Lay me six feet under
Don't cover my scars
'I'm sorry' carved into my skin
A bullet wound disgracing my skin
A hole in my heart
Literally
Tell my mistakes
My imperfections
My good memories
The bad ones too
Let everyone know what made me
Publish my book
Set me free.

Crisp dollar bills fill your mind
Since when did greed consume you?
Why is it power is all that matters?
Why is love a non-factor?
When did you lose yourself?
Why did you let go?
Why did you stop believing?
I thought you were so much more.

Just tell yourself okay and things will be better
Sing a song that makes you happy
Read a book that makes you smile
Think of times that were always joyful
Be the person you always wanted to be
Don't let anyone stop you
Don't let them interfere
Dream.

I want to travel to the deepest part of your soul.
I want to know your darkest secrets and nightmares.
I want to inflict pain on you.
But I cant.
It'll just hurt me too.

I just wanted it to be simple.
Why can't life be easy?
Why do we contradict ourselves?
Why is it as teens adults think we don't know what we want in life?
I'm tired.
I dont want to go to college..
I don't want to be scared of being killed by the police.
I don't want to argue.
I don't I don't I don't.
I complain so much when I know I could be sleeping outside on winter nights.
But who can blame me for wanting happiness?
Who can blame me for crying away my pain?
For complaining about my pain.
I just want an answer and no ones giving it.

Okay.
I admit.
I still like you.
I wanted you to be my first kiss.
Love.
Everything.
Wasn't meant to be I'm not gonna trip.
Just know that I felt like I loved you.
Why are you so hard to dismiss?
Why can't I stop thinking about you?
Why isn't **** simple?
Loves not hard its the people you try to love.
The people you want to accept.
I know I'm whiny
Irritating
And very insecure
But why don't you love me?
Even if we're a thousand miles away from each other..
I'd wait
I'd wait for you.
Plain and simple.