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Kelly Diaz Dec 2023
Wanting to be in your arms
wanting to be with you
wanting to feel you
wanting to feel loved by you
is a luxury that I failed to protect
a luxury that I will never feel again
a luxury someone else will enjoy
I'm still in love with that luxury
I'm still in love with you
Kelly Diaz Dec 2023
it's scary to let yourself be in embraced
and let go of yourself without any trace
of restraint, we haven't achieved that fear
it has left most of us in tears
for years
but there is a small percentage of us
who have achieved that and more than lust
that percentage wins above all of us
and makes us inspired enough
to try once again the game of love
and there are some of us
who refuses to let fear embrace them
with its warm touch and kisses
just like how i let myself be embraced by you
you were my fear that i wanted to achieve
but im the fear you never wanted.
Kelly Diaz Dec 2023
wake me up from this dream baby
I feel like you've tormented me enough already
how can I stop feeling this way
and it feels like I'm drifting away
tell me baby tell me
how am I supposed to let you be
if you have already left from my side
and you have left me all alone in this tide
in this whirlpool of people and love
but I have to let you go my little dove
But I'm sad to go
Kelly Diaz Dec 2023
Emptiness floats in my brain
Funny how i say that
cause then that means that their is something in my head
but emptiness is what i want to feel when i mention your name
so i let it float in my head
until nothing remains
Kelly Diaz Nov 2023
I really want to know
why I don't want to let go
I feel like I'm over you
but at times I cry when I think of you
I think I'm attached to wanting someone at my side
and hold me like you did that one time.
I thought I had healed from wanting to feel loved
and the sad truth is that I haven't
and maybe that's the only reason I'm hurting right now
and now I'm starting to think I didn't love you at all
so its my turn to take my bow
and say I'm sorry for all the things I've done
its my fault too that our relationship didn't last that long
but then again I believe that I'm hurting a lot more than you.
Kelly Diaz Nov 2023
Dear Precious Thing,
My heart always yearns for you
and chases the feeling you ooze
but something always changes
and you leave me stranded
I strive to be with you every time
but you always leave me on a dime
I forgive and forgive
and give and give
and yet you seem to forget and forget
about how much I want to be with you.
Kelly Diaz Nov 2023
You say you don't want to hurt me
but you do things that say otherwise
I know what I signed up for when I agreed to be with you
I know I also signed my fate to never love anyone again
but you don't want to hurt me
and I think you hide behind that phrase like a coward
waiting in disguise
knowing you never wanted to be mine.
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