keepsake7

keepsake7 Feb 2018

Air

Was i only air to you
A passing faze gone like the wind
I Loved you…
I loved you
And you don’t care
You left me.
And i vanished like the wind

keepsake7 Feb 2018

one night stand

I saw beauty in sin
The heat between bed sheets
The lust in their fingertips
The romance
The music that came from their lips
I saw beauty in sin
With strangers id met
Who kissed me like tomorrow would never come
And loved me enough to make me forget
What heartbreak was

keepsake7 Feb 2018

looking through the photo album

She danced in my dreams
like a ghost she faded from memories
And i know it's been a year now
but i still hear her heartbeat
Caressing me in bed and
Her smile destroys me because the last words she said
With the smile that shone like a jewel i’d never find
“ g
      o
          o
             d
                 b
                     y
                          e”

i had no idea what to call it and all i can imagine is someone reminiscing over a heartbreak

keepsake7 Feb 2018

At midnight

Our souls dance in the night
When our heartbeats are dormant
And our eyes only open to dreams
Our souls whisper to each other
And dance atop stars

keepsake7 Feb 2018

why i write

Why do i write?
Well why do you breathe
It's simple i have to
The words like a whirlpool
Twist in my head strangle every other sense
I type my heart onto a page
A blank page i fill with soul
For me my writing lives
It breathes and tells me to type
So why do i write?
Because i’m absolutely mad

keepsake7 Jan 2018

what if what if what if

i start wondering what if
constantly repeating everything i love about you
i wonder what if just hoping you
maybe you can see my worries bubbling up
just out of reach my what if a constant stream of negativity
just wondering if you like me what if you love me
i know id run to you in a heartbeat
even if my feet were in concrete or my heart stopped beating
id still run
but we dont talk ive seen you less and less
so much im forgetting your face
and i know its silly my what if
but
do you know how many times ive cry when youve said i love you just hoping that you do
how my anxiety and fears choke me telling me otherwise
but i wonder what if just what if my dreams come true

keepsake7 Jan 2018

relationship pain

i know i shouldn't be as jealous as i am but
seeing the heart on every profile pic hurts
and realising she wasn't just another girl
that you truly loved her
enough to say you'd **** her still
especially to me your current girl
maybe for you losing your virginty
was the same to me were you didn't care
but maybe for you it was a meant to be
so when i realise ill never amount to her
and your feelings could be lingering
it hurts
and i know im just thinking but its the thoughts
the thought that you'd go back to her if she asked that scares me more than anything

the problem for me is i know her and i thought it be better to write how i feel down then not say anything

#noideawhattocallit #canijuststopfeeling