cut my skin
make me feel alive
pull me close and gauge my eyes
make me scream out in terror
because it's the only way i'll ever emotions from you
if that's how it has to be
torture me until im black and blue
as long as you still see me as yours.

i dreamed the same dream as you,
i wished upon stars,
dropped pennies into wishing wells,
prayed to the lord,
"please let him be my knight in shining armor"
blew out the candle,
"please please please, let him be the one"
the one day,
i saw you with a girl
giving her the look i give you,
the dreamy look i gave you,
when you smiled at me,
your arms wrapped around her shoulder,
foreheads together in an embrace,
lips sealed in a kiss,
just like ours.
it was then i realized,
my wish didn't come true,
that my dreams were never meant to be,
and that you wanted something new.
something that didn't involve me,
but the girl you wished for,
the girl of your dreams.

My soul cracked,
The world spun.
You could the hear the voices that were once in my head,
And for once I didn't feel crazy.
I didn't feel like a complete **** up.
It was blissful in so many ways but,
The storm never ends.

scream.
just scream
scream until you lose your voice
and after that let the tears fall
let them fall down your cheeks and drop onto your shirt
howl if possible
let out your pain so everyone can know
you are a **broken soul

kiss me one least time so i can relive the pain
the torture it was to be with you
but also, i laugh
i laugh because you made me whole at one point
you were my sunshine
now, you've created a monster
and i thought i'd let you meet her
i call her
*your beast.

I love you but it seems as if that's not enough
it didn't take me long to fall for you
then again, I do fall easily.
clumsy
you could say that i am
i did fall because of you, didn't i?
i love you.
still, even if it hurts.