Last night
i broke myself
and for the first time i thought that i was alright
and my bad
i held my breath for a little to long
and now I'm barley alive.
but there is still something that i wish for
to be held like ive been missed for forever
let me just stay here with you forever

I've held so much anger
and I've held so much sadness and pain
just with remembering
but now every time i remember your beautiful face
i happily remember the beautiful moments we had
and remember how happy you made me feel
i no longer feel bitter
im just thankful for the magical moments we had
i hope i made your just as magical as you did mine.

constantly being chained
to the memories of our exchange
is something I failed to explain
to others because it is so strange
I've come to complain
of our existence because I wish it wasn't framed
in my head where I'm constantly reminded of what we became
I'm trying to move on but like I said I'm chained.

the fiery passion in my chest
is no longer coming from my heart
but from this complete mess
this fire is eagerly consuming me
little by little turning me into something different
something like summer turning into winter
where it becomes a little bit colder
where everything is still and almost dead
but still quite beautiful

all the things that made me fall for you
were so idiotic and dumb
your idiotic smile
your idiotic laugh
your idiotic jokes
your idiotic hair
your idiotic voice
your idiotic personality that was filled with so much love
all of that made me fall idiotically in your arms
and now that you're gone, you've left an
idiotic mess behind.

A Ford Ranger truck has become my demise
For it has ruined my luxurious Mercedes-Benz car
a Ford Ranger truck has become something I despised
because it has ruined my life
because who drove it was the love of my life
but he left me for some other wife.

I threw myself at your feet
while the only thing you ever did for me
was step on me in my sleep
and all i ever did for you was love you so deep.