I fell in love with him
and I couldn't stop
I was scared that this love was on a whim
but it was not
I felt that I was at the gym
since my heart raced every time I was with him
crazy isn't
the love of my life was everything to me
but I was nothing to him
and in a heartbeat he change us for something new and based on a whim
just when I believed that it could be him
the one I would love till the end of time
and forever be with the stars in the night sky.

I thought we were good
But then I let my insecurities come between me and you
You're a good man but maybe I'm not good enough for you
Maybe we are meant to collide and show the world how beautiful our love is
To only extinguish our flame to tiny bits of dust
I love you but maybe that isn't enough for you.
I dove into our love knowing I liked you more than you liked me
Maybe that's why I get so much in my head because our love for each other Isn't equal
cause mine is far greater than yours ever will be,
But then again this is all in my head and I freak out all the time
Just for you to come and love me
One last time
And leave me all over again
I just wanna know one thing though
Are we good?

Sometimes i feel like i am not allowed to be happy
that the world is beyond me
that everyone around me is acting a little funny
cause everyone seems to not be happy

Maybe I'm just a little confused
and people got me feeling a little removed
but maybe that just because I've improved
and i just wanna feel moved
by the world who is just misused.

I've been put on a high pedestal
I need to stay on that high pedestal
have to show everyone how perfect I am
perfection is what I need to be
I've been put on this high pedestal
and I don't want it
I want to be able to fail
and I cant
because I am on that high pedastal
but, but
with you I feel like I can fail
I feel like I can enjoy myself and not care
Being with you is like I can finally be  
be someone with no high expectations of themselves
its like I can finally take a breath and relax
with you, my whole world stops
and I don't have to fight to be on top.