eyes
my heart beats a little faster
I cant let you stare into soul
cause then you'll see how much you mean to me
and then you'll walk away.

i bring myself to my knees
and tell the woman in front of me
please take me to the other side
then she tells me
why are you here at my feet
you should be over there enjoying life.
and that is when i start to cry
and tell her its because they broke my heart and im burning inside
that is when she takes me
and tells me it gonna be alright.

The wonders of poems
I find them quite hilarious to be honest
You must think i'm crazy
I mean i use to hate poems
They were hard to understand
My mind had yet to learn the wonders and beautiful meanings behind these words
This is why i find them funny
They can mean anything
A poem is words trying to say something but in a jumble
You gotta let yourself be free with it
Cause if you think about in clean cut you will get nowhere
There messy, you got to find your way through them
Its hard but it all clicks as soon as you see them in a different perspective
There wise words these writers write poems to tell story without reading book
To show emotions without seeing them
To feel them once again
Because poems are like life
It hurts, makes you cry at times
Makes you smile
Reminds you of a long forgotten moment
Poem can be confusing and so is life
But the author chose those specific words in that certain pattern for a reason
So you just have to try and understand them as they go
Just like the harsh moments in life and the beautiful ones that come right after it.

I wish I could text you about all the **** that's happening to me.
You're still my home
I know if i felt that then i shouldnt have left you but I did cause you are toxic and I am toxic to you
We were both in a relationship that was highly toxic for both.
So I took my turn to leave.
And now my heart yearns for you
My heart hates it but it's ok because it's better to love you when you're far away from me.

You're this ghost in my head
in my heart
you're everywhere
but nowhere
i constantly think of you
And i wonder if you're alright
if you're happy
or if you have found someone new
but i ended it
i shouldn't be asking these questions
you're like an unfinished chapter that i forgot to read
why cant i get over you
your like a painting that was never finished
a sentence that got interrupted and was never spoken of again
you're that person that will forever be in my head
You're my unfinished love.

I threw myself at your feet
while the only thing you ever did for me
was step on me in my sleep
and all i ever did for you was love you so deep.

the little hope i had
has now been banished from my life
why
because you've hurt me again
on valentine's day
the worst day you could have hurt me
we argue now on every single day
no matter where we are
no matter what time it is
how are we suppose to take this any longer
i know you're hurting
but ill be selfish and say
i hurt the most today

anxious minds
in heavy binds
timeless time passes
while I stand in ashes
knowing you have something to say
and i having to wait
in this heap of nothingness
baby don't tell me this was meaningless.

Five minutes at night
I wait for you to come home
you never come, though.

why do i still cry over you
why do i still want to hear your voice
why do i still want to see your smile
why do i still feel like i am not enough for you
why do i still want you to love me
why do i still love you
why do i keep on falling in your game
why do you keep on playing me
cant you see that i am hurting
why do you want to hurt me
if I've did nothing to you
why do you keep on hurting me

To write hate on her arms was a disgrace,
But to write hate on her legs was like an embrace,
For her legs will not be seen by the pervy eyes that reach for her soul,
Only her eyes would know,
What is underneath her clothes.

You say you don't want to hurt me
but you do things that say otherwise
I know what I signed up for when I agreed to be with you
I know I also signed my fate to never love anyone again
but you don't want to hurt me
and I think you hide behind that phrase like a coward
waiting in disguise
knowing you never wanted to be mine.