you came back
because you wanted love and knew
i would supply

i wish i could move on
faster than my heart allows
smile at you, without breaking down
i should be use to pretending but
why when it's you
my facade falls down

You came back and I was happy
Hoping this was our second chance
I loved you more than I ever did
Because you came back
Maybe that’s a selfish way to put it
But I was glad
To be able to love you again
But we Fought so you left
And I don’t want you back
Finding out why you came back
Hurts the most
Using me because I loved you
Hurts
One week
And everything you said meant nothing
Everything we did meant nothing
And that ***** with my head

If I were an angel
You’d cut my wings
Pin them on you wall
Say they’re Magnificent things
But you should of seen me fly
Oh you should of seen them in the sunlight or when there dipped in moonlight
If only you didn’t
Cut my wings
You could of seen them be beautiful things

Do you know why I ask everyday
Because I’m lost
I’m confused
I just don’t get it
You liked me so much and now your unsure
Your the one deciding everything
And me like a fool wait for every word you say
Maybe when you put the necklaces away
You were already having second thoughts
Maybe I was blind
Sure I was unhappy sure I got mad
But I still liked you
And now I’m here crying like an idiot
Because you said on thing
But you don’t love me anymore and I’m waiting for when you do

Like a fool

I think about leaving
A lot more than I should
I know I love you so much
That’d it’d break my heart
If only I could stay
But three more months
Is my limit
And I feel like
I’ve started counting down days
I enjoy being with you
But there’s more flaws than I can handle
And I know we’d have tough times
But
I didn’t know I’d be alone though them
Because when I need you most you seem to become a blank screen
A video game is all you see
And you say you love me but honestly I don’t know what you mean
You show it when it’s meant to but do you ever want to text me
I love you ?
Because the conversation only starts if I talk
Otherwise it’d be silence and nothing more
And maybe I’m looking at this wrong maybe it’s my anxiety and I’m staring at a mirror that only shows my flaws
I’m reading the book backwards
And knew the ending from the start

Death is boring
A dark void of nothingness
Some people choose death
Others accept
But life
Life is feeling a soft breeze though your window
It’s listen to the crickets at night
Life is children’s laughter and....false hope
It’s the chance to breathe underwater
And death is knowing you’ll suffocate